Chapter 25: Night Talk (1)

Liu Qian and his clothes lay down, thinking in the dark, unable to sleep.

On weekdays, Guo Sufei cleaned up the house and fell asleep, but tonight she lay on the kang early and did not get up to settle others, these details other men did not pay attention to, but Liu Qian was obsessed, especially the strange look after returning to the house from her grandmother, which made Liu Qian suspicious. However, after all, this is the Zhang family's family matter, and Liu Qian, as an outsider, is really not suitable to ask, so she has to keep it in her heart.

Guo Sufei in the dark was also tossing and turning, occasionally crying, and after a long time, Guo Sufei's mood calmed down, and she asked softly: "Qianqian, haven't you slept yet." ”

Liu Qian said carefully: "You haven't fallen asleep yet, auntie." ”

Guo Sufei sighed and said apologetically: "Alas, there are some things that make you feel uncomfortable and make you laugh." ”

Liu Qian smiled and said, "Auntie, who wouldn't encounter annoying things, it's nothing." ”

Another burst of silence. Guo Sufei continued: "Qianqian, when did your mother leave you?"

Liu Qian thought for a while and said: "I heard my father say that when I was four years old, I contracted a very serious disease, and after several attempts to seek medical treatment, it did not work, and when my mother went, I had no impression. ”

Guo Sufei said: "No impression may be a kind of happiness, and you don't have to think about it all the time." ”

Liu Qian said: "Yes, my aunt is very reasonable, my impression of my mother is all told to me by my father." Listen to my father, my mother's family is very rich, and my father's family is not good at that time, but my father's knowledge moved my mother, my grandfather and grandmother are opposed, resolutely disagree, my mother in order to be with my father, resolutely left home, and my father and mother cut off contact, alas, my grandfather is also ruthless, until now I don't know where they are, and I have never come to see us. My father is very knowledgeable, but he doesn't like government affairs and disdains the intrigue of officialdom, so he didn't leave home, he has been living in a mountain village, teaching for a living, and his mother lives there. ”

After a pause, Liu Qian continued: " Mother's body bones are weak, the doctor has explained that it is best not to have children, but my mother for my father, or gave birth to my brother, at that time the vitality was greatly injured, will be raised for many years to recover, and when I was pregnant, my father also persuaded my mother, afraid that she would have any mistakes, but my mother said, since the child has it, it is a gift from God to her, she is willing to give up everything for the child, when I gave birth to it was very smooth, but my mother's body collapsed, and it was very bad until she left, I have been thinking that if my mother does not want me, she will be fine. ”

Speaking of this, Liu Qian's words were also a little choked.

Guo Sufei comforted her and said: "Qianqian, when you become a mother in the future, you will know that the child is everything in the mother's heart, and if you can do ten points for the child, the mother will never do nine points." Although you are still in your mother's womb, everything about you has been seared in your mother's heart, she will never think about her body and don't want you, she will think about you early and bring you safely to this shijie. ”

Liu Qian said: "Yes, auntie, sometimes I am very grateful to my mother, although I really only have a vague impression of my mother, she can not only escape from the shackles of the family for her own happiness, but also dedicate her life to the child, sometimes think about it, maternal love is so ordinary and great." And, auntie, I haven't been here for a long time, but I especially like the harmonious atmosphere of your house, and I am also very envious of the kind of dependence they have on you. ”

Guo Sufei said: "Qianqian, I can't compare with your mother, I have lived in this small mountain village since I was a child, I have not read and read, I have not read a lot of books than your mother, I know a lot of things, since you beat your uncle into our family, I feel that since the two live together, they should be harmonious, respect and love each other, otherwise what fun can life have? Later, there were three brothers, Xiaolong, Xiaohu and Xiaohua, watching them grow up little by little, you don't know what it feels like, and my heart is full of pride and achievement. I don't know much with your uncle, I don't know much, and my children are also suffering with us, so I can't be very educated, and I can't compare with your brothers and sisters. ”

Liu Qian said: "Auntie's words are bad, although our brothers and sisters have read more books than Xiaolong, know more words, and have more knowledge, but auntie, when Yueyue and I were bullied by others, there were more people present, and who stood up? ”

Guo Sufei was also pleased to say at this time: "Speaking of them, I am really happy, these children are kind by nature, they have been very sensible since they were young, although they are naughty, but they do not harm people, and they also know their family background, and they never cause trouble for us. In fact, sometimes I also think that if our family is really well-off, they may not be able to reassure us now. ”

Liu Qian also agreed: "Yes, auntie, sometimes, a person's life is predestined, and he can grow up very well in this environment, and forcibly changing the environment may not be able to have haode results." ”

Then, Liu Qian saw that Guo Sufei's mood was a little better, so she continued to ask: "Auntie, it seems that you haven't told me about today's events, and it's not a good thing to hold things in your heart, and it's good for your body to say it." ”

Guo Sufei said with a smile: "Look at me, when it comes to children, I will talk about the topic, I really miss children a lot in my life." ”

Liu Qian didn't have an interface, Guo Sufei continued: "As a mother, I think about my children and worry about their children's hot and cold, food and clothing, but I ignore my mother's relatives." When I was a child, my mother was taking care of me, paying attention to me, she was also watching me grow up and become an adult, now I am focused on my own children, forgetting my mother early, although I also take care of her every day, cook for her, make new clothes for her, but rarely talk to her, ask her thoughts, now think about it, I should do more for my mother. ”

Liu Qian also felt panicked in her heart, yes, mothers all over the world love their children, but their children often ignore their mothers. She comforted Guo Sufei and said: "Auntie, grandma is also happy to see your heart on the child, she will not mind that you don't care about her, she will only give her kind of love for you to her grandson." Besides, my aunt, your mother is also by your side, isn't it better than me, who doesn't have a mother, to hurt?"

Guo Sufei said faintly: "However, when you want to repay your mother, but you find that you have not much time with your mother, do you regret that you didn't find out about this earlier?"

Liu Qian also sighed and said: "Yes, it is also a big pity in the world that the son wants to raise but does not treat him." However, aunt, grandma is so old, she can see you get married, see the birth of your grandson, grow up, should be very happy, although you don't care about her directly, but you are actually indirectly caring for her and caring for her. I don't think Grandma will blame you. ”

After a pause for a while, Guo Sufei said: "Qianqian, I can read, read, and be reasonable like you, it's very haode, after listening to your words, my heart is also a lot more comfortable, we, the village women in the countryside, sometimes can't turn around." ”

Liu Qian said: "Auntie, don't praise me like this, I'm also from a peasant family." ”

Guo Sufei said: "Qianqian, don't be modest, at least I know that there are no smart children like you in these four villages and eight townships." By the way, what Grandma said to you in the afternoon, there are rudeness, don't care. ”

Liu Qian said, "No, auntie." ”

Guo Sufei was quiet for a while, and finally said: "Qianqian, but, then again, this is also a wish of her zuihou, and our family also likes you very much, I have always wanted to ask your heart, today since our mother and son have said so much, I don't care so much, do you think Xiaolong is okay." ”

Now, it's Liu Qian's turn to be quiet.

Liu Qian's heart didn't know how to answer, it was said that she was very satisfied with Xiaolong, but after all, the time was still short, and she couldn't see the essence of a person in the past few days. Sometimes, fate is a difficult thing to say, just a few days together can leave a lifelong unforgettable impression, and the accumulated years of getting along may only leave friendship; And her fate with Xiaolong, from a hero saving beauty to a beauty promising each other, is really a good story that has been passed down from generation to generation, but just like this, she bets her life's happiness on Zhang Xiaolong, and she naturally hesitates for a while.

Grandma is very good to herself, the Zhang family is also very good to herself, she likes Zhang Xiaolong very much, she also likes this poor but warm and harmonious home, this home is also very much like her own family that respects and loves each other, full of warmth, and she is willing to join this family, and she is also willing to meet her grandmother's wish of zuihou, seeing that she has no regrets to leave this shijie, but all of this seems too young, whether to give her a period of brewing and fermentation?

Liu Qian hesitated, unable to answer.

After a while, he said, "Auntie, it's too late today, let's talk about it another day." ”

Guo Sufei also sighed lightly and stopped talking.

In the small courtyard of the Zhang family, the moonlight is like a glow, and how many people are sleeping?