Extra, Death Verdict!

This has nothing to do with the most immortal tour.,And it's definitely not an extra article that will make people happy after reading it.。 I sat in front of the computer and felt that I should write it out. If you are bored, you can take a look, and it's not a pity to skip it.

Last Monday, because of ear congestion, he was hospitalized for the first time in his life and was admitted to bed No. 26 of a hospital, and was preliminarily diagnosed with sinusitis caused by a cold and otitis media. Admitted to the hospital, all are a set of routine, blood, urine, liver, electrocardiogram, cardiopulmonary scan; Everything seems to be unfolding in a normal direction, hospitalization, spending money, recovery, discharge.

The first bad news came out last Wednesday, I went home on Wednesday night, around nine o'clock, I was going to chat with the group and brag, but I happened to receive a call from the nurse, saying that the doctor had specially prescribed me a CT enhancement test order and asked me to do it early tomorrow morning. At that time, I felt that the whole person was not good.

CT enhancement means that ordinary CT has a problem, and you have something that others don't have. This is an arrest warrant, and death tells you that you need to stand trial.

Unfortunately, the wife knew about this immediately, and what she was thinking at that time was that there were two children, one of whom was not yet two years old, and the wife was a housewife and had a mother at home. Suddenly, it felt like if I was convicted, everyone around me would collapse. The night was not good, and the Internet search was used to analyze three possibilities, hemangioma, sinusitis hyperplasia and death penalty.

It's a lot of pressure, and although I have confidence, my wife's eyes and words make it difficult for you to calm down. Early the next morning, I went to the hospital early and did CT enhancement after queuing. At the same time, I was doing CT enhancement with bed 24 in the same ward, a 38-year-old man, who also received a call yesterday.

Suddenly I thought, could it be that the hospital is too bad? Although I don't like this kind of hospital, I really want this to be purely the hospital's money-making behavior.

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The results of CT enhancement came out on Friday morning, the doctor and I talked individually, and with enhancement, the hemangioma had been ruled out. This is bad news because hemangiomas are inherently benign, and the next step is to do a biopsy and take a pathology test.

The court formally filed a lawsuit against me, and on the same day, he was also sued on the 24th, his wife had been crying from Wednesday to Friday, avoiding him from crying, and her eyes were swollen like peaches. On Friday afternoon, I was about to leave the hospital after a hanging injection, but I was pulled by the 24th to chat.

The 24th cried, he said that he had two children, one was 13 years old and the other was 9 years old, had a mother and had no siblings. On the 25th, I comforted him together, and on the 24th, he told us that he went to the outpatient clinic today to see a doctor, and a doctor who saw his CT enhancement and told him that it was not a good location. There are only two things in this location, one is a cyst and the other is a tumor. After the age of 25, people generally do not have throat cysts again, so he only has two possibilities left.

After chatting, he and his wife did not stop inquiring after the enhanced report came out on Friday, he just wanted some medical hope, but the more he inquired, the more bad news he had, low-grade fever, bleeding, and lumps...... One by one, he jumped into it. He said, now there is a 3o% possibility, and I and the 25th know in our hearts, no, brother, not 3o%.

The bigger blow came ten minutes later, a middle-aged female doctor on duty (this guy should have been humanely destroyed). With the anxiety of menopause and the medical knowledge that she thought was superior, she subjectively convicted me of the guilt because I was sure to have growths and ear blockages in my nose, which already met the two characteristics of sinus cancer. And I told me very ruthlessly that I was in my early thirties, and there was still a thirty-eight-year-old 24, and there were many young people in their 20s who were diagnosed with cancer here.

It's not right to fight, especially women, but I think it's right to scold, at least at this time. She was very angry, and when she came out of the ward, she said to the nurse angrily, "The people are not good now, don't come in if you have the ability...... Forget it, don't waste your fingers for her.

After she left, our hospital room was like hell, and I was glad my wife wasn't there, because I could bear the most vicious curses, and my wife couldn't stand the slightest hint of bad news. The depressed No. 24 began to nag again, a grain of rice, a little more cm, ridiculous me and No. 25, in order to confirm that cm is centimeter, take your mobile phone to the Internet to confirm.

I had to leave, and I didn't want to accept too much negativity because I had already been taken to court, and 24 was better, except that I still had an acquittal.

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On Saturday, take and get the pathology test, an experienced doctor can basically judge whether this is good or bad. In fact, the nurse told us that the chief doctor is very experienced, and if he takes what he says is biased, that's a good thing. If you don't say it, it's not necessarily a bad thing. Or it can be understood that the words of the chief doctor after taking it are the first-instance verdict of me and No. 24.

I went in first, the doctor said very little, and when it was time to take it out, he said that the muscle tissue was still quite tough. This is my verdict in the first instance.

The first-instance verdict on the 24th was silent, and the doctor did not say anything about it except for asking him to cooperate. The 24th was a little broken, I helped him back to the ward, he sat for a long time, a young doctor came, he was my resident doctor and the 24th, he may have been very bad at medicine (really bad), but his words made the 24th recover some emotions, it can be seen that he is deliberately trying to dispel the gloom in the hearts of the two of us, and I am still very grateful to him.

It's impossible to say that you don't worry about yourself, and faith is sometimes afraid that he will be strong, and once he is defeated, he can't afford it. I asked, how much do I need to worry about the pathological results after the removal? At this time, I am very womanly, asking a skeptical question, hoping to get a positive answer, yes, I also need a good answer. I'm not worried about myself, I'm worried about my family, because on Wednesday, I really realized that I wasn't living for myself.

The young doctor thought for a long time, and could see that he was organizing the wording, and finally said that this thing was a coin, and there was only a positive and negative thing, and there was no chance. This answer is not what I need, and I hope that he can give me some good news in the case of the first instance verdict. But no, he can only say that let me relax physically and mentally, don't think too much, and the pathology report will come out within five days.

Even so, careful observation can still show that there are some differences in the tone of his conversation between No. 24 and me. On the 24th, I went out for a walk, and when I left, the 25th told me that I was afraid that there would be trouble on the 24th. We didn't expect that on the 24th, instead of going to relax, we were going to ask the chief doctor and ask him to express his subjective opinion on his biopsy.

I learned on Sunday morning that the 24th asked not only myself, but also mine. I don't blame him, I understand him, if a person is going to hell, it is selfish to have someone to accompany him, but at least he will not be so afraid.

Waiting for the second trial is a maddening, depressing, and emotionally depressed process, and the second trial is the final verdict, regardless of whether the first trial is guilty or not. I'm very sorry for my wife, I made a testimony, and I told her that the chief doctor talked to me and was sure that I was completely fine, and I could be discharged from the hospital when the pathology report came out.

It's a lie, a very valid lie, and I'd rather wait for the results alone than have my family accompany me through the days. The case report will come out in three to five working days, and it will be picked up on Saturday morning, and the doctor will know the results through the computer network as soon as Monday evening, and since Children's Day, that is, Monday night, I am very worried about the sudden ringing of the phone, very anxious, but I can't show it.

When I was eight years old, because I suddenly had two beans on my chest, I thought about death, the meaning of death, and the reason for life. In the next ten years, I occasionally think of this topic. But instead of dying, I was afraid of what would happen to my family if I fell? For the first time, I regretted smoking, because I was genetically genetically strong, I ate a healthy diet, and smoking was probably the only reason I got the death sentence. I also regret not exercising more, at least for a few more years before falling down. Because of the pharmacodynamic hormones, it was difficult to sleep, and I thought a lot on Monday night. But I don't regret thinking about what I haven't done, but thinking about what I can do.

On Tuesday, I was in a very bad state, and on the 24th, the results were not yet out, and he even called his distant relatives to ask if there were any acquaintances in the hospital, just to know the results earlier. On this day, the medicine on the 24th was stopped, because antibiotics and anti-inflammatory drugs did not work for him, and he was just waiting for the verdict. Without everyone getting the needle on time, he became more anxious and talked more and more. Me and the 25th have become listeners.

He is the owner of a Shaxian snack company, because of the perennial smoke of gas, his nose has undergone two surgeries, I asked him, why not change his career after one move. He said that making snacks is tiring, but he can make some money, and he has to raise children, wives, and mothers. Who doesn't know that health is important, it's just that they don't have a choice.

I listened to his misery, and I was glad that I could sit under the air conditioner and work, that I could freely spend my working hours, and that I could say no to the pressures of life. This mood has been accompanied by me leaving, the red light on the road all the way, I didn't feel irritable, waited quietly, looked at the red men and green women on the zebra crossing, and my heart was very quiet for a while, jumped out of the demons, and adjusted my mentality to meet the final trial. All this mood transformation turned out to be from a person who was more miserable than me.

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On Tuesday night, that is, last night, when the mood was calm, and even when I was ready to code, the phone rang, it was the doctor's number......

I've been thinking all night on Monday about what the other person will say after the phone suddenly rings, and in my judgment, if it's good news, the doctor will tell you the next day. Unless it's bad news that requires you to go to the hospital overnight and bring your family members. It was a very difficult call, and after answering the phone, I was able to stabilize my mood for a long time before I spoke. The young doctor was also refreshed, and said directly that the pathology report had not been officially sent, but after reading the results through the computer network, there was no problem, it was the benign hyperplasia of the nasal lymph that caused the blockage of the nasopharyngeal tube, causing the cold virus to enter the ear canal and cause otitis media.

Hanging up the phone, I left hell, and the final verdict was acquitted.

This morning, the last three bottles of hanging needles, these ten days of contact, and the nurses are very familiar, knowing that I like the largest hanging needle, the fastest hanging needle, they said, don't say goodbye.

I'm in a good mood, I have to, I won, at least this time I won. On the 24th, he saw something wrong and asked, "Is your report coming out?" I said no, it is indeed the truth, the report has not come out yet, and it will be delivered tonight. Around ten o'clock in the morning, the head nurse came, walked to the side of the 24th and said: Director XX is waiting for you in the office. The 24th is in a hurry, what are you doing? What are you waiting for me? The head nurse said, understanding the condition. The head nurse said, no, just to understand the condition.

With a hint of luck, the 24th went, I immediately opened the needle to the maximum, almost over, and escaped from the hospital before returning to the ward on the 24th.

Sitting in the car, taking a deep breath, the urging of the assistant police made me laugh and respond, maybe I was despicable, because I understood the beauty from the misfortune of others, even the polluted air, the noisy horn sound made me feel the beauty of life.

Be kind to the people around you, be kind to yourself, exercise more, smoke less, don't smoke, don't drink, and be more tolerant of others. That's what I'm thinking about right now, maybe just three minutes of heat, because I'm already smoking a lot of cigarettes by the time I write this. Maybe I didn't understand anything about this first trial in my life, but I am grateful that I have a tomorrow, thank my wife, and make me realize that life is not just for you, you are a consolation for many people, but you don't know or don't think about it.

Remember, be kind to those around you, until you get an arrest warrant.

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