Chapter 15: Thyself is Me
On the wine table, everyone pushed the glass and changed the lamp, which was very lively.
Emperor Baoding and Duan Zhengchun took turns discussing the matter of the free faction with Zhao Xuan, and talked about the strange things in the rivers and lakes. It's not that they haven't suspected that what Zhao Xuan said is false, but what Zhao Xuan said is clear-eyed, reasonable, restrained and well-founded, and there is no loophole. There is no room for them to doubt it.
Zhao Xuan was in a good mood at this time, and the wine was dry, and those who came did not refuse. Although the reading of ancient wine was low, he couldn't stand drinking too much, plus "everyone is drunk if the wine is not drunk", and after a while, he was already three or five points drunk.
In the midst of the bustle, Duan Yu saw that his mother's expression was still cold, neither drinking nor talking, but just adding some vegetarian dishes to eat every bite, so he poured a glass of wine, stood up with both hands, and said: "Mother, my son toasts you with a glass, congratulations on your reunion with your father, we have to enjoy the joy of family." ”
Dao Baifeng didn't appreciate it, twisted his face, and said, "I don't drink." ”
Hearing this, Duan Yu poured another cup, glanced at Mu Wanqing, and said, "Mu ...... The girl toasts you too. ”
When Mu Wanqing heard this, he immediately stood up with his wine glass in his hand.
Although Zhao Xuan was three or five points drunk at this time, he had already paid attention to them, and when he saw this, he raised his eyebrows, put down his wine glass, and looked at them for a long time.
Emperor Baoding and Duan Zhengchun glanced at each other, although they didn't know what they meant, but seeing that Duan Yu was so filial, they were relieved, and they both stopped talking.
Seeing that everyone didn't speak and looked at him, Dao Baifeng thought that it was inconvenient to be too cold to Mu Wanqing, so he snorted at Duan Zhengchun and smiled at Mu Wanqing: "Miss Mu, my child is naughty, my father can't control him, you have to help me take care of him in the future." ”
Mu Wanqing said unceremoniously: "If he is disobedient, I will beat him with a big ear." ”
Dao Baifeng sneered, squinted his eyes and looked at Duan Zhengchun, Duan Zhengchun couldn't cry or laugh, and said, "That's how it should be." ”
Mu Wanqing handed the wine glass in his hand to Dao Baifeng, and under the candlelight, he saw that the other party's hands were slender, crystal like jade, and there was a red mark on the back of his hand near his wrist, and he couldn't help but shake his whole body, and said in a trembling voice: "You...... Your name...... Can it be called a sword white phoenix?"
Dao Baifeng smiled: "My name is very strange, how do you know?"
Mu Wanqing's body shook again, and her voice trembled: "You...... You're the sword white phoenix, you're a swinging woman, you used to whip softly, aren't you?"
Dao Baifeng saw that her expression was very different, but she still did not doubt him, and said with a smile: "Yu'er treats you so well, even my maiden name has been told to you." Yes, half of your Lang Jun is a swinger, no wonder he is so wild. ”
Mu Wanqing's face changed, and she shouted: "The teacher's kindness is deep, and the teacher's life is difficult to disobey!" With a wave of his right hand, two poisonous arrows shot towards the chest of Dao Baifeng.
During the feast, everyone was smiling and harmonious, so they expected that Mu Wanqing would suddenly attack? Although Zhao Xuan already knew, how could he interfere arbitrarily? Seeing that the two poisonous arrows were about to hit Dao Baifeng's chest, and Dao Baifeng's martial arts were already different from Mu Wanqing's, at this time, he was caught off guard, and he was stunned on the spot for a while.
Duan Zhengchun sat on the opposite seat, "Ahh
Seeing that Dao Baifeng was about to die, Duan Yu over there reacted extremely quickly. He had seen Mu Wanqing shoot arrows to kill people several times during conversation, and he knew that the poison fed on her arrows was very powerful, and she sealed her throat with blood. As soon as she saw Mu Wanqing waving her sleeves, she knew that something was wrong. Duan Yu didn't know martial arts and couldn't shoot down the poisonous arrow, so he immediately used the 'Ling Bo Weishang' under his feet, pierced through the oblique stab, and blocked in front of the sword Bai Feng. I only heard two sounds, and the two poisoned arrows were in the middle of Duan Yu's chest. At the same time, Mu Wanqing's vest was numb, and she was knocked down by Duan Zhengchun's 'Yiyang Finger', lying on the table, unable to move anymore.
Duan Zhengchun reacted with extraordinary speed, flew out with his fingers, and connected the eight acupoints around Duan Yuzhong's arrow, making the poisonous blood temporarily unable to return to his heart. The backhand hooked out, and with a click, Mu Wanqing removed the joint of her right arm, so that she could no longer send poisonous arrows, and then slapped her acupoint open, and said sharply: "Take the antidote!"
Mu Wanqing's face turned pale, and she said in a trembling voice: "I...... I just need to kill Bai Feng, not Duan Lang. Holding back the severe pain in his right arm, his left hand hurriedly took out two bottles of Jiehua from his arms, and said: "The red one is taken internally, and the white one is applied externally, quickly, quickly! ”
The three of them were in a panic, when they suddenly heard the sound of "ping pong" behind them, and hurriedly turned their heads, but saw Zhao Xuan standing up with drunken eyes. The wine glass shattered to the ground, but Zhao Xuan was still unconscious, and laughed: "You don't have to panic, Duan Yu once ate the 'Manggu Zhu Clam' of the King of Ten Thousand Poisons, and he has already been invincible to all poisons, and the wood girl is highly poisonous on the arrow, but he can't help it!"
Emperor Baoding had also come to Duan Yu at this time, and when he heard this, he looked down, only to see that the blood flowing from Duan Yu's wound turned from black to purple in an instant, and from purple to red.
Dao Baifeng glanced at Zhao Xuan deeply, and was about to ask him how he knew so clearly, but saw Zhao Xuan suddenly stretched out his hand, grabbed the wine jug in front of the table, raised his head and took a sip, but he didn't look at them anymore, carrying the wine jug, and staggered towards the door.
Zhao Xuan said softly as he walked:
"If life is only as first seen, what is the autumn wind and sad fan.
Waiting for idle changes but old people's hearts, but old people's hearts are changeable.
Lishan said that it was half a night away, and the tears and rain did not complain.
How is Bo Xing Jinyilang, who wishes on the same day. ”
Immediately afterwards, there was a sigh: "Alas, there are lovers in the world who eventually become brothers and sisters......
Duan Zhengchun didn't know what he meant at first, and suddenly heard Dao Baifeng say to Mu Wanqing: "You go and talk to Shura Dao Qin Hongjin......
As soon as the six words "Shura Sword Qin Hongjin" entered his ears, Duan Zhengchun's head boomed, his face changed greatly, he pointed to Zhao Xuan's back, and said, "You...... You ......" Unfortunately, Zhao Xuan ignored it, and when he went out of the door, his figure disappeared in a flash.
Dao Baifeng still said to Mu Wanqing: "...... If you tell her that you want my life, even if you come openly to ask for it, won't such a trick make people laugh and crook their mouths?"
Mu Wanqing said with a blank face: "I don't know who Shura Dao Qin Hongjin is......"
Duan Zhengchun looked at the innocent Mu Wanqing, his expression changed for a while, and he thought of Zhao Xuan's song "If life is only as first seen", he was sad for a while.
......
Zhao Xuan in the room couldn't hear it anymore, but for him, there was actually no difference between listening and not listening.
Originally, Zhao Xuan was actually very fond of the drama of "lovers eventually become brothers and sisters". But he first swept away his depression and solved the psychological problems that had been suppressed since he was reborn, and then drank a lot of alcohol, and at this time he was in an unstable mood, but he found a thing that he didn't feel when he read a book, but noticed it when he was "immersive".
About the interpretation of "love"!
In the entire "Dragon Babu", none of the people who fell in love started and ended well. Especially in the newly revised version, Duan Yu and Wang Yuyan were not able to be together.
Mr. Jin Yong said that this was because he didn't like Wang Yuyan himself, so he turned her into a beauty-loving woman who followed Ding Chunqiu to practice the art of rejuvenation. But in Zhao Xuan's eyes, he seemed to see Jin Yong's distrust of love.
Or Mr. Jin Yong's argument that "all tragedies originate from love, and love is the original sin of a tragedy".
Qin Hongjin loves Duan Zhengchun, but indirectly harmed his daughter.
Duan Zhengchun loves Kang Min, but Kang Min strangled his only son.
Dao Baifeng loves Duan Zhengchun deeply, but because of love and hatred, he did adultery with others and bad morals. In the same way, Li Qiushui is the same for Wu Yazi.
Taking a deeper analysis, it is as if even if two people love each other, one of them may betray.
Although this is based on the inattentiveness of Duan Zhengchun and Wu Yazi. But what about Xiao Feng and Ah Zhu? The two love each other so much that they will never betray, but in the end, Xiao Feng still misses and kills Ah Zhu? Isn't this another saying that even if the two love each other, even if they don't betray, they can't start and finish well in the end?
The reason why Ah Zhu disguised herself as Duan Zhengchun to go to the appointment was that she didn't want her biological father to die in the hands of her lover, but it was because she knew that Dali Duan's had a six-vein divine sword, and she was afraid that Xiao Feng would kill Duan Zhengchun, and then be retaliated by Dali Duan's family, and wanted to exchange her life for Xiao Feng's stability.
...... How deep is this affection?
But in the end, Ah Zhu died, and his death was unknown and extremely wronged, leaving Xiao Feng alone, full of remorse.
Doesn't this mean that even if the two love deeply, they can't be together in the end because of some misunderstandings?
Especially for Xiao Feng, it is better to let him die than to beat his favorite person to death with his own hands!
And Ah Zi later, how much less affection Ah Zi has for Xiao Feng? In the end, he was willing to accompany Xiao Feng to die, which all proves that Ah Zi loves Xiao Feng deeply! But if it weren't for her, how could Xiao Feng suffer so much and suffer so many crimes? In the whole Tianlong, I am afraid that the most annoying person is none other than her.
Two people who love each other will betray, two people who love each other will not escape the destiny of heaven, two people who love each other will not start and end well, and two people who love each other will hurt each other......
Isn't this just the original sin of saying that love is all evil, and love is the original sin?
Maybe this is just the words of Jin Yong's family, or maybe this can be explained by "the novel is fiction". But now that fiction has become a reality, how can it be explained by a sentence that fiction is fiction?
As the saying goes, "no one is wronged, and all love is evil", this sentence is Mr. Chen Shixiang's comment on "Dragon Babu", but in reality, why is this not the case?
In the past, Zhao Xuan didn't understand this sentence deeply enough, and only felt that it was just an ordinary sentence with Buddhist principles. But now it seems that who in the world is not trapped by greed, hatred and infatuation?
Buddhism cloud life has eight sufferings: birth, old age, sickness, death, love and parting, resentment, unwantedness, and five yin blazing. But who in the mortal world can escape?
For a while, Zhao Xuan's thoughts were mixed, and some Buddhist scriptures and Taoist scriptures he had read in his previous life came to his heart, causing a thought called "seeking the Tao" to gradually solidify in his heart.
The moon was as cool as water, and he stood on the roof of the house where he had eaten before, looking at the moonlight in the sky. The evening breeze is blowing, the clothes are fluttering, and on him, there is a fluttering temperament, which is quietly born.
Outside the room below, Qin Hongjin, Gan Baobao, Ye Erniang, Yunzhong Crane, South China Sea Crocodile God and others have arrived one after another.
The South China Sea Crocodile God was holding Duan Yu in his hand, and he obviously didn't know when he caught him.
Over there, Mu Wanqing learned that Duan Yu was actually her own brother, and there was even a "master" to testify, so she had to believe it, she couldn't accept it for a while, how could she still be in the mood to care about Duan Yu's life or death?
Zhao Xuan witnessed it in the room, and knew that Mu Wanqing would be caught by Duan Yanqing this time, but he was still unmoved.
At the last moment, he was still complacent about his "omniscience", but at this moment, he suddenly felt that sometimes ignorance is also a blessing.
I know the end of everyone, so what should I do in the future? Do I conform to the destiny of heaven? Or change the plot to help someone "change their life against the sky"?
Originally, Zhao Xuan hadn't thought about this problem, he had always thought that this was a fictional world, although there was a strong sense of substitution, it was difficult to treat this place as real. But after the battle, he actually had a "sense of belonging" here, and it was this sense of belonging that put him in a dilemma.
If you choose to "conform to the destiny of heaven", do nothing, and let events develop, it means that you have to watch a tragedy happen.
But if you want to choose "change your life against the sky", you can do whatever you want. Not to mention that after the plot changes, his identity as a "prophet" will never return, even the consequences of "going against the sky" are not something he can bear!
The devil knows if the Heavenly Dao of this world will do something to him!
Wu Wei, or Leisure, these two arguments, which originally coexisted in Taoism, were polarized at this time, leaving Zhao Xuan at no idea where to go.
Is it to cater to Lao Tzu's advocacy of "quiet and inaction, the Tao is natural", or is it Zhuangzi's advocacy of "attaining self-forgetfulness and being at ease"?
Suddenly, another school of Taoism, the Yang Zhu school, had such theories as "noble oneself," "for me," and "rebirth of light things" surged into his heart.
"Mencius Teng Wengong" chapter cloud: "The words of Yang Zhu and Mo Zhai are all over the world, and the words of the world are not attributed to Yang, that is, to Mo." ”
Yang Zi takes "for me", plucks a hair and benefits the world, not for it; Mozi also loves, puts his heel on the top, and benefits the world for it.
In fact, Yang Zhu's "plucking a hair and benefiting the world is not for nothing" is not simply selfish, but has its own era.
In the late Spring and Autumn Period and the early and middle Warring States periods, "Confucius advocated" that "the whole world was advocated"; while the princes quarreled, invaded each other, and suffered for the sake of profit, and the king's life led to the light death of his subjects. Yang Zhu cynically advocated the saying of "noble self": "The ancients did not benefit the world at the slightest loss, and they did not take it. No one loses a single bit, everyone is not good for the world, and the world is governed. Among them, it starts from "honoring oneself" and "being born again". The so-called "on life and death, light on wealth", and rebirth is light on profit. Only when everyone governs the country and values themselves and does not infringe on each other, everyone respects and loves himself and does not "take life and death lightly"; and is indifferent to fame and fortune, and "does not get along with the world" and "does not take the world," can everyone be in peace with each other and bring the world to justice.
Confucianism says that "if you are poor, you will be good to yourself, and if you are good, you will help the world", and Yang Zhu's "noble self" is a higher level.
As long as everyone is "good to themselves", self-esteem and self-love, who needs anyone to "help the world"?
Zhao Xuan suddenly thought of the words in the "Tao Te Ching": "The great road is wasted, there is benevolence and righteousness, wisdom comes out, there is great hypocrisy, there is discord between the six relatives, there is filial piety, the country is chaotic, there are loyal ministers." Isn't it the indirectness that proves this?
Only when morality is abolished can there be a need to promote benevolence and righteousness; when the phenomenon of wisdom and ingenuity appears, can hypocrisy prevail for a while; when there is a dispute in the family, can filial piety and kindness be displayed; and when the country is in chaos, can loyal ministers be seen.
Therefore, what the society lacks will be promoted, and what the society lacks can be highlighted.
In today's society, the emphasis on law and the promotion of benevolence and righteousness have actually proved that this society is morally degraded and lacks humanity.
That's why there is a saying that "the saint abandons wisdom, the people benefit a hundredfold, the benevolence abandons righteousness, the people restore filial piety, and the ingenuity abandons profit, and there are no thieves".
Only if we do not advertise any "saints" and "help the world", people will not compare. In terms of filial piety, the crow feeds back, and there is no need to show filial piety, but to give back to his own duty. However, if the maintenance for the purpose of focusing on filial piety makes people compare and become a trend, eventually some people will not be able to meet the so-called filial piety, so they will give up maintenance. This is the distinction between filial piety and unfilial piety.
Precisely:
If the saint dies, the thief cannot afford it, and the world is peaceful for no reason.
If the saint does not die, the thief will not stop!