Chapter 346: Beauty Tears
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After listening, Lin Zhongyu returned to his residence.
A man in bed, meditating cross-legged.
Usually he is easy to settle into. But today, his heart was inexplicably irritable, and he always remembered the words of those people in his ears, and he was actually impetuous.
Several times Zhenli was uncontrollable, and he almost went mad.
Lin Zhongyu looked at his meridians, desperately trying to calm himself down. But it's a pity that it backfired, and it didn't work out.
Finally, Lin Zhongyu opened his eyes, but saw that it was dark in the hut, and the sound of conversation outside had disappeared at some point.
I probably went back to sleep late at night.
In the darkness, there was silence.
Lin Zhongyu got out of bed inexplicably and walked to the door.
Squeak and push the door open.
Walk outside.
This is a yard that is only a dozen zhang in size.
An ancient tree, a few bamboos growing diagonally against the wall, and a gravel path leading to the outside.
Lin Zhongyu looked around, and Hua Manlou lived in the room on the other side. There was a faint snoring sound.
Lin Zhongyu was a little envious at this time.
At least he could think of nothing and fall asleep.
And I can't sleep if I want to.
The so-called method of cultivation is more precious than nature.
Just like when Lin Zhongyu was about to meditate and rest, if he was restless.
I simply stopped meditating and prepared to come out to breathe.
Walk out of the moon gate in the small courtyard.
But not far in front of me was the small lake, the water was calm, and there was no sound.
At this moment, even the most hard-working people have returned to their residences.
At this moment, Lin Zhongyu was the only one left here.
If it was during the day or other times, Lin Zhongyu would not be worth anything about this small lake.
But now, when everyone walks away.
Left, empty.
When Lin Zhongyu walked to the edge of the small lake, he inexplicably felt a sense of relaxation.
At this moment, he felt the lake. All of them here, even the real Youdu Mountain, are their own.
At this moment, he didn't want to think about anything, and he didn't want to think about it. I just want to quietly enjoy the peace and serenity of this moment.
Thereupon. Lin Zhongyu stood on a stone by the lake.
Just stood there and watched quietly.
I don't know how long it took for a gust of wind to blow.
The cool night breeze blew on the body, with a slight chill.
This did not make Lin Zhongyu feel uncomfortable.
He was used to the breeze passing through his body.
Even in this strange secluded mountain.
Crackle!
It seems that the dark night can't bear to let Lin Zhongyu stand here alone, adding a lot of monotony. So he sent the wind. The wind brought a light rain again.
The sound of crackling rain from a distance was like a pearl falling to the ground, and soybeans were sprinkled, one after another.
The light rain fell on the lake in front of them, breaking the calm of the water.
Ripples. rippling.
It's always a bit of a trance to look at in the dark.
Lin Zhongyu didn't hold up the body shield, and he even liked the slightly cool feeling of the rain falling on his body.
This feeling made him a little sober.
Standing in the rain, Lin Zhongyu suddenly remembered that many years ago, he had stood in front of a similar lake.
Only at that moment, there was no rain. It's one more person.
Unlike his own now, alone.
The past is like a shadow, constantly emerging.
Lin Zhongyu shook his head to prevent himself from thinking crankily, adding a lot of sadness.
He had already understood. It has also been determined for a long time. Reciprocating thoughts. It's just a matter of trouble.
But this is the truth he clearly knows, but his heart and mind do not listen to him.
That figure, those memories, a brain, like a flood that opened the floodgates, out of control.
At last. Lin Zhongyu can't manage it if he wants to.
Simply, no longer depressed. Just let yourself remember.
Memories are beautiful, at least they remind him of the good things he has experienced. Those who have been dreaming of the future.
The memories are painful, because once he wakes up from those old dreams, he will be greeted with a loss that he has no place to lose.
Then there will be no one to help him, for there will be no one else around him but the boundless darkness.
At this moment, someone suddenly broke the situation.
Lin Zhongyu suddenly felt a heat on his body.
Those raindrops were blocked by something.
When I turned around, I saw a beautiful woman holding a bamboo umbrella and looking at herself with a smile.
Her smile was so kind, her face was so beautiful and familiar.
"Lin" Xiao Ye'er hadn't spoken yet, and suddenly saw Lin Zhongyu's body suddenly leaning towards him. But he opened his arms and took her body in his arms.
Xiao Ye'er's face changed, and her body struggled a few times.
But it was relaxed for no reason, although I don't know the reason, although it was so sudden. But Xiao Ye'er's heart is so sweet.
Putting his chin on Lin Zhongyu's shoulder, he looked at the boundless dark sky in front of him, and the mountains in the distance of Youdu Mountain were low and floating in the darkness.
The rain was pouring down from the small lake.
Xiao Ye'er even felt in her heart that this late night, this rain was so beautiful, even Tiandu Mountain, which she didn't like very much, was a little cute.
"Senior sister, is it you? Is it really you?" Lin Zhongyu hugged Xiao Ye'er tightly.
It's like holding the beautiful dream of the past.
Xiao Ye'er's smiling face rested on Lin Zhongyu's shoulder. But it cooled down in an instant.
What is it that pierces the heart, so cruel?
And what slammed to the ground and turned into smashes.
For some reason, Xiao Ye'er's nose was sour and her eyes were astringent.
But her body was still stiff and didn't move.
Just let Lin Zhongyu hold it, hold it.
Xiao Ye'er originally felt the warmth from Lin Zhongyu's body, but it also turned cold, and even a little prickly.
But Xiao Ye'er didn't move, not at all.
Just like that, two lines of tears, gently slid down.
"Senior sister, is that you? I miss you so much. I think so much, I think so much. I'm really useless, I haven't found the elixir yet, and I can't save you yet. Sister, will you blame me? Yes, you will blame me. Lin Zhongyu said in a low voice.
The person in his arms was not found in the slightest. Not his sister Sophie.
It's someone else, and besides, Sophie has fallen into a state of dissociation, how did she get here?
Maybe. If you want to blame it, you can only blame it on this dark night, and you can only blame Xiao Ye'er for wearing a white dress tonight.
I can only blame Lin Zhongyu for remembering the past at such a night, and I can only blame this Youdu Mountain for being really like Qitiansu Mountain, and the small lake is too similar to Chidoria Lake.
Lin Zhongyu spoke. While holding Xiao Ye'er, he didn't know that every word and word he said deeply hurt the woman in his arms.
Xiao Ye'er's tears fell like a broken thread, wetting Lin Zhongyu's shoulders. It also broke her heart.
It rained all night and fell in panic.
In the middle of the night that was still infinitely beautiful in Xiao Ye'er's eyes just now, the small lake and the distant mountains all became a deep irony, and a dagger with a sharp handle stabbed her eyes and tore her heart.
So Xiao Ye'er closed her eyes. Let Lin Zhongyu hold it. Tears rolled down.
I don't know how long it took, Lin Zhongyu suddenly felt a chill in his back, it was Xiao Ye'er's tears that almost wet his entire back, and he realized it.
He found that he was holding a person in his arms, and in a panic, he pushed the person in his arms away. Take a closer look.
saw that Xiao Ye'er's eyes were closed, and he had become a tearful person.
Lin Zhongyu knew what he had just said and done. Because I miss the world too much, and such a late night. In such a similar situation, Xiao Ye'er was mistaken for a senior sister.
Holding Xiao Ye'er's shoulder, Lin Zhongyu's heart was so confused that he didn't know how to explain.
saw Xiao Ye'er open her eyes, gently pushed Lin Zhongyu's hands away, and then silently turned around and walked into the distance.
Took a few steps and snapped.
The bamboo umbrella in Xiao Ye'er's hand fell to the ground and did not pick it up.
The heavy rain fell on her slender body, and she looked so pitiful.
Lin Zhongyu's heart moved inexplicably, walked up and picked up the bamboo umbrella, took Xiao Ye'er's hand, and said, "Xiao is right." ”
He wanted to say sorry, but before the last word was finished, he saw Xiao Ye'er turn his head and gently break free of his hand, and said, "Needless to say, I know everything." ”
After saying that, Xiao Ye'er turned around again, but was pulled by Lin Zhongyu again.
Xiao Ye'er looked at Lin Zhongyu, her brows furrowed slightly, and there was a hint of pleading on her sad face.
saw Lin Zhongyu gently put the bamboo umbrella in Xiao Ye'er's hand, and then let go.
"Miss Xiao, I'm sorry. I"
Before Lin Zhongyu finished speaking, Xiao Ye'er had already disappeared into the darkness with an umbrella. No matter how much guilt he had, Xiao Ye'er couldn't hear it.
Lin Zhongyu's heart has never been so chaotic as it is now.
People are not grass and trees, who can be ruthless.
Xiao Ye'er's thoughts, how could he not know?
But Lin Zhongyu dare to have other thoughts now, Senior Sister and Zuo Yingsha seem to be suffering from bad luck because they have a close relationship with her.
Lin Zhongyu didn't dare to think about anything else, and he wasn't ready to think about it.
Including the previous Leng Xiangling, including Hong Rong. Of course, it also includes Xiao Ye'er.
Lin Zhongyu couldn't figure out what was good about herself, why did Xiao Ye'er take herself so seriously.
There is no particularly advanced cultivation, and there is no handsome appearance.
But what is this qiē for?
For a while, he couldn't think clearly, and he couldn't understand.
I only know what happened tonight, and I have to explain it to Xiao Ye'er no matter what.
Thinking of this, Lin Zhongyu followed in the direction where Xiao Ye'er left.
Lin Zhongyu thought that Xiao Ye'er must be going back with a bamboo umbrella.
Who knew that after passing through a long corridor, the direction Xiao Ye'er walked was actually a rugged mountain road.
Seeing Xiao Ye'er's figure flickering and disappearing into the mountains and forests.
Lin Zhongyu followed closely.
After walking for a short time, I saw a small temple appear in the mountainside.
Xiao Ye'er just entered the temple and didn't come out.
Lin Zhongyu walked to the small temple and saw that the temple was five wide, and the gate in the middle was dilapidated and undamaged, which was quite strict.
It seems that I don't know how many years it has stood and how many ups and downs it has experienced.
And in the depths of the temple facing the door, there is a Buddha statue with a height of about ten zhang.
Close your eyes and sit with a smile.
Xiao Ye'er put the bamboo umbrella at the door, knelt down in front of the Buddha statue, and folded her hands and said: "Immeasurable Buddha, can you teach your disciples, how to do it, how to detach yourself, how to forget that person." ”
Lin Zhongyu heard this. I was a little sad in my heart. seems to understand a little that the person in Xiao Ye'er's mouth may be herself.
But Xiao Ye'er raised her head. Looking at the tall Buddha statue, full of hope, or flashing with a hint of joy, he said: "I saw him again just now." The Buddha manifested himself. He actually hugged me. That's true. ”
When Xiao Ye'er said these words, the smile on her face was so real, and the smile between her eyebrows was so thick that she couldn't dissolve it.
Then her tone changed, "But you know what? Actually, I knew that this was the truth of the matter in itself. It's just that for some reason my heart is so bitter and painful.
My Buddha is compassionate, and only then can a disciple be transcended?" After speaking, Xiao Ye'er kowtowed to the Buddha statue.
After a dozen head knocks. Xiao Ye'er actually fell to the ground and cried.
The cry was like a broken ice bead falling to the ground.
Lin Zhongyu was standing on the side of the door not far from her. But I tried to walk in several times.
But in the end, Lin Zhongyu still didn't.
Because he didn't know what to say, he didn't know what to do? Xiao Ye'er's cry stabbed him into the heart with a sharp sword. Pain, clarity.
Lin Zhongyu has made up his mind not to hurt the people around him and not let them be sad again.
But that's how it happened.
Even the one who caused the harm was Lin Zhongyu himself.
Guilty. Pain. It was far less than the cry of the woman in the small temple. It's even more heartbreaking.
Lin Zhongyu grabbed it fiercely in his heart.
"Do you really believe in the Buddha?" Lin Zhongyu stepped in.
Xiao Ye'er's body hurriedly stood up, and wiped the tears on her face with both hands, as if she was afraid that Lin Zhongyu would see it.
But contrary to her wishes, the tears on her face, after wiping them, new tears fell again.
She had to wipe it off with her hands again. Smack! Lin Zhongyu grabbed her wrist.
Xiao Ye'er struggled a few times, and then let him catch it.
But at this time. Lin Zhongyu let go of her hand, and his broad palm touched her cheek.
Just like that. Gently wiped away her tears.
Xiao Ye'er was almost stunned at this moment, and even forgot to cry.
Her tear ducts also seemed to be stimulated and she forgot to produce new tears.
"I heard people say that beautiful tears are the most beautiful thing in the world, but the most unaffordable thing for men. Do you want me to be a sinner through the ages?" Lin Zhongyu said gently.
Xiao Ye'er's beautiful eyes widened slightly, looking at Lin Zhongyu.
But I don't know what the meaning of those words is, but there is a thought in my heart that I shouldn't cry anymore.
"How good is that?" Lin Zhongyu finally wiped away the tears on Xiao Ye'er's face.
Perhaps, Lin Zhongyu just wiped away Xiao Ye'er's tears and didn't speak. Maybe Lin Zhongyu shouldn't have come better at all.
Xiao Ye'er, who was originally raining heavily and sunny, just endured it when she heard Lin Zhongyu's sentence "How good is it like this?"
The next moment, Xiao Ye'er couldn't care about anything else, didn't want to think about anything, opened her arms and threw herself into Lin Zhongyu's arms, and cried loudly.
Crying so loudly, so clearly, so purely, like a child.
The tear glands, which had just received a hint of rest, gave full play to their effects, and Lin Zhongyu's chest seemed to be washed through by water.
Lin Zhongyu's two arms were open, and he let Xiao Ye'er lie on his chest and cry loudly.
Don't know where to put it?
In the end, Lin Zhongyu's hand somehow put on Xiao Ye'er's head.
Xiao Ye'er's body shook slightly, but she didn't dodge.
"I'm sorry!"
Suddenly, the rain outside became louder.
The sudden increase in the sound of rain washed away all the words that Lin Zhongyu said.
Xiao Ye'er didn't hear what she said.
Just like that, the two of them stood there in such a posture.
It was raining heavily.
In addition to the two people in the small temple, there is only the lonely Buddha statue, still closing its eyes and holding flowers, thousands of years of flow, and the mountain peaks are still like that.
For thousands of years, I don't know how many people and how much time have passed in front of it.
And how many are there like the two now?
Wait until the next morning.
Lin Zhongyu didn't know how he ended up returning to his residence, but in the end, he learned from Xiao Ye'er's mouth that Miaoqi, Ram Yefeng and others were separated.
Xiao Ye'er had no intention of participating in the big competition, but she knew that Lin Zhongyu would definitely come to Youdu, so she rushed here first.
Next, Xiao Ye'er, under the leadership of Lin Zhongyu, returned to her residence. Fortunately, there were other rooms for Xiao Ye'er to live in.
But he didn't notify Hua Manlou.
The next day, when Lin Zhongyu took Xiao Ye'er and Hua Manlou to meet, they saw Hua Manlou's plump and fat face, showing an unprecedented expression of excitement, and the two small eyes were wide and round, but the saliva did not flow out.
Xiao Ye'er knew that this person knew Lin Zhongyu, but she didn't blame her too much.
That Hua Manlou knew a lot, and he talked to Lin Zhongyu vigorously, but he also told Xiao Ye'er on the side.
But obviously Xiao Ye'er was not interested in his topic, and when Hua Manlou talked for a long time, Xiao Ye'er didn't even have a smile, and he knew that his young heart was full of scars.
But it's nothing, Hua Manlou seems to be used to being hurt.
Early in the morning, when everyone had washed up, they were immediately called for breakfast.
These cultivators don't eat one or two meals is not a big deal.
But Hua Manlou couldn't stand the hunger and urged the two to go.
The breakfast provided by Youdu Mountain is also different. Regardless of whether there is cultivation or not, they are willing to participate.
Although Lin Zhongyu is not rare, he can't bear the begging of Hua Manlou, and if he doesn't eat it, Xiao Ye'er also came all the way and needs to replenish his energy.
Along the way, I only knew. The meals provided by Youdu Mountain, whether it is breakfast or Chinese food, are called spiritual meals, which are made with countless precious herbs, which are quite beneficial to both cultivators and ordinary people.
At this time, Hua Manlou smiled and said, "Hehe, fortunately I said let's eat." Or you'll miss it!haha."
Looking at Hua Manlou's proud appearance, Lin Zhongyu nodded. But I saw a two-story gate in front of me, with a hundred feet on the left and right.
In front of that stood a sign in the center: "Cafeteria." ”......)
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