"Here!"

Xiaolan took it out in her arms, and then took out a piece of white letterhead, only to see that a corner of the letter had been burned off the bottom, as if it had been burned by fire.

Xiaolan said, "This is what I found from under the apricot tree where your father hanged himself, and he tried to burn the letter, but in the end it was blown out by the wind. ”

Lu Shaoyu took the letter, and at the beginning of the letter was a row of beautiful handwriting, which was the handwriting of his mother:

Vast:

Forgive me for not being able to stay with you!

Our children are gone, and I'm going to go first.

If there is a next life, I will be your wife, do your laundry and cook for you, send you away every morning, and stand in front of the door at night waiting for you to come back.

When I didn't want to live the most, it was you who saved me, you gave me hope, gave me happiness, and gave me a reason to live. Although we have had a hard time, the life with you is the happiest in my life.

There is no benefit, no harm! Yes, just your love for me. Really, being with you is the happiest time I've had in so many years.

I was born in a big family, I don't know anything, I am clumsy, it was you who gave me tolerance, allowed me to have my surname, and allowed me to be unreasonable.

I still remember the first time I cooked for you, you burned all the rice, you ate all the burnt rice, and praised me for my good craftsmanship; I still remember the first time I sewed clothes for you, I would only cut the cloth into pieces and sew it into a rag, but you didn't dislike it, and put it on your body like a fool to show off to others; I still remember one winter when I was hungry and wanted to eat fish, you braved the cold to go down to the river to catch it for me, you were sick, and I cried; I still remember that every time I got angry for no reason, I always liked to bite, it was you who stretched out your arm for me to bite, and as a result, your arm was full of my tooth marks, and you were laughed at by others, but laughed and said that it was the mark of love that your wife gave youRemember the first time you had Shaoyu, you smiled like a child......

A lot...... A lot!

Although it is all plain, but this is the life I love, it is you who gave me a happy home, give me happiness!

Forgive me for my little selfishness, if I really have a next life, I still want it, will you still give it to me?

Hehe, I'm leaving, my family is too big, and it is impossible to resist with my strength. You are the only one I love, and I won't let anyone else spoil my body again. So, I decided to end my life by throwing myself into the lake.

The first time I threw myself into the river, I met you. I hope that this time the god of water will also send me to you in the next life!

I'm gone, but you have to live. Because we still have children, and Shaoyu, he is alone, he can't take care of himself, he is a poor child, there is no mother, but he must not be without Daddy.

It's easy to die, but it takes courage to live. I've wronged you!

Xiaolan is my good sister, she will help me take care of you, please be kind to her. Our child was waiting for me below, he was lonely and scared on the road alone, and I was going down to accompany him. Shaoyu will be handed over to you, please help me take good care of him and take care of myself!

Please!

Love you, snow

Lu Shaoyu read it word by word, and his eyes gradually blurred. In front of his eyes, the trembling figure of his mother lying on the table sobbing and writing a letter appeared faintly!

She was already dying, but she was still thinking about herself, and the only thing she couldn't worry about was her eldest son.

The letter paper is long, and there is dense handwriting in the margins underneath. The rough handwriting was my father's handwriting.

Snow:

Thank you for your love for me, all these years, wronged you.

I'm just an ordinary boy, fatherless and motherless, with an uncertain life, wandering. Meeting you is the greatest happiness of my life. You are the fairy given to me by God, and I am not tired at all with you all these years.

Seriously, having you by your side is also the happiest time of my life!

Do I give it to you in my next life, you ask?

Yes, definitely!

Your departure hurts and hurts my heart, and I want to leave with you too. But you're right, I can't die, Shaoyu still needs me. Even if I want to go down to accompany you, at least until Shaoyu can read and take care of himself, then I can rest assured that I can go down to you.

A few days ago, I went to Xuanyang Sect and met our son. I didn't want to worry him and didn't tell him anything about you. But that kid gave me a big surprise.

Yes, big surprise!

Do you know? That kid actually has an outstanding talent, and he has been accepted as a personal disciple by the ancestor of the sect!

Hehe, that's amazing, isn't he? He's so much better than me as a father. He has grown up and no longer needs me to take care of him. So, you don't have to worry about him either.

After knowing this, I am really happy that my son has grown up, he has a master, a senior brother, a junior brother, and many, many people will help us take care of him. I don't have to worry about him anymore, I can leave with peace of mind and go down to accompany you!

On the day of Xuanyang Sect, my son invited me to a rich dinner, I took it as a farewell gift from him, it was really delicious, I had never eaten it before, this was a son of his heart, I was very satisfied, if you were still there at that time.

But don't be afraid, I'll go down to accompany you soon, if there is really an underworld below, and there is really an afterlife, I can make you a more hearty meal with my own hands.

Our other poor child, who had not yet been born, who had not yet enjoyed the sun, who had not yet seen the river, who had not even seen his father and mother had left. I think I'm really sorry that my father can't even protect his wife and children!

I'm so sorry!

But I still want to see him, pray that he can forgive me, and if I can, I still want to be his father in the next life, but I can swear that I will not let him suffer again, I will not let him be sad again, I will let him be born happily, grow up, and start a family.

Snow, please wait for me a little longer, I'm going down too, I'm ......

The handwriting underneath is blurry, and it has been burned by the fire, and it is no longer possible to see what is written.

Unconsciously, Lu Shaoyu's eyes were full of tears, and beads like broken threads fell on the letter paper in his hand "click".

"Dad, mother!"

Lu Shaoyu's voice was choked, and he couldn't cry. His trembling hands were still clutching the thin letter.

My father died, my mother died, and even my unborn sister left with me.

In this world, only one is left to live alone!

He had forgotten how many years he hadn't cried. He really wanted to cry and vent uncontrollably.

But it seems, it can't be done!

He has grown up, there is no father, no mother, no two people who can listen to him cry, he is no longer a child, he no longer has the right to cry like a child.

Now, he has changed back to the ruthless, lonely and lonely ...... of his previous life Lone Wanderer...... (If you think it's good-looking, don't forget to collect and recommend support, thank you!=^__^=)