195, Zhan Zilu's counterattack
Zhan Zilu saw Wu Daoan's lustful appearance, and poked her smooth forehead unceremoniously: "Little perverted girl." Where do you look? They're all girls, so why are they still lustful?"
Wu Daoan scratched his head in embarrassment: "After all, my way of thinking is still that of a boy." ”
Zhan Zilu tilted her little head and thought about it, and questioned: "Is this really the case?" But I feel that after you come back, whether it is the way you speak or the subtle mannerisms, you are very feminine. When I first met you...... Well, I'm talking about college, when you were a bit of a tomboy. But now, it's really hard to find traces that you used to be a boy. I'm really worried that if you go on like this, you'll like other boys. ”
Zhan Zilu's words hit Wu Daoan a lot. Think about it carefully, since Zhuji came, she really pretended to be a girl, and at the same time, the people around her have always treated her as a girl and treated her with the same standards as girls. The males she knew on Earth had always taken good care of her, not to mention that. Even in the cruel cultivation realm of survival competition, she still received a lot of care. For so long, so it has led to a subtle transformation of itself?
The more she thought about it, the more entangled she became. After all, the most subtle and complex state of human beings is that in addition to the apparent consciousness that they can perceive, there is also the unfathomable subconscious, and the so-called collective subconscious, that is, the unconscious at the bottom of the personality structure, which is the genetic trace of the activities and experiences of generations including ancestors, in the human brain.
To use the analogy of small islands: the small islands that emerge from the water are the consciousness that can be perceived by man, the part of the ground below the surface that is revealed by the ebb and flow of the tide is the subconscious of man, and the bottom of the island, the seabed that serves as the base. It is the collective subconscious of man.
Gender role-playing is a part of the collective subconscious. For the vast majority of people, this role is determined by their natural gender. However, some scholars believe that people are born with dual gender.
At the beginning of birth, there is no difference in sexual organs, and only gradually under the influence of hormones, and develops into male and female, but this is only the physiological level.
At the psychological level, people's gender perception mainly comes from acquired influences. It was only when children received those pink and blue giveaways that they began to be influenced by society. and are gradually molded into men and women.
In all societies. Expectations are different for both men and women. Needless to say, the difference between the social positioning of men and women in ancient China is that even after entering the information age, women are still expected to be more polite and less aggressive, and men are still expected to be more fierce and ignore the emotional side of life. These expectations mean that human beings can only choose half of their potential: male or female.
Wu Daoan's situation is more special. He had been raised as a man for the first 19 years, and at that time he himself had the expectation of becoming a standard man. to gain recognition from family, friends, and society. At that time, he had been working hard for this goal.
But the sudden arrival of the foundation broke his normal psychological development. I was suddenly recognized as a woman by society, and I had to follow the way of thinking and acting of women in order to gain more recognition from society. This caused her to fall into a huge psychological confusion. So much so that she still can't make up her mind: whether she should date a boy or a girl.
Of course, classmate Wu herself couldn't think of so much, and her original personality was inclined to avoid trouble. So now, she chatted casually with Zhan Zilu. Then I took a shower and went.
The bathroom of Zhan Zilu's house is still quite large, and there is a marble bathtub in it, Wu Daoan slowly took off the suspender shirt, short skirt, and then bra and underwear while putting water into the bathtub. Looking in the mirror, although it has not been a day or two since she has become like this, she is still a little attracted to her own fruit. The girl in the mirror, every inch of her body has a perfect proportion, like a ghostly work of art.
The only flaw that is said to be the only thing that is the pigeon milk with the A cup. But think about it from another angle, isn't it good to be small and small? Anyway, it's not yourself, why do you want to be so big, it's convenient to act small, and it's not in the way.
The water in the bathtub was also put away, and she sat down lightly and began to make soap and wash her hair. Anyway, her current body is really a little sensitive, even if it is just a soap scratching the pink buds, it will make her mood ripple for a while, so that she didn't dare to wash it too carefully, after washing it hastily, she dried her body, changed into another pink nightdress from Zhan Zilu, and walked out.
Zhan Zilu was surfing the Internet in the house, and when she saw someone with a slightly red face and a shy and timid person walking in, she was also in a trance for a while, and then came back to her senses, and sighed in her heart, "Demon, demon", and at the same time, she strengthened her determination.
Wu Daoan heard the familiar music on the computer, leaned over curiously, and found that the dance video of his former school celebration party was playing inside. Zhan Zilu admired and admired: "It turns out that An An, you can dance, and you dance so well, it really looks like a fairy descending to earth, I also saw this video by chance last month, only to find out that this so-called mysterious girl turned out to be you." What's wrong with you?"
Wu Daoan was sitting on the bed with a gloomy face. There is no doubt that she thinks back to Shui Yuehan and that beautiful honeymoon time. Unconsciously, Zhan Zilu was already sitting beside her and asked with concern, "An An, do you have something on your mind?"
&Ugh. I thought of Yuehan, and in the end, I was dumped. Alas, I can only wish her a happy life in the other world. Wu Daoan had made up his mind not to deceive Zhan Zilu in the future, so he answered very honestly.
......Hearing this, Zhan Zilu's mood felt indescribable. However, she still comforted Wu Daoan first: "Okay, my family An An is so beautiful and so good, or that awesome monk, are you still worried about not finding a partner? I think, whether you want to fall in love with a man or a woman in the future, you will have the same hand!"
Wu Daoan was a little embarrassed this time: "Look at what you said, why do you say the same as a two-way plug?"
"Do you want to talk to a guy or a girl?"
Faced with Zhan Zilu's questioning, Wu Daoan hesitated for a long time and couldn't give an answer. If she is allowed to do that with a man, she has a feeling of being a jiji in her heart, and she can't accept it. If it's with the girl, she thinks it's a lily. Although Lily looks very eye-catching, she still can't accept it if she makes herself a party.
Zhan Zilu saw her hesitant look, and showed a sinister smile of "That's really the case": "Hmph, An An, you are really still hesitant to do things like you did in high school." At this time, you need someone to push you!"
& What ......?"
Wu Daoan didn't finish speaking, but he understood. Zhan Zilu in front of her had already hugged her neck, and her little face quickly pasted up. Wu Daoan hurriedly turned his head to avoid it, and hurriedly said, "Lulu, don't do this." You're a good girl, you should go to other good guys instead of ...... with me."
& Show Boys...... Zhan Zilu lowered her head and smiled bitterly: "After you left, I also tried to get closer to other boys and not show so much resistance." But I couldn't. Whenever those boys deliberately approached or flattered me, I would think of the scene at KTV, and the helplessness and despair at that moment had long been imprinted in my bones and could never be erased. ”
& Yes...... You can't just leave it at that. Girls still have to get married and have children after all. In this regard, Wu Daoan's thinking is still very traditional.
Zhan Zilu shook her head slightly: "Lily, I don't seem to be either." I have never felt for other girls around me, whether they are handsome or beautiful. Later, I understood, all I like is you, Wu Daoan. It doesn't matter if you're a boy or a girl, I like you. ”
An affectionate confession made Wu Daoan at a loss, and at the same time, a trace of emotion rose in his heart. After all, who doesn't want to be deeply loved by another person? The beautiful eyes of the two stared at each other, and the atmosphere was so delicate that neither knew what to say for a moment.
In the end, it was Zhan Zilu who acted first, and her little face was pasted again. This time, after layers of hesitation and struggle, Wu Daoan finally chose not to resist. So, two pairs of soft lip flaps are attached together, which is very cool and comfortable, like mints. The next moment, a slippery little tongue quietly poked out, gently opened Wu Daoan's lips, and rubbed at the interdental gap.
However, at this time, Wu Daoan had a principle, and he would not let him go. Zhan Zilu was in a hurry, and actually bit her soft lower lip flap hard. Wu Daoan screamed in pain, and his small mouth opened naturally, and finally let a certain woman seize the opportunity, and the fragrant tongue decisively drilled in, and after finding the target, he began to entangle.
The pleasure of crispy numbness spread like a wave, Wu Daoan became more and more addicted to it, and gradually took the initiative, and the two fragrant tongues began to flexibly entangle and knot with each other, and at the same time did not forget to suck the sweet liquid in each other's mouths.
When Wu Daoan finally recovered a little from the pleasure, he found that he had been pushed down on the big bed, Zhan Zilu had already lifted her nightdress, and her little tongue began to attack her delicate pigeon milk, first licking all around, and finally suddenly holding the peanut-like delicate and small bud, and the silver teeth gently bite.
Wu Daoan couldn't hold back the pleasure and moaned comfortably. This moan is like a clarion call for attack, which triggers someone's greater passion for fighting, and the fragrant tongue is more flexible and teasing, making someone gasp again and again, the little face is red as if it can drip blood, and the big watery eyes are even more charming. (To be continued......)