Chapter 190: Home and Road No hesitation

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In this life, you always have to face many choices, some choices are painful, but as long as you live, you must face them.

Shisheng has forgotten the specific scene when he first saw Xiaobai, but he only remembers that Xiaobai was dressed in tatters at that time, and her eyes flashed with firm tenderness, she was too kind, and even incompatible with this world, for the sake of her hometown to avoid the lives of the villagers in Qin Village, even if she was criticized, she still put all the qiē on her shoulders. And no regrets.

Even if you cry, you have to shed tears in your heart, time flies, the thin little girl has grown up, but time has not taken away her original intention, although she is not good at expressing, but she has always been like this, silently, silently behind the world, with a little bit of love and action to support him, so that he can still stand up in the most difficult and helpless time.

As long as the home is still there, there is no darkness in this world, Shisheng is a person who urgently needs a sense of belonging, for Shisheng, the Xiaobai behind him is the initial and final 'home'.

It was his last safe haven.

And compared to Xiaobai, the paper kite is more like a road.

Shisheng still remembers her heroic appearance when they first met, no matter who it is, there will always be someone in this world who can understand you, for Shisheng, that person is Li Paper Kite, although she is spicy and slightly impulsive, but when she is with her, Shisheng will feel no burden, because she understands herself and understands herself.

It is indeed a little strange to say, at the beginning, the paper kite longed for freedom, and it was the world that paved the way for him to open the way to the open world, and many years later. The world is slowly appearing, and it turns out that his own road is also paved with paper kites.

That dark night four years ago. It was a nightmare for the rest of his life, and while he knew his background that night, he also lost the 'home' he had always had.

He was forced to choose to flee, escape from Doumiguan, and become an ownerless wandering spirit, and just when he was most confused and panicked, it was the paper kite that illuminated the way home for him.

People always need home. Because a person's life is either at home or on the way home.

Home and road. The most important thing in the hearts of the world. It doesn't matter which one is lost. In the days to come, I will be lost to the ends of the world of pain. At this moment, the faces of Xiaobai and Paper Kite kept flashing in his mind, from the beginning to the present, their faces have changed from young to mature. It turns out that so much time has passed in the blink of an eye. This is the first time in the world that he has deeply and seriously thought about his own and two people, and the more he thinks about it, the more painful his heart becomes.

He suddenly realized how much of a bastard he used to be, and in the past years, subtle scenes reappeared in his mind, and he owed too much to the two of them.

Why do people always cherish it when they are 'about to lose' or 'lost'?

That moment. What the power of the apocalypse, what the magic weapon of the troubled times has become a waste. Because those things couldn't help him, the world was powerless for a while, and he was like standing in front of a fork in the road at that time, no matter which one he chose, the future that led him would be painful.

Can't ask for it, can't let it go, can't get it, can't forget it, gains and losses, is the true meaning of life, but also the source of pain.

Shisheng thought he was very strong, but at that moment, he cried, and the tears couldn't hold back at all, and he didn't even think about it, and he grabbed the frame.

This is the worst possible outcome and the worst option, especially for a very protective person like him.

And Fan Xiaoxiao couldn't stop the tears on his face when he saw Shisheng staying there expressionlessly, so he smiled and said: "'Ghost' actually cries? haha, this is really unexpected, but little brother, you can't solve the problem by crying, now I see that you have thought enough, and I should be able to tell which one I like more, sue me, who do you choose to live?"

"Nope. Shisheng sat on the ground decadently, weak, but his tone had become much calmer, and he said softly: "I don't want them to die, and I don't want to choose." ”

"Joke!!" I saw Fan Xiao Xiao Xing's eyes glaring fiercely: "Do you think you have this right?" Quickly choose which one you prefer, otherwise, they will both die!!"

"I said I can't choose!!" I saw Shisheng suddenly jump up, and then clenched his fists and shouted fiercely: "They are both my favorite people!Both of them are my most important people!!No matter which of them dies, I can't live anymore!!Do you understand?!Understand!?"

At this moment, Shisheng was finally able to bravely shout out his thoughts, although he also knew that it was too late to say it now, but he could not disobey his heart, and his roar echoed among the mountains, and the sound was endless.

And seeing Shisheng like this, Fan Xiaoxiao was also stunned, she may not have seen such a person, but because of this, her expression began to become more and more hideous, obviously she hated Shisheng's reaction, so she said fiercely to Shisheng: "Fart! It's all bullshit! Why can't you live no matter who dies?" Okay, don't you have backbone? Then I'll give you another choice, you don't have to die, as long as you destroy the qi veins in your body, and then abolish your own hands, and then pick out one of your eyeballs for me, if you can do it, I'll let them out, how about it, Wushan Three Ghosts?"

Fan Xiaoxiao, who has been hurt by men, thinks that there are no unselfish men in the world, and in the face of beautiful women, although those men are always outspoken, but when it really involves their own interests, they immediately change their appearance.

In the face of life and death, what was once thought to be immortal often becomes an instant, and what was once thought to be beautiful often becomes extremely ugly, this is love, this is human nature.

And the reason why Fan Xiaoxiao didn't let the world die is probably because he wants to make the world more afraid, after all, in this troubled world, only strength is a qiē, indeed, if there is no power, the world will be reduced to an ordinary person, or even an ordinary person.

Didn't he get to where he is today by relying on his own hands?

Fan Xiaoxiao has a deep insight into human nature, and she understands it. The saddest thing in this world is not that it cannot be gained, but that it has been 'lost' in this life. Especially the one that once made you brilliant. Once you had fame, prestige, possessions, love, etc. People are selfish, and while chasing the future, they also want to hold on to what they have.

Especially for people like him. Turning him into a waste is really worse than killing him.

And, most importantly, the point. At this time, there are unfulfilled wishes, which is why they have worked so hard to find the Three Jewels of the Troubled Times, and they want to end this troubled times, and they want to complete them. All need strength.

After listening to Fan Xiaoxiao's words. Shisheng was stunned, his eyes flickered, and this is exactly what Fan Xiaoxiao wanted, she just wanted to make Shisheng heal of despair, and then exposed her nature of not seeing the light, everyone is selfish and high-sounding, if you can see this hard bone and say the words of the person who can't see it. It will be the most relieving thing.

Fan Xiaoxiao smiled, only to see her face full of spring breeze and said proudly: "How is it? Are you afraid? It's really not worth it to ruin your future and dreams for two women, right? You are so .................. in your heart now?!"

Kara!!

The world did not speak. Just lowered his head and slashed at his left arm with his right palm without hesitation! With a click, the bone of his left arm was broken into two knots, and the arm instantly showed a strange arc.

This is the answer given to her by the world.

Fan Xiaoxiao froze there in the middle of speaking, a drop of cold sweat oozed from her forehead, she couldn't believe it, compared to before, Shisheng didn't hesitate at all this time, so that she swallowed all the words that were ready to be used to count and mock him into her stomach, and finally, only one word was left and blurted out: "You .................."

"How good should you have said that?" Shisheng raised his head and smiled, because the sharp pain of the broken arm made his face pale, but at that time, his expression was much relieved, but Fan Xiaoxiao was really stunned, at that moment, she felt that her position and that of Shisheng were quietly swapped, and herself, who had always had the upper hand, became passive at this moment.

No, aren't all people supposed to be selfish? How can he be like this? How can he be like this? Thinking of this, Fan Xiaoxiao hurriedly scolded: "Are you crazy? Do you know what the consequences of doing this are? Your status, your reputation, and all your dreams will be scrapped! Your future is destined to live like a wasted person, like a piece of garbage!"

"Maybe you're right. Shisheng gritted his teeth and smiled, his eyes were extremely firm, Fan Xiaoxiao was right, but he did not hesitate, I saw him say calmly: "I have not lost anything, although I will become a waste, but I still have them, now I understand, they are my dreams." ”

In the beginning, the world lived just to fill his stomach, and later, he grew up slowly, and in the process of growing up, he gained a lot and lost a lot, his original intention began to change, he wanted to protect, protect everything, after the death of Master Xingdian, the world could no longer accept the departure of anyone, especially these two people who were the most important to him.

yes, he didn't lose anything, did he? It would be a great deal to trade his future for what was important to him.

"How can your dream be so cheap?" I saw that Fan Xiaoxiao yelled at the world: "Is it just for the so-called 'love'? Fart, any love, is all fake and illusory! Only interests are real, don't you understand? You are a madman! Is this really worth it?"

Shisheng shook his head and smiled, and then sighed lightly: "I don't know any truth, but I think cheap dreams are also dreams, and illusory love is also love." It may not be worth it to you, but to me, I think it's blasphemy to measure them by these tangible things. ”

Everyone has the most important thing in their hearts, your love and dreams can be worthless, or they can be worth a thousand gold, in fact, these are all right, because love is something without specific weight.

The weight of love, the value of dreams, only varies from person to person.

Fan Xiaoxiao suddenly found that she was speechless, she suddenly recalled her past, how could she not be like the world, thinking that love is everything? But then he appeared, it turned out that all love was an illusion, his husband did not like her, and being with her was just coveting her family and status, after Fan Xiaoxiao knew this, she now that she had been living in an illusory lie, so in a fit of anger, she killed her husband, and since then she began to spit on all love things in her heart.

Those are all fake.

She thought that everyone was the same, but Shisheng once again subverted her perception of Yiqiē. It turns out that there really are such fools in the world, who can give up everything for those empty things.

And just when she was panicking, she saw Shisheng stretch out his right hand and point it on her eyelid. At the same time, he said to her: "One is enough, as long as you release them, why don't I give you another one?"

His voice was soft, but unusually firm.

And when Fan Xiaoxiao saw him like this, her expression shrank like a defeated rooster in an instant, and she glared at Shisheng fiercely. After staring at each other for a while, they let out a long sigh, and then said with a wry smile: "Okay, okay." You guys won. ”

As she spoke, she saw her right palm open, and there were two stones in her palm, and Fan Xiaoxiao shot the two stones backwards with her backhand. Pebbles shoot into the grass behind them. Snapped twice, and then the two Qianying stood up and flew towards it, Shisheng was stunned in his heart at the time, only to feel a burst of softness into his arms, and then looked at it, the eyes were like a dream, this hugged him and cried. Who would it be if it wasn't Paper Kite and Xiaobai?

Xiaobai and the paper kite cried like a tearful person in Shisheng's arms, and this sudden change made Shisheng really unable to slow down. So much so that he forgot the sharp pain in his left arm for a while, and saw him say to Xiaobai and the paper kite who were crying bitterly: "You............ You guys?"

"Lucky boy, you're in luck. Before Xiaobai and the paper kite could speak, Fan Xiaoxiao scolded with a calm face: "It's also my bad luck to meet a madman like you." ”

The paper kite looked up at Shisheng with tears in her eyes, her eyes were full of love, and she choked up and said, "Why are you so stupid?

It turned out that when Fan Xiaoxiao was 'playing games' with Shisheng, he also made a bet with Xiaobai and Paper Kite at the same time.

This qiē has to start from last night.

Anyway, last night, Fan Xiaoxiao and the paper kite out of the inn duel, the two women's skills are very high, has been fighting for nearly an hour, and finally the paper kite with a fast sword slightly better, and finally Fan Xiaoxiao was picked up by the paper kite to fly the blade, but there was no look of defeat, but laughed again, and the paper kite asked her what she laughed at, only to see Fan Xiaoxiao said to her: "Your skills are indeed very high, but what's the use of this? I laugh at you two Nizi is really stupid, with such a piece of wood and feel at ease." ”

"What do we have to do with you?" exclaimed the paper kite, "We like it, can't we?"

"Okay, okay, of course. Fan Xiaoxiao smiled, and then said playfully: "But I don't know if he likes you or not?"

"What does this have to do with you?" Paper Kite frowned and shouted, but although she said that, Fan Xiaoxiao's words did hit her sore spot, what was the wood thinking in her heart, she really didn't know, this state of imminent separation between them had been maintained for many years, Paper Kite originally thought that this was already very good, but it turned out that she was really weak at this time.

And at this moment, Xiaobai on the side spoke, only to see her clenching her little fist and saying: "Sister Paper Kite, don't listen to her nonsense, Brother Shisheng is in his heart, one, there must be ours." ”

"Even if I'm talking nonsense. At that time, Fan Xiaoxiao smiled and said: "But have you ever thought about who he likes more in his heart? How high is your status in his heart? Sister, don't look at your martial arts, but we are all women, I know men too well, don't tell me You don't want to know this answer." ”

Fan Xiaoxiao's strength is more mental than martial arts. And although the paper kite didn't want to admit it, she really wanted to know what was going on in Shisheng's heart?

What woman in the world doesn't want to know her place in the heart of her beloved?

So at that moment, she hesitated, and Fan Xiaoxiao saw that the time was ripe, so he said to her: "It seems that I am right, I admit that martial arts are not comparable to you, but do you dare to bet with me again?"

"Bet on what?" said Paper Kite subconsciously.

"Didn't you think that kid liked you? Fan Xiaoxiao sneered.

What she wanted to bet on was whether Shisheng would really sacrifice one of them to save the other.

To say that Fan Xiaoxiao originally just wanted to change his tricks to take revenge on the world, so he came up with this conspiracy, because there is no answer to this question, no matter how you choose, it is wrong, and this is exactly what Fan Xiaoxiao wants, sure enough, after listening to her words, the paper kite was in a state of confusion: "How can this be done?"

"I think you don't dare, you don't have confidence!" Fan Xiaoxiao laughed dryly, she was waiting for this time. Just when the paper kite was confused, Fan Xiaoxiao suddenly made a move and pointed at the numb hole on the paper kite's body. After subduing the paper kite, Fan Xiaoxiao pinched the paper kite's neck and said to Xiaobai: "If you don't want her to die, then don't let out your strange bird, understand?"

It is said that in these days, Fan Xiaoxiao has actually been secretly observing them all the time. She was a person from the past, so she naturally saw the doorways of several people.

That's why she came up with this sinister plan. Shisheng once humiliated her, she wanted to make Shisheng worse than death, and Fan Xiaoxiao's interest was to trample on other people's feelings.

In the past few days, she has seen several people who seem to have an ambiguity. Dengshi's heart was angry. You must know that she hates men, so only by doing this can she feel refreshed.

He had thought that Shisheng would be forced to compromise under the pressure of Rushan just like everyone else, and in that case it would prove that this kid was also one of the corrupt people in Jinyuqi, and then she would really kill one of them as he wished. But she really didn't expect that this kid actually withstood the pressure, and did not hesitate to sacrifice himself in the subsequent choice.

We also said before that the reason why Fan Xiaoxiao hates men. It is precisely because he thinks that the world is hypocritical and untrustworthy, despite their superficial brilliance. But behind her back, it was filthy and tight, but this time, the world shocked her, it turned out that there was still such a love in this world.

It turns out that people are really different.

When he saw that Shisheng chose to sacrifice for the sake of the two of them without hesitation, Fan Xiaoxiao's heart felt sour, they were indeed in love, and this 'cheap' dream like a madman was called love.

If I met this kind of person back then, how good would it be?

At that moment, Fan Xiaoxiao really felt that she was defeated, she was a mess, she was not a bad person, there were no bad people in this Jianghu, there were just all kinds of demons and all kinds of interests.

Therefore, Fan Xiaoxiao had no intention of gambling again, so he used flying stones to unlock the acupoints of the two, and at that time, Xiaobai and Paper Kite were lying in the grass, and they listened to the words of Shisheng word for word, and after Shisheng shouted the words that echoed in the valley, the two women had already cried and had their faces cried.

They really didn't choose the wrong person, this hardwood, they really like them so much.

In this life, it is indeed a blessing to meet such a partner.

Therefore, after regaining their freedom, the two threw themselves into Shisheng's arms and cried bitterly, and after understanding this qiē, Shisheng was relieved and couldn't help but be very emotional, and at this moment, I saw that Fan Xiaoxiao sighed at them: "Okay, you kill me, I lost, I lost to a madman like you, but I also accepted my fate." ”

Shisheng looked at this fierce woman, I don't know why he couldn't hate it at this time, yes, it was because of this person that he understood the importance of paper kite and Xiaobai to himself, it was she who woke herself up, so why should she hate?

As long as they do not leave, the home and the road are there, and there will be no darkness in the hearts of the world.

Thinking of this, Shisheng said to Fan Xiaoxiao: "I won't kill you, you can go." If possible, don't kill people like this in the future. ”

While speaking, Shisheng subconsciously reached out and hugged the two, and Fan Xiaoxiao was stunned for a moment, seeing them like this, he also understood what he meant, so he frowned and gritted his teeth and said: "Crazy! Don't think that I will thank you if you let me go, sue you, there are many negative people in the world besides you madman, I still have to kill them all!"

Speaking of this, Fan Xiaoxiao turned his head and left, and as soon as he took two steps, Xiaobai suddenly stood up, plucked up the courage to shout at Fan Xiaoxiao's back: "Sister Fan, I know that you are not bad, if you wanted to kill us, we would have killed us a long time ago!"

She was right, if Fan Xiaoxiao wanted to, the two would definitely not live this morning, but she really didn't, not even humiliated and scolded, this may also be related to her heart, the more disappointed people in love, in fact, the more they hope to see the miracle of love in their hearts.

After all, people live and always look forward to miracles.

In this way, Fan Xiaoxiao is also a very tangled woman.

I saw that Fan Xiaoxiao, who was about to go away, snorted at the same time, and said: "Do I want you to take care of me or not?" Wushan three ghosts, I advise you to be better to them in the future, if you become a negative man in the future, then don't blame me for continuing to deal with you, you won't be so lucky at that time." ”

Shisheng smiled bitterly, now he really didn't dare to underestimate this Fan Xiaoxiao, after all, she was the first person to make herself so desperate, so he nodded in response, but Fan Xiaoxiao didn't see it, she strode forward, and after a while, she dived into the mountains and forests, and disappeared from the field of vision of the three of them.

Since then, the world has never seen this woman again, but there are still rumors in the rivers and lakes that this ruthless woman is still walking around in the rivers and lakes, and later when she is old, she adopted a girl to return to the mountains and forests, which can be regarded as a complete life.

Shisheng really hated her, and at the same time finally understood Li Hanshan's words before going out, it turned out that the kid had already known that it would be like this, so he let him choose for himself.

And it was this opportunity that Shisheng finally said what he didn't dare to say before, between the three of them, the layer of window paper was pierced, and several people looked at each other, their eyes full of tenderness.

Only when you lose does you know how precious you are, and now you finally understand.

"Does it hurt?" Xiao Bai asked him with tears in his eyes while helping Shisheng connect the broken bones, and the paper kite also said angrily beside him: "You are so stupid, you don't care about anything when you come up, have you ever thought about our feelings?"

Having said that, the love in the words was undisguised, and Shisheng smiled at them and sighed: "It's okay, it's okay, as long as you're okay, it's ......... It's really okay. ”

Looking at the two people in front of him, Shi Sheng was still a little scared in his heart, because he remembered the previous choice again, to say that this time Fan Xiaoxiao actually didn't want to kill them all, but if he encountered this situation again in the future, and the enemy really wanted to use it to blackmail, then how should he choose?

(Two more and one more is completed, nearly 7,000 words are presented, unrefined version, thank you for your support, thank you.) (To be continued!)