Chapter 172: Willing to be a lover
Huang Ying, who was standing on the balcony in a daze, heard the door knocking, and thought it was Li Muqing coming back, but when she looked back, she was so surprised that she couldn't close her mouth!
"Zifeng, you...... Why are you here?"
Looking at Huang Ying, whose face was haggard, Duan Zifeng sighed secretly, smiled reluctantly, and said, "What's the matter?"
Huang Ying was obviously a little overwhelmed, and stammered, "No...... No, it's just that how did you know I was here? Sister Qing told you?"
"Won't you ask me to sit down?"
"Oh, sit down, I'll pour you a cup of tea!" Huang Ying pinched the corners of her clothes tightly like a little girl, showing the tension in her heart.
These days, what she thinks about the most is not her family, nor the company's predicament, but Duan Zifeng, it can be said that she thinks about it all the time, when she closes her eyes, she is his figure, and when she opens her eyes, she will recall the bits and pieces between the two, but when Duan Zifeng really appeared in front of her, she was scared, when she made tea, her hands were shaking, she wanted to cry, but she reminded herself in her heart that she couldn't cry, because what she needed was not sympathy!
Taking the teacup handed over by Huang Ying, Duan Zifeng looked at her quietly, this girl who was enthusiastic and radiant in the past, but now she has changed her appearance greatly, not only her face is haggard, her face is pale, and even her previous self-confidence is gone, she bows her head slightly, and she looks like she doesn't dare to look at herself, looking pitiful.
"I'm sorry!" Huang Ying suddenly broke the silence.
"Why do you say that, what are you sorry for me?" Duan Zifeng felt a faint pain in his heart.
"Because of my family, you were hurt so much, and I didn't take care of you when you were hospitalized. Huang Ying said, finally couldn't hold back the pain in her heart, and tears slowly flowed out.
"Why do you think that? Haven't we all made it clear? That's not your fault, and, to be honest, even if it's your father, his original intention is not like that, in a sense, I still have to thank him, if it wasn't for his idea, maybe the people invited by Tan Qingpeng would have directly attacked me, and if he was unguarded, maybe he really succeeded!" Duan Zifeng said sincerely.
Huang Ying shook her head and didn't speak.
"Are you blaming me? Because of me, you ...... in your house."
"No...... No!" Huang Ying hurriedly denied it.
"Then why did you say goodbye? Aren't we best friends? And Cher, do you know how worried we are about you?"
"I'm sorry!" Huang Ying apologized again, and the tears in her eyes flowed even more urgently.
Duan Zifeng sighed secretly, walked over and sat beside her, took out two tissues from the coffee table, gently wiped the tears on her face, and said softly: "There are not so many sorry friends among friends, come back to school with me, we will help you solve any problems!"
Huang Ying raised her head and looked at Duan Zifeng with teary eyes, facing the boy who was haunted by her dreams at such a close distance, she couldn't hold back the sorrow in her heart anymore, she cried out and suddenly threw herself into Duan Zifeng's arms.
"Zifeng, thank you, thank you for coming to see me, and thank you for your generosity, but I can't go back!" Huang Ying said in a choked voice.
Duan Zifeng asked puzzledly, "Why?"
Huang Ying raised her head from Duan Zifeng's arms, stretched out her hand to caress Duan Zifeng's face, and said bitterly: "Do you know? When I saw you shot and fell to the ground, my world completely collapsed, although you don't blame me, but I can't forgive myself, during the time you were unconscious, I thought a lot, my family has brought you harm one after another, this time it almost killed you, and I still want you to love me, what a ridiculous thing, with me, all you can get is misfortune, I don't deserve you at all!"
"How do you ......"
"Let me finish my sentence. Huang Ying continued: " I know what you want to say, but the facts are in front of you, none of us can change it, in those two days, I also found Xue'er's abnormality, she is no less worried about you than me, I grew up with Xue'er, we know each other very well, she must be secretly liking you, just because of my reasons have been buried in my heart, that time was exposed under the urgency, for this, I was surprised and relieved, Xue'er is a good girl, a hundred times better than me, you and her are a pair made in heaven, with her to accompany you, I am very relieved, and I sincerely hope that you are happy!”
"I ......" Duan Zifeng wanted to speak and stopped, a little bit unsure of what to say.
"Zifeng, I love you! But before I didn't understand what true love was, I thought that only two people together was love, but now I understand, loving someone doesn't have to have, as long as you live happily, I am the happiest!"
Duan Zifeng was stunned, he had heard similar words, he had always thought that this was just an ideal, but now he really felt it, and he was speechless for a long time.
"Zifeng, can I kiss you again?" Huang Ying begged.
Duan Zifeng didn't say a word, and Huang Ying, who had been acquiesced, raised her head, looking at Duan Zifeng affectionately with her eyes, as if she wanted to firmly imprint the face in front of her in her heart.
Facing Huang Ying's slowly approaching face, Duan Zifeng couldn't think of dodging at all, and finally, the lips of the two were tightly pressed together.
Huang Ying's lips were a little cold, because there were tears at the corners of her mouth, and they were also a little salty, but Duan Zifeng felt incomparably warm, incomparably sweet, and couldn't help it, Duan Zifeng hugged Huang Ying's arm tightly, as if this could soothe the wounded heart.
This kiss is very calm, as if there is no end, Duan Zifeng's heart is also slowly changing, he suddenly found that his feelings for Huang Ying have changed substantially, it seems that the affection between friends has changed from the love between men and women!
For this change, Duan Zifeng was very surprised and entangled, and at the same time sighed that fate was really playing tricks, if it was changed to a month ago, then he would be with Huang Ying logically, he didn't have so many troubles, and Huang Ying would be very happy, but now, this sudden love can only add emotional trouble, because he already has Tian Yu!
After a long time, the two slowly separated, Huang Ying reluctantly continued to look at Duan Zifeng's face, her lips were slightly open, bright red and crystalline, and Duan Zifeng's heart trembled slightly.
"Actually, Xue'er and I are not what you think, you don't need to avoid it!" Duan Zifeng said slowly.
"Why? Cher doesn't want to be with you because of me?"
After pondering for a while, Duan Zifeng decided to tell the truth, and said: "It's mainly my reason, in terms of feelings, I really fail, maybe everyone has a devil in their hearts, and my devil is feelings, because I found that I am not what I think, I will be loyal to feelings, I like Sister Yu, I also like Xue'er, and I also like you! I know it's shameless to say this, but this is indeed my inner feeling, I am a veritable carrot, people like me are not worthy of your love......"
Huang Ying looked at Duan Zifeng blankly, and suddenly stretched out his hand to cover his lips.
"Zifeng, I can hear you say that you like me in person, even if I die, I have no regrets!"
Duan Zifeng was stunned and asked, "But...... Don't you think I'm ridiculous? I ......."
"No! You are not ridiculous at all! You are the most sincere person in the world, and it has been like this since ancient times, most men will like several women at the same time, but they dare not say that this is human nature, and it is not something that can be stopped by the current law and the so-called social morality!"
Duan Zifeng never thought that Huang Ying would have such an idea.
"But...... You ......"
"Do you want to say that we women are unwilling to share their feelings with other women? That's right, very few women are willing to do that, because feelings are selfish, which is also a big contradiction between men and women, but if it's Sister Yu and Xue'er, I won't mind!" Huang Ying's eyes flashed with hope, and she said shyly but decisively.
Duan Zifeng was dumbfounded, and said with a sigh: "I...... I didn't mean that, you may be mistaken!"
"I didn't misunderstand! I didn't know before, but now that I know that you actually like me, then I won't let you go! I ask you, what are you planning in your heart? Is it with Sister Yu or with Xue'er?" Huang Ying asked, her originally haggard face was also swept away, and she regained her vitality, seeing Duan Zifeng's overwhelmed appearance, she continued: " No matter what you plan, I won't mind, Zifeng, I don't want a name, and I don't ask you to guard me all day long, as long as you have me in your heart and come to see me occasionally, I will be satisfied!"
Duan Zifeng was speechless, Huang Ying's thoughts were so similar to Tian Yu, and he was willing to call himself a lover, what a sacrifice he had to make!
Huang Ying moved, changed from the sofa to sit on Duan Zifeng's lap, and couldn't help but come over again, kissing Duan Zifeng's lips heavily, this time it was not like before, Huang Ying was full of enthusiasm, hugged Duan Zifeng's neck tightly with both hands, sucked hard, and the fragrant tongue also flexibly drilled into Duan Zifeng's mouth.
Duan Zifeng was taken aback again, and hurriedly pushed Huang Ying away.
"Wait! Wait a minute...... Hmm!"
Duan Zifeng's words were blocked back by Huang Ying with her lips, looking so righteous.
"No, I won't wait!" Huang Ying said vaguely as she kissed her.
Duan Zifeng was very conflicted, on the one hand, he felt that it was very inappropriate to do this, on the other hand, he was indeed a little emotional, and he couldn't bear to disappoint Huang Ying, so he had to bear it passively.
Gradually, the breath of the two began to become heavy, and Huang Ying actually untied her clothes.
Duan Zifeng's heart was shocked, and he hurriedly reached out to hold Huang Ying's shoulder, and persuaded: "Huang Ying, you can't do this, this is unfair to you!"
Huang Ying was unmoved, and quickly pulled down her clothes, and the bra was untied from behind, revealing the girl's beautiful upper body, and then pulled Duan Zifeng's palm away, hugged Duan Zifeng tightly, and murmured: "I am willing! Zifeng, I want to give myself to you!"