XVII That night
The simplest and most complex, the most real and the most false, are feelings.
Yes, the affection between people.
Just like laughter and tears, crying is not necessarily sad, laughing is not necessarily sad.
Feelings can be disguised, but when a person is really emotional, disguise cannot be disguised.
Daoist Lu was laughing and crying, and Daoist Fang was crying and crying.
In the middle of the night, under the candlelight, half a bed of moonlight.
The two sat opposite each other on the couch, and the master and apprentice wept with the candle.
Fang Yin had already seen that his hair was gray, and there were a few more wrinkles on his face, making him even more old. And the tears flowed, clear and bright and wantonly meandered on the face, telling the sincere sadness and loneliness. Master, Master, he is Fang Yin's Master, Fang Yin's Master! He said, "As a teacher, I know that I am mediocre, and I feel ashamed of you. He smiled and said, "Fang Yin, this is Master's sincere words. β
Fang Yin only replied with one sentence, and the chief of the Su Dao cried.
Fang Yin said word by word: "Fang Yin has only one master in this life, and that is you." β
Lu Daochang burst into tears, but he smiled and shook his head: "Silly boy, don't say that, only your words, Master's death is worth it." So Fang Yin didn't say anything and began to cry. Lu Daochang smiled and said: "Master is useless, but he mistook you, Fang Yin, why don't you blame Master?" Fang Daoist cried: "No, no, it's Fang Yin who is not promising, no wonder you, Master-"
This voice of Master is sincere.
It's been more than five years, and I will call Master again, and I have never forgotten the past.
"Listen, I'm a useless person, I'm a common person everywhere, the master is cold, and the Taoist friends are laughing. It's right for you to do this, I'm not worthy to be your master. Once I remembered it, every word did not fall, but now, Lu Daochang still said like this: "Master has taught many apprentices, but none of them have come to the fore, Fang Yin, you asked Master to teach you that day, but it was wrong." β
It's wrong, it's wrong, it's Fang Yin's mistake.
Lu Daochang's greatest wish in life is to teach an outstanding disciple, so as to prove that a mediocre master can also teach an extraordinary apprentice. However, Fang Yin is not, Fang Yin is obviously not, Lu Daochang understands in his heart, and Fang Yin also understands in his heart. However, at that moment, in the midst of frustration and sorrow, a sentence suddenly came up from the bottom of my heart and went up my throat and blurted out: "That's right, it's you who want it!"
I can't say it, but I still don't have the confidence.
It's not that Daochang Lu is not worthy of being Fang Yin's master, but that Fang Yin is not worthy of being Daochang Lu's apprentice.
Thousands of glory, great fame, that's not Fang Yin.
If one day, Fang Yin can proudly and loudly tell everyone! Fang Yin's master is named Lu Changlian!
How nice!
It's a pity if, just if, at least not for now. Speaking out will only insult the master, as well as the reputation of Shangqing.
Fang Yin was crying, Fang Yin hated himself.
Lu Daochang had already seen him crying, but Lu Daochang was still very happy. The moonlight cast on the pale and emaciated cheeks, unable to hide the vigorous vitality, and the light and pale scars in the candlelight lined off the extraordinarily black hair. He was crying, whimpering and tearing as before, but the unwillingness and disobedience in the eyes of the stubborn lips were even more resentful, it was exactly the same!
ββFang Yin has only one master in this life, and that is you!
No words can describe Lu Daochang's mood at that moment, Lu Daochang just wanted to laugh and shout to the sky, it's worth it! In fact, what Lu Daochang wanted, Lu Daochang had already gotten it, that is, the apprentice was the best in the world no matter how capable and capable he was, and he didn't even look at you, so what! In fact, what Daoist Fang wanted to say, Lu Daochang knew in his heart that Lu Daochang had never been so happy in his life.
As a teacher, there is nothing else to ask for, but in the end it is just one sentence, Master!
With this sentence, Lu Daochang had an epiphany!
Enlightenment is the way, the way of the teacher, the ideal that Lu Daochang has been striving for, it turns out that it is in front of him.
-- Preaching and receiving karma to solve doubts, and God will give me my responsibility.
The disciples will travel far away and give Kewu.
Ke Wu his sword, just like Lu Dao Chang and his people.
The green steel is the body, the gray sheath is black, and the sharpness is sharp, and it is not surprising that it is not surprising.
The sword is from the Immortal Sword Pavilion, but it is the most inconspicuous one, strong, durable, and nothing more.
Fang Yin accepted it, and Fang Yin had to accept it.
Fang Yin gave Lu Daochang a piece of clothing in return, which was the mink fur.
The clothes are as new, but they are small, the skin color is purple and brown, and they are nondescript when worn on the body.
Tight, very intimate, like a small padded jacket.
Now Daoist Lu couldn't cry or laugh, and Daoist Fang finally laughed: "It's really decent and spiritual, where is an old guy?"
Lu Daochang didn't speak, lowered his head, and carefully fastened the last button.
Then he smiled: "It's so warm." β
The two looked at each other and smiled, and the former suspicion was released.
The past is vivid, the so-called hatred is only young and ignorant, and the so-called hatred is only a momentary irritation.
The moonlight is like water, the tenderness is surging, and love has filled this cottage.
During that night, the two men talked a lot.
This night, the two of them cried and laughed.
There was no master and apprentice this night, only apprentice and master this night.
This night exists in the memories of the master and apprentice, and they will never forget it for the rest of their lives.
This night was completely different from what Fang Yin imagined.
Just like in the dead of night, when Fang Yin was about to go out and quietly left, Lu Daochang said, "Go, they are still waiting for you." β
There were twelve people in the courtyard.
In the cold moonlight, twelve people stood quietly, I don't know how long.
Niu Dazhi, Hu Feifei, Zhao Ben, Yuan Shi. Gao Ming, Sun Zipu, Yang Heng, Qian Youchang. There are four more.
"My name is Lu Ping, Fang Yin, do you remember me?"
"My name is Jiang Wenyi. β
"My name is Guan Zhongji. β
"My name is Xie Liang. β
- My name is Fang Yin.
It was night, and the donkey tail shift all appeared.
They heard it, and they all had long ears, longer than Fang Yin's ears.
The reason why he came at night was because Fang Yin didn't want to disturb them, Fang Yin just wanted to go quietly.
But they are all people with hearts.
Someone is crying, someone is laughing, and you are saying take care - we will not forget you, we are waiting for you to come back, we will always be good brothers.
Fang Yin didn't expect it, he didn't expect it to be like this.
The past came like a tide, sentimentality filled his chest, and Fang Yin was speechless.
He just nodded hurriedly, turned around and walked away quickly.
This was different from what Fang Yin imagined, it was completely different, Fang Yin didn't want to see them.
I don't want them to see themselves, and the tears that burst out of their eyes again! Why don't you spill and get away? How can there be many fetters? Why don't you say a word? How can there be a lot of tears? This is not Fang Yin's temper, not Fang Yin's character, Fang Yin can't understand. Walking on the road, my heart is like numbness, I raise my head to the stars in the sky, this place is dense, and that place is scattered, like incomprehensible thoughts. There was only a bright moon, in the east, pulling out a long, long shadow-
Yes Fang Yin, soon, will be back!