Chapter 246: I Think, Therefore I Am.
As his thoughts churned, in this silent world, the dull thunder continued to sound, and the blue light in the distance flickered with the thunder, and the light blue void appeared distorted. Like the remnants of the souls and thoughts of birds and fishes, there is confusion in the rush, and they lose their way, and many of them return in the direction they came.
The blue light gradually disappeared in the flickering, and the world became dead and vast again. The skull seemed to be fluttering and still, and the netherworld golden fire enveloped the skull, still burning, but it seemed so faint in the vastness, so small, almost, negligible. I am or I am not, this world is like this, it does not increase or decrease, I think, or I do not think, this world is eternal, not angry or happy.
I don't know how many years have passed, and a wave of exhaustion hits, and I want to close my eyes, let go of my obsessions, and be free. A murmur sounded in my ears: "Put it down, let it go, let it go, you can't let it go, you will have no worries, detached." "The murmur was like a lullaby. The eyelids are so heavy, I want to try to open my eyes wide, but I can't, my eyes are slowly closing, but subconsciously, I feel that his words are wrong, or I don't understand, I want to ask and then sleep, otherwise I can't sleep well.
"You, let me put down what?" I asked the first question, "Fame and fortune." "I put it down. "And emotions. "I maybe, let it go. "And life and death. "I might, let it go. After a moment of silence, the murmur reappeared: "Close your eyes, you can really let go." "But, let it go, am I still human?" was silent again, and the murmur was a little loud: "It's all put down, it's detachment!" "What is detachment?" The voice raised a few degrees and said: "Become a god, become an immortal, become a Buddha - become what you want to be, exist." "Oh. Good. "My eyes. Close it slowly. Only a thin slit remains.
The voice, as if relieved, turned into a kind and gentle murmur, "I'll ask one more question, is it okay?" I still felt that I couldn't sleep well, and muttered, "Immortals, Buddhas, do you have a pursuit?" "What are they asking for?". After a long silence, the voice seemed to breathe out a depressed breath before it spoke, "Seek control, seek supreme existence, and seek eternal life." "I was so suspicious that I closed my eyes so much that I couldn't sleep until I knew what was going on.
"Seeking control? That is not letting go of fame and fortune; Seeking supreme existence? That is not letting go of emotion; Seeking eternal life? Not to mention letting go of life and death. Say yes and put it down. Where?" As soon as I finished asking, I felt something. Gasping in his ear, "Okay, you just ask one question." "yes, that's a continuation of the same problem. "They let go and became immortals and Buddhas. "Their pursuit proves that they have not let go. "They let it go!" "Nope!" "Let it go!" "No!"
Noisy and noisy, the sleepiness gradually faded, and the eyes slowly opened, seeing this, the voice came tiredly: "They put it down first, and then picked it up, this is all right." "If you want to pick it up, why put it down? Hypocrisy!" My eyes were fully open, and the little sun in my eyes was shining.
A roar came from afar: "You dare to tease me!", I laughed: "Who told you to tease me first, come and don't go, it's rude!" Blue lightning kept streaking through the void, but it didn't dare to slash at the burning head, as if there was a deep fear, and soon everything returned to its original state.
I'm smiling, I'm very happy, can I not be happy? After so long, finally a stupid gap has emerged, let me talk, chatter. More importantly, let me have a clear mind, ask truthfully, ask before asking, ask clearly, ask clearly, and ask clearly, so as to avoid detours and not go astray. Truth-seeking is actually two aspects: thinking and acting. I am thinking, therefore I am thinking! I am thinking, therefore I am thinking!
I don't know how far away a huge planet, the mountain grass, crumbling by the snow, a bad old man, calmly sitting in front of the broken table, just a few dried fruits, drinking a small wine, shaking his head and intoxicated, holding the wine glass to his mouth, suddenly paused, and muttered: "Heart ask, ask heart, stinky boy understand." Then he drained his glass of wine and began to sing with a hum. At the same time, galloping in the golden palace of the starry sky, the middle-aged monk, opened his eyes from the meditation, looked a little uneasy, and a light curtain appeared between his waves, and a small blue light spot on it could not be smaller, and suddenly burst out of dazzling light, "It's the sky blue star again, the star is small and the demon is big, and the pond is shallow and the king is eight." The middle-aged Xiu sneered and said to himself, "Please tell the manager of the Tianxing Commercial Bank." A seal came out of his mouth.
In the void world, a flame is burning, although it is faint, although it is small, but it has the potential to burn the prairie faintly, and the center of the flame is a burning almost transparent head. "This is the real one, Nirvana Soul!" I muttered, and then, closing my eyes, the flames burst into flames, "The soul is the body, the body is the soul!" As soon as I thought of it, the wind in the void world rose, and the wind helped the fire, and under the skull, the flames formed the body, formed the limbs, and in the chaos, stood up, the will! "Even the mountains! The mountains are high, and I am the peak. "Reciting the rules of birth, the earth presents. "Return! "The stars are now. "Yi! make something out of nothing, make one, live two, two give birth to three, and three give birth to all things!" A sound and colorful world is taking shape, between the unreal and the real, "I think, therefore I am, that is, the world, the world is me!" contains the fire soul of a new world, and took the first step.
Ripples appeared in the vastness, cracks appeared in the distortion of the void, and a terrible scream seemed to come from ancient times, echoing in the present, crushing an old world, and rebirth! Swinging my arms, no goal, no rules, nail fists! I dance chaotically, I nail the way and tremble, the terrible screams come to an abrupt end, the void in all directions collapses, blue light bursts out, merging into the arms, and becoming a soul body.
After the limbs recovered, the flame giant stood still, but the soul thoughts poured out like a tide, and the sea of fire spread in all directions, "Whatever I think of, everything is my world, for me to control, I am the supreme existence, I, eternal life!"
The void shook, the vastness was filled with blue light, and strange faces with vertical eyes and big mouths appeared in the distance. His eyes widened, his anger mixed with panic, "Get out, get out, get out—" There was a thunderous sound between the opening and closing of the big mouth, and a huge repulsive force appeared in this world. (To be continued......)