Chapter 80: Poor Man
"Do you know what price I paid to survive in the Six Dao Sect?
Dignity, body, soul, I can sell what I can sell, and I am willing to be low, just to be able to continue to climb up!
What can a concubine born in an ordinary family do in the cruel cultivation world without extraordinary qualifications, extraordinary understanding, special chances, or backgrounds to rely on?
Those relatives who cling to you are like moths, every time they go home to visit their relatives, they will stare at you with expectant eyes, urging you, tormenting you, hoping that you will become holy today, and take them to heaven with them, completely ignorant of the hardships.
Haha, I'm so stupid, how can you understand my pain when I talk about this with you, a young lady who is pure and jade?"
Yao Lianrong staggered to her feet, her face was covered with blood, and she looked extremely fierce, but compared to her stubborn eyes, it was nothing.
"I can bow my knee to anyone, but people like you can't, I'd rather die!
Tu Bailing was silent, and a shock that he had never felt before enveloped his heart.
After a while, she slowly spoke, "You go." β
Yao Lianrong sneered: "Are you pitying me? I don't need your hypocritical sympathy!"
Tu Bailing said to himself: "The battle next to him has ended, Luo Feng and they won, if you don't leave now, you won't be able to leave after a while." I know Luo Feng's character, and I will never be like me, I will be moved by your words, if you stay any longer, you will really be unable to help yourself. Are you going to continue to sell yourself in order to displease me?"
Yao Lianrong gradually calmed down, calmed down her boiling feelings, and regained her calculated expression.
After weighing the pros and cons, she decided to leave.
"Don't think I'm going to be grateful to you for that!" she said before leaving.
Tu Bailing watched her figure disappear before removing the enchantment.
Huang Quan looked around and asked suspiciously, "What about people?"
Luo Feng looked at Tu Bailing's expression, not like the sadness of defeat, let alone the joy of winning, but solemn and thoughtful, after a little thought, he had already guessed seven points: "It seems that he was fooled." β
Tu Bailing bit her lip and asked, "Do you think she's lying to me?"
Luo Feng said: "It depends on what she says, I don't have the ability to extrapolate the past." β
Tu Bailing repeated Yao Lianrong's words, and then looked at Luo Feng expectantly, hoping to be explained again.
She can overcome her own hurdles, but she can't overcome other people's hurdles, Yao Lianrong's words are like a heavy stone pressing on her heart, making her feel so sad.
Judging from the fact that she didn't take the opportunity to sneak attack you, what she said should be true, although you are easy to deceive, but if it is not for the true feelings, it will be difficult for you to believe that you have overcome your self-knot.
However, there is one thing that even she herself does not see through.
What Yao Lianrong hates is not you, nor a certain type of person in her mouth, but her own fate. You are like a mirror, reflecting all the flaws she doesn't want to see, so that she can't turn a blind eye, just as darkness fears light. β
Tu Bailing really felt that he was feeling better, and asked, "Am I doing something wrong?"
"It depends on what you're referring to?
If it means fighting Yao Lianrong, there is nothing right or wrong about this, if someone wants to kill you, you can't stand obediently and let her kill, you don't want to be killed, or you don't want me and Huang Quan to be killed, then you can only kill her.
It is important to know that the path of cultivation is already bumpy, and it is normal to have some unbearable pasts, and if you go all the way until your father can no longer protect you, you will also experience a lot of suffering.
Another example is to change to a barbarian, you see that he is full of arrogance, no one in his eyes, and it seems that he has never encountered setbacks. But in fact, the more people who have low self-esteem in their hearts, the better they are at covering themselves with the mask of arrogance, if I say that he also has a painful past, what are you going to do, and do you have to sympathize with him?"
Tu Bailing became entangled, his heart was like a mess: "Who is wrong, if he is right, I am not wrong, is it the way of the world that is wrong?"
Luo Feng smiled: "There's nothing wrong with you thinking so, it's the world that's wrong, so we have to change it." But if you can, let's see it more clearly, we pay attention to the right thing and not the right person.
If the brute has a pitiful experience and we sympathize with his past, if he bullies and bullies the weak, we hate his behavior, and if he tries to get along with us in every possible way and wants to kill us, then we can only kill him with our backhand.
One thing is the same thing, if you have to put all kinds of feelings of sympathy, disgust, and murderous intent together, you naturally feel entangled, and if you separate them, there will be nothing.
As for whether he is good or bad, good or evil, this is not something we can evaluate, and it will be left to future generations to make a final conclusion. β
Tu Bailing thought for a while and said with a wry smile: "I can't learn this kind of unusually rational perspective. β
"If you can't learn it, don't learn it, for now, let's solve your knot first.
We might as well take a thorough look at this woman, Yao Lianrong, she feels that cultivation is painful, but in fact, she doesn't need to cultivate, can't she go back to the countryside to farm? Isn't it okay to find a seclusion in the mountains and forests where no one lives? Why does she feel miserable and still insist on cultivating?
Tracing back to the source, it can be seen that the root of her desperate cultivation lies in the expectations of her relatives. When her parents, siblings, relatives and friends saw that she had become the legendary 'immortal', they imposed their own desires on her, making her miserable.
Then why didn't she leave those people aside? If it was family affection, but there was no filial son in front of the bed for a long time, and the relatives demanded excessively, no matter how much blood was thicker than water, she would feel that it was enough to stop.
But if it's not family affection, then what is? If we think about it from the perspective of human selfishness, it is not difficult to draw conclusions-
Vanity! The vanity of being an 'immortal' made her unable to let go, she wanted to enjoy this vanity, but also wanted more vanity, and for this purpose, she sacrificed her dignity and beauty.
In the final analysis, the source of her pain lies in her vanity, and it is not an exaggeration to say that she is to blame for being cruel, knowing this, do you still have to sympathize with her?"
When she heard half of it, Tu Bailing was already extremely surprised, and in the end, the object who should have sympathized with her suddenly became the object that needed to be scolded, and the diametrically opposite impression change in the middle of the period shocked her beyond measure.
"Thisβthat's what is often said, that there must be something hateful about the wretched?"
Luo Feng smiled, waved his hand and said, "The truth is this, but my analysis also has sophistry. Maybe Yao Lianrong has other hardships, such as that she really regards her family as her life and is willing to sacrifice a qiΔ for this, or for example, she is eager for the Great Dao and wants to become stronger, but no matter what the reason, her actions are voluntary and the price she pays to satisfy her own desires.
In order to gain fame in the examination, scholars cantille their heads and cone stabbing stocks; martial arts students win championships on the battlefield, practicing Sanjiu in winter and Sanfu in summer. Isn't this process painful and arduous? And what is the difference between Yao Lianrong's behavior and it, except for the different ways?
If she thinks it's worth it, then go on, if she doesn't think it's worth it, then turn around and change the way, but it's ridiculous that she shouts that her concubine is so painful and wants to keep going.
The reason why she hates you is that she moans without illness, if she thinks she is not beautiful enough, then she tries to dress up and cover up her shortcomings, but she attributes the mistake to the mirror, thinking that the mirror reflects her shortcomings, so she wants to smash the mirror, which is inevitably covering her ears and stealing the bell. β
Tu Bailing asked curiously, "You don't sympathize with her at all?"
At this time, Tongtian Gushu couldn't help but interject.
Luo Feng couldn't help but be embarrassed after hearing this, and felt that the evaluation was very pertinent, so he copied it.
"It's too late for me to sympathize with myself, how can I have time to sympathize with others. Yao Lianrong has shortcomings and advantages, if you have to make a conclusion about her feelings, in a word, a slut is hypocrisy!"
After Luo Feng's nonsense, Tu Bailing was really much better, only to feel that the haze was greatly dispersed, and he gained a lot of knowledge.
And since she decided that Yao Lianrong was not worthy of sympathy, she couldn't help but apologize for her behavior: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have advocated letting her go because of sympathy." β
"It's okay, I didn't plan to kill her. It's more useful for her to live than to die, and I'll have to make a fuss about her after I turn back to the mountain gate. Luo Feng waved his hand, indicating that he didn't care.
At this time, I suddenly heard a crazy roar: "Luo Feng, I want to kill you!"
I saw that An Lianhai, who had been shelved by everyone for a long time, finally got rid of the entanglement of the lava trolls, and rushed to this side with the Ten Thousand Ghost Town Immortal Tower.
However, even if he is at his peak, with Luo Feng's current cultivation, he is not Wuxia Ameng, and he doesn't pay attention to it at all, let alone go crazy now.
"Look, An Lianhai's previous actions to provoke the lava troll can be said to have done us a great favor, and it stands to reason that we should thank him. But in fact, I still want to kill him, and there is no contradiction between the two. β
Luo Feng stretched out his hand and made a move, and the fire phoenix and the Yin God Thorn were issued at the same time.