Chapter Twenty-Four: Life and Death Are Dependent
Qingyan only leaned on Li Yunxuan's shoulder and did not respond, and two lines of clear tears slipped down his cheeks silently. After a long time, Qingyan raised his head: "Yunxuan, in this world, who is your favorite woman?" Li Yunxuan didn't understand why Qingyan had such a question, and replied: "Of course it's you." Qingyan didn't have half a point of joy because of Li Yunxuan's words, how smart and knowing people's hearts is she is, how could she not know that Li Yunxuan is the best in this life, only Leng Yue is the most loved. But she still accepted Li Yunxuan's words, but accepting it is not the same as agreeing, in Qingyan's heart, even if Li Yunxuan is false, she also admits it, she has already decided to give up her life to protect Leng Yue, just because Leng Yue is the woman Li Yunxuan loves. If she loves Li Yunxuan, she can't ruin Li Yunxuan's happiness, isn't loving someone just a sacrifice that asks for nothing and doesn't ask for anything in return? When she stood outside the Xuanwu Palace, injured Xiaoye and took Li Yunxuan away, she had no way back. Qingyan nodded: "I believe it, Yun Xuan, I believe you." I know that some things have to be faced sooner or later. But can you promise me one thing?" Li Yunxuan asked, "What's the matter?" Qingyan chuckled: "In the last two months of my life, be by my side." Li Yunxuan was puzzled: "In the last two months of your life?"
Qingyan smiled without saying a word, she got up and walked to the center of the room, standing in place and spinning around, the plain white dress lined with the white face as delicate as jade, so light and elegant, Li Yunxuan remembered the time when Zhongnanshan saw Leng Yue, Leng Yue also changed into a white dress, just as Li Yunxuan thought in Tianmeng Valley, Leng Yue, who was fluttering in white, was more like a fairy in the world. "Yun Xuan, is this dress beautiful?" Qing Yan's words pulled Li Yunxuan's thoughts back, and Li Yunxuan smiled: "Beautiful." Like a fairy, like a fairy, like a fairy but not a fairy. A clear smile faded from her face. She clearly saw Li Yunxuan's gaze and saw another woman through her, Qingyan deliberately ignored Li Yunxuan's gaze: "But." It's not really a clear face. After speaking, Qingyan stretched out his arms, and the white dress that was as thin as a cicada's wings cracked into pieces under the action of Qingyan's internal force and scattered in all directions. Li Yunxuan was stunned, he couldn't take his eyes off the fragments of the white clothes floating to the ground, and when he looked back at Qingyan, he was even more surprised, Qingyan stood in a red suit, that red. Like fire, like the glow, like dripping blood, the red is so pure and thorough, even the most beautiful coral and glow in the world are less than one hundred thousandth of it.
Mausoleum of the First Emperor.
Since Qingyan left, Hu Fengya has been crazy and restless. Love is a kind of emotion that can make people crazy in the world, Qingyan's madness is for Li Yunxuan, so can Qingyan feel his own madness? After so many years of day and night, Qingyan has long become an indispensable part of Fengya's life.
He knew it from the beginning. Qingyan's heart was only tied to Li Yunxuan alone, but he still fell in love with this arrogant woman without hesitation. Hu Fengya thinks that he is not a good person, so even if Qingyan is ruthless to him, he still uses his own way to get Qingyan's body. In the cognition of the wind and the earth, when people are together, their hearts will slowly get closer. The only thing he didn't expect was that after so many years, Qingyan never had the slightest affection for him. is always so cold to him, maybe there is a deep hatred. Hate him for taking away her innocence, hate him for ruining her persistence? Qingyan's helpless and sad voice sounded in Feng Fengya's ears again: "You know that I love him, you know that I betrayed my family for him, and there is no turning back, you know that I have endured the pain of Ling Chi for so many years for him, why do you? Why do you still put such a lewd butterfly flower Gu on me, take away my innocence, and ruin my persistence? Why do you?"
He smiled bitterly, and there was a hint of mockery at the corner of his mouth, as if he was laughing at his own narrow-mindedness, dirtiness, and selfishness and dirty heart. The picture of Qingyan fainting in despair is still deeply imprinted in the heart of Huan Fengya, since that Qingyan said goodbye and left, he has not been to the Mausoleum of the First Emperor so far, Huan Fengya was originally sure that Qingyan would come back, because she still has unsolved butterfly flower Gu poison on her body, and Huan Fengya knew that when the butterfly flower Gu poison attacked, that kind of Ling Chi general pain, so he decided to wait for his Qingyan on every full moon night. But now that the two full moons have passed, he can no longer wait for the next full moon night, there is something called longing that torments him day and night, although he looks forward to it, longing, and his eyes stay on the closed door of the Mausoleum of the First Emperor, but he never sees Qingyan step into the Mausoleum of the First Emperor again.
Feng Ya was angry, Qingyan, who he had been loving and caring for for so many years, was so decisive this time. In addition to anger, Hu Fengya also deeply experienced an unprecedented humiliation, why did Li Yunxuan's kid get such affection and kindness from Qingyan? In terms of martial arts, he could be killed with one finger, and in terms of appearance, Hu Fengya was confident that if he dared to be called second, no one in the world would dare to say that he was the first. But he knew that these were just the resentment under his anger, he was always calm and rational, he clearly knew his feelings, and he could easily suppress the meaningless emotional floats under those impulses, this kind of reason made him feel tired, he felt like a soulless puppet, walking step by step towards the unknown abyss according to the preset pace of others. How much he longs for himself to have even once, impulsive for love, stupid for love, just like Qingyan, for the sake of his beloved, even if he is in the abyss, even if he is a mountain of swords and a sea of fire, he will never hesitate, never look back, never regret it, even if it is a catastrophe.
Qingyan had already described herself as haggard, only to find out that there was no antidote to the wind, she could also withstand the devastation of the "Butterfly Flower Gu", as long as Li Yunxuan was by her side, it was enough, when she was suffering from the pain of Ling Chi, she was comforted in her heart, because Li Yunxuan's embrace was her best medicine and her warmest harbor, although she knew that these were all false, but she was still willing to eat it. The closed door cut off all the hustle and bustle, and the long closed window also turned away a full moon from the window, the night was surprisingly quiet, Li Yunxuan's gentle eyes looked at Qingyan, this once cold and arrogant woman is now in his arms, more docile and pitiful than a kitten, she didn't have to die, as long as she was a little more selfish, she didn't have to bear such pain at all. Even though Li Yunxuan knew that Qing Yan had done so many things that were sorry for him and Leng Yue, he now understood that those were all Qing Yan's last resort. He suddenly felt that this girl was so pitiful, she had only lived in the Mausoleum of the First Emperor since she was a child. is forced to practice all kinds of bizarre martial arts every day, so that with Qingyan's skills, it is easy to kill a random person, but she has never killed innocents indiscriminately, even against Li Yunxuan, if she obeys her master's orders, she will completely solve herself within one move, Li Yunxuan knows that Qingyan would rather betray her master than go to the Mausoleum of the First Emperor to get the antidote because of her heart. Her love is all on him Li Yunxuan, such a woman, he is destined to live up to it, Li Yunxuan sadly stroked her hair like ink, since last month, she has not gone to the Mausoleum of the First Emperor to get the antidote, in the absence of an antidote, Qingyan's Gu poison will attack once in a while, every time. Li Yunxuan looked at Qingyan's pain, he really felt that it was he who was being killed.
Qingyan felt Li Yunxuan's warmth, raised his head and smiled, his eyes were like water: "Yunxuan." You don't have to worry about me, this path was chosen by myself, and now it can be considered a happy ending like this. Li Yunxuan sighed: "Creation makes people." Actually, you're a very kind girl. Qingyan laughed at herself: "Would a kind girl bear to play tricks on others? Li Yunxuan shook his head: "No, Qingyan, you are really kind." The qiē you have endured should not have been borne by a girl like you. You are so beautiful and innocent, God doesn't have long eyes...... Qingyan stretched out his hand to cover Li Yunxuan's mouth: "Yunxuan, don't blame God, all the qiē are destined, I fall in love with you, it is destined that I will go through ups and downs and sorrow and suffering in this life, ending my life like this is the most perfect, I can watch you and Miss Lengyue love each other from now on, my heart is enough." ”
Li Yunxuan hugged Qingyan's arms tightly: "Qingyan, I'm sorry, I'm ashamed of you in this life, and I will definitely compensate you in the next life." Qingyan smiled, his smile was desolate, there was a kind of trance of another world, and there was a kind of peerless beauty: "How do you compensate me? Will you marry me in the next life?" Li Yunxuan nodded without hesitation: "I must." Qingyan said: "Don't be stupid, it's a mistake for me to fall in love with you, you have already made a vow, your life, only Leng Yue is the love of your heart, don't say anything stupid to marry me, I don't want to stay alone in the empty room, guarding the loneliness of a lifetime." Li Yunxuan said: "No, I will give you happiness, drink Meng Po soup, walk across the Nai He Bridge, and the next life will be a new beginning." I owe you in this life, and in the next life, you must remember to come to me to pay the account. Qingyan smiled and said nothing, in the face of such love words, she would rather be a girl who has nothing to do, and she will believe whatever her lover says, but she is not, she clearly knows the whole thing, she knows how deeply Li Yunxuan loves Leng Yue, the man who does not want to forget his previous feelings and jumps off the Lechuan River- In Li Yunxuan's previous life, when he was still Li You, the son of Li Si, the prime minister of the Qin Dynasty, he made a vow that he would love Leng Yue until the sea was dry and rotten, but he didn't know that the piece of blood jade he gave Leng Yue that was poured into life by the Immortal Fang Dao people poured his life's cultivation into it, let Leng Yue spend his youth in vain, and how many times did his beloved Leng Yue come and go alone in reincarnation, and there was not even a person by his side, what Li Yunxuan did was love?
Li Yunxuan shook the Qingyan in his arms: "Qingyan, what's wrong, aren't you tired?" Qingyan glanced at Li Yunxuan, but there was no confusion in her eyes, when she heard Hu Fengya talk about this, she even felt that this kind of love could not stay together was simply the most cruel torture, and now she finally understood that this is true love. Leng Yue may not be able to bear the pain of a thousand years, and she may not be willing to marry another man when Li Yunxuan suffers the pain of Lechuan River's heart, according to Leng Yue's temperament, if she knows this in the future, how can she forgive herself? Her beloved Brother Yun Xuan has endured pain for her that the world cannot bear, and she will never allow herself to be the slightest disloyalty. A rope tied Leng Yue Yunxuan, a piece of blood jade blocked all irrelevant men, leaving her innocence until a thousand years later, isn't this a kind of luck? Although Li Yunxuan was for Leng Yue, in order to make her happy and live freely in the world, he didn't expect his unintentional mistake, but instead it achieved their love for a thousand years.
Some things, after figuring it out, will be relieved. Qingyan raised his head: "Yun Xuan, tomorrow you will take the things I gave you to the Jade Dragon Hall to find Uncle Lone, and he will give you a lively cold moon." Li Yunxuan stroked Qingyan's long hair regretfully: "Qingyan." You're tired, take a break. Qingyan's hand tightly grasped Li Yunxuan's sleeve: "I'm not tired." How much time do I have left to lie in your arms? Let me hold you a little longer. Li Yunxuan hugged Qingyan's arm harder: "Don't be afraid, I will always be there." Qingyan closed his eyes slightly. The eyelashes trembled slightly, the warmth of this moment came so late, but it was enough.
The night was quieter, the red candles had long since been burned, and the bright moon outside the window was also blocked under the dark clouds. In the silent room, a faint voice that Qingyan could barely hear suddenly sounded: "Wind ......" Li Yunxuan was puzzled for a while: "Qingyan?" Qingyan did not reply, and what answered Li Yunxuan was an almost indistinguishable black figure in the dark, and the cold and hoarse voice seemed to come from hell: "Qingyan exhausted his life for you." You, a man who has no responsibility, just watched her slowly die in your arms, what did your heart do?" "I ......" Li Yunxuan didn't know how to answer, after all, he was also very heartbroken by Qingyan's death, but did he have any other way? Qingyan struggled to sit up from Li Yunxuan's arms, and with a slight wave of his right hand, the red candle on the table was instantly lit, Li Yunxuan was stunned, wasn't the red candle just now already burned? How could it be...... But he couldn't think about it. I saw the ghostly figure standing in the center of the room, the whole body was wrapped in a black robe, and he didn't even show his face at all, only a pair of cold eyes stared at the clear face in Li Yunxuan's arms. When did this person come in? Why didn't he make any noise at all? "Hmph!" the black shadow snorted and continued: "Li Yunxuan, your own feelings are feelings? Other people's feelings are worthless in your eyes?" When he said these words, his eyes never took off his face. It's as if he is shaking his head, and his face will disappear in front of him for no reason. Qingyan looked at the black figure in front of him. A hint of anger rippled between his eyebrows: "What are you talking about...... Shut up!" She didn't allow anyone to make the slightest accusation against Li Yunxuan, and she moved her gaze to Li Yunxuan's face. glared at Li Yunxuan viciously, then turned back to Qingyan's face, and sneered: "At this time, you are still defending this man? Is he worth it for you to do this?" Qingyan said very simply: "It's worth it!"
"Huh. Hu Fengya squeezed out a difficult smile: "It's worth it, you have guarded him day and night by the Lechuan River, completely ignoring his own haggardness, otherwise how could he survive the thousand-year-old heart-wrenching pain? You violated the rules of your family on the other side and secretly ran to the world to save Leng Yue from fire and water, otherwise how could she go through life after life safely?" In order to always be by the side of Li Yunxuan, whom you love with your life, you do not hesitate to use your most innocent body, the most expensive thing in the world, to make a deal with the devil, otherwise you don't have to be roasted on a fire day in such a painful ordeal......
"Enough......" Qingyan's tears had already turned into bloody tears: "I beg you not to say it again, I beg you to ......" Li Yunxuan's whole person was already stupid, he didn't expect that there was such a past behind Qingyan's cold arrogance, and it was so unbelievable and thrilling. He continued: "Why don't I say it? I don't say it, how can this cold-blooded man know how much he owes you? You go to a wizard, do you think he is a real wizard? He is just the devil of hell, how can a real wizard prescribe such a despicable and dirty condition as taking away people's innocence?" Qingyan's eyes became confused: "What did you say?" Maybe you think that I have taken away your innocence, but you didn't take a closer look, is the wizard you saw in Hades the same person as the Woo Fengya in front of you?" Woo Fengya laughed self-deprecatingly: "Yes, how could you find out? All your thoughts and feelings are on this kid Li Yunxuan, even if I treat you well, you won't feel it......" Qingyan's eyes widened: "It's not the same person? I really didn't see what that wizard looked like that night ...... Who are you??...... Feng Fengya slowly walked towards Li Yunxuan and Qingyan, and stretched out his hand to help Qingyan wipe away the blood and tears on his cheeks very gently: "Yes, I am Feng Ya, but I am also a ...... Someone you've never really cared about. Qingyan, do you know how much I feel sorry for you? In this world full of blood rain. How much more pain can you bear? I'd rather you've always been that little flower bone in the flowers on the other side that will never be discovered, with your own happiness. has his own dreams......" Biao Fengya's voice trembled obviously: "Okay, let me tell you." Actually, it was I who harmed you, thousands of years ago, I served to the Gu King who was well aware of Gu poison refining, once, the Gu King sent me to the underworld to find a wandering soul who could practice Gu, and I was ordered to go, when passing by the sea of flowers on the other side, I inadvertently looked back and saw you budding in the ten thousand flowers. When the flowers around you were already fiery red, you wrapped yourself under the white buds as thin as cicada's wings, and later I learned that you were reluctant to bloom because you liked the color as white as snow. Since then, going to the underworld to find the wandering spirits, which is my most hated errand, has become my expectation, and every time I walk through that Yellow Spring Road, I will stop and quietly accompany you. I hope that one day you can transform into human form, and I will give you the best protection and let you enjoy all the luxuries of the world, so. I use my own blood to slowly water you, waiting for your growth. ”
Under Qingyan's shocked expression. He continued his story: "Until one day, I found that you had transformed into a delicate and beautiful face. I'm so happy that I want to walk over and tell you my joy. But at that time, you took good care of a soul under the Lechuan River, I knew that you were in love with him, I wanted to bless you, but my heart hurt so much, I had to leave quietly, but what I thought in my heart during the day, and what I thought in my dreams at night, were all you, and I spent a long thousand years in such torment, until one day, the Gu King asked me to go with him to another world, and I decided to see you for the last time before leaving, I want to explain a thing to you clearly, I want you to understand, I am the person who loves you the most in this world, the soul you like, he will never belong to you, although I dare not tell you, But I'm still so desperate to see you, but everything backfired, when I rushed to Hades, I actually let me run into you to find the most vicious devil in Hades, and you still have to use your innocence to make a deal with him, Li Yunxuan, is he really worth it?"
Qingyan closed his eyes in pain: "I don't know, I really don't know, then why did the person who accompanied me to the world become you?" In this way, I left the Gu King and brought you to the world, because your love is so deep, I can't bear to see you suffer from lovesickness, I have had such suffering. ”
Li Yunxuan slowly accepted their incomprehensible miraculous words from the initial shock. He didn't want to believe that there would be a hell like hell in this world, he would rather turn into a wisp of green smoke and drift away with the wind after death, rather than dwell on so many rights and wrongs, grievances, hatreds, love and hatred. If what Hu Fengya said is true, then he really owes Qingyan too much, according to what Hu Fengya said, the reason why he was able to survive the bone-eating pain under the Lechuan River is thanks to Qingyan's day and night protection, Leng Yue can be safe and sound in the world, and it is all because Qingyan did not hesitate to betray his family to save Leng Yue in danger in the world, Qingyan, this kind and simple girl who is stupid, what did she do for herself?
Just because she fell in love with this Li Yunxuan, who was ruthless to her, what she fell in love with was this Li Yunxuan, who turned a blind eye to her infatuation and closed his eyes to her, a hard-hearted and ruthless Li Yunxuan, what did her love get in exchange? But she was still so righteous and uncomplaining, Li Yunxuan closed his eyes in pain: Li Yunxuan, how can you get the love of such a kind woman in the world? "So, the Gu poison on Qingyan's body was not caused by you?" Li Yunxuan looked at Feng Yan with a painful heart, who could bear to hurt Qing Yan? Hu Fengya's cold gaze fell on Li Yunxuan: "Why should I poison Qing Yan's body? I love her so much, how could I bear to do such a thing that is inferior to a beast? But you, Li Yunxuan, Qing Yan has done so much for you, and you just watched her die?" Li Yunxuan hugged Qing Yan tightly, and his tone was firm: "You can rest assured, I owe Qing Yan in this life, and when Xiao Yue's injury is healed, I will take my life to thank Qing Yan for her kindness." The corners of Feng Ya's mouth showed a hint of disdain: "Thank Qing Yan with your life? How many broken dollars is your life worth? Our Qing Yan is not rare......" "Don't quarrel anymore" Qing Yan interrupted Li Yunxuan's argument with Hu Fengya angrily: "Feng, what is the matter with you suing me? How could it be you who accompanied me to the world later?"
Hu Fengya sighed: "I didn't know why you went to find that person, I only knew that he was an evil man, living in hell like a devil, I followed you and sneaked in, but unfortunately even if I went in time, it was too late, he put a 'butterfly flower Gu' on you as soon as you entered the door, although I wanted to chop him with my own hands, but I still held back,' Butterfly Flower Gu is the most evil Gu poison in Miao Jiang, although it will not kill the host soon, but it will attack on the full moon night of the month, and the host will have a feeling of pain all over the body like a knife, just like Ling Chi's torture, at this time, the host must find the person who is under the Gu to have sex with it......"
"Wait. Li Yunxuan always felt that something was wrong, but it was difficult to determine for a while, so he had to stop Hu Fengya's words and asked: "The host and the Gu Descendant, does that mean that Qingyan will go to see that bastard every full moon night?" Hu Fengya's gaze turned to Qingyan, and there was endless tenderness in his eyes: "That's ...... Let the Gu worm change hands. Li Yunxuan exclaimed, "You mean, you took the place of that wizard and became the master of the Gu worm in Qingyan's body?" So...... In other words, Qingyan will ...... with you every month ...... with you" Li Yunxuan couldn't go on, he didn't expect that there would be such a relationship between these two people, how much pressure did this forced combination put on the two people in front of him, and how many sad blood and tears were secretly shed in the dead of night in the bright moon outside the window alone......?