According to Shen Guan's parents, he has never cried since he was born, and at the beginning he visited doctors in various places for this kind of problem, but they all got the statement that the baby's physical indicators were normal.

The happiness and sadness that the people around him can experience, he can't feel all of them, although he has experienced it himself, but it is always like staying out of the matter.

Doing what his parents thought was right, moving towards the goals his parents wanted, he had a long time, thinking that if he persevered, he could finally feel sadness and happiness.

Therefore, throughout his childhood, he was like a machine, imitating the people around him who were considered "excellent", until no one around him was more "excellent" than him.

Why should you let your life be a continuation of your parents' ideals, and why should you become your ideal when your parents find that he cannot overcome his fate, when he finds that he cannot achieve his ideals?

This kind of brain circuit similar to that of a child in the middle two bears, he didn't think about it.

Because it's very simple, human nature is selfish, and the fact that children become the ideal sustenance of parents sounds great, but in fact it is just the selfishness of parents......

Most people will think that their choice is the right one, and most people will choose the side they are willing to believe to believe.

Therefore, it is natural for parents to think that their own experience is more suitable for their children.

It's always been like this, so it's only right.

However, there are many places where you need to rely on your parents at the beginning of your life, so since you can't feel human emotions whether you do it or not, Shen Guan simply pretends to be a good child, and it will be twenty years.

He has no passion, no lofty ideas that he admires from the heart, he doesn't believe in anything, he doesn't know what the purpose of his life is, he can only find something to do that is universally believed to be human......

Who am I, where do I come from, and where am I going?

I am me, and I come from the midst of life, and I die to the end.

The ultimate answer to all things is nothing more than this, even if it is as strong as the sun, as vast as the Milky Way, and even the universe, there will be a day when it will die.

If you want to pursue some, compare philosophical answers......

Philosophical questions are not something that can be figured out by thinking, everyone has their own path that suits them best, so Shen Guan left the land he was familiar with and came to the other side of the world to study.

He has met all kinds of people, although these people are only different in their skins, but in fact, the nature of human nature is no different.

He had a taste of the customs and legal systems of various countries, although these were only set up to serve the upper class.

In a land with different cultures, habits, and ways of thinking, there is no difference in the essence of human nature, even compared to the original country, where people's hearts are separated from their bellies.

The void and the snake here, the two sides and the three knives are more vividly displayed.

Even Shen Guan in his youth still felt bored.

"These boring mortals don't have the ability to bring me pleasure, so as soon as I go to the top of the pyramid, I will definitely see how the 'supermen' in this world see things and have emotions. ”

At that time, Shen Guan thought so.

So he climbed up step by step, using the resources that he could use.

However, when he was about to climb to the top of the pyramid, even if he only glanced at it from a distance below, he could see that the group of people above was nothing more than a bunch of self-conscious paranoia, and like Shen Guan, most of them were very good at hiding their true feelings, but they were just hiding the ridiculous human inferiority deeper.

The reason why they can become so-called human masters is nothing more than the accumulation of generations of family members and the efforts of the mechanical version.

Of course, Shen Guan also saw many people with personality disorders with similar problems as himself among those people, and even the so-called anti-* personality.

Between them, a club was formed, but it eventually evolved into a global headache for the horror organization.

So when Shen Guan began to laugh at the good and pity the evil one day, a trace of pleasure crept up like the dawn of darkness.

There are all kinds of people in this world, and everyone is a special individual...... Of course, this is true, but it is a pity that the difference between people and even between humans and animals is only the skin used to deceive others and even deceive themselves. If the difference between humans and animals is simple, ordinary humans make all kinds of excuses for their mistakes, but animals do not.

And people with personality disorders like Shen Guan, who simply ignore the universal view of right and wrong, good and evil, naturally need to be divided separately.

However, although they are all similar in nature, because of the difference in the outer layer of skin, when facing the final judgment of life, they will be different.

To put it simply, although there is no end to the exploration of human nature, he finds joy in the process of excavating the best and worst of human nature.

Human struggles, hesitations, and pains, although they can also bring some pleasure, are far from the one that human beings show when their ideals come to an end and reveal their true nature.

And when digging into the nature of some people who seem to be quite interesting, he will also regard the difficulties and setbacks encountered along the way as fun, and fighting is fun.

From the very beginning, he did not regard himself as the same as the other beings in this world, precisely because everything else was just a plaything in his eyes, so even in the face of desperate situations, in the face of life and death, he could also treat it as if he were idle.

This is also the root of his lack of feelings, the happiness or tragedy in this world, whether it has anything to do with him or not, is just a normal thing in his eyes.

It doesn't make much difference whether to be independent or arrogant.

And if he wants to have the ability to explore everyone's feelings and nature, he needs to be supported by strong enough strength (power, financial resources, force).

Therefore, when he came to a bottleneck on the road of "success" in the eyes of the public, he should have "accidentally" "met" a rich girl with a prominent family background and a religious background, who was both black and white.

Entered a wealthy family and made steady progress.

If it weren't for that plane on that mission.

Shen Guan may really be able to realize the pleasure of seeing the ugliness and the truth, goodness and beauty of all living beings in the world at the same time after a few years.

Shen Guan's life has no meaning?

Shen Guan has no meaning in this life.

While enjoying the pleasure, I look forward to whether I will be able to get affection one day.

Accustomed to seeing the pleasure brought by others, if in the end he can give birth to an almost impossible relationship from the depths of his soul, it must be the supreme appointment, right?

Therefore, he wants to temporarily become a dog of the [Valhalla System], and he is not qualified to talk about a dog of freedom, even so, even if he wants to destroy the lives in one world after another, he must also merge his soul again and again in the descent, and experience the seven emotions and six desires of those people.

Fang Zheng and Chong Xu's meteor-like fall, although it brought a heavy blow to Yue Buqun, it also gave him a lot of pleasure, beyond the pleasure he had originally expected.

Even if you die, you have to carry out their ridiculous ideas...... It seems that they have long left behind their ideals.

They want a balance between good and evil, not any one person dominating the world.

It is precisely because there are checks and balances that there are rules and regulations, and there are no rules that cannot be square.

Yue Buqun (Shen Guan) can say that their ideal is unrealistic and has no value in carrying it out, but he cannot deny the ideal itself.

The opera that Fang Zheng and Chong Xuan wrote with what they have learned and thought in their lives is over, so what will you show me next?

Yue Buqun told Ning Zhong the story of Shen Guan while the figures of those people appeared in his mind.

Ning Zhongze, who was in front of him, didn't know that his biological mother had been wiped out in the explosion, Ling Lingshan, who regarded him Yue Buqun as a humble gentleman, had no hope or reason to fall in love with his Yue Buqun's uncle Qian, and Feng Qingyang, who regarded him Yue Buqun as the target who had to be killed.

"Something that is inherently worthless, something that is not expected by the world in the first place. Something that has no meaning and no meaning is Shen Guan. He envies us very much. Even if you can't get it if you want it, you can't hold it in your hand, and no matter how many rules are set, it all flows out of your fingers. It's just because 'we' are lucky people who feel happiness and pain. ”

Yue Buqun said, as if he was telling someone else's story.

"Today, I can be said to be both Yue Buqun and Shen Guan, or neither, after all, if the junior sister wants to find the Yue Buqun in her heart, or only wants the advantages of the Yue Buqun she likes, and can't accept my Yiqiē, then, from now on, you and I will never see each other. ”

"Senior sister, you and I have a difference in concept, even if you and I regard our lives as more important than our own, but the Tao in your and my hearts is more important than your life, if one day, you and I seek the Tao of life, so that there must be a withering between you and me, and there will be no impact on the love that you and I have brewed for the past 20 years, although I can't recognize the one qiē of my junior sister, but I can understand and accept my junior one's qiē, so no matter what decision you make today, I will understand and accept. ”

Yue Buqun said, and those clear eyes and Ning Zhong looked at each other.

"You will always be my husband, but in order to repay you for the torture you have inflicted on me for these years, I will ruthlessly destroy your wishes. ”

Ning Zhong said, gritting his teeth, drawing his sword, and stabbing at Yue Buqun.

was caressed all the way to her shoulder by Yue Buqun along her sword-holding arm and kissed her

......

At noon the next day, when Yue Buqun left Siguo Cliff, the wound on his tongue had just stuttered.

The second Three-Life Love Gu has already been planted......