75. If you want to talk, you will rest

"This ...... Not quite right. It's better for you to buy it alone, I'll wait for you at the door. "Wu Daoan, as a pure man, of course he doesn't want to run an underwear store if he has nothing to do. But what kind of character is Gu Xiaoxuan? I just pulled him to an underwear store, carefully selected a pink half-cup, gestured it on his chest, and asked him with a blushing face: "An An, do you think this is cute?" Wu Daoan hurriedly turned his eyes away and said, "Well, it's good-looking, just this one." ”

Gu Xiaoxuan was a little dissatisfied with his attitude: "Don't deal with others like this, underwear is a girl's second skin." Well, let's touch it, how is the material?" he said, taking his little hand and putting it on the hood. For a moment, Wu Daoan thought of the fragrant scene in the morning, and a feeling of guilt deeply impacted his young and fragile heart, and he hurriedly left in a hurry.

Wu Daoan came to the newsstand outside the mall, where Han Zongxian was reading the newspaper as if no one was around. On a whim, Wu wanted to scare him, bent over like a kitten and quietly came behind him, and then suddenly covered his eyes. As a result, Han Zongxian's reaction was unexpectedly big. He grabbed one of the other party's small arms and twisted it reflexively. Wu Daoan didn't expect him to react like this at all, he was caught off guard for a while, his arm was twisted in an arc, and after reacting, he immediately used his true qi to break free, but there was still a red mark left on the delicate lotus root-like pink arm, and he felt a little painful. He rubbed his elbows and glared at him dissatisfiedly: "Isn't it just to scare you, why are you so fierce." For some reason, his simple words were echoed by the newsstand owner on the side: "You young man is really good, you really don't know how to pity such a cute little girlfriend." ”

Han Zongxian looked at him coldly, and suddenly took his hand and said, "You come with me." ”

He pulled Wu Daoan to a secluded place, his thick eyebrows furrowed slightly, and he said, "Have you noticed that your behavior has become more and more girly recently?"

"Don't talk nonsense. Wu Daoan's first reaction was to immediately deny it. But after denying it, I suddenly felt a little weak. Han Zongxian continued unceremoniously: "Yes or no, you know it in your own heart. The old man is just a reminder to you, appearance is just a skin bag after all, like a person's clothes. Wouldn't it be ridiculous if you changed your clothes and changed your mannerisms? ”

Han Zongxian's words were like a slap in the face, making Wu Daoan's thoughts clear in an instant. He thought about it carefully, and took the sprained arm just now, if he would have complained a year ago, it would never have been that tone. It seems that there have been studies that prove that only 2 percent of the behavioral differences between the sexes come from innate physiology, and the remaining 8 percent come from social cognition. As far as crying is concerned, there is no difference between the tear ducts of men and women, but boys will be taught by their parents, teachers, and media to be strong and self-reliant from an early age, and crying is a cowardly behavior. Girls, on the other hand, have never embraced this philosophy. The result is a well-known nurture difference. Wu Daoan has basically been treated as a girl by his roommates, friends, and society these days, which has also had an impact on his psychological state, unconsciously imitating the standard behavior of girls, and even his personality has changed slightly, becoming more extroverted and more dependent on others. If this continues, will he one day become that kind of little girl who likes to be coquettish in the arms of boys? Anyway, when Wu Daoan thinks of this kind of scene, he only feels that his hairs stand on end, and his heart is restless. Seeing that he looked stunned, Han Zongxian sighed lightly, and his tone eased: "All the monks of my generation have a Dao heart. No matter how high or low the cultivation level is, or what the realm is, the Dao heart of this lesson will always remain the same. In this way, he can find a glimmer of life in the future tribulation of the three thousand heart demons and extraterritorial heavenly demons. But seeing that you are really far from condensing the Dao Heart now, the old man only mentioned a few words. And the old man still wants to ask you something, how long do you have to hide it from her? If you can't do this, it will be a mental obstacle for you after all, and it will definitely hinder your cultivation at a critical moment. ”

Of course, Wu Daoan knew who he was talking about, and his mind was confused for a while, and he didn't know how to answer. At this time, Gu Xiaoxuan actually found them, and trotted all the way over to grab Wu Daoan's little hand: "Why did you come here, I searched for a while." Well, I bought it, you must have a good evaluation when you go back to An'an!"

Wu Daoan, who was thinking about it, looked at Gu Xiaoxuan's big eyes with an intimate look, and suddenly broke free from the hand she was holding him like a convulsion. Gu Xiaoxuan saw that something was wrong with him, and asked with concern: "An An, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell? Well, let me see if you have a fever." After that, put her smooth little forehead with Wu Daoan. The delicate face at hand is full of care.

Wu Dao's sense of guilt became stronger and stronger, the other party really regarded himself as a good girlfriend, told him everything she had without reservation, and even gave the precious pill to Han Zongxian, just because the latter was his friend. And what has he been doing? It's nothing more than eating her tofu openly, and many important things have been hidden from her, such as his foundation building process, such as the fact that he is a boy. Wu Daoan suddenly had a hint of consciousness and decided to tell her everything like this. As for how she will think of him and whether she will forgive him in the future, that is another matter, at least he should not have deceived him like this.

Wu Daoan opened his mouth and said with difficulty: "That, Xuanxuan, I have something to tell you." ”

Gu Xiaoxuan looked at his solemn expression, and had a vague premonition of uneasiness in her heart, and said a little nervously: "An An, what's wrong, you're so strange today." ”

"That...... I...... Actually, I don't want you to go. The words were all on his lips, but in the end he changed his words. Wu Daoan is still too cowardly, he never dared to stand out from childhood to adulthood, and he is also a character with no sense of presence in the corner of the class, and all activities are just vassals to make up the numbers. Although there are so many good friends, they are all of the same sex, and now they are all on different sides of the world, so they can only chat online. He was afraid of losing his current lively life, and he was afraid that Gu Xiaoxuan, who knew everything, would no longer care about him and disappear from his life. He was afraid of that outcome, so the truth lingered but he didn't have the courage to tell it. For the first time in months, he began to hate his cowardice.

Gu Xiaoxuan breathed a sigh of relief: "I thought something was wrong." I can't bear to be with you, you're my best friend. After she finished speaking, her arms wrapped around Wu Daoan's neck, and her little nose rubbed affectionately on his pink little face, like a well-behaved little kitten.

So, Wu Dao walked the rest of the road with a lot of trouble, and the group returned to the hotel. After taking a bath, Gu Xiaoxuan was really the same, with her little head resting affectionately on his shoulder, chewing snacks in her mouth, and watching TV series together, but Wu Daoan had been a little in a trance, looking like she was not giving up. No matter how sluggish Gu Xiaoxuan was, she could see his abnormality, her big eyes rolled around, and she leaned into his ear with a thief smile and exhaled: "An An, are you thinking about men?" Hehe, you have reached this age, it's time to find a good boyfriend to take care of you." ”

Wu Daoan hesitated for a long time, and decided to reveal the truth to this girl little by little, maybe she would be more acceptable. He said hesitantly: "Actually, I recently noticed that I don't seem to have any feelings for men......

"Hmm, really?" Gu Xiaoxuan looked at him suspiciously, and pointed to the underserved man on the TV with a pretending expression: "Don't you have any feelings for this kind of superb man?"

"Uh, that's a TV series, okay, don't talk about this. ”

Gu Xiaoxuan thought about it again and said, "Do you really have no feelings for handsome guys?

"When did you see me being a nymphomaniac like you?"

Gu Xiaoxuan tilted her neck and thought about it, and finally sensed that something was wrong, and vigilantly distanced herself from him by 30 centimeters, and said, "An An, I have always treated you as a good girlfriend, you can't have that kind of thought about me." ”

Wu Daoan rubbed her long hair funny: "Think about it, it's always been who's eating whose tofu." As for me, I just treat you like a sister, and I will be happy when I see you happy. If you're sad, I'm going to be gloomy. He spoke the truth, and his eyes were full of tenderness.

Gu Xiaoxuan met his eyes, and felt something, and put her little body over again, curled up in his arms obediently, and drew circles on his chest with her slender index finger, and said, "Why am I a sister, you look a little younger than me." Besides, you're still a super washboard here, which is far worse than others. Well, An'an, why don't you keep refusing to wear a hood? You are so beautiful, and it will be even more charming with a little body curve. ”

"Well, actually, I'm a boy. Wu Daoan tried to tell the truth.

As a result, Gu Xiaoxuan laughed out loud: "Hehe, you're so funny." Although I have always grown up in the mountains, I can still distinguish between boys and girls. Although you have a bit of a boyish personality and always like to wear boys' clothes, you can't be a boy like this. She said, her little hands on his slender neck. "Look, you don't even have an Adam's apple, a little bit of a boy, right? And besides, your body is so soft and fragrant, it's very attractive. Don't tell me boys are like that. ”

Wu Daoan scratched his head, feeling that what she said seemed to make sense. After all, there are many physiological differences between boys and girls, and it is inevitable that they will be discovered after a long time. But whether it is Zhan Zilu or Gu Xiaoxuan, they are not novices, but they have never had the slightest doubt about him, it turns out that his body is indeed quite special. Yes, why does a boy look so much like a girl? What is the mystery in that mysterious dark green bead?

Gu Xiaoxuan looked at Wu Daoan's confused expression and continued: "Actually, I understand your feelings. People also want to be boys, because boys can take the initiative to take on various responsibilities, eat all kinds of food without fear of getting fat, and can also live a chic and comfortable life without caring about the eyes of others. And yes, there are no annoying days of the month. By the way, you can also marry An An. Hee-hee, how happy it should be to have a gentle and beautiful wife like you. However, since we were born as daughters, we should treat ourselves well, dress ourselves up beautifully, and then have a handsome boyfriend who likes to protect us at all times. Well, there are also a few good girlfriends for life to share those happy or unhappy things together. So, An'an, don't force yourself, enjoy the privileges of girls. ”

If there was a mirror, then the expression on Wu Daoan's face now must be extremely strange. I wanted to tell the truth, but it turned out to be a talk about whether it was better to be a boy or a girl. He was also very hesitant in his heart, should he continue to tell the truth or just push the boat down the river and continue to hide it? But looking at Gu Xiaoxuan snuggling up to him like a kitten, Wu Daoan didn't dare to imagine the scene where she glared at him angrily after all. He was too cowardly after all, his lips moved, and finally he opened the topic and talked about the TV series.

Soon, the night was getting darker, Gu Xiaoxuan had already yawned, and it was almost time to sleep. "An An, let's sleep together, it's super comfortable to sleep with you as a pillow. It seems that she still hasn't given up the idea of peeking at Wu Daoan's body. The latter, of course, unceremoniously refused, and planted an enchantment around the bed, ignoring her complaining gaze.