Life is like bones, when Zheng Zheng, life is like sand, how hurriedly (Mao Li)
"The world is in the game, and the old things are like chess, how can you make the staggering by yourself?"
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Isn't a person's life just like a black and white game?
Looking at the name and knowing the person, the person who is different, and the same "Qi" is also "Qi", as if he has been destined for a lifetime.
The son of a family was born a class higher than ordinary people, whether he agrees with this or not, this is a reality. However, being born in a family where women are the masters of the family has to be said to be a tragedy.
Feng Qi is such a tragic person.
"In the Phoenix clan, men take Feng as their surname, and women take Huang as their surname, and they are the only family among the seven families with women as the head of the family. ”
Feng Qi was born in the Phoenix Clan, and the Phoenix Clan respects women, and he was born with low self-esteem.
In such a female clan, the concept of "men are not as good as women" has been deeply rooted, even if they want to fight against fate, but in the reality of the knife, they can only bow their heads.
Feng Qi is unwilling, he hates the "son", hates why the "son" can dominate everyone and have unlimited scenery, but he can't; Feng Qi is humiliated, he is humiliated by the fact that he is not welcomed in the clan, and he is only a "pathfinder" of his sister when he is humiliated...... Everyone will have a world that belongs only to them. There, no matter the joys, sorrows, sorrows, or fragile and strong, they are all naked and sincere. In Feng Qi's eyes, reality is always unfair, and the long-term distorted psychology of the past has made him more and more extreme, so he closes himself in the world that only belongs to him. In Fengqi's self-world, he is unique, and back in reality, he is nothing more than a loser. Immersed in illusion but afraid to face reality, Fengqi has always been unpopular and hated. People and things are like dust. Some things, some people, are destined. Silhouette.
met the Thousand Illusion Sisters, and Fengqi's world began to have bright colors. Some people say, some people listen, such a thing is quiet and beautiful, isn't it?
If it weren't for Qianshanbo and his party, maybe, Fengqi would have changed, right? Yes, maybe.
However, the world is like chess, and when you enter the game, there is no if.
"I can't die, and I have to prove to the old guys in my family that why men are inferior to women, why should I look up to others all my life. Let me beat and scold, and lower them?!"
Fengqi before the wind and rain will break out the unwillingness and humiliation that have been suppressed for more than ten years.
Everything is frozen in the last moment of hesitation and confusion.
When the wind and rain are over, everything is over.
Hateful people have their own pitiful, and Fengqi is pitiful because she was born in the Nuzun clan. However, pity does not hide hatred. Feng Qi hated because he didn't have the courage to face the reality to fight.
It is true that the injustice of reality can crush a person, and there are countless people who compromise with reality in books and in reality, but so what? Life can never be achieved overnight, and fighting with reality is a kind of fun, so why compromise? When you lose the courage to face reality and fight against reality, that person is already useless.
I say three provinces and my body. Provincial, the purpose is to change. Feng Qi fell under the injustice of reality, indulged himself, was selfish and proud, but never examined himself and corrected himself, so he was doomed to failure. Turning around and moaning, the wrong way to go, the words are off for a while, and the water is difficult to collect.
After years of thinness, red dust, wine wakes up and dreams of Ganquan Palace.
Empty sighs, in reincarnation, and then from the beginning.
In one life, born like bones, since Zheng Zheng, looking at the next life, Fengqi is no longer Fengqi, Fengqi is still Fengqi.
............ This article is a biography of the book friend Mao Li, and it is specially recorded here.
(To be continued)