Chapter 306: Love's Choice
"Why," Wang Yanpei asked softly in a vaporized voice.
"In the past, the horrific descriptions of the underworld were all rumors of people chasing after the wind and shadows, and the purpose was to scare the world from doing evil things. However, those who fabricate rumors ignore one point, that is, the Bodhisattva of the King of the Earth is the real ruler of the underworld, and Buddhism is compassionate, so the King of the Earth will never instruct his subordinates to cruelly punish those ghosts who commit crimes, because that would violate the teachings of Buddhism, and there will be no mercy. "But the king of Jizo will not let the spirits who have committed sins get away with their sins at will, and although he will not punish them in the underworld, he will let them be reincarnated with their sins and suffer in the next life." ”
"That's right, the dungeon is not as terrifying as the legend says. Wang Yanpei nodded in agreement with my analysis.
"People in the world are too ignorant, and it is good to believe in Buddhism, but it would be foolish to blindly listen and believe, and they don't want to think about it, if the hell simply punishes those ghosts who commit crimes, what is the point? King Jizo Bodhisattva allows those ghosts who have committed sins to be reincarnated with their sins, whether as a human being or for livestock, and do everything possible to compensate for the sins they committed in their previous lives. Therefore, the underworld is just a transit point between this life and the next life, not a terrifying and gloomy prison as rumored by the outside world. "I finally figured out the true nature of the underworld, but just as I figured it out, I realized that figuring out the nature of the underworld didn't make any practical sense to me, and it wasn't the primary problem I was facing.
"You're right. The ghosts who were not deeply sinful were happy when they got the mirror, but they were soon disappointed, because they saw in the mirror that their lovers and loved ones had forgotten about them little by little, and in the end they would go to reincarnation. Wang Yanpei echoed softly.
"What do you see in the mirror?" I leaned down to look.
"I've seen all the things you did to save me, I've seen you use spells to transform my grave and get up tired, I've seen your expression when you stepped on a landmine in front of my grave, and I've seen you go to that Kunlun Mountain to look for something and come back to give gifts and ask for help, I've seen it all, can you imagine what kind of mood I felt when I saw this in the mirror?" Wang Yanpei asked softly.
Wang Yanpei's words made me feel extremely relieved instantly, and there was only one thought in my mind, that is, "She saw it, she saw everything I did for her, and I didn't disappoint my woman." ”
I smiled. Wang Yanpei saw that I didn't speak, so she opened her mouth again.
I looked down at her in confusion, not understanding why she was smiling. Just as I didn't understand her sentence back then, 'Is my kung fu good?'" It hurts to see you suffer so much for me. I wanted to cry but I didn't. There are so many ghosts in the underworld who are crying, and that's because their relatives and lovers have forgotten them. And you have been running around for me for so many years, I, Wang Yanpei, am so lucky and happy, why do I still cry, I want to laugh, I want them to know that I have a good husband and they don't" Wang Yanpei couldn't cry.
She was this stubborn personality during her lifetime, and she still did not change in the slightest after her death. Even though I didn't live long, I was still able to smile and talk when I called.
"You've seen everything, you've known everything, why don't you go back with me?" I asked, holding back the sadness in my heart.
"Sadness is not only Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty, but also from ancient times to the present. Wang Yanpei reluctantly stopped crying and raised her head.
"I'm not Emperor Wu of Han, and you're not Mrs. Li. If I were really a kind person, I would have let it go a long time ago. I couldn't help but raise my voice. The reason why I accentuated the tone is because Wang Yanpei's sentence is a sentence in Bai Juyi's poem, which is about the allusion that Madame Li, the concubine of Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty, refused to let Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty see her haggard appearance when she was sick and dying, in order to retain her perfect image in the mind of Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty.
"Chengfeng, don't be angry, I didn't mean that. Wang Yanpei saw that I had an angry look on my face, and hurriedly explained, "I'm not afraid that you will dislike me in the future and not go back with you, I believe you will always be good to me." But have you ever thought about it, love is mutual, your contribution may be without regrets, but my enjoyment can not be at ease, I can only enjoy but can not give in return, I will feel guilty, I will be ashamed, I will be painful, you can bear to let me bear the pain all the time by your side?"
"With you by my side, I won't be alone, I'll feel full, and I won't let you go back to that dark underworld. I frowned and shook my head. Wang Yanpei had been used by me to use Wuyue to summon spirits **, and at this moment, she has six souls and fourteen spirits and can no longer be reincarnated as a human being, so I will never allow her to live in the Yin Cao forever.
"Riding the wind, I am content, to this point I am really content, before the master brought me back, I returned the mirror to the Bodhisattva, and the Bodhisattva said to me to come and go as I please. I really don't have any regrets now, it's time to let go, you just let me be noble for once, do something for you, okay?" Wang Yanpei said softly but with a resolute expression.
"Oh no! I don't want you to go back and cry in the mirror. I shook my head and said, whether it is Xu Zhaopei in the previous life or Wang Yanpei in this life, he is a very possessive person in his bones, I have known this for a long time but I have not felt wrong, love itself has a strong exclusivity, no matter whether men and women fall in love with each other, there will be a monopoly psychology, if not, it means that there is no love or love is not deep.
"I won't ask the Bodhisattva for a mirror anymore, I know you like that white girl, and I really hope you can be together. There was no reluctance in Wang Yanpei's tone, and it could be seen that she was telling the truth.
Wang Yanpei's words made me smile bitterly and shook my head and it was difficult to speak, the reason why I smiled bitterly was because it was impossible for me and Bai Jiuyu to be together at all, and I didn't open my mouth to explain because I did have feelings for Bai Jiuyu, yes, yes, no, no, I don't want to lie and deceive the dead woman in order to show my greatness.
"You are jealous of the intimate behavior of the woman whose soul controls me, why am you not jealous of what am I doing with other women?" I sighed helplessly. It seems that Wang Yanpei really won't go back with me, she is not Bai Jiuyu, she is not as supple as Bai Jiuyu, Bai Jiuyu will not touch my brows, she will.
"Not jealous. Wang Yanpei replied without hesitation.
"Why?" I asked, confused. This statement of hers is completely inconsistent with her character.
"Because I took the initiative to let go, I didn't let go, she didn't have a chance. "Wang Yanpei's thinking was difficult for me to accept for a while, but after a little thought, I understood her thoughts. There is a difference between letting go and letting go, where letting go makes her feel noble, while letting go makes her feel humble.
"How do I feel like a broken shoe thrown away by you?" Wang Yanpei's words made me cry and laugh. When is this still the time to think about the useless ones?
"If you have broken shoes, then other men are broken socks," Wang Yanpei reached out and stroked my long hair, "I want to wear them all the time, but I have no feet now." ”
"Let's stop making a fuss, okay, come back with me. I tried to keep my voice down and said softly.
"Look how old you are, why is your hair so white?" Wang Yanpei didn't answer my words.
"Come back with me, the walnuts you smashed me back then have grown into trees, don't you want to go back and see?" I tried to get her to change her mind.
"I've seen it all. Wang Yanpei's face was fascinated.
"And your father and your mother, don't you want to see them again?" I saw that her mind was slightly moving, and hurriedly struck while the iron was hot.
"They are used to life without me, and going back like this can only make them sad again," Wang Yanpei shook her head again and again, "My father likes to drink Biluochun after frosting, you can bring some to him next time you go to see him, my mother likes to eat fried broad beans, you can also buy some and bring it." ”
"How the fuck are you a donkey, leading and fighting backwards, I'll go and bring them arsenic rat medicine next time, and poison a litter to reunite your whole family." Wang Yanpei's stubbornness completely made me thunderous, and I finally saw some hope, and turned my head and retracted it.
"You belong to the donkey!" Wang Yanpei was not to be outdone, but sneered.
"I haven't begged anyone in my life, I beg you, go back with me. "As soon as I saw that the hard one didn't work, I had to come back to the soft one.
"Chengfeng, I love you to make such a decision, you will fulfill my wish, okay?"
"If you don't go back, right, I'll sleep with other women every day from now on, one day at a time. "If the soft ones don't work, then change the hard ones.
"You deserve it. ”
"Eldest sister, I'm afraid of you, you say, how about you are willing to go back with me. "I used everything I could think of, and in the end I was in despair. In summer, the sky dawns early, and soon it will be dawn.
"Riding the wind, I'm really content, I've said everything I need to say to you. I'm sure you'll always remember me, just let me do something for you, I have nothing left to give you now, the only thing I can do is let go. Wang Yanpei turned her head and cried quietly.
"Let's find a place where there is no sunlight first, the sun will come out soon. I rubbed my knees and stood up.
"I must go back before dawn, you don't have to persuade me anymore. Wang Yanpei shook her head slowly, "Chengfeng, I still have a wish, can you help me realize it?"
"Say it, I'll help you get there. "Sleepless nights and sadness left me in a state of confusion.
"You flew with me once in my life, and I want to experience that feeling again. Wang Yanpei said softly. Her so-called flying is the Wind Volley technique I used on the night I took her to bury the bones of the two of them from their previous lives.
I stared at the familiar face in front of me, and the sadness in my heart made me quietly cry again, and gently stretched out my arms to take it into my arms, and bent my knees to rise to the sky