Why endure?

Zhao Xuan couldn't help but ask himself, the thought of peace and tranquility in his heart became more and more prevalent, his mind was clear and clear, his thinking was ten times faster than usual, and the definition of forbearance came to his mind one by one.

What is forbearance? Ninja patience is also from the heart from the blade, metaphorically the heart has a blade, in order to make the heart not hurt, so it is motionless.

Xun Zi said: Zhi forbears selfishness, and then can be public; It is not only to endure "humiliation", but also to endure "glory" and "desire". Only those who can endure selfishness can be honest and honest, and those who can endure temptation and behave without being confused by temperament are the great "virtues".

Endure the light to nourish the spirit, endure the hunger and cold to stand up, endure the language to avoid right and wrong, and endure the fight to eliminate revenge.

The king can endure and be happy, and 100,000 rivers and mountains are firmly labored. Being an official can endure not being greedy for ink, and benefit the people with a good reputation.

Croppers can endure getting up early and greedy for darkness, and when they come to harvest grain in autumn, they can enjoy their families' happy eyebrows; scholars can endure the grinding of iron inkstones, and wait for them to ascend to the sky step by step.

Traders also have to endure standing at the counter as high as customers, woodcutters chopping wood, enduring the howling of tigers and wolves in the mountains, and fishermen also have to endure the calm wind and waves to copy the fish and shrimp.

Therefore, only by enduring what people can't endure, what pedestrians can't do, what people can't tolerate, and what people can't do, can we achieve great things.

But why endure?

If you are indifferent to the honor and disgrace of a qiē, and are indifferent to the success or failure of right and wrong, why should you bear it?

If you are in a high position, you can't be disturbed by fame and fortune, so why do you need to endure it? If you are in a dangerous place, you can't be disturbed by a knife and axe, so why do you need to endure it? If you are praised by others, your heart is not disturbed, why do you need to endure it? If you are insulted by others, your heart is not disturbed, so why do you need to endure it?

No thoughts of honor and disgrace, no thoughts of gain and loss, no thoughts of right and wrong, no thoughts of success or failure, why do you have to endure it?

If the heart is pure. Don't be shocked by the humiliation, go and stay unintentionally, and can face anything calmly. At this time, forbearance can no longer be called forbearance. It's indifferent and tolerant.

Why do you have to endure it?

Instead of enduring, it's better to let go!

Zhao Xuan thought as he spoke. My heart became more and more enlightened, and a happy smile involuntarily rose on my face.

With each step he takes, the temperament on his body changes again and again. It is not more and more ethereal, nor does it become a treasure and solemn. But with every step he takes, his sense of existence is weaker. It seems that he has let go of a qiē, and he has emptied himself, so that his figure has no sense of zài between heaven and earth.

In the end, if you can't see him. I thought he was gone.

Or there is no zài at all!

Zhao Sheng glanced back suspiciously, and saw that his younger brother was full of "smirks", and followed him step by step, and a trace of incomprehension flashed in his eyes.

But by this time, it was not far from the front hall, and there was a sound of talking from inside. He didn't have time to think about it at the moment, so he grabbed Zhao Xuan's hand tightly, quickened his steps, and walked into the main hall.

In the hall, Mrs. Zhao was talking to a beautiful young woman with a baby in her arms. Zhao Ling'er squatted aside, teasing the baby in the young woman's arms. Footsteps are heard. The three of them all turned their heads, and saw Zhao Sheng pulling Zhao Xuan to the young woman, and laughed, "Third brother." I won't let you call your sister-in-law, come and see how your nephew is!"

Zhao Xuan was still in that quiet and inactive artistic conception at this time, and when he heard the words and looked down, he saw a child lying in the arms of a young woman, about one or two years old, with a pair of big eyes full of beauty. He doesn't know how it is in this world, but his bones are definitely the top in the martial arts world. couldn't help but nod and blurted out: "Good!"

This word came out. Everyone froze instantly.

Although Zhao Sheng asked Zhao Xuan to see how his child was, this was just a normal move for a father to show off his child. I never thought of asking Zhao Xuan to give any evaluation. And his wife Qin Yan also knew what kind of state her little uncle was, although she did not block Zhao Sheng's questioning. But he didn't expect Zhao Xuan to say anything praised. Mrs. Zhao was even more stunned, only she knew Zhao Xuan's situation best among the people present, and even Zhao Sheng didn't know very well, so her surprise was the biggest among the few.

Maybe it's because the atmosphere is too solemn, or maybe it's because you realize that something is wrong. Zhao Xuan suddenly woke up from the artistic conception of "everything is empty, there is nothing in his heart", and in an instant, his body shook suddenly. Fortunately, he had a good heart, and he resisted the waves in his heart and did not show it on his face.

What to do?

Zhao Xuan didn't care about the realm falling and his perception being interrupted, he only thought about how to get through the current difficulty. It's one thing to do what you want, it's another thing to die rashly...... That's right, whatever you want...... Follow one's heart......

Since you do what you want, why not go with the flow and go with the flow?

Thinking like this, Zhao Xuan's heart gradually settled down.

In fact, if he is allowed to comprehend and not be interrupted, he may not be able to achieve the great realization of his Dao heart and enter the innate realm. But although he looked down on some things, he hadn't been able to break through the gap between life and death after all. is still afraid of life, and cannot be fearless of life and death. Stop before the great terror between life and death.

But that's okay, the immortal road is already a precious life, if he is allowed to see through life and death, break through the innate nature, and become a Buddha on the ground, it may be possible, but in the future, he will definitely have no chance with the immortal road. What's more, whether there will be a future remains to be said.

At this moment, Zhao Ling'er suddenly cheered and said excitedly: "I'll just say it! I'll just say that the third brother can speak, right? Mother, you still don't believe it! Now that the third brother is talking again, do you believe it or not?" As I said before, Zhao Xuan occasionally responded to Zhao Ling'er twice, and Zhao Ling'er didn't sue his father and mother. But Zhao Shoucheng and his wife never believed it. At this time, Zhao Shoucheng had not returned from the office, but Mrs. Zhao had to believe it.

In comparison, on the contrary, Zhao Sheng has been away from home for a long time, nearly three years, and he doesn't know about this festival.

Zhao Ling'er excitedly and proudly told Zhao Sheng and his wife that Zhao Xuan said a "hungry" once, and went out to say a "home" last time. Mrs. Zhao's eyes were slightly complicated, and she walked around Zhao Xuan twice, urging him to say one more thing.

But at this time, Zhao Xuan had already recovered, how could he talk about it again? Zhao Ling'er still couldn't see it, and persuaded: "Mother, don't try again, I have tried before, but if the third brother doesn't want to speak, he won't speak." Hearing this, she never believed that Zhao Xuan was a fool.

Only Zhao Sheng laughed heartlessly and said, "Okay, good, I know that my son is unusual." Even a person like the third brother who 'cherishes words like gold' opened his mouth to praise, can my son be worse?" obviously didn't care about whether Zhao Xuan could speak, but tied his heart to his son.

However, this is also understandable, pity the hearts of parents all over the world, if you don't become parents, you will never be able to understand the mind.

Zhao Xuan breathed a sigh of relief at this time, he knew that this matter would pass like this. Fortunately, Zhao Shoucheng was not at home, otherwise he would definitely not be so easy to fool. Fortunately, Zhao Linger helped him survive this catastrophe. Wait a minute, even if Zhao Shoucheng comes back, as long as there is such a buffer, presumably Zhao Shoucheng will not want to cause more trouble.

Sure enough, after Zhao Shoucheng came back at noon, he didn't delve into Zhao Xuan's speech. It's just to show love for the grandchildren who have never met, but as for what is in his heart, no outsiders can know.

Zhao Sheng left home three years ago and is qualified to be a city defender, and has not returned for three years. Because he was not in the long-term garrison, he took his wife Qin Yan to take office together. conceived a son a year ago, but she only communicated with her family, and Zhao Shoucheng named her Zhao Ziqing, that is, the one held in the arms of the young woman Qin Yan. came back this time, not only because Zhao Xuan got married, but also because the emperor wanted to promote him.

When Zhao Shoucheng saw his grandson at first sight, he was naturally very happy, and he didn't even have the duty in the afternoon, so he pushed it off directly, and the family shared the joy of family.

Zhao Xuan naturally couldn't escape, after all, no matter what, he was also a member of the family. Moreover, he also found it interesting to sit quietly and watch other people laugh and laugh.

After all, he figured it out a lot, had a peaceful mind, and was no longer as reluctant to face it as before.

Until the evening, the family gathers together for dinner, during the meal. During the meal, Zhao Xuan silently pulled the rice into his mouth. Zhao Sheng looked at his family in turn and asked, "Daddy, when will the second brother come back?"

Zhao Shoucheng didn't teach him anything, and said with a smile: "Soon, soon! A few days ago, he came to write a letter, and he has already left, and it is estimated that he will be back in another three or five days." ”

Zhao Xuan looked at this qiē silently, you must know that it is not easy to make this old man laugh, it seems that he is very happy about Zhao Sheng's return and the second Zhao Lai's coming back. Listen to Wu's mother and Ping'er when they are chatting. Zhao Sheng and Zhao Lai will be promoted when they come back this time, and Zhao Sheng doesn't seem to have to leave because he has a son. And Zhao Lai is not married yet, and it is estimated that he will be sent abroad for another year.

He also heard that there seems to be a Pegasus in this world that can fly with wings. And with Zhao Shoucheng's identity, coupled with their respective achievements, it is not difficult to match this kind of equipment. So it's not surprising that Zhao Lai will be able to rush back in a few days.

If it weren't for the fact that he couldn't leave the city or county under his jurisdiction while on duty, I'm afraid that Zhao Sheng and Zhao Lai would not have been a problem if they came back once in two or three months.

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Four days later

A convoy of chariots and horses drove into the capital.

I saw that the first carriage was calm and atmospheric, low-key and luxurious, the body was a fine Nanmu carving, elaborate and elegant, and there was no superfluous decoration, and there was no vulgarity in the wealth. The two batches of horses pulling the cart in front of them are snow-white, with a single horn and two wings. Even the guards who followed the carriage rode a slightly inferior black Pegasus. Pedestrians on the road couldn't help but look sideways, not knowing which big man was traveling.

The carriage drove all the way to the General's Mansion, and from it walked down a Confucian student in his twenties, dressed in a snow-white Confucian robe, with a handsome face, a slender figure, and a eyes as warm as jade. When everyone saw this, they couldn't help but suddenly think: it turned out that the second son of Zhao Mansion was back!

It is rumored that the three sons of Zhao Fu, the eldest son is like a father, and the second son is like a mother, all of whom are heroic for a while. Only the third son, who seems to be like everyone and who seems to be like no one, is a fool.

However, just looking at the appearance of these two sons, you can also imagine what kind of beauty Mrs. Zhao was when she was young. (To be continued)