Bai Xuanxuan was also looking at Long Yun coldly from the side at this time.

Although she is still as cold as frost now, she feels a lot in her heart.

She still remembered that the first time she saw Long Yun, Long Yun's neck was injured by the scimitar, but he only knew that he looked at her stupidly and froze, completely ignoring the blood still spurting from his neck. It made her kind of want to laugh!

She remembered that day Long Yun was watching the moon in their courtyard, and she saw that he was so obsessed with the moon that she thought that he might be the same kind of person as herself. During the conversation, she felt that he was not like herself, but a bit like the man.

That night, she taught him "dusty footwork", in front of the flowers, under the bright moon, the two of them walked slowly, as if dancing......

She still remembers the time when she competed in the ring. She and Bai Shanshan watched his every move in the teahouse, sometimes worried about him, sometimes surprised by him, and finally shocked by the amazing sword he used, because that sword seemed to have the posture of a "swordsman".

She remembers, when she drank with him under that moon. She drank a lot of wine and said a lot of things that had been hidden in her heart and would not be spoken.

She remembered that at the end he took her hand and asked her what was the difference between 'forgetting worries' and 'relieving sorrows', and at that moment she felt that he was more like that person.

She still remembers that when she and he were together to comprehend the "Star Sword Technique", in the dark night, the sword and spear danced a little streamer, and the streamer flickered, like the stars in the sky running down to the world, which was beautiful.

She still remembered that she was anxious to learn the sword intent of the 'Seven Stars Gathering Righteousness', so she hugged him with one hand and took him to fly in the streets and alleys of Linyuan City, and when she looked at him so closely in the air, he seemed to have a crimson face.

......

She recalled all the things with the young man in front of her, and this memory was like her unforgettable sorrow, but it was different.

for the man is dead, and he is alive. As long as people live, although there may not really be a day of reunion, they will not feel that "leaving" is "goodbye" in their hearts.

And she and that person are separated forever, separated from heaven and man, there is no breath of that person in this vast world, and there is no trace of that person.

There are only those beautiful but painful memories left in this world, and there is only one person who remembers that person and lives for him......

Long Yun saw that Bai Xuanxuan had just been looking at him but was silent for a long time, so he stepped forward and saluted: "Miss Xuanxuan, I am about to say goodbye next, Long Yun hereby thanked Miss Xuanxuan for her great kindness, if it wasn't for Miss Xuanxuan to teach me 'dusty footwork', if it wasn't for Miss Xuanxuan to lead me to 'enter the Tao', if it wasn't for Miss Xuanxuan, she didn't hesitate to teach me the essence of the 'Star Sword Technique'." Then a hundred dragon clouds are not enough to die. ”

Bai Xuanxuan came back to his senses, listened to Long Yun's words, and just said coldly to Long Yun:

"Live well, no matter what, you must live!"

When Long Yun heard this, he felt that Bai Xuanxuan's words were out of place, but then he thought again, isn't this the Bai Xuanxuan he is familiar with? She often uses words that are difficult for others to understand to express her most sincere thoughts and wishes.

"Live well!", this is her greatest expectation for Long Yun at the moment.

Long Yun still clearly remembered that he asked Bai Xuanxuan why he wanted to teach him "dusty footwork", and she said: "He is dead, but I hope you can live." ”

Long Yun still clearly remembered that when he was drinking with her Bai Xuanxuan, he seemed to see tears in her eyes.

Long Yun still clearly remembered that when he asked Bai Xuanxuan what was the difference between "forgetting worries" and "relieving sorrows", Bai Xuanxuan said to him: "What you have forgotten can never be recovered, I can't forget it, and I don't want to forget it." And the 'relief of sorrow' is only temporary, and drinking alcohol can make people not think about the past for a while. 'Forgetting worries' is forever, and 'relieving sorrows' is only temporary. Therefore, drinking alcohol can only make people 'relieve their sorrows', but it cannot make people 'forget their worries'. Even if it's called forgetting sorrow!" There was a hint of sadness in her eyes at that time.

How Long Yun wished that he had the ability to eliminate the sorrow that Bai Xuanxuan had been hiding in his heart at this moment, but he knew that he didn't have that ability. Even what that sorrow was, he wasn't qualified to ask right now.

Long Yun heard Bai Xuanxuan tell him to live well at the moment, he could understand the meaning, because Bai Xuanxuan had said that he had some similarities with that person, and that person was dead, but she hoped that Long Yun would be alive. Perhaps only in this way will there be a little bit of that person's breath left in this world.

At this time, Long Yun nodded heavily and said, "Don't worry, Miss Xuanxuan, I will save my life." 'To live for oneself is to live for others,' you said in my heart. ”

Speaking of this, Long Yun saw Bai Xuanxuan's cold eyes again, and he suddenly felt that what was revealed in that look was not cold, but melancholy!

Thinking of this, a stream of hot tears seemed to be pouring out of his eyes, but he held back, he turned his head, and no longer dared to look at Bai Xuanxuan's eyes, afraid that if he looked at it again, the tears would really be out of control.

He turned his back to Bai Xuanxuan and Bai Shanshan, raised his hand at them for a long time, and shouted: "Two young ladies, thank you, I will come to visit you again, and there will be a date later." After saying that, he went away in style.

Bai Xuanxuan and Bai Shanshan looked at the pretending chic back, the originally sad and dull atmosphere was suddenly enlivened, and Bai Shanshan even wanted to laugh a little. But Bai Xuanxuan still looked at Long Yun with a "cold" face, she seemed familiar with that kind of back.

After Long Yun walked away, the two lines of tears in his eyes still flowed out after all, he didn't know what it meant!

He has not been a child who likes to shed tears since he was a child, and he is even much stronger than most people, but why is he crying at this moment? Is it sympathy for Bai Xuanxuan? Is it gratitude to the two beauties? Is it reluctance to them?

In the end, it wasn't.

It's because of "loneliness"!

He saw "loneliness" in Bai Xuanxuan's eyes. A lonely person understands another lonely person better.

On the contrary, when a lonely person stands in front of him, his loneliness is even more reflected.

Long Yun is lonely, he has been like this since he was a child, since he was sensible, Long Yun's father was not by his side, his mother told him the story of his father, saying that his father was a big hero in the village and a heroic man. Long Yun, who was still so young, listened to his mother's story, worshiped his father, and waited for the hero in his heart to return.

But after a year of waiting, he waited for a father who was lying motionless on the ground, a father who was already dead......

This incident planted a "seed" of loneliness in his young heart.

Although this "seed" has been buried in Long Yun's heart, it has no chance to germinate immediately. Because although his father is gone forever, he brought back a "sister" - Long Yao.

The arrival of "sister" added a support to Long Yun's young heart, and he soon came out of the shadow of losing his father. Although the "sister" in front of him is not his biological sister, although this sister's eyes can't see, he never dislikes this sister, but protects her and loves her like his own sister. Maybe it's because his sister is his father's last entrustment when he is dying, or maybe it's because this "sister" is his sustenance for his family.

In this way, the lonely "seed" has been lying calmly in Long Yun's heart, without setting off a little wave.

Until Long Yun was eleven years old, his mother went up the mountain to look for medicine and never returned. Long Yun stood in the rain, waiting for his mother, and waited for seven days and seven nights without waiting, and at that moment his "sky" collapsed.

The "seed" also seemed to be nourished by the cold rain and grew wildly.

After that, Long Yun often went alone to face the majestic mountain, wandering alone in the vast mountains and forests, and the lonely "seed" inadvertently grew into a "towering tree" in his heart!

The "towering tree" grew bigger and bigger, until he came to this Linyuan City, until he met Bai Shanshan and Bai Xuanxuan, the lonely "big tree" in his heart seemed to suddenly have no nourishment, and began to gradually wither, and began to collapse little by little.

He likes to talk with Bai Shanshan, and he likes to practice martial arts with Bai Xuanxuan. Being with them can make Long Yun forget that loneliness for a while, and Bai Shanshan's "friend" impacted the depths of Long Yun's heart. He was glad to have met the two sisters.

It can be said that the two of them temporarily cured Long Yun's "loneliness".

But when it was time to part, even though Long Yun woke up, maybe all this beautiful thing was just an illusion after all.

Just like when he first arrived in Linyuan City, he saw the lights of the purple red dust, although it was beautiful, but he felt that it seemed so far away from him, making him feel so unreal, as if he shouldn't belong here, and this place shouldn't belong to him either.

People always want to keep good things and good memories. But I don't understand a truth, often beautiful things are short-lived, because it is short-lived, it is more precious, more touching. For example, the fireworks of that moment, such as the flash of an epiphany, such as the flashing meteor, such as the woman when I first met.

Long Yun clearly remembered the scene when he first saw Bai Xuanxuan, the white clothes came suddenly, the sword eyebrows and starry eyes, the aura was magnificent, and the thin armor and silver spear were heroic and cool.

A woman is so heroic and beautiful! The beauty of that moment is something that Long Yun will never forget.

But just as Long Yun realized when he woke up from his dream, maybe all this is just a dream bubble, all of them are just mirrors, they are all just the mansions in the sky, and they are all just an illusion in their hearts.

This beauty does not belong to anyone, nor should it belong to anyone. Because it only existed in that moment, only in the thoughts that flashed in Long Yun's heart.

At this time, Long Yun thought about his situation and couldn't help but sigh:

How dare you enter the prosperity of being poor,

Why mistake the beauty with a breeze on both sleeves!