I've been at home for almost half a year, hehe, I've worked hard for this novel.

Thinking about it, I didn't finish junior high school anymore, and I stayed up at night for almost a month, and my throat hurt so much that I smoked, but I didn't expect to receive this blow of not signing a contract.

I thought of the agreement with my family, alas.

I didn't have time, and my parents said that if I didn't sign a contract this time, I would have to go to work in other places.

I don't know if I should keep writing from them or go to another station.

Whining.

I have feelings for the starting point, and I read novels at the starting point when I was fourteen or fifteen years old, and it's been five or six years.

Now I look at other people's 350,000 words, 80,000 words when I signed A, and I didn't get through my 100,000-word application, this may be the real heart death is greater than silence.

Thinking about the ridicule he received in Longkong, thinking about how helpless the newcomer was, a sad mood welled up in his heart.

The heart is more dead than the silence, to you who don't have a A signature.

――――Muyi 2014.7.1