Time is fair and just, and Bao'er remembers the first time she found out that he had a woman outside, and she was so heartbroken that she wanted to rush out of the road immediately and let thousands of cars run over her body, so as to relieve the pain and humiliation in her heart

To this day, she has been numb and has been reluctant to let go, and has been using memories to keep this relationship with her heart, the purpose is to bet on the last game, lose, if you can't die, you will live again, if you win, then she and him will start again, forget the past

But she lost, but she didn't die

When she woke up, she smiled when she saw the concerned eyes of her friends, "Why?

Hu Xixi saw her pretending to be smiling, and couldn't help but feel uncomfortable, "If you want to cry, cry out, depressed in your heart, it's not good for your health!"

She blinked her eyes, like a pure angel, "I don't cry, from today onwards, I won't cry!" All the tears have fallen, have you ever seen people without a heart shed tears? No, without a heart, there is no feeling, her heart is empty, her brain is empty, her life is also empty, she loses is nothing more than that, she can still breathe, she can laugh, she can talk

Yang Ruhai doesn't know how to comfort people, but her eyes can see through her thoughts, and she has no business

She got up and asked Xiaomi to help her bring her clothes, she changed her wedding dress, glanced at it nostalgically, and said with a smile: "What a beautiful wedding dress!

Mother Chen said sadly: "Silly girl, in my eyes, you are purer than this wedding dress"

She raised her head, still with that sweet smile, "No, godmother, you don't know how many humble and dirty things I did In my poorest days, in order to get promoted, I betrayed my friends, I took stolen money from others, I did a lot of bad things, you just don't know!"

When she was the poorest, she didn't even have money for food, and she sent it all to him who was lonely and lonely overseas

She will never forget that time, there are still two days before the payroll, she has no penny on her, she bought two fast food noodles on credit at the convenience store downstairs, and lied to the kind proprietress that she forgot to bring her wallet, the winter clothes on her body are a few years ago, and they have begun to explode, her poverty can't deceive anyone, and the proprietress stuffed her with a few more packets of pickles, so that she remembers to bring her wallet and pay her back

She hugged the wedding dress and left, not allowing anyone to follow, but Hu Xixi still followed her back home

"Would you like to come up to my house and sit down?" said Bo'er with a smile

"Okay!" Hu Xixi couldn't help it, now she can't be left alone at home, it's easy to have an accident

"I won't kill myself!" Bao'er seemed to see through Hu Xixi's thoughts, and suddenly said

Hu Xixi was a little embarrassed, "I didn't say you would kill yourself, I just want to accompany you!"

Bao'er sat on the balcony with her legs crossed all day, she closed all the windows in the house, turned on all the lights, and even though it was daylight she sat on the windowsill with her long hair and shawl, shrunk like a golden cat

Hu Xixi sat on the sofa, looking at her phone under the pretext of looking at her phone, in fact, she was thinking about how to solve her Chen Tianyun sent her a message and asked her when she would come back, she told Chen Tianyun that she would not go back, and Chen Tianyun also knew something about it, so she told her to look at Bao'er for a long time

After sitting all day, in the evening, she began to pack Baoyu's things, and said as she cleaned up: "This house is mine, I can't move out"

"Bao'er, can we talk?" Hu Xixi took her hand and motioned for her to sit down

Bao'er looked at her and said solemnly: "Ah Xi, I'm fine, I'm a reborn butterfly, do you see? I'm going to drive this negative man away, don't worry about me, I'm not the first day I came out of society, I can stand the blow."

"I know, but I want to chat, can you accompany me?" She was silent all day, which made Hu Xixi feel scared, all along, the Bao'er she knew was very rational, clean and neat in business, calm and decisive, but today she was a little too calm

"I'm fine, you go first!" Bao'er began to drive people out, Hu Xixi said helplessly: "Okay, you don't want to say that I don't want to say it, can't I borrow a place to sit?"

"But, you're in my way!" Bao'er packed up the small things around her, which were all Baoyu's

The doorbell rang, Hu Xixi estimated that it was Chen Xiaoguang, and when he opened the door, he saw that it was really him

"Why did you come and where did you go?" asked Hu Xixi

"I went to find Baoyu and the people of the Yang family," Chen Xiaoguang said in a low voice, "You go back, I'll watch here!"

Hu Xixi patted him on the shoulder, "It's so good to watch!"

"Got it!" Chen Xiaoguang said sadly

Seeing Hu Xixi away, Chen Xiaoguang changed his shoes at the entrance, walked into the house, and saw that Bao'er was busy packing things, he asked, "What are you busy with?"

Bao'er raised a smiling face, "Don't you see?

"Don't laugh!" Chen Xiaoguang suddenly roared angrily, he felt very painful in his heart, seeing her laughing so bluntly and sadly, his heart hurt, why did he abuse himself like this?

Bao'er's smile slowly faded into her lips, and she looked at him defiantly, "What are you doing?"

"I should go and set off a string of firecrackers, you were finally dumped by this man, Xue Bao'er, you deserve it, you deserve to have this man's cheating today is not a matter of a day or two, you stupidly stay by his side and wait for him to change his mind, you are not only spending time and money, but also your own life and feelings, yes, you can say that this is your business, you don't need others to ask, but have you ever thought about how heartache it will be if you wronged yourself again and again, and the people around you who love you will be kind of heartache?" Chen Xiaoguang scolded, which was very different from his elegant image in the past

Bao'er was stunned for a moment, as if she couldn't believe that Chen Xiaoguang would scold her

She put down the things in her hand, walked towards Chen Xiaoguang step by step with bare feet, and looked at him uncertainly, "You deserve to scold me?"

"That's right, you deserve it!" Chen Xiaoguang's heart was sour, and there seemed to be a lot of sour emotions gushing out of his nose, he hurriedly turned his head, walked quickly to the floor-to-ceiling glass window, and took a deep breath

Bao'er understood what he meant, she was a little confused, she never knew that Chen Xiaoguang had that kind of feelings for her

She always thought that between them, it was just the love of colleagues and friends

Chen Xiaoguang is a good man, a very good man, if she hadn't fallen in love with Yang Baoyu first, she would definitely love this man well

But there is no if, she met Baoyu first, she also fell in love with Baoyu in her life, and she didn't want to talk about any love anymore, which would make people feel painful love

(I took a look at the book review area last night, everyone had some disputes over the matter of voting, don't argue, calm, vote in favor of Lu Lu, Lu Lu is grateful, don't vote or even leave a message, they spend money to read, Lu Lu is also grateful, in my opinion, as long as you like Lu Lu's books, like Lu Lu's characters, Lu Lu is very happy Niu They see that I can't push this book up, on the website, my two books are sinking, in other words, it is very the street, I once lost my mind because of the sinking of these two books, and I didn't even want to write, but Niu and a group of relatives who left a message told me that these two books are a little valuable, inspiring me not to be lazy, can be written with a calm and indifferent heart, so, I hope everyone respects Lu Lu, respect everyone created by Lu Lu, don't make noise, okay?)