Luo Li's expression broke down and she said that she herself forced her mother to collapse and killed her father.

Chu Zhibai immediately clasped her hands tightly, and retorted in a firm tone: "No!"

"Yes!" Luo Li's face was full of self-blame and guilt, "every time I know how deeply she is hurt, every time I know how strong her guilt and guilt are, but I choose to pretend not to know, every time she wants to strangle me, I pretend that I am in a coma, I think that as long as I pretend not to know and don't bring this to the surface, we can all treat it as if it didn't happen, and we can live happily as usual, it was my ignorance that drove her into a corner, and I killed her!"

"No!" Chu Zhibai said angrily: "The person who really wants you to die will not stop, no matter how painful your mother is, no matter how much she collapses, no matter how much she doesn't want to see you in pain, but in the end she still hopes that you can live well, this is her choice, not an escape after collapse! Don't look down on your mother! She is someone that both Master and my father respect." ”

Of course, Luo Li also knows what Chu Zhibai said, it's not that she doesn't understand, she used these words to motivate herself to live, but today is different.

Long Yinghui turned over all the hatred she had been hiding in her heart for herself, and the words he said had always been hidden in the deepest part of her heart, and she had dreamed back countless times at midnight, remembering the past, and feeling deeply disgusted for the fact that she was alive.

When she was about three years old, she recalled the memories of her previous life, she was no longer an ignorant little child, she had mature thoughts, and she could choose the future rationally.

It's not that she can't think about some things, but that she avoided them at that time!

She is unwilling to think about how much trouble and pain she will bring to others because she wants to live, and she is unwilling to face the problems that have arisen in reality, forcibly immersing herself in the beauty that has long been broken, and does not face them.

It was because she insisted on living that her mother often collapsed, so that her father was seriously injured when she broke into the Longmen Formation, and finally died when she rescued her brother, so that her mother's natal planing Dan saved her from cultivation, and finally killed her mother.

Everything started because of her, and she was the culprit who killed her parents!

If she had been a child, she could have told herself that she was ignorant and couldn't influence anything.

But she's not!

She already had an adult mindset at that time, but because of her own choices, she caused an irreparable tragedy, if she had faced it sensibly earlier and decisively gave up her life, everyone's ending would have been different, if she was tormenting her every day, how would she forgive herself?!

These thoughts had flashed through Luo Li's mind countless times, and she had been reluctant to face them before, constantly avoiding them, but now they were uncovered by Long Yinghui in public, revealing the bloody "truth", so how could she still face it rationally.

Even if she knew that what Chu Zhibai said was right, she couldn't escape the guilt that had been buried for a long time, it was not a sin in the sense, but a sense of self-blame, guilt and guilt bred by remorse, which could never be relieved.

Chu Zhibai looked at Luo Li, who had tears flashing in her eyes, but she was accustomed to not shedding tears, and suddenly opened her arms and asked, "Do you want to hug?"

"Huh?" Luo Li didn't react to this sudden jump in topic for a while, and was stunned.

Chu Zhibai didn't seem to want Luo Li's consent, so he directly hugged her into his arms. Keyuan

Feeling the stunned and stiffness of the person in her arms, Chu Zhibai circled her arms and tightened unconsciously again, and her heart overflowed with untimely splendor and comfort, and for the first time, she had the unrealistic idea of hoping that time could stay forever at this moment.

But soon, Chu Zhibai sorted out his mood and said: "I know that no matter how much persuasion you have, you can't let go, but it doesn't matter, time will heal everything, you don't have to think about anything now, just remember one thing." ”

Chu Zhibai's embrace made Luo Li's excited and self-reproachful heart suddenly quiet, and she unconsciously asked, "...... What's the matter?"

"If you think it's a sin to live, then don't live for yourself, live for me, live desperately for me, live for me, no matter how difficult it is! Don't think about anything, care about anything, just think about the fact that I want you to live, this is my wish, my life's wish, to fulfill it for me. ”

Luo Li raised her head in surprise, but she couldn't see Chu Zhibai's face, because he buried his head on her shoulder in Luo Li's posture, and for a moment, Luo Li seemed to feel Chu Zhibai's fragility and fear, as well as his cherishment of himself.

Stretching out her hands, Luo Li hugged him back, and responded to his feelings with a hug, as if to comfort him, Luo Li whispered: "I won't die, absolutely not." ”

The two of them hugged each other like this for a while, but suddenly realized the ambiguity between each other at a certain moment, and suddenly became embarrassed, and they all began to be overwhelmed by lightning separation.

In order to alleviate the embarrassment, Luo Li took the initiative to say without words: "I used to ask for comfort and let you hug me, but today I actually took the initiative to give a hug, you are so strange, don't you have a habit of cleanliness?"

Chu Zhibai returned to his usual arrogant appearance in a second, "It's not that you are hopelessly stupid that I have to come up with this method to comfort you, I have made such a big sacrifice, you don't want to waste a hug on me in vain." ”

Sacrifice...... Sacrificial animal?!

The corners of Luo Li's forehead jumped with green tendons, "Obviously, you took advantage of me, and if you want to sacrifice, I will sacrifice, Miss Ben's reputation is much more valuable than your cleanliness!"

Chu Zhibai blurted out: "You are my fiancée, everyone is mine, and there is no such thing as a name or anything in me." Besides, I've kissed all of you, hug me what kind of name did you mention to me, my brain is in water?"

Luo Li's face turned red as soon as she brushed the ground, "You, you...... In case the two of us are not together in the future, Miss Ben will lose a lot, in this broken world, how will she marry in the future!"

Chu Zhibai was slightly displeased, "You're all engaged to me, who else do you want to marry?"

Luo Li had an expression of being sued by the wicked first, "Aren't you the one who dislikes me all day long, dislikes me, and says that we are not a good match?"

Chu Zhibai's expression was slightly embarrassed, but he still said proudly: "You are not worthy of me, but compared to others, you are the most in my eyes." ”

Although it sounds unpleasant, why is it inexplicably a little sweet?

Miss Ben is so humble that she can eat a glass slag as candy, how much does she like him to be like this?