078 back Ten Mile Golden Garden, Guanghan Zhiwei Building (below)
"Ishino, you're back, I've been thinking about you......" Fei'er's clear eyes sparkled. I walked behind her, and she didn't say anything, just rested her head on my shoulder. I wrapped my hand around her shoulders and pressed her body tight, soft and warm. I lowered my head and kissed her...... The tip of her tongue was sweet and slightly minty.
"The golden jujube is ripe again......" her snorting little lips whispered in my ear, "In the morning, Liu Yiyi answered the phone, your parents asked us to go back when we were free, and the family appreciated the fragrance of the golden tree ...... together." Her eyes were filled with warmth, as if she was waiting for something.
"Okay, the day after tomorrow, the whole family will go to the Ten Mile Golden Garden together...... Now let me take a good look at you, what do you think of me today......"
In her breath, one of my hands reached through her open neckline. Fei'er's ** Yingying is full of hand, with the unique beauty of a woman in the Jiangnan water town, which is twisted and shaped in my grasp. A warmth reached my palm, and I turned her body to stir up the desire for sublimation......
At this time, a voice in my head said to me, "Ishino, all this is a delusion! Why should I indulge in it?"
At the same time, an identical voice sounded: "Since this is a delusional situation, what can't you do? Don't you want to? Don't you want to have all this? You can have it here!"
Now that you're here, let's go through all of this....... A thought flashed through me, and I lingered in the delusion for three days and three nights.
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"Ishino, are you back?" sat on the ground at the Yin God of the Wind Gentleman at the head of the Champion Bridge, and the hand pointing at the moon had not yet been lowered.
"Wind gentleman, why are you still here, how long have you been waiting for me?"
Wind Gentleman: "I didn't even have time to put my hand down! It's only one or two seconds, but three or five seconds at most." β
"What! a few seconds? I've lived three days and three nights!"
Feng Junzi smiled: "It's about as long as you go! Haven't you heard of the allusions of Nanke and Huangliang?...... Congratulations on your success...... By the way, how did you get back?"
I have long heard the allusion of Huangliang Yimeng: once upon a time, there was a poor scholar Lu Shengying, who met the Taoist priest Lu Weng in an inn in Handan. Lu Weng gave him a pillow while the shopkeeper began to cook the sorghum for cooking. Lu Sheng took a nap, and in his dream, he became a prime minister, married a beautiful wife, had a full house of children and grandchildren, and lived a happy life. When I woke up from the dream, the master's yellow rice was not yet cooked. There is also a legend that the Taoist priest named Zhengyangzi used this dream to turn into a scholar and a scholar and become an immortal.
Li Gongzuo, a native of the Tang Dynasty, wrote the legendary novel "The Biography of Nan Ke Taishou". There is a man named Chun Yudi, who dreamed of Dahuai Anguo after getting drunk, married a princess, and served as the Taishou of Nanke County for 20 years, enjoying all the glory and wealth. Later, the country of Tanluo suddenly invaded, Chun Yudi led his troops to resist the enemy, defeated the princess, and unfortunately died. Chun Yudi returned to Beijing and lost the favor of the monarch since then. He was unhappy to go back to his hometown to visit his family. Chun Yudi returned home, only to see his body sleeping under the porch, he couldn't help but be startled, and woke up in shock, the sunset afterglow was still on the wall, and the dream experience seemed to have passed a whole life.
I used to regard these allusions only as myths and legends or literati fiction, but I did not expect that the same thing would be born to me! The ancients left these legends and texts, perhaps they wanted to say a truth: "People don't know what they are doing, only their dreams." Interestingly, however, it is not the feeling that life is like a dream when most people see these legends. Instead, people think, "If only I could dream like this......!" It's better to do it when you want it, and do it as you want it to be -- "That's what I thought."
I couldn't help but ask, "Don't you know what I experienced in the delusional realm?"
The Wind Gentleman glared at me: "That's your delusion, and I didn't go in! How do you know? You said that you stayed for three days before you came back. I'm afraid it will take a lot longer for an ordinary person, but among cultivators, it's not too fast. Tell me how you got back?"
"I'm not a yin god in my current delusional realm, and I can't go back to my physical body and wake up like I used to. I'll just try to fly back along the original Luffy...... Flying, flying, and suddenly feeling a movement in my consciousness, I became a dream yin god in the real world again. Then I saw you still pointing to the moon on the bridge. "As I spoke, I breathed a sigh of relief, but fortunately, the Wind Gentleman did not know what I had experienced in the delusional realm! These three days and three nights were my deepest privacy, and I didn't want anyone else to know. (Xu Gongzi's note: Since Ishino thinks so, I have no choice but to omit this plot in the book.) οΌ
Wind Gentleman: "I'm asking why you suddenly remembered to come back after three days?"
"I suddenly came back after three days now, and I was afraid of delaying too much. β
Wind Gentleman: "If you had known that these three days were just a moment, would you be in a hurry to come back?"
"Maybe, maybe not. "I'm telling the truth, if I had known this was the case, I might have come back sometimes.
Feng Junzi asked again: "Do you know why ordinary people stay in the delusion realm for a long time while cultivators come back faster? To be honest, don't talk about those useless things!"
The useless words that Feng Junzi refers to are nothing more than the cultivation of people's hearts, the purity of human nature, and the ability to get rid of the world. He asked me to tell the truth, and I told the truth: "Ordinary people don't know the delusional realm, and they don't know how to change the delusional realm casually, so they don't want to know how to come back, and even if they know, they are afraid that once they leave that delusional realm, they will never be able to enjoy that taste again." ...... Cultivators are different to the point where they know that this is a state of delusion, and they also know how to enter and exit this state of delusion. So they can come back at any time because they can go back in at any time. β
Feng Junzi nodded and smiled: "That's true! Those who have learned the Tao have the cultivation of entering and exiting the delusional realm, and most of them can freely go back and forth between the realm of reality and the realm of delusion. Some people think that this is walking through the two worlds, but they don't know that this is the delusional catastrophe. But then again, everyone's pursuit is different, some people learn the Tao, maybe what they pursue is this, and the feeling in the delusional realm is similar to becoming an immortal. In fact, it is not in vain to have such a life experience...... But that's not really the truth. What have you been doing for the past three days?"
"Can you leave this out of it?"
Feng Junzi: "I didn't expect you to say it, in fact, everyone doesn't say the rules of the cultivation world, and the master doesn't ask the disciples about the realm." I don't feel that your delusion is not very strong, but based on past experience, when a practitioner enters the delusional realm, he still has scruples at the beginning, and then he can do whatever he wants in the delusional realm, and the delusional mind will become stronger and stronger, and it will often take decades to wash away the delusion. β
"Decades?"
Wind Gentleman: "There are even longer! But don't be afraid, the time in reality is not long, the last three days are just a snap of my fingers. ...... Guess what people do in their delusions? I'm not talking about you being someone else. β
"Others, I don't know!" In fact, what others can do in a delusional situation, I can also think of nothing more than to get everything that I usually dare not think or want. But I feel that the wind gentleman asked this way, and there is a meaning of my words, so I simply said that I don't know.
Feng Junzi sighed: "Actually, you may really not know. Most people will still be afraid of the courtesy, righteousness and shame in reality, and they are not too indulgent. Later, now in the realm of delusion, you can do anything, you will not hurt anyone, and you will not have to bear any responsibility, you will become unscrupulous, and you will dare to do anything! Some people will kill people and set fires, some people will take captives, and some people will find the emperor and even conquer the universe...... When all these ** are satisfied, you will feel nothing, and you will find the true road pursued in life, and then your delusion will fade, and you will think of how to break this delusion. But in this way, decades have passed in vain. The delusional tribulation is actually a practitioner's method of retiring desires. ...... Ishino, did you kill someone and set fire?"
"Murder and arson? Of course I didn't!"
Feng Junzi: "You've only been in the delirious realm for three days, and you won't be presumptuous to that extent! What about you in the future, if you stay in the delirious realm for a long time, will you do these things?"
"I don't think I will do it in the future. Can a practitioner do that? Can he still break through the delusion by doing this?"
Feng Junzi: "I don't know about other sects, but most of the Dan Dao sects have a similar realm in their cultivation. For example, the Thirty-six Cave Heavens of the Zhengyi Gate are also going to pass through this delusional heavenly tribulation. That Qiyun Guan's Guan Lord and Chenzhen Zhenren had already reached the realm of Jindan Dacheng, and he should have broken the realm of delusion. What kind of person do you think Hechen is?"
"Despicable villain with a bad heart!"
Feng Junzi: "What about Qiye, the Dao of the Zhongnan Sect is also Dan Dao, Qiye's cultivation should be no less than Hechen's, what kind of person do you think Qiye is?"
"Who doesn't know, he's not a good thing anyway!"
Wind Gentleman: "What do you think people like Hechen and Nanachi will do in the delusional realm? I'm afraid they won't do any good things." β
"Yes, how do such people break their delusions?"
Feng Junzi: "The delusion realm is the delusion realm, and there is no standard of good and evil in reality! Even if you learn Lei Feng every day in the delusional realm, I am afraid you will not be able to find a way to break the delusion." Even if you are a bad person in a delusional situation, you may not be able to break out of your delusion. The delusion test is a person's understanding and wisdom. Without this, Huigen would not have been able to break through this delusional situation. β
"Aren't I coming out now?"
Feng Junzi: "If a cultivator can enter delusion, he can go out of delusion, and he cannot be considered delusional." β
"Then how can you break the delusion. β
Feng Junzi: "I can't say this, if I say it, you won't be able to break it! β
"You once said that I was a third-rate understanding, so when should I wait, will it really take decades?"
Feng Junzi: "What does it matter? Decades in the delusion realm are just a moment in the real realm. β
"You've been there for a while, but to me, that's the equivalent of decades, and I don't want to wait for you to teach me how to break the delusion, even if it's a hint. β
Wind Gentleman: "I have never seen anyone who is so anxious to break the delusion as you are, and it is really worthy of a first-class temperament." What are you doing in such a hurry?"
"After I entered the delusional realm, I felt that I still had a lot to do in the world, so I wanted to break out of the delusion earlier. ...... By the way, Wind Gentleman, think how long did you get out of the delusion in the first place?"
I also want to try the words of a gentleman, but someone as smart as him should not be so easily fooled, and I don't have much hope myself. To my surprise, when he heard my question, the wind gentleman's expression became very calm, he looked at the moon blankly, as if he was recalling something, and slowly replied: "The method I taught you is the name 'Pointing Moon' taught to me by my previous master. I think I came to her as soon as I was in the delusional realm. I held one of her hands in the delusion, but in the real situation, she also happened to hold my hand, and I broke the delusion. ...... I only stayed in the delusion for a moment, and I didn't have time to do anything, do you say I'm pitiful?"
"You are pitiful!" I sympathized with him, and I felt more pitiful than being indulging in delusionβthat I had not had time to experience anything. At the same time, I felt that the words of the Wind Gentleman were vaguely hinting at me, and perhaps some real way to break the delusion was in it, and there seemed to be inspiration flashing in my mind, but I hadn't fully grasped it yet.
Feng Junzi smiled reluctantly: "I was only thirteen years old at that time, and I was very simple-minded, and I wouldn't do anything excessive. β
"Thirteen years old, didn't you say that you can't cultivate the Dan Dao until you're a minor?"
Feng Junzi: "At that time, I didn't learn Dan Dao. Young? Shang Yunfei was much younger when he started practicing. β
"Your former master? Then you also have a master? What kind of sect are you?"
Feng Junzi: "Who of the cultivators doesn't have the guidance of the master? It's a pity that I was forced to leave the master after only staying in the door for a month. Later, I realized the Tao alone, and only then did I have four doors and twelve floors and three dreams in the world**. Now you and I are all scattered people with no sect and no faction. β
"Expelled from the division? Why? Did you get into trouble?" I didn't expect to ask a big secret in a few words.