Chapter 54: Night Run (1st Shift)
Shu Zhitang was silent for a while, his consciousness struggling between wakefulness and sleep.
Lei Tianluo said: "When I first learned the arts, my master would beat my disciples. But it has always been his proud protégé who has been beaten a lot, and the naughty ones have almost never been beaten. Do you know why?"
Without waiting for Shu Zhitang to answer, Lei Tianluo said again: "Because the proud protégé is getting better and better. And those who don't make it, the masters don't even want to look at it more, so why bother to beat them?"
In Shu Zhitang's mind, his father's indifferent eyes flashed again. No matter how he doesn't listen to discipline, no matter how naughty he is, his father looks at him with indifference, no anger, no disappointment, only indifference.
"When a proud protégé bullies those disciples who don't make it, the master will always think that it's the guy who doesn't make it that has done something wrong, not his proud protégé. Why?"
Shu Zhitang remembered his eldest brother...... No, it was Shu Xujie, he remembered the two palms Shu Xujie gave him, remembered the wound on his mother's neck, and instantly came to his senses, his fists clenched, and tears flowed down his face.
Lei Tianluo said in a deep voice: "Because useless people don't deserve any care! Because for useless people, there is no fairness at all!"
Shu Zhitang opened his mouth wide and wanted to scream, but his seriously injured body was no longer able to let out that kind of howl. All he could do was howl hoarsely, hysterically. He trembled and punched himself in the head, again and again.
Lei Tianluo said: "If you want to blame, blame yourself for being born in a military family! If you are just a child of an ordinary family, you will definitely not be so miserable!"
Shu Zhitang's hands had lost their strength, but they were still beating his head.
"Your surname is Shu, no matter what, your surname is Shu. You can't change your background, and you can't be an ordinary child at all. So if you want to get rid of these pains and get rid of the Shu family's long-term confinement of yourself, you can only improve yourself and trample on the soles of your feet those guys who look down on you, so that they will never be able to turn over! There is only one general in the Shu family, and after your father doesn't become a general, ......
Shu Zhitang howled dryly: "It's me! It's me! It must be me! It's me who inherits his position, it's me! I don't want to see his indifferent face again! I don't want to let them abuse me wantonly again! It's me, it must be me!"
Lei Tianluo threw the plaster in his hand to him, and said, "It's useless to howl. If you follow me in the future, it will only be more painful than kneeling in the snow all day today—a thousand times more painful. ”
Shu Zhitang squeezed the plaster in his hand and said, "I will never regret dying!"
Lei Tianluo smiled with satisfaction and said, "Remember, I am the first person who is willing to take the time to punish you. ”
Shu Zhitang's heart felt a warm feeling, and he looked up at the thunder skyfall, like looking at the brightest star in the night sky, his eyes were full of hope.
Lei Tianluo called a subordinate and said, "Help the second young master go back and rest." ”
Not long after Shu Zhitang left, Lei Tianluo stroked the sleeping black dog on his lap and was about to go back to his room to rest. Unexpectedly, another person came to report: "There is a little girl who asks to see." ”
Lei Tianluo was stunned for a moment, and wondered: "Little girl, who is it?"
"It seems to be the little girl of Old Man Ding's family. ”
Lei Tianluo smiled slightly and said, "Let her in." ”
From the outside of the secluded courtyard, a little girl wearing single clothes, barefoot, shivering from the cold, slowly walked in. Lei Tianluo looked at the frozen stupid white face, and said, "Why did you come here dressed like this all night? Could it be that the guy surnamed Ye doesn't know what to do, and he is going to trouble you again?"
The little girl knelt down on the ground and said, "He didn't trouble us, but sent us a good healing plaster." I know, that's what you mean. ”
Lei Tianluo shook his head and said, "I didn't let him do this. ”
The little girl continued: "But my father is still afraid that he will find trouble again, so he took this opportunity to prepare to leave early tomorrow morning and take me and my brother out of Daxing City and go to Lin'an to join my second uncle. ”
Lei Tianluo nodded and said, "There is a war going on in Daxing City, it is indeed not easy to treat, and it is good to leave." Then why did you come here overnight? Just to thank me?"
The little girl kowtowed and said, "Yes." I didn't understand the situation during the day, so I scolded Engong indiscriminately and came to make amends. ”
Lei Tianluo suddenly let out a long laugh and said, "So you didn't get dressed in the middle of the night, so you came to make amends? I guess this idea of making amends is not your father's idea, right? Your father must have seen through your thoughts, and felt that the people in the general's mansion were not good, so he locked you up." You pretended to be asleep, and then you ran out quietly? Did you come out of the window?"
The little girl was stunned for a moment, peeked at Lei Tianluo, and thought to herself: This guy is really a good person, how can he guess the process so well?
Lei Tianluo laughed evilly again, and then shouted: "Away from Xiao'er, other girls dare to step barefoot in the snow, the third watch came to the General's Mansion in the middle of the night, you are still hiding and peeking on the side, and you are not afraid of other girls' jokes!"
Hiding in the corner, he was shocked and stiffened, as if he was stealing a cat and had been caught. At this time, his mind was very entangled, and he knew that if he had worries and his mind was not pure enough, his cultivation path would no longer be smooth. But when I looked at the little girl again, I remembered her spicy appearance during the day, and her character of daring to love and hate, and my heart was soft again.
Ask yourself, is she pretty? But she is so fierce and unreasonable. It's the kind of character that I'm most afraid of on weekdays. Then why do you still think about her, why do you still think she is so cute?
So, I must be crazy.
Of course you can't get out. After so many years of wasted firewood, with the help of my senior brother's pills, I finally reached the fifth grade of cultivation, and finally achieved some achievements. If you don't cut off these feelings at the moment, you won't be able to make any progress in your cultivation in the future.
So, you can't go out, you can't go out!
Just hide away, if you don't see her, maybe it's just that you have a headache and brain fever for a while, and you have a lot of delusions. As long as she is no longer seen, everything will be a thing of the past. Wait for this matter, and then return to the Quanqing Taoist view, which is many times simpler than the mortal world, practice peacefully, go to the first grade, survive the catastrophe, become an immortal and become holy, and never die.
The little girl knelt in the snow, knelt for a long time, then kowtowed again, stood up in despair, forgot to say her farewell, and went back.
Suddenly, she felt that the air was cold and the snow was icy. This coldness was like a sharp sword, piercing all the way to the heart, cutting the softest place fiercely
Then, she noticed that she had an extra cotton coat on her body, she felt the breath of one more person beside her, and she turned her head to see an equally young and childish face. So the cold melted away in an instant, turning into a babbling stream in the spring, which flowed into the heart. Those sharp knives also began to dull, slowly melting into a warm ocean.
Fu Yan raised his head and didn't look at her, but he reached out and picked her up, stepped on the light sword under his feet, and flew into the air. Flew closer to the stars, flew closer to the moon.
The snow was still falling, staining him in the face. As if in a mystery, the little girl turned a blind eye to the beauty in the sky, but stretched out her white and tender little hand to wipe the snowflakes off Fu Yuan's face.
Fu Yu let her little hand caress her face, and said softly: "Immortality, what's so good?" ”
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PS: I like Wang Xiaobo's Red Breeze Night Run very much~ And the little girl's night run in the latter part is a true story from my hometown. Of course, in the real incident, the little girl is seventeen or eighteen years old. And that man, of course, can't fly~~~