28. I want to settle my heart
Next.
Fang Yin brought wine, incense, candles, paper money, and some sacrifices, and returned to the broken temple with Xiao Liuzi.
Go back to where you used to live, where you once lived.
The temple has been dilapidated, and it seems to be more desolate and cold in the daytime, and from a distance, it is so out of place in the verdant grass and trees, under the blue sky and white clouds. There was no road under his feet, there were weeds high and low, Fang Yin walked slowly, swaying and dizzy. Xiao Liuzi limped and followed, his face was also bitter and silent.
All three of them were drunk last night, and they were all drunk.
The big fat head didn't come, the big fat head really couldn't get up, and the big fat head was still lying on the head of the bed when he came, vomiting.
Boss Fang also wanted to vomit, his headache was to death, his stomach was churning one after another, and he was so uncomfortable! Wine is not a good thing, it makes people happy for a while, and there are always more times when they are not happy. Boss Fang didn't want to get up, but as soon as he opened his eyes, he remembered this incident, and he couldn't sleep again. finally managed to climb up, and woke up the little six sons, and the two went to the market to buy some shopping, and came out of the city together.
Go to the grave.
There are two small graves, only a dozen steps away from the broken temple.
Green grass grew on the grave, and the soft and delicate stems and leaves swayed left and right with the wind.
The tomb was pitifully small, without a monument, with a pointed head.
Incense and candles were inserted, sacrifices were arranged, and the two of them each lowered their heads and burned paper money, and they were silent for a while.
Paper money flies, brother, can you receive it above the blue sky?
The wine is soaked in the earth, brother, can you drink under the yellow spring?
I've come to see you, brother, do you know what is going on?
Brother, brother, call me brother again, I hope you go all the way!
Some people opened their mouths and murmured, and some people wept and were silent. There is no heartbreak, no loud crying, only a faint sadness and a faint helplessness, for this helpless and irreparable fate. Life is short, but a hundred years, live more and live less, it seems that there is not much difference. Maybe there is an afterlife, but maybe, it's a pity that the unfinished love in this life can't be continued.
That's it, that's it.
Why should the grass be pulled out? Why should the soil be added? After all, it will be buried between heaven and earth, and the sound of the wind in the four fields will be an elegy, let it wither and die like grass and trees, and follow the rain, dust and mud to the vicissitudes of life. The deceased is long gone, the living are like Sifu, what can really make them rest in peace is to live well and live their own wonderful. The paper money burned out and the wine spilled dry, Fang Yin picked up the little sixth son who was kneeling on the ground and sobbing lowly, and said softly: "Sixth son, let's go." ”
Gone, gone, suddenly a long howl came from an unknown place, its voice was desolate as if it was whimpering, and its voice was mournful as if it was a farewell. Looking for it but not seeing it, it only echoed in the wilderness for a long time, Fang Yin stopped and looked around, as if he remembered something. After a while, I went to see Xiao Liuzi: "Liuzi, that, but-" Xiao Liuzi smiled bitterly: "Boss, I don't know if it's calling, I haven't seen Gray Mao'er for three or four years." ”
Yes, the little wild dogs of the year have grown up now. Gray Maoer is just a dog, Gray Maoer is not a wolf, after Boss Fang left, Gray Maoer has grown into a year or more, revealing his true wildness and original appearance. Xiao Liuzi told Fang Yin that Gray Mao'er was a wild dog, a fierce wild dog, and the second brother of the Orion King said that this kind of wild dog was quite powerful, and once it gathered, it was a tiger to be afraid of.
Gray Maoer has left this ruined temple, and Gray Maoer wants to find his true partner, and Gray Maoer quietly left one night three or four years ago and never returned. Maybe it's been found, maybe it's not going far, maybe it's got its own home and its own care, so it doesn't want to come out and see people.
Time passes like water, and everything changes.
In the city, at noon.
Boss Fang and Xiao Liuzi walked aimlessly, walking through the streets and alleys, walking past the market crowds, and walking past one large and small house after another. The two of them had just eaten at a roadside stall, and it seemed that they were strolling around with nothing to do. It doesn't seem to be, Boss Fang only looks at the house, and Xiao Liuzi only looks at the house, both of them are looking at the house with interest, it turns out that they are preparing to buy real estate and settle down.
"Little Liuzi, you go back first. Boss Fang sighed again and said helplessly. Xiao Liuzi followed behind, shook his head and smiled: "Boss, it's really out of the way, Xiao Liu's legs and feet are neat!" Boss Fang nodded and left again. Xiao Liuzi's lame leg was broken back then, and it was a short cut when it was connected to the long leg. It's short, but it's also a good leg, except for the weird way of walking, it's really okay.
"Little Liuzi, you better go back first, go and see if the big fat head is awake. After a while, Fang Yin said again. Xiao Liuzi shook his head generally, a little dissatisfied: "Boss, you have been gone for several years, and now I am more familiar with the people in this city than you, go quickly, go quickly! I'll help you find it!" Look as you go.
Xiao Liuzi's leg is lame, but Xiao Liuzi is a clever person and has a good brain, otherwise Xiao Cui would not follow him. Xiao Liuzi walked behind, and he was very happy, because Xiao Liuzi didn't have to rush back to work in the store anymore, and if Xiao Liuzi was rich, he would not be the second shopkeeper. I have to say, I said it last night, Li Xiaoliu's current identity is the second shopkeeper of the Pang family's fish stew, and Xiaoliuzi has already given most of the gold and silver of Boss Fang to the big fat head, even if he has joined the shares.
No matter how much gold and silver there is, it will be spent one day, and it is not advisable to sit and eat empty, which Xiao Liuzi understands. Thinking of the happy days of abundant food and clothing in the future, and the happy days of his daughter-in-law and children hot kang heads, Li Xiaoliu only felt that his legs were light and fluttering, and his whole body was full of strength, and he was not tired at all: "Boss, boss, according to me, you will stay in Jiangzhou City, and our two brothers will be happy every day when they eat and drink, haha, how beautiful!"
Fang Yin didn't speak, only walked in front.
Xiao Liuzi grinned, and said, "Boss, don't worry, look for it slowly, you will find it sooner or later!" was talking to himself, but saw him suddenly stop, his eyes looked straight at a mansion, frowning as if he was thinking. Xiao Liuzi was overjoyed and shouted happily: "Boss, boss, yes, is this here?" Before the words fell, he saw the boss shaking his head and sighing, frowning and walking forward: "It's not like, it's not like, this is really difficult, hey, it's difficult!"
It's looking for a house, not for purchase, and it doesn't matter if you settle down, Boss Fang wants to find the place that has long been lost and often appears in dreams. Boss Fang returned to Jiangzhou, most of the brothers were separated, and now there is only one thing that matters most, that is, to find the place where Fang Yin was born with the memory pictures in his mind for a long time, so as to find his mother! If she is still alive, it will be a fluke! Although Fang Yin has now understood that it is simply a one-in-a-million thing.
But that's not a sight, there's still a glimmer of hope!
Gotta find, must find! must find, find!
Excitement, surprise, frustration, disappointment, hesitation, chagrin, all sorts of emotions.
At that time, the mood was beyond words.
The houses are one after another, the courtyards are one after another, and the streets are walked through the alleys.
It's hard, it's really hard to do! It's really hard to find out when you find out, this is really a difficult thing to do!
The picture that I thought was clear and profound in the dream was blurry again and unrecognizable.
Thousands of houses, the difference is similar, when I wake up in a dream, it is a world of difference, it is tantamount to thousands of people who are looking for her but they are missing.
It's like looking for a needle in a haystack!