Chapter 108: Eighteen-year-old thoughts

I also called Hu Yan, Xiao Guitao, Xiang Dong and other people who saved their phone numbers, except for Xiang Dong working at a construction site in Guanghai Province, several others are studying, but Xiang Dong is not bad, although he is tired, the daily salary can be more than 300 yuan, this is because he has just arrived, the type of work is not skilled, if he becomes a master in the future, the salary can be much higher, Xiang Dong invited Duan Zifeng to play with him, saying that it is not far from the sea, which makes Duan Zifeng, who has never seen the sea, a little excited.

The other calls were called, and there was only one phone number, Duan Zifeng just stared at it for a while, and it was naturally Liu Yiling's phone number, in fact, it wasn't that Duan Zifeng didn't want to call, just because this number had expired, it should be Liu Yiling who had changed her number since that day.

Duan Zifeng sighed, in Liu Yiling's heart, is she the kind of person who stalks and beats? In fact, as long as you say this kind of thing to yourself, you will never harass her again! Everyone is not a child anymore, and if you know your choice, you must also respect the choice of others!

However, in fact, in Duan Zifeng's heart, there are still many questions, for a period of time after the incident, Duan Zifeng has been reluctant to think about it, but now that things have passed for many months, occasionally thinking about it, but finding a lot of incomprehension.

Judging from her understanding of Liu Yiling in the three years of high school, although she treats other people's pursuits roughly, she is by no means a person who plays with other people's feelings! After running away from Gaosha Town and her father in anger, she whispered to Xiaoqing and boldly confessed to herself, and all kinds of things that happened in the next few days all revealed her deep affection for herself, but why did she become like that as soon as she returned to Gaosha Town? Why did those policemen arrest her a little anticlimactic? Is it the result of Liu Yiling's hard work? Duan Zifeng is sure of this answer, otherwise it would not have been possible to let himself go so quickly and so easily, but later in Tian Yu's clothes in Longshan County, I saw her boyfriend with my own eyes, and I also got her affirmation, this is the biggest mystery!

It's a pity that because I was emotional at that time, I was in a trance, and I couldn't remember those details clearly, so I couldn't recall and analyze them.

But what do you want to do so much? Listening to Huang Shan, she is doing very well, and this is the most important thing! Thinking of this, Duan Zifeng shook his head and no longer pondered the matter.

The eighteenth birthday is really a bit special, and it is something that I rarely recall, but today Duan Zifeng can't help but think about it, from the love of his parents when he was a child, to the pain of hearing that his parents had a car accident, to the care of Uncle Ge's family, the friendship between Ge Xiong and Xiaoqing, and even the nominal aunt, and then to this mysterious inheritance that was inexplicably obtained, the past reappeared in my mind like a movie.

People often say that people can't always be immersed in memories, but occasionally to recall the past, and can get a lot of things, those things that were thought to be right at the time are not necessarily right, and what was thought to be wrong at the time is not necessarily wrong, gains and losses, right and wrong, there is never an absolute, with the growth or change of personal cognition, those things are also changing, this change is not an established change, but a change in understanding.

Thoughts are like floods that have opened the floodgates, churning and surging, some things that are usually unwilling to think about them also emerge one by one at this time, Duan Zifeng's expression is also constantly changing, or sad or painful, or happy or happy, but after all kinds of past events are recalled, Duan Zifeng's face regained calm, this calm is a little different from the past, it seems to be more mature, more confident!

In the final analysis, the consciousness of 'me' is not anything else, but is created by various experiences, and different things are experienced, creating different 'me', and a child has just been born and has not opened his eyes, there is no consciousness of 'me', and only after opening his eyes and seeing his parents in front of him will he be laidThis is the first place that distinguishes it from other consciousnesses, as the carrier of "me" continues to grow, all kinds of experiences are unique in the world, and all kinds of emotions are gathered, slowly and constantly shaping "me", maybe through the vicissitudes of the world, maybe it is a flower in the greenhouse, maybe it is ruthlessly destroyed, maybe it is washed by the wind and rain!

All of this depends on various experiences and emotions, and memories are to relive the shaping process of 'me', to find some mistakes that were not found at the time, to see some of the right things that were not seen at the time, so as to modify it, adjust it, and make the statue more beautiful and decent, because the height at this time is always the highest, and the perspective of looking at 'me' is always the most comprehensive, of course, the view at this time may be a mistake relative to the higher future, but at least at this moment, 'I' is right!

People's past is like the history of society, only to face it, will we understand what is wrong, and face it up to it is like a carving knife, so that the lines of this statue of 'me' are more profound, and also play a confident role in shaping the future!

Just as Duan Zifeng was thinking, there was a sudden sound of talking outside the door, and after listening carefully, Duan Zifeng hurriedly stood up and opened the door, as soon as the door opened, Tian Yu, Zeng Yi and Ge Xiong appeared in front of him.

"Why did you come back quietly? Don't give me a call, I'll go and greet you!" Duan Zifeng said with a smile.

Ge Xiong walked over and hugged a bear, patted Duan Zifeng on the shoulder and said: "Yes, yes, the young man is getting more and more energetic! We are not outsiders, what kind of ball do we greet, besides, no matter how silent we are, aren't we still discovered by you?"

Duan Zifeng gave Ge Xiong a punch with a smile, and scolded with a smile: "Where did you kid learn this tune? We haven't seen each other for a few days? But it's not an outsider, it's really good, isn't it? Zeng Yi!"

Although Zeng Yi was familiar with Duan Zifeng and Tian Yu, it was the first time he came to the door with Ge Xiong, so he was naturally a little shy, and he couldn't help but glance at Ge Xiong when he heard the words: "Don't listen to his nonsense, what outsiders and insiders, everyone is a friend!"

Zeng Yi didn't feel anything, the other three couldn't help laughing when they heard it, Zeng Yi was laughed a little inexplicably, think about it carefully, isn't the title of the insider a wife in some places?

After laughing, the four of them walked into the house, Zeng Yi was still very shy because he had just said the wrong thing, and followed Tian Yu into the bedroom.

"Fengzi, I heard Sister Yu say that you broke up with Huang Ying? Didn't I say you, Huang Ying is so beautiful and has a good personality, my mother is always talking about you at home, it's a blessing! I don't know which of your tendons is wrong, you actually broke with others, by the way, last time she gave us something, I checked, it is worth more than 100,000 yuan! If you break up, what will happen to those things?" Ge Xiong asked.

"Sister Yu is really, what are you talking to about this? We can't talk about breaking up, we haven't officially started, don't worry about things for now, and there will be a chance to compensate for it later!" Duan Zifeng said.

"Is it because she is the daughter of the boss of Kangming Pharmaceutical? If you want me to say, you don't have a deep hatred with them, do you need to do this? How many two families on TV who originally had a deep-sea blood feud can finally form a family, not to mention that you and them only have such a small contradiction!" Ge Xiong persuaded.

Duan Zifeng shook his head and said: "It's not the reason! It's hard to say about the emotional thing, I can't figure it out myself, anyway, there is always a little bit of discomfort, maybe it's because I don't know too little, and we don't ignore each other, we are still good friends, don't talk about this matter, just let it be, by the way, I haven't had time to tell you about one thing solved in the past two days, our jade skin cream doesn't need to be hidden now!"

Duan Zifeng told Tan Qingpeng about it, Ge Xiong was overjoyed after hearing it, and said excitedly: "That's great! I have long wanted to sell some secretly, but I am afraid of being caught, you don't know, in those hospitals in Chaoyang, there are many people who have heard the effect of jade muscle cream, and asked around, Aunt Hu went home last time, and said that there are dozens of people who have found her!

"What is so happy?Xiaofeng, come, try on this dress and see if it fits!" Tian Yu walked out with a set of clothes and said to Duan Zifeng.

Duan Zifeng took a look, it turned out to be a casual suit, and even the pants were matched, and he couldn't help laughing: "Sister Yu, it turns out that you went out early in the morning just to buy clothes for me?"

"Don't stinky and beautiful! It's just by the way, aren't you celebrating your birthday? My sister can't think of what gift to give you, when I see this dress, I remember that you don't have many clothes in autumn and winter, so I bought it as a birthday gift, hurry up and try it, don't get rid of the label, if it doesn't fit, my sister will take it and change it!" Tian Yu urged.

Duan Zifeng glanced at it casually, and knew that the size was definitely the same, and said jokingly: "Do you still need to try the one that Sister Yu chose?" You know my size best, you don't need to try it, you know that it is the same as tailor-made!"

When Tian Yu heard this, he didn't know what was going on, and a half-asleep scene from last night suddenly appeared in his mind, and Duan Zifeng's size really felt clear! Although this size was not the other size, and Duan Zifeng did not deliberately use ambiguity, Tian Yu was still ashamed, and said angrily: "Just talk a lot of nonsense about you, let you try and hurry up!"

Duan Zifeng smiled, took his clothes and walked into his room.