In his sleep after drinking bamboo wine, Zhang Budong can be said to have experienced a lot, much more than Chu Xiang'er, because he has much more confused 'things' in his heart than others. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Where did so much confusion come from?

All kinds of cause and effect, cause is before effect, effect is after cause, everything has a cause and effect, Zhang Budong is confused about many things, naturally because he has experienced a lot.

In the heavens and all the worlds, the hatred, sorrow, joy and happiness of any living being are all born from the feelings of one's own heart about certain things. And Zhang Budong has been a human being in two lives, and the memories of his past life have always been deeply rooted in his soul, and the resentment and confusion left by the experience of his natural past life have also remained, which continue to haunt his soul and soul.

Why are the people who are reincarnated and recultivated in the mountain and sea realm, except for retaining the most fundamental trace of spirituality, all the rest of the memories are abandoned, not because they don't have that ability, but because the memory will affect their souls and shape their character, and finally they are still them after reincarnation, and they are not detached in this life, how can they be detached in another life, as long as they are reincarnated and start anew, they can have the opportunity to start anew, instead of changing their bodies and continuing to live.

The function of bamboo wine is aimed at the entire soul's memory, and naturally those sorrows and confusions of Zhang Budong's unique past lives are also within this range.

Zhang Budong's past life and present life are big and small, no matter how big or small, all the depression and confusion in his previous life as a science and engineering otaku, and all kinds of sorrows caused by the memory of his previous life after crossing over, all of them are manifested under the effect of bamboo wine, and they are found out one by one, and they are resolved one by one.

Among the small grudges, such as in his previous life in college, he was always not liked by girls, he never found a girl who could get along well with him, and every time he met was inexplicably destroyed, or he said something disgusting to girls without thinking about it, is his emotional intelligence really so low?

This confusion has always haunted Zhang Budong's heart, although it is not very prominent, but it has always sprung up occasionally.

And after drinking bamboo wine, all the girls who had been involved with Zhang Budong in the past appeared one by one in the dream, and Zhang Budong also changed back to the past, and he didn't know that these were all dreams.

In the dream, he got rid of the problems he thought he had at this time, and even after he felt that the reason was because of his appearance, in the dream, he actually used the appearance and bearing of Zhang Budong in the mountains and seas to date with those girls who had created doubts for him, and the length of the relationship varied, but none of them developed any feelings, so that Zhang Budong had the feeling of who entered his heart, in the dark, he felt that it was not that these girls were bad, nor that he had low emotional intelligence, it turned out that he was not to blame for everything, but he didn't meet the right person。

Other worries, such as worrying that his parents will be sad and painful after he disappears, just because he has lost his parents and children, or he is worried that there will be no one to support them in their old age, and he feels guilty.

All of this is under the effect of bamboo wine, so that Zhang Budong found a reasonable explanation and comfort, and even bamboo wine will create a picture, Zhang Budong is completely from the perspective of God, looking at everything that happened at home after he disappeared, his parents were really sad for a long time, looking at the picture of his mother wiping his photo frame and washing his face with tears, his father, who does not believe in any gods and Buddhas on weekdays, began to pray for incense and worship Buddha three times a day, all of them were praying that he would go home as soon as possible, Zhang Budong was upset, and even wanted to appear directly, and then told his parents that he was still alive, but he was just a bystander to everything, and he couldn't make any changes。

But time will dilute everything, and slowly the parents in the picture got out of their sadness, started a new life, and even gave birth to a younger brother for themselves, carefully taught, that younger brother grew up, became a big tree for his parents, and finally achieved extraordinary, taking care of his parents to enjoy their old age, and the parents left with a smile.

Although bamboo wine can't travel through time and space, this kind of deduction and transformation in line with the Tao makes Zhang Budong believe from the depths of his soul that everything he sees is true, and bamboo wine contains the avenue of seven feelings, whether this kind of deduction or transformation, it is all real, maybe the earth has not happened yet, maybe hundreds of years have passed on the earth, and it is really the same time as the bamboo wine created for himself, but this is not important, all this is enough to untie Zhang Budong's heart knot.

And the confusion knot that worries Zhang Budong the most, the one that lasts the longest, is naturally about Jian Wei.

In the previous life, can the covenant he made with her be fulfilled again, can she still appear again, and what is the reason for everything? Is the feeling that "Da Yan Decision" gave to me really correct?

A Jane Wei brought Zhang Budong's confusion several times that of the previous confusion.

In fact, Zhang Budong has always been unable to understand his feelings for Jian Wei, in this life, his horizons have been broadened a lot, and many things have been seen more clearly, and he has also thought more clearly about the incident of being shot and killed in his previous life, the causes and consequences, and Jian Wei is actually using himself to know more clearly, but he really doesn't hate Jian Wei at all, but feels more looking forward to meeting Jian Wei.

Seriously, in this life and this life, with Zhang Budong's conditions and family background, if you want to find a Taoist partner who is better than Jian Wei and suitable for you, Zhang Budong thinks it is not difficult, on the contrary, it is very easy, the female cultivators in the cultivation realm naturally have nothing to say about appearance, and almost all of them can be regarded as fresh and refined and immortal, not to mention anything else, even Chu Xiang'er and Ning Cai'er can also be compared with Jian Wei in the previous life.

But even so, in the impact of the dazzling female cultivators in the cultivation realm, Zhang Budong has never been moved by anyone again, from the moment he awakened his memory, Jian Wei has always occupied the deepest position of his soul, and has never wavered, no matter how many beautiful female cultivators he has seen, how many shocking things he has experienced, and how many miracles he has seen in the cultivation realm, but Jian Wei's figure in his Zhang Budong's heart is still not a little shaken, but it has intensified and become more and more important.

Haunted by dreams, the shadow is still there, and the intercession is asked, this heart is not shaken.

When he saw the love between Zhou Tingting and Wang Xin, the prospective couple, Zhang Budong thought of Jian Wei.

When he saw Chu Xiang'er practicing alone, Zhang Budong was worried about Jian Wei.

When he got a piece of cultivation foreign objects, Zhang Budong quietly left a copy, never needed, even the ruffian dragon didn't know the role of this foreign object, that foreign thing was left by Zhang Budong, he wanted to meet Jian Wei in the future, and handed it to her personally, telling her that for so many years, he had always remembered her and was looking for her. (To be continued.) )