Chapter 30: Illusion
Everything was like a dream, and everything was going so well. Luo Yuchen sat at the highest point of the main peak of the Demon Sect and overlooked the group, watching countless Demon Sect disciples cultivate and rush on top of the rest of the peaks. A feeling called satisfaction entered Luo Yuchen's heart.
It's been ten days, and it's been ten days since Luo Yuchen was pulled into this illusion by the sea of flowers on the other side. Luo Yuchen was still wondering whether this was a dream or reality in the first few days, and Luo Yuchen was a little confused.
There are many kinds of human organs, such as sight, smell, pain, taste, and various emotions. But aren't people's various feelings just a kind of memory? Family affection is the memory of getting used to relatives by one's side from bottom to adulthood, friendship is the accompaniment of all kinds of acquaintances, and love is the one who never leaves the road. Isn't all this a memory? If there is no memory, what is the person?
Whatever the sensation is, it is a signal from the brain that the body senses. It's like a person who wants to throw a stone, obviously the person doesn't have to think about how much force to use, but the brain has roughly calculated how much force is needed to throw the stone. At the moment when a person is about to throw a stone, the brain has already calculated the distance of the target, the strength of the person, the weight of the stone, and so on. Then the brain will act on the result of the calculation on the arm, and then pass it on, and it will complete a simple action of throwing stones.
But how many calculations does a person need in his life? The power to eat, the sound of talking, the speed of walking ....... What would happen if a person didn't have a brain? What would happen if a person's brain was controlled? All the memories of a person's life are the basis of all human operations, what would happen if a person didn't have memory? What would happen if he had a wrong memory?
Luo Yuchen felt that there was something wrong with his memory at this time. Luo Yuchen once told himself that Chen San was dead, but now Luo Yuchen sees Chen San every day, sees Chen San talking to him, and sees Chen San alive in front of him. Are all memories false?
Luo Yuchen couldn't help but be very afraid, this was a kind of war millet from the heart! If the enemy could confuse his memory, would he be able to change his memory?
Enemies become brothers, enemies become relatives. Luo Yuchen knew that there would be such a possibility, but Luo Yuchen didn't dare to believe it, because Luo Yuchen didn't dare to imagine that if the enemy modified his memory and then killed Jing Tiange by any means! Moreover, what was true?
Luo Yuchen could feel the pain, and could see Yingluo's happiness and unhappiness. Everything is so real, everything is already imprinted in Luo Yuchen's heart! Each and every one of them is so profound! It makes Luo Yuchen feel so real! But there has always been a voice in Luo Yuchen's heart telling Luo Yuchen that all this is fake! All this is just a dream! In fact, Yingluo has already been captured! This is the enemy's trap!
Is it a dream? If it's a dream, why is it so real? Why, so happy. made Luo Yuchen reluctant to wake up. Luo Yuchen even thought about how good it would be if this was a dream, then even if he died in a dream. No more worries, no more stress, no more worries. Even if it's a dream, it's really happy.
Luo Yuchen sighed, not knowing what he should do, not knowing if he was in a dream. Didn't Yingluo tell herself that these hallucinations were just the after-effects of her war, and they were all hallucinations.
The wind blew Luo Yuchen's hair, and Luo Yuchen's hair fluttered in the wind. Luo Yuchen saw that his hair was already one-third gray, and he couldn't help but smile bitterly. People will always get old, even if they are the bloodline of the Jing clan, they will not be able to escape old age and illness after all. But this life is worth it, unifying the world, winning Yingluo and Yao Qianqian, so that Cui Hao and Tianji Lairen and Dugu Zhentian are all flattering to themselves, what is there to dissatisfaction with.
Luo Yuchen wants to convince himself that this is the real world, and when a person has a self-deceptive idea, then the speed of degeneration will be very fast, so fast that he can't even believe it.
Luo Yuchen walked back to the house, watching Yingluo constantly teasing the child, a warm feeling made Luo Yuchen feel very comfortable. Luo Yuchen walked over and gently hugged Yingluo, then stretched out his hand and gently pinched the child in Yingluo's arms. The skin of children is very tender, and the little baby immediately cried under Luo Yuchen's pinch.
Yingluo slapped Luo Yuchen's hand in disgust, and then gently shook the child in her arms, but her body moved to Luo Yuchen's arms. Luo Yuchen couldn't help but smile bitterly, who called his hands too rough. Luo Yuchen hugged Yingluo's body tightly, and then sniffed Yingluo's body deeply. It's fragrant, it's fresh, it's lovely. People are reluctant to let go, Luo Yuchen wants to hold the person in front of him in his arms for the rest of his life.
This is Luo Yuchen's first embrace in the past ten days, because Luo Yuchen has always been unable to distinguish between reality and illusion. Now that Luo Yuchen has finally made it clear, of course, he wants to hug the jade man in front of him fiercely, and make up for what he hasn't held in the past ten days, so that he won't lose. Luo Yuchen kept holding Yingluo, and after putting Yingluo and the child to sleep, he kissed Yingluo on the forehead, and then walked out of the room.
Luo Yuchen slowly walked on the peak of this Demon Sect, looking at the Demon Sect disciples around him, a satisfied emotion echoed in Luo Yuchen's heart. Suddenly, Luo Yuchen stopped, and then looked deeply at the two old men in front of him, who were already in their last years. The old man of Tianji, Dugu Zhentian.
Luo Yuchen stepped forward, stopped three meters in front of the two of them, and looked deeply at these two old men who had been calling for wind and rain in the whole world. Back then, the old man of Tianji dared to calculate the world with his own strength, and this Dugu Zhentian dared to kill Jing Tianhan! But time has left indelible traces on the bodies of these two people, and now these two old men are in their last years.
Luo Yuchen's heart couldn't help but rise with a sad feeling, the twilight of the hero. Luo Yuchen sighed, and then walked between the two, never looking back at the smiling faces of the two old men, nor kicking away the dead leaves swept up by the two old men on the ground. After playing a game for ten days, Luo Yuchen suddenly felt a little bored.
Entering the house, Jing Tiange and Zhu Wuyan were still sitting there. Today, Jing Tiange wanted to paint a picture of Zhu Wuyan on a whim, so that Zhu Wuyan, who had always been dressed as a man, suddenly changed into a skirt, and it looked very glamorous! The shadow was also standing behind Zhu Wuyan, waiting for Jing Tiange to draw himself into the painting.
Luo Yuchen has never seen the true face of the shadow all along, the shadow has always been hidden in the dark, and every time it appears, it will change its face. If it weren't for the shadow's indifferent aura being too familiar, Luo Yuchen wouldn't know how many times he would have recognized the shadow wrong. But today's shadow did not hide in the darkness, but stood directly in the sunlight. The shadow's skin is very white, and the white one is a bit sickly. Luo Yuchen took a deep look at the three of them, and then slowly walked into the side room.
Walking into the side room, Luo Yuchen immediately saw Jing Tianhan meditating, and at this time, Jing Tianhan no longer had the melancholy atmosphere that Luo Yuchen had always seen, but it gave people a feeling of infinite sunshine. Luo Yuchen naturally wouldn't disturb Jing Tianhan's cultivation, and turned around and went out.
The backyard of the main hall is where Chen San and Jing Jian live, Luo Yuchen thought about it and took the lead in Jing Jian's room. The inside of Jing Jian's house was almost the same as the small thatched hut above the Sword Sect, and it was so plain. And Jing Jian still had such a very calm expression, but at this time, Jing Jian's hair was already gray, and he looked very old.
Luo Yuchen and Jing Jian talked a lot, talked about everything they had in their dreams, all their experiences, and their struggles. Jing Jian was like a wise man, just smiling, and from time to time he would tell Luo Yuchen to cherish everything in front of him. Yes, everything in front of you is so beautiful, of course, you need to cherish it.
After bidding farewell to Jing Jian, Luo Yuchen naturally came to Chen San's house, and Luo Yuchen's tears surged out the moment he stood here. In the dream, Chen San's death was extremely miserable, but now Luo Yuchen is finally able to talk to Chen San again and fulfill his filial piety. Luo Yuchen's hands couldn't stop trembling, Luo Yuchen's feet struggled countless times, but Luo Yuchen still didn't push open Chen San's door, Luo Yuchen turned around and left.
In a garden on the edge of the main peak, Luo Yuchen found Yao Qianqian who was playing with her children, Yao Qianqian was still so ordinary for so many years, but at this time, there was a sense of kindness, maybe this is the greatness of the mother.
Luo Yuchen called Yao Qianqian over, and then sat on a stone with Yao Qianqian. There is no language, no dialogue. Luo Yuchen just looked at Yao Qianqian so carefully, Luo Yuchen wanted to remember Yao Qianqian's eyebrows! Remember Yao Qianqian's eyes! Luo Yuchen wanted to remember everything about Yao Qianqian! Then, Luo Yuchen gently hugged Yao Qianqian, then turned around and left.
Luo Yuchen began to wander aimlessly, Luo Yuchen saw the Suzaku who had fallen into a shopkeeper, Luo Yuchen just looked at him coldly and left. Luo Yuchen saw Yang Xiubo, Dongfang Kill, and Bai Shen. Luo Yuchen and these three friends of life and death didn't say much. Zhu Xiong, Xiao Wu, Hou Cong, Xia Chuxue, Rakshasa, Flame .......
Luo Yuchen suddenly stopped, laughed at the flames, and then said to the flames: "Long time no see, how are you doing?" The flames were obviously stunned when they saw Luo Yuchen talking to themselves, and then hurriedly bent down and said to Luo Yuchen: "Sect Master!
Luo Yuchen slowly cooled down his smile when he saw the flames, and then smiled bitterly. Luo Yuchen scratched his head, and then said to the flames, "You're dead, so I want to talk to you." Also, as much as I wish you could really grovel to me, I know that if Flame is here, Flame will only sneer and not bend down when I talk to him like this. Flame was stunned for a moment, obviously wanting to say something, but Luo Yuchen waved his hand and walked away.
At night, Luo Yuchen sat alone on the roof of the main hall of the Demon Sect Main Peak. This is the highest place in the entire Demon Sect, and all the places can be seen clearly by Luo Yuchen at a glance. Luo Yuchen was holding a wine jug in his hand, and he had already drunk half of the wine. It stands to reason that based on Luo Yuchen's cultivation, this little drink has no effect on Luo Yuchen at all, but I don't know why, Luo Yuchen is drunk.
Luo Yuchen's hair was flying, and there were tears in his eyes, but Luo Yuchen was looking up to the sky and smiling! Luo Yuchen suddenly pulled out the sword to stop killing, and then inserted the sword into his abdomen! The sharp pain made Luo Yuchen groan in an instant!
I didn't touch Yingluo and Yao Qianqian for ten days, and that was because Luo Yuchen knew that he hadn't married them yet, and he was not qualified at all! Luo Yuchen just wanted to see their faces carefully and keep their looks firmly in mind! Only the moment he was about to lose knew how much he cared. For a long time, Luo Yuchen thought that he was treating Yingluo's sister on the spot, but in the past ten days, Luo Yuchen suddenly found that he had already wanted to marry Yingluo! It's just that this feeling is buried so deeply! Luo Yuchen himself doesn't even know.
As for Yao Qianqian, Luo Yuchen has always thought that he is a wanderer in the game world. But when he saw Yao Qianqian revealing the brilliance of her mother's surname, Luo Yuchen knew how outrageous she was wrong! When did Yao Qianqian come into her heart? Was it the hug ten years ago, or the face that was focused on treating diseases and saving people ten years ago? Is it the longing for ten years or the guilt of seeing her current situation ten years later? Luo Yuchen didn't know, but Luo Yuchen knew that he actually cared very much.
Luo Yuchen knew that all this was just a dream! Luo Yuchen chose to believe in that painful memory instead of this beautiful one! Because in that cruel world, there was Yingluo to save, Yao Qianqian to break the siege, Jing Jian to help, the Demon Sect to revitalize, and the hegemony of the Jing clan .......
That cruel world has too many ties for Luo Yuchen to be reluctant to leave, although Luo Yuchen in that world is very weak, but Luo Yuchen in that world has things that he can't let go. And this world is too perfect, Luo Yuchen in this world is the center of the world, and that is the world! However, Luo Yuchen is still willing to believe in the cruel world. Because only cruelty can reflect the hard-won beauty, only regret can know the importance of choice, and only when you have lost can you know what is most important to yourself!
Luo Yuchen didn't use cultivation to press his wounds, and blood was constantly flowing. Blood stained the roof red, someone found Luo Yuchen, and the entire Demon Sect began to make a noise, and then Luo Yuchen found that countless people surrounded him.
Luo Yuchen's consciousness was already starting to be a little blurry, Luo Yuchen looked at the people around him, all of them were so familiar and so unfamiliar. Luo Yuchen didn't talk to anyone, because Luo Yuchen believed that they were all fake, and Luo Yuchen believed that he could get out of this illusion!
Suzaku, the old man of Tianji, Dugu Zhentian! In this illusion, Lao Tzu doesn't want to bully you, you wait, I can get to the point where I am in the real world!
Xiubo, Dongfang kills, Zhu Xiong ....... All good brothers, we will fight side by side in the real world once again! So I didn't leave! These false people completely slander your personality! How can I, I can't, I don't bother to do anything with them!
Father, adoptive father. Forgive my son for saying goodbye, maybe this world is real, what I pursue is false, but if that's the case, then I will be more relieved and happier! Because in this world, you are so happy, someone to take care of, someone to do your filial piety, if this is really the reality, maybe you will be very sad, sorry, my son is really not at ease, can not cut the ties of that world!
Yingluo, Qianqian. Don't cry so sadly, you are very happy in this world, aren't you? At least in this world, we are still so happy. Qianqian, if I can go back alive, I will definitely help you revive the Medicine Sect and then marry you! Yingluo, don't worry, even if there are thousands of obstacles in the Netherworld Ghost Realm, I will save you! Do you know, I at least know the name of my child......
There are still a thousand words that have not been spoken, but Luo Yuchen is no longer able to speak. Luo Yuchen felt that his eyelids were getting heavier and heavier, and his whole body was getting colder and colder, and Luo Yuchen already felt that his consciousness was dissipating little by little.
In this world, whether it is true or false Luo Yuchen does not know. But Luo Yuchen can firmly know what he wants! In this world, all the people Luo Yuchen cares about are so happy, and this world does not need Luo Yuchen. But in that world, Luo Yuchen still has to live! Because Luo Yuchen still has too many ties in that world! The reason why the world is real is because of its cruelty. Only cruelty can make people know beauty. Luo Yuchen didn't see through this world, but Luo Yuchen had already made a choice.
Luo Yuchen suddenly felt a sharp headache in his brain! The world in front of him suddenly shattered like a mirror! Those memories that had been instilled into it were withdrawn from Luo Yuchen's mind in an instant!
Luo Yuchen looked at the sea of flowers on the other side in front of him and smiled stupidly, and then looked at the killing sword in his abdomen and the blood that had already flowed all over the place, and smiled helplessly, and then immediately fell to the ground! )