Chapter 364: First and Last Name No more loneliness
"For the father's incompetence, worthy of the common life but the beloved, if there is an afterlife, when the cow and horse apologize for the mother and son, I feel guilty, when there is no face to stand in the name of the father, I wish to live in peace and happiness and have no regrets in my life.................."
Shisheng cried and whispered: "Sin father Wu, Dou Mi laughs. ”
After reading the letter, it should have been written in a hurry by Xingxiao with his last strength before he died, and the handwriting was sloppy and shocking. This is the last message he left to the world, although the world had a great prejudice against his father before the world, it is undeniable that his life has already been paved by his father.
Xingxiao left a total of two letters in the world, one is the last chapter of Xingxiao in the southern country, it is precisely because of this that the world got the "Transformation of the Golden Pill Sutra", but he didn't know at the time that this Xingxiao was his father.
Time passed, when the world at this time finished reading the last pen of Xingxiao, the feelings in his heart could no longer be stopped, as the tears flowed down, through this letter, he finally understood the state of mind of Xingxiao.
It's not that he doesn't want to go back, it's not that he doesn't want to protect his mother.
It turned out that my father was carrying so many burdens, and it turned out that he was such an amazing person. For the sake of the safety of the common people in the world, he would rather bear the name of a sinner, and even the last letter he wrote to himself was based on this topic..................
"You are not a sinner. Thinking of this, Shisheng couldn't hold back any longer, only to see him kneeling in front of the statue of Xingxiao, crying: "You are my father, a big hero who stands up to the sky, I." The child doesn't blame you anymore, the child is proud of you!!"
Wu Xingxiao was originally the son of an unknown homeless person. When the plague on both sides of the Qinhuai River was rampant, there were countless casualties, and the Guyang Daoist who traveled the world picked him up from a dry well, he was an abandoned baby, just because his belly pocket was embroidered with a 'Wu' character, so he took it as a surname, and when the Guyang Daoist picked him up, he did not cry like an ordinary baby. Instead, he grinned at the kind old man.
Therefore, the name of laughter comes from this.
Laughing for a lifetime, worthy of the world, only worthy of Ulan and the world. How could he not know that his choice would be destined to leave his wife and the child who was born alone? But he had no choice, and he had no complaints, peace required sacrifice, and the kind he was willing to choose sacrifice. Just for the spark that can leave hope for the world.
Maybe he's wrong. Maybe he was right, because no one could judge his choice, because the fire he left behind, after thirty years of breeding, has finally burned to Changbai Mountain.
At this time, the knot in his heart finally opened, and he would no longer have a trace of resentment towards his father. In this inevitable cause and effect, his father is an 'unsung hero' who stands up to the sky. And at that moment the world felt. The hardships and sorrows that I had suffered when I was young have also disappeared because of this.
The half-haired man knelt in front of the smiling statue and cried like a child, and in front of his father, everyone was a child, wasn't it?
And just as Shisheng was crying loudly, he saw that the stone statue suddenly trembled again, and a crack suddenly appeared on the face of the stone statue, which grew from the corner of the right eye and spread downward, and at the same time, a red liquid oozed out of the crack.
The statue cried.
Shisheng's heart shook suddenly, and when he looked at it again, the blood-like liquid trickled down the cheeks of the Xingxiao stone statue, dripping to the ground and bounced twice, making a jade-like sound.
The tear turned into a fiery red bead.
And when he saw his father's stone statue crying again, Shisheng blocked his eyes with the back of his hand and couldn't cry anymore, so how could he not understand the meaning of these tears?
The third of the three tears that the world is looking for is the one that the stubborn stone flows.
It was the tears of Xingxiao, but also the tears of a father, Xingxiao had insight into the cause of thirty years before he died, and now he came here in this life, and the fruit of these thirty years has been rounded, between cause and effect, although the father and son are separated by yin and yang, but the state of mind is the same.
Those tears are tears of cause and effect of relief. Thirty years ago, in the northern kingdom, the world did not get tears because the 'cause' had just been formed, and thirty years later, the cause that belonged to his life had already borne the 'fruit' by time, and the father and son reunited, the tears picked the fruit, and the world finally got the last tear because of this.
But when he picked up that tear, there was no trace of excitement in Shisheng's heart, and some, it was only full of pride, he carefully put away the tear, and next, he had to fight side by side with his father, who was a hero.
The world knows all the antecedents of this troubled world, and his 'journey to reality' is now truly over.
After that, Shisheng wiped away his tears, kowtowed respectfully in front of his father's portrait, and then he sat silently in front of the statue, staring at his father silently, his father's stone statue had long been weathered and blurred, but in front of him, Shisheng was unprecedentedly quiet.
What he needs now is the last thought before the war, thinking about cause and effect, thinking about qiē.
Slowly, time seems to have no concept, Shisheng looks back on what he has experienced, no matter pain and joy, no matter hell and earth, no matter meeting and parting, it is very wonderful, just on this last day, when Li Hanshan and Liu Bolun respectively bloomed their own values, Shisheng's heart was as calm as water, and his spiritual power began to fluctuate at the same time, the question that had been bothering him in his mind gradually took shape.
That may be his final answer, and in order to get this answer, what he lacks now is not time, but the last 'opportunity'.
In this way, time passed slowly, and unconsciously, the sunset quietly set, and Shisheng still couldn't figure out the doubts in his heart, and at this moment, he suddenly smelled a fragrance. So, he slowly opened his eyes and found that the sky around him had darkened, and Xiaobai was standing behind him with two baked crispy cakes.
"Did you make a noise?" Xiaobai said with some embarrassment.
"Nope. Shisheng shook his head, then took the cake and took two bites, and Xiaobai saw that he was eating. A heart was relieved, because Shisheng's reaction just now really worried her, and he sat motionless in front of his father's portrait. Even breathing seems to be nothing, and this sitting is a day, Xiaobai is worried about him but he doesn't dare to disturb, so he can only wait silently on the side.
And after listening to Xiaobai's words, Shisheng also felt a little guilty, for many years, Xiaobai has been doing a qiē silently like this. But he never asked for anything, and after the death of the paper kite, he had no time to accompany her due to the change in his heart. She must be very sad in her heart.
Today may be the last day, and Xiaobai is still accompanying him, and the hour is getting later and later. Time may really be running out for both of them. Thinking of this, I saw Shisheng say softly: "Xiaobai, it's been so many years, it's really ...... It's really hard for you. ”
"Don't say that, that's what I'm supposed to do. After listening to Shisheng's words, Xiaobai hurriedly said: "Moreover, I know the bitterness in your heart, you have always been for us. And Sister Paper Kite is no longer here, and I have no other skills. As long as............ As long as you're good, I'm happy. ”
As long as you're good, I'm happy.
A simple sentence, but touched Shisheng's heart, thinking of this, Shisheng slowly held Xiaobai's hand, and Xiaobai seemed to be a little embarrassed at the time, hurriedly lowered his head and ate the cake, but just took a bite, I saw her suddenly say: "Ah, this cake is moldy, I can't eat it." ”
"Really?" I saw that Shisheng was still biting the cake in his hand, a picture that he didn't notice at all, and Xiaobai saw that he was still eating, so he hurriedly said: "Don't eat it, even if you want to eat it, I'll bake some good ones for you." ”
"It's fine. Shisheng smiled, and then said casually: "Anyway, I can't taste it." ”
The speaker had no intention of listening to the heart, and when he said this sentence in the world, Xiaobai was suddenly stunned, and then asked him, "Why can't you taste it?"
And Shisheng only reacted at this time, it seemed that he had lost his mouth, and at this time, he didn't want to lie and deceive Xiaobai anymore, so he smiled bitterly and said softly: "Actually...... My tongue is long gone. ”
That's right, in fact, Shisheng's sense of taste has long been gone, because this is also his own choice, remember when he was in the ghost city of Fengdu, when Shisheng led the Yin Changsheng to the woods to overcome it, but the Yin King is an ancient ghost god, and we also mentioned at the beginning that if Shisheng wants to put up a formation that can restrain it, he must pay a relative price.
And this price is the taste and part of the sense of smell of the world, because the world is a glutton, once upon a time, 'eating' was his only hobby, but for the sake of his beliefs, he finally abandoned this hobby himself.
Since returning to Yang, Shisheng has lost all his sense of taste, no matter how delicious things are in his mouth, they are like ash cotton, including Xiaobai's carefully prepared meals, including the delicious meals made by his mother in the reality picture, in his mouth, there is no taste at all.
But even so, Shisheng accepted it peacefully, although he couldn't taste the ups and downs, but he could taste the warmth, but these things have always been the secrets of Shisheng, for fear of a few people worrying, so he never told anyone about this secret, in front of them, he was still the same as before, no matter what food he gladly accepted, and catered to the corresponding expression with his memory.
"Anyway, it's a blessing to be able to come back from the underworld alive. I saw that Shisheng was a little embarrassed and said, "Moreover, I can taste your heart............ Huh?"
Before he finished speaking, Xiaobai had already thrown himself into his arms. Maybe others don't know, but how can Xiaobai not know Shisheng? His dedication to delicious food was simply beyond ordinary people, I still remember when they met, Shisheng once took him to a restaurant in Nama City to eat delicious food, that silly smile while gnawing on his elbow, was Xiaobai's initial warmth.
And now, God has even deprived him of this right, how can Xiaobai not be sad?
Xiaobai hugged Shisheng tightly and touched the white hair on the back of his head, until now, she finally figured out why Shisheng was not as interested in food as she was once after returning to his soul.
"Why do you always take on a qiē by yourself? Xiaobai choked up and said, "Why, God wants to treat you like this." ”
"It's fine. I saw Shisheng smile a little sadly, then patted Xiaobai's shoulder, and said softly: "I've long been used to it, and you know that I don't deal with God............ Okay, okay, let's not talk about this, Xiaobai, it's not too early, at the last time, I want you to accompany me and talk about some happy things, okay?"
Xiaobai nodded with tears in his eyes. Although it is a bit unlucky to say this, what Shisheng said is really true, and they don't have much time. Every moment of time is precious, so Xiao Baiqiang put out a smile, nodded at Shisheng and said, "You see I'm really useless, today you know your surname, I should be happy for you." ”
yes, from childhood to adulthood. Shisheng has gone through so much time under the name of the name, and today, before the portrait of his biological father. He finally learned his last name.
It may be late, but from tonight onwards, I will no longer be a wild child without a surname.
"Yes, my surname is Wu. I saw Shisheng scratching the tip of his nose. Then he chuckled a little embarrassedly: "Wu Shisheng." Doesn't that sound weird?"
"No, it won't. I saw Xiaobai say gently: "It's a good thing to know your name, I don't have that blessing, that's why I'm happy for you." ”
And after listening to her words, Shisheng suddenly remembered, in fact, Xiaobai's life experience is very similar to him, he has a name but no surname, and Xiaobai has a surname and no name, because her father and mother died not long after she was born. As mentioned earlier, she was brought up by a relative uncle who later became a cult monk. And the uncle didn't name her, so he called 'Xiaobai' and 'Xiaobai'.
A person's name is the most basic thing for a person, but for some people in this troubled world, even this most basic request has become a luxury.
Shisheng looked at Xiaobai affectionately, now he has got his own name, and Xiaobai? Why can't he also let her have a name like himself? So, Shisheng said emotionally: "Who said that you are not blessed? Although you didn't have a name before, but today you do, if you don't dislike it, I'll give you a name, and we will all be people with names in the future, okay?"
Xiaobai was stunned when she heard this, in fact, she was also lonely all her life, she had been silently dedicated for many years, and she never thought that she could get her full name, so when Shisheng said that she wanted to give her a name, the feeling in her heart was indescribable, and she could have a name at the same time as her sweetheart on this day, so she really didn't dare to ask for anything after that.
Xiaobai knew Shisheng's intentions, so he nodded with tears in his eyes, and Shisheng wiped her tears, and then said: "Don't cry, this is a good thing, and besides, you don't think I'm brainless, just get a name that doesn't sound good." ”
After listening to his words, Xiaobai burst into tears and laughed, how could she dislike it? So she whispered to Shisheng: "You take it, don't call it a cat or a dog, a white cat and a white dog, it sounds stranger than your name, doesn't it." ”
"How come?" Shisheng smiled bitterly, although his knowledge was limited to literacy, but at this moment, he really wanted to send a beautiful name to Xiaobai, but he had no clue for a while, facing Xiaobai who was full of expectations, Shisheng pondered for a while, and then turned his head, at this time, a full moon floated in the sky, under the moonlight, the snow-capped mountains were quiet and beautiful.
The moonlight is always so beautiful, just like Xiaobai's love for him, always so quiet and gentle.
So, Shisheng's heart moved, and then he turned his head and said seriously to Xiaobai: "From today on, you will be called 'Baiyue Wheel', okay?"
Jiangtian is colorless and dustless, and the lonely moon wheel in the bright sky.
The moon ring is a new full sun halo and a reunion, and the moon ring is not only a full moon, but also the name of Xiaobai.
After Xiao Bai was stunned and read the name twice, a layer of mist rose in his big eyes, the moon was still in the far sky, but the lover was in the lover's heart, only to see Xiao Bai muttering: "White Moon Wheel............ My name is Bai Yuelun............"
"Yes!" I saw Shisheng hugging Xiaobai, and then said excitedly to her: "My name is Wu Shisheng, your name is Bai Yuelun, from now on, no matter what the ending is, we are no longer nameless wild children!!"
"Uh-huh, uh-huh!" Xiao Bai hugged the world tightly, under the full moon, on the top of the snow-capped mountain, in the sealed place of the Ghost Country Shrine, the two people who loved each other hugged each other tightly at the moment, no matter what the outcome was, their hearts were also uncomplaining and regretless.
Because on that night, two people who had struggled in the troubled times finally had names and found their own existence.
They wanted to embrace each other forever in the cold wind and moonlight, but time waited for no one, and after a short silence, the mountain beneath their feet began to tremble slightly, and the last enemy finally came up the mountain.
Shisheng felt that the final decisive battle was coming, so he let go of his hands, got up and kissed Xiaobai lightly on the forehead, and did not speak again, and Xiaobai also saw what was going to happen from his expression, so he just nodded, and then mustered up the courage to stand on tiptoe, Shisheng only felt a warm touch from his lips, Xiaobai's eyes were slightly closed, and his eyelashes trembled slightly.
After that, Xiaobai left Shisheng, beckoned to the crane in the distance, and walked with it towards the distance without looking back, and Shisheng touched his lips, and a gentle smile appeared on his face, but that smile was quickly replaced by a resolute look.
Shisheng silently stretched out the difficult flight, and the two turned around and crossed to the front of the cliff, towering at the peak, looking into the distance, looking at the Tai Sui demon soldiers who spread towards it like a black tide flood.
"What a waste of this good moonshine. Shi Sheng snorted coldly, although the tears in the corners of his eyes had not dried at this time, but his heart had already been cast like an iron determination, which would be a breeze blowing, blowing open his collar, Shi Sheng turned slightly, and made a slight jade collision sound from the neckline, and at this time the black and white Pisces pendant hanging around his neck shook slowly.
Shisheng held the knife in his right hand, and gently stroked the two pieces of jade pendant with his left hand, and then he wiped the tears on his eyes, and then turned around, with a glance at the momentum of the mountains, summoned his own spiritual power, and roared fearlessly towards the Tai Sui demon soldiers who were surging like endless locusts under the distant mountain: "Come on! Mortal Wu Shisheng is here!!"
(Two changes and one change are completed, unrefined version, and there will be an additional article update later, please go to the starting point Chinese network to watch.) In addition, I would like to pay tribute to my favorite game Xuanyuan Sword with the name of Xiaobai appearing in this chapter, which is also the origin of the word 'white jade wheel' of Qibao White Jade Wheel, and the specific explanation will be mentioned in detail in the afterword after the end of the story, and it is hereby stated that this is the case, thank you for your support, thank you. (To be continued......)