Chapter 20: I Don't Have Regrets
Zhang Xingfeng didn't wake up for a while, and Feng Yuyan, who was bathed in fiery red, had already appeared in front of him.
Feng Tie was quiet, he looked at his sister, he didn't even know if it would be good for his sister to say it, but he knew that he couldn't let his sister hide like this forever.
"She loves me? That lovely little girl is now in love with me...... She's in love with me!Really, she's really in love with me!" Zhang Xingfeng's heart suddenly trembled, he didn't know what was going on, as if he was trembling when he saw Rou for the first time, "Could it be that I'm in love with her too, no, no...... What I love is soft ...... It's soft! I love it!" Zhang Xingfeng kept saying to himself, and after a while, Zhang Xingfeng was clear-headed, his thoughts were firm, and he looked at Feng Yuyan with clear eyes.
Feng Yuyan's face was slightly red, and her big eyes were also dark, but her gaze was so firm! Love has to be said! This is the voice in Feng Yuyan's heart.
"Zhang Xingfeng, I'm in love with you and me!" Feng Yuyan said bluntly.
"Yu Yan, you know that I love Rou, why do you have to insist on it?" Zhang Xingfeng said calmly, with some bitterness in his voice.
I Yu Yan suddenly threw down the soft whip in her hand, and looked straight at Zhang Xingfeng, her eyes were firm: "I love you...... Is it wrong to love you? I forgot you when I saw you for the first time when I was a child...... But I didn't know that it was love, and after a few decades, I grew up, and I knew that I loved you, and I was almost twenty years old, and most of the girls at this time were already married...... But I've been waiting...... Waiting...... Do you know, why I didn't tell you, it's because you love Sister Rou, I don't have the courage to say it! It's not that I don't want to say it!" Feng Yuyan looked very excited.
Feng Yuyan took a sharp breath. calmed down and said, "Sister Rou is listed, she is dead." But she died, and I was in pain, but I was also happy...... I feel mean, I'm mean. I was so happy for Sister Rou's death...... I thought I had a chance, but I found that I saw you, but I still didn't have the courage! I also have the courage, I love you, I want to call you Brother Feng like Sister Rou! Brother Feng! I want to call you Brother Feng! I will call you like this for the rest of my life! Brother Feng!"
Zhang Xingfeng looked at the wind and Yuyan who was in excitement, all he had in his heart was bitterness, and he didn't know what to say. What to do......
"Brother Feng, do you know? That day outside the capital, I was looking for you...... I'm running, running...... Run, run...... But I can't find you...... I've been looking for you for a long, long time before I saw that you were on the dragon bowl, and I was excited, hoping that you would see me, you saw me, really, you saw me, but ...... But you're turning your eyes to someone else...... I thought you had forgotten me. Forget me, the little girl of the year, and now the vulgar innkeeper!"
Zhang Xingfeng looked at Feng Yuyan muttering to himself, he didn't know what was going on, he suddenly felt his heart hurt. It hurts!
"Don't say it!" Zhang Xingfeng stared at Feng Yuyan fiercely and said, "I haven't forgotten you, no, I will always remember that little girl back then, do you know...... I've always treated you like my sister...... I don't want others to bully you, I want you to be happy all the time...... I don't think you've been worried, you've been in pain! You know?"
Feng Yuyan's tears couldn't help but flow down, shaking her head unconsciously, and shaking her head constantly: "No...... No...... I don't want to be your sister...... I don't want to be your sister, Brother Feng...... You tell me...... You can take me as your wife, you tell me, tell me, you can take me as your wife!"
Feng Yuyan looked at Zhang Xingfeng longingly, what kind of gaze was that, with anticipation, like a drowning person looking at the last straw......
Zhang Xingfeng didn't know what to say, he wanted Feng Yuyan to be his sister, but he didn't dare to say anything when he looked at Feng Yuyan's eyes......
Feng Yuyan smiled...... Laughed: "Hahaha...... I know, I know, Brother Feng, I thank you, I know......" Feng Yuyan smiled like this, let her tears flow, and walked to her room......
"Smack!"
"I don't want to see you again...... My sister doesn't want to see you anymore...... Get out of here!"
Zhang Xingfeng felt a pain in his face, he clearly saw Feng Tiejun's slap, but he didn't want to shoot: "Maybe, I'll feel better this way!" Zhang Xingfeng smiled bitterly in his heart.
"Brother Feng, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry...... I'll leave right away, I won't appear in front of Yu Yan again, I won't make her miserable anymore, I'll disappear immediately......" Zhang Xingfeng said and suddenly disappeared into the inn.
At this time, Zhang Xingfeng had already appeared in the big city, just now he used his fastest speed to leave there in an instant, he didn't want to face Feng Yuyan's gaze, he didn't dare to face it!
Zhang Xingfeng kept smiling...... Smiling...... Walk, like a normal person, walk slowly...... Eat at the restaurant at noon, and go to the inn to sleep at night...... Just like that, to the east......
Seeing his smile, who knows the bitterness in his heart at this time!
It's been ten days!
Zhang Xingfeng's speed is really slow, and he hasn't arrived in the capital for ten days, just because he has been walking, walking by foot, walking slowly, and at the same speed as ordinary people.
It's been ten days, and the expression on Zhang Xingfeng's face has hardly changed, and it's still the same smiling face that makes people close.
Today I arrived in another city, Zhang Xingfeng walked in without any mood fluctuations, this is a big city, and there is not much gap between it and the capital......
Zhang Xingfeng looked at the sun that had risen to the middle of the house and knew that it was time to go into the restaurant to eat.
Zhang Feng walked directly to the nearest restaurant, but Zhang Xingfeng suddenly felt a strong resentment and regret on the side of the restaurant...... It's very thick, frighteningly thick.
Zhang Xingfeng looked carefully, it was a person...... People who drink alcohol...... There were dozens of wine jugs on the table, and Zhang Xingfeng knew that this was another sad person. It is to drink wine to dispel sorrows.
Zhang Xingfeng walked over slowly and walked to the side of this sad person, and Xiao Er on the side immediately walked over. Zhang Xingfeng looked at Xiao Er, and a silver ingot of ten taels was sent out: "Just order food, you don't need wine, I'll bring it myself!"
Zhang Xingfeng said, took out his wine jug, and began to drink.
The sad man at the table was unaware and continued to drink. The skin of the face is full of water, or the wine is tears...... No one knows!
"It's even more sorrowful to drink away your sorrows...... Hahaha...... "The sad man poured a bottle of wine into his mouth again......
Zhang Xingfeng suddenly saw the clothes on this man's body, and was shocked, isn't this the red robe that the champion is wearing?
Xiao Er on the side walked over and put the dishes on the table. may be because Zhang Xingfeng gave ten taels of silver at the beginning, and he had a good impression of Zhang Xingfeng, and when he saw Zhang Xingfeng looking at the drunkard's top-notch suit in amazement, he said:
"This son, don't you know, this person in front of you is the champion of the dynasty...... It's very famous in our Yingyang City!" Xiao Er was a little self-conscious.
Zhang Xingfeng listened carefully, and when Xiao Er saw Zhang Xingfeng listening carefully, he said happily: "This champion has studied hard for more than ten years, and finally achieved fame, but his wife is not blessed to see it...... You don't know. How good and beautiful this wife is, it's a pity...... It's a pity that I didn't see the return of Zhuang Yuanlang and died......"
"Haha...... What's the use of being famous...... What's the use! It's gone!" the drinking man suddenly shouted.
"Liu Chang, how did my sister treat you back then, you kid was just cold and indifferent to him, and even postponed the big wedding, only got engaged, and said that the nominee of the gold list is the flower candle in the cave room......! It's so hard for my sister to wait...... Death, people!" suddenly rushed in from outside, grabbed the man who was drinking, and shouted.
Liu Chang was in a trance, looked at the big man in front of him, and suddenly cried: "Big brother, big brother...... I'm sorry Yiyun, she has been with me for eight years, and I made her wait for eight years...... Eight years...... I've been studying with all my heart and wanting to be famous, but I've always been cold to her, but now I know that what I really need is her, it's her!" Liu Chang said, and cried on the shoulder of the big man.
Dahan looked at Liu Chang, who was crying on his shoulder, and also painfully, shook his head slightly helplessly, and carried Liu Chang on his back: "Xiao Er, the account is on me!" said and strode out.
"Cherish the eyes of Ken people...... Don't regret it later!" Liu Chang, who was on the back of the big man, suddenly shouted loudly, and poured the wine from the wine jug in his hand into his mouth.
Zhang Xingfeng froze, the voice of 'cherish the person in front of you' was like spring thunder, and Zhang Xingfeng's whole heart began to shake: "Cherish the person in front of you, cherish the person in front of you, Rou is dead...... Do I have to live in the past? It's okay for me to do this, but how can I hurt others because of this, how is Yu Yan doing now, will she be in pain? Will it be uncomfortable?"
"It's been ten days, ten days, ten days I've been thinking about her all the time, why...... Is it because I think she's my sister...... Is it because she is my sister? But do I really just regard her as a sister? What I like is faint love, love is a strong liking! I am deceiving myself, I am deceiving myself, I use my love to deceive myself, denying that I am also in love with Yu Yan!" Zhang Xingfeng had already remembered the flutter of his heart when he first knew that Yu Yan was in love with him!
It was the same tremor as seeing Rou, the same trembling! At that time, I deceived myself, I only loved Rou, and I kept hypnotizing myself, hypnotizing myself......
"I'll learn from you, Yu Yan...... I don't want to be out of reach in the future, I don't want to have regrets in the future, I don't want to deceive myself, I'm in love with you!" Zhang Xingfeng's gaze began to firm.
Zhang Xingfeng suddenly felt an inexplicable panic in his heart, just like the last time he felt the panic of the eldest brother wolf Feng in Tianshan, and even more intense this time.
"Yu Yan, wait for me, don't have an accident!" Zhang Xingfeng panicked, his figure accelerated suddenly, and suddenly disappeared into the restaurant.
The wind cut Zhang Xingfeng's clothes like a knife, the clothes were broken, Zhang Xingfeng didn't care, there was dust on his body, Zhang Xingfeng still didn't care, he knew that what he wanted to do most now was to run in front of Yu Yan and keep saying to her: "I love you!"
Zhang Xingfeng kept accelerating, kept speeding up his body, even if he reached the limit, Zhang Xingfeng was still accelerating, constantly accelerating, and Zhang Xingfeng's body began to protrude with green tendons.
Zhang Xingfeng didn't care, he only knew how to speed up......
The speed was too fast, it had already exceeded the speed of the average cultivator's sword, Zhang Xingfeng did not have a trace of surprise, and still tried his best to speed up his body.
Suddenly, a streak of blood flew brilliantly......
A trace of blood began to appear on Zhang Xingfeng's body, the pressure was too great, and his blood vessels were already unable to bear it......
Zhang Xingfeng didn't realize it, he was still accelerating, he only knew that he wanted to see Yu Yan, and the panic in his heart was even stronger at this time: "Yu Yan, don't have an accident!" Zhang Xingfeng began to accelerate frantically......
Blood blooms poignantly into a beautiful ......
Zhang Xingfeng's eyes suddenly lit up, and he stopped in an instant: "Brother Feng, Brother Feng, what about Yu Yan?" Zhang Xingfeng grabbed Feng Tiejun, who was riding a horse.
Feng Tiejun was caught by Zhang Xingfeng from the high-speed horse, and he couldn't help but scold, at this time, who knew that he was anxious, and when he saw that the bloody person in front of him was Zhang Xingfeng, he didn't care to ask why Zhang Xingfeng was covered in blood, and immediately said anxiously: "Zhang Xingfeng, my sister went to find you, leaving only a letter!"
Zhang Xingfeng, who was covered in blood, looked at the letter in Feng Tiejun's hand and took it tremblingly.
"Brother, I've gone to find Brother Feng, I know that I can't leave him for the rest of my life, I can't lose him...... I'm going to look for him, don't look for me!
Zhang Xingfeng suddenly felt a heart-wrenching pain.
"Cherish the people in front of you...... Don't regret it......" "Don't regret it", "Don't regret it", "Don't regret it", "Don't regret it", "Don't regret it......
Zhang Xingfeng has already begun to regret it......
Zhang Xingfeng couldn't care about the little bit of magic yuan power, at this time the magic yuan power was already less than one-tenth, but Zhang Xingfeng couldn't wait, and his spiritual sense began to spread wildly...... I no longer suppress the magic power wholeheartedly......
Spiritual consciousness began to spread...... Extreme West ...... Western Yongzhou County ...... Half of the Ming Dynasty...... The entire Ming Dynasty......
Zhang Xingfeng's face suddenly flushed.
"Poof" couldn't be suppressed any longer, and a mouthful of blood spat out violently. The scope of spiritual sense reconnaissance has far exceeded Zhang Xingfeng's limit.
But Zhang Xingfeng smiled, he already knew where Yu Yan was, Zhang Xingfeng suddenly had a murderous aura on his face, and he no longer cared about any magic power.
"Teleport!"
The power of chaos surged, and Zhang Xingfeng disappeared in front of Feng Tiejun's eyes in an instant.
"I don't have regrets!" Zhang Xingfeng's voice kept echoing throughout the space