I ran outside for a day today, and it looked like half past seven in the evening before I came home.

And at this time, I had not yet eaten and washed.

But I'm tired.

I felt that I couldn't write about this state at all, and I was anxious and sad in my heart, but there was nothing I could do.

I'm the type of person who doesn't easily force a manuscript, and even if I force it to write, what I write will definitely taste bad.

If it's business writing, in order to make money, for full attendance or something, I still have a reason to push myself, but in this state, although there are many reasons, I personally think that the reason why I have been able to keep writing is because I love it.

In that case, why should I force myself to write a script that has changed its flavor when I am not in a state?

So I decided to save what I lacked today for tomorrow.

Here's one.

Let's talk about another thing.

That is, I recently found that several friends who used to write books together finally gave up writing because they were busy with work, or had to go on a business trip, or had a child, or went out early and returned late, etc., and so on, in other words, they stopped writing in the middle of writing.

I threw it away and didn't continue to write it down.

When I saw them like this, I was genuinely terrified when I compared myself to the precariousness of the future.

I'm not willing to do that!

I love this book, I love it, I don't want it to end up in a fruitless end, I really want to finish it.

I kept thinking to myself, no matter what, I must finish this book!

So I weighed the status quo a little bit and I was like, um, how do you put it, uh......

I want to have a fixed day off every week.

Well, for the time being, it's scheduled for Tuesday.

Actually, it's really not good for a guy like me to ask for a day off a week, but looking back, I really can't do it!

I have now written 1.28 million words, and the number on the cover of this book, I believe everyone has seen it, can be described as 'miserable'.

But even so, from November 1, 2012 to November 4, 2013, I have been supporting myself for a whole year.

It's time to run out of water and get tired.

Sometimes, I really feel bitter and tired.

Although I sometimes complain to my friends angrily, I never really want to give up.

In fact, I also know that many authors, under this kind of achievement and in this state, most of them choose to abandon the text, but because I really love it, I don't want to abandon it, I feel that it is as important to me as my own child, so I would rather take a back seat and choose to continue writing 'not for speed, but for stability'.

So, I wanted to try to tweak it that way.

In fact, if you are going to school or work now, if the school/unit does not have a holiday, and you are called going to class/work all the time, you will feel very painful and want to rest, right?

That's why it's now going to be a two-day day off a week!

...... Alas, of course, it's not a matter of a day or two that people who write novels have been deprived of human rights.

However, an author like me, who has neither put it on the shelves nor picked up a penny, but is purely a writer who loves it and has been writing it tirelessly, it really can't bind me with these terms and conditions of 'how many words to write in a day'.

Anyway, it's like this......

PS: Although I decided to take a day off every Tuesday, but, because I didn't have time to update today, I will still make up for the chapter I owe today tomorrow night.

In the future, I will definitely try my best to avoid defaulting on the manuscript.

I'm really sorry for you today!

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