Xie Jun lay on the small bed in a daze, and as soon as he returned home, Xie Jun threw himself on the bed, lying quietly in the dark without eating or drinking, unable to see with his wide eyes and unable to hear with his open ears.

He was not stunned by what happened in the morning, but was injured by the mental impact that came inexplicably, more than ten hours have passed, Xie Jun can hardly think normally, and he is still immersed in all kinds of emotions.

The pain of losing both parents, the wound of losing a close friend, the unwillingness of being abandoned by a lover, the loneliness of moving forward, and the confusion of losing hope......

Outside the window, the restless footsteps of the metropolis rushing forward are like endless waves, slapping the quiet air indoors, flickering chaotic lights and shadows writhing wildly in the dark room, like strange tentacles, trying to pull Xie Jun closer to the dark abyss, Xie Jun's eyes are empty, and unstoppable tears are rolling down his cheeks.

"Ahh......h

Xie Jun suddenly reversed his body and buried his face in the pillow, so suppressed that he wailed and struggled in a low voice like a wounded beast......

Heavy rain can always wash away the dirt and hypocrisy of the world, and tears can always wash away the sadness and despair in the heart.

Xie Jun, who had cried enough, sat quietly on the edge of the bed, holding his knees with his hands, and staring fixedly at the bizarre world outside the window.

How long has it been since I cried? It seems that the last loud cry was after the suicide of the dead party, on the riverside behind the school, all the negative emotions accumulated in the past eight years were gently washed away by tears in the bitter crying just now, and at this moment, Xie Jun had a feeling of rebirth. Just like eight years ago, that cry made Xie Jun reborn, and since then he can face all hardships with optimism and fearlessness. And this time, Xie Jun could feel that his spiritual tenacity had once again reached a new height.

Xie Jun wouldn't know what the man in the trench coat had experienced, but Xie Jun personally experienced the pain and despair in his heart, Xie Jun could even understand his madness, and it was a miracle that Xie Jun was able to survive under that kind of mental pressure. This world can make people so painful and desperate, Xie Jun is not surprised at all, just because Xie Jun used to be the same as that madman, he was a person who valued love and righteousness, and only because he cared, he was more likely to be hurt.

Therefore, many people do this to equip themselves with a solid shell for fear of injury, and Xie Jun is no exception.

Extreme emotional venting happened twice Xie Jun today, one was a passive resistance to the mental impact, and the other was under the aftermath of the mental impact that caused his emotional resonance, now, Xie Jun is physically and mentally exhausted, but there is a kind of reborn relaxation, the body is tired and soft, but the spirit is relaxed as floating in the clouds, very contradictory and strange feeling.

Feeling out the small mirror in his pocket, 'Xie Jun, 32/85, 15/60'

Xie Jun already had some guesses, but he still couldn't avoid surprises, MP really broke through, and it was a huge breakthrough, the value increased by almost 80%, which is a very scary breakthrough data.

Xie Jun felt it himself, the current MP is very low, so he can't feel anything special, but he feels that his brain and sense seem to be more sensitive, and the voice next door can only be faintly heard before, but now it is very clear, and even Xie Jun, who has a lot of experience, can outline the details of their movements in his mind, is this just listening to the sound and distinguishing the position?

Fortunately, Xie Jun's physical strength is not exhausted now, otherwise under such a clear feeling, Xie Jun's little brother would have protested......

When Xie Jun took a bath and lay on the bed and began to practice the 'Pure Heart Decision' as always, Xie Jun found that he was different, and he easily entered the state of concentration that he had been hoping for in the past.

This is a situation similar to internal vision, the various sounds of the outside world no longer affect Xie Jun, he can hear and feel, but these messages from the senses seem to be isolated by something in his mind, like a cover that protects Xie Jun and prevents Xie Jun from being disturbed by things from the outside world.

Xie Jun can know what those strange things that slipped outside the cover are, and in the past, Xie Jun could only passively accept these things transmitted by his senses, and then his brain would respond appropriately, this reaction was completely instinctive, not controlled by Xie Jun's consciousness. For example, Xie Jun can decide whether to stare at the light in front of him, but he can't decide the direct response of the brain to the light after it pierces the optic nerve, such as pupil contraction, and even the information transmitted by the optic nerve to Xie Jun's brain is actually filtered in advance by the visual area of the brain, otherwise the huge amount of data will make Xie Jun's brain crash.

But now Xie Jun believes that he can control everything, even the brain nerves that he couldn't control before, but he didn't dare to control it, because after this period of study, he knew that these nerves could not be easily controlled, and it was not a joke that could endanger his life if he made a mistake.

Xie Jun didn't know, he only knew that in this state, his thinking speed and logical ability were unprecedentedly high, and in addition, he could fully control the rhythm of his breathing, and he could easily achieve the state of fast inhalation and slow exhalation required by the 'Clear Heart Decision' into the body, and even could speed up the blood flow in the lungs as much as possible without speeding up the heartbeat, and fully exchange oxygen in the lungs.

This feeling of complete control of the body is really amazing, but unfortunately, Xie Jun can't do 'internal vision', if you cooperate with internal vision, Xie Jun can adjust the physical state according to the reflection of the body, although Xie Jun still doesn't know how to continuously improve his HP and MP, but at least with internal vision and concentration, there will definitely be a better chance to find an efficient way to improve HP and MP, in other words, there is a better chance to evolve!

In the state of concentration, Xie Jun's thinking is unprecedentedly active, and with the new discoveries now, Xie Jun is almost certain that the further improvement of MP is the right way to achieve 'internal vision', and the ability to see inside will be the most critical ability for himself......

The madman murder case that occurred in Pinggang Jinglongyuan immediately became a hot topic in the Pengcheng media, and Xie Jun, who hid at home to avoid trouble, naturally learned the details about the madman from TV.

The madman's real name is Li Jianqiang, 42 years old this year, a native of Tangshan, northern Hebei, who opened a porcelain shop by himself, when he graduated from college and took his newlywed wife to the south to start a business, after several hardships and finally had his own business, when he settled down, he found that both of them were almost forty. After the efforts of the two, they finally got a son, the two naturally love their son like a treasure, their family also lives in Jinglongyuan, it was originally a happy family, but an accident destroyed this happy home.

Due to the poor supervision of the kindergarten, Li Jianqiang's son injured his finger in a fight with other children, so the kindergarten teacher took the child to the hospital for stitches and tetanus injections, but the tragedy is that I don't know whether it was the cause of the injections or the child's physique, and the child died suddenly in the hospital. Although Li Jianqiang did not have any abnormalities at that time, and could even face the results of the hospital's investigation rationally, but as time passed, great pain and despair continued to gnaw at Li Jianqiang's heart, and finally made him mentally break down and killed with a knife.

The whole incident can't be said to be anyone's fault, in this matter, no one deliberately wanted to hurt anyone, but objectively caused all this, it can only be said to be the sorrow of the whole society, fortunately, the elite police officer prevented the tragedy from happening and did not cause innocent deaths.

A week has passed, and the media is still discussing this matter lively, and even expanding from the incident itself, discussing the teacher who turned and fled, discussing whether the professional ethics education of teachers should be strengthened, discussing the reasons for the increase in schizophrenia year by year, discussing whether psychological counselors should be set up in the community, and so on.

Xie Jun doesn't pay attention to these, to be honest, Xie Jun basically belongs to the bottom people who are struggling on the food and clothing line, and Shenma's psychological counseling and Shenma's professional ethics are indeed a little far away from him. Although when Xie Jun first obtained the bioradar, he also fantasized about obtaining a more anti-heaven ability and being able to stand at the top of the world to surprise the situation, but after all, Xie Jun is a quasi-house god, and he has the basic qualities of a quasi-house god--- he is cautious and self-aware, so he is not addicted to the illusion of powerful power.

In fact, Xie Jun's current ability is basically useless except for being able to see changes in other people's physique and physical condition, and Xie Jun can only come up with a god stick profession that is more suitable after racking his brains, but unfortunately, his eloquence skills are too poor.

In the past few days, Xie Jun knew that the media in Pengcheng was tossing around Jinglongyuan, so he naturally wouldn't join in the excitement, and even Lao Liang took the initiative to close down, not to mention the more cautious Xie Jun. So, Xie Jun stayed in a small rental house, in addition to looking for knowledge of human science and related disciplines on the Internet one day, he just watched serialized online articles, played games or something, went out to run and do Tai Chi in the morning, and practiced 'Pure Heart Decision' hard at night, but he was also at ease.

Xie Jun's MP reached 60, he was worried that his biofield would attract the attention of others, so he studied it in the mirror, and found that his aura did not seem to be as eye-catching as Feng Lao's calm and peaceful aura, it seems that this pure heart is really calm and introverted, and this discovery made Xie Jun happy.

After this period of study, Xie Jun found that the current scientific research on the human body, especially the brain, is basically still in its infancy, at least, he can't find similar research on the Internet similar to the 'Pure Heart Decision', but in the traditional Chinese Taoist medical classics, there are detailed descriptions, and even give a clear name to the self-consciousness in the protective cover, called 'Yuan Shen', in view of this, Xie Jun decided to focus more on the direction of learning in Huaxia Taoism, Buddhism, medicine and other traditional knowledge, while Western research can only be used as a reference.

Xie Jun has always been glad that when he was looking for a house, he found such a place with a monthly subscription of 30 yuan to access the Internet, otherwise his house god plan would be aborted, the only thing that is not very good is that the sound insulation effect of the house is not very good, and the woman next door who does a career of skin and flesh is always disturbing people's dreams, fortunately, Xie Jun has recently obtained the skill of entering the house, otherwise Xie Jun will not die if he is now more than the hearing of bats.

Yesterday, when Xie Jun came back from grocery shopping, he met the woman with a scary face without makeup on the stairs, and found that her surname had dropped a lot compared to the previous two days, and she kindly warned that she was actually despised, and I didn't know what this rotten woman who could go once as long as fifty was worthy of Xie Jun's deception, which made Xie Jun sigh that it was difficult to be a good person.

The leisurely day came to December 21, two weeks have passed since the Jinglongyuan madman murder case, Xie Jun's pockets are about to be empty, and if he doesn't open the stalls, he will really sleep on the streets, and it's almost Christmas, although Xie Jun sneered at this shit festival, but it is also good to take advantage of this festival to sell more jewelry, and the business action named 'Christmas Offensive' was launched under the joint efforts of Lao Liang.