Chapter Eighty-Nine: Ask Yourself
But after An Yi pretended to be unconscious, someone immediately came up to check, An Yi gathered the qi of his whole body, disguised himself as a very weak appearance, and confused the past. He was carried to the room by the crowd.
For three days in a row, An Yi used the Heavenly Demon Yuan Shen to sleep and play, so he was not in a hurry. It wasn't until someone was about to say goodbye and leave that he "woke up".
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"Fellow Daoist, are you better?" Wang Xuanfu has been checking on him from time to time these days, and when he "woke up" with ease, he happened to be here. Seeing that An Yi finally woke up, he hurriedly stepped forward and asked.
At this time, Zheng Hongwen was also beside him, he didn't go to class at all in the past few days, and had been by An Yi's side, at this time, seeing An Yi struggling to get up, he hurriedly said, "You can lie down for a while!"
An Yi shook his head and smiled at the concerned gazes of the two, Zheng Hongwen saw this, so he had to step forward and help him up.
Wang Xuanfu said at this time: "I thank Daoyou for turning the tide of the Tiger Jiao, otherwise I am afraid that there will be a lot of disaster." Taoist friends are above, Wang worship!" he said, bowing down.
An Yi hurriedly said: "Daoyou don't have to be like this, subduing demons and eliminating demons, it is the duty of cultivators such as me, how dare you make a big gift to Daoyou......" As he was speaking, the door suddenly opened, and Li Jingyang's old figure walked into the room.
Seeing that he was comfortable and sober, he was also happy, and stepped forward to thank him. An Yi pretended to be supportive, and said: "Daoist friends, don't be so polite, poor Dao deserves it......"
After some unavoidable politeness, An Yi kept his mind, so he stopped talking about it, and immediately got to the point:
"Two fellow Daoists, do you still remember what the poor Dao asked for that day?"
"But the matter of the gods?" Li Jingyang suddenly remembered that before inviting the gods, An Yi said that he would let Maoshan worship one more god. I couldn't help but wonder: Is this the god he invited that day?
An Yi nodded, and said in a flickering manner: "The two Taoist friends don't know, that god is worshiped by me with a secret method. The ability is strong, but it is not sustainable. I have it, I don't have it. Therefore, in order to avoid the disappearance of the gods and the dissipation of the seal in the future, I hope that Taoist friends will make a golden body for them to worship. In this way, it will be difficult for the Tiger Jiao Demon Soul to make waves again. ”
So that's it!
Regarding what An Yi said, Li Jingyang did not have any doubts. After all, although the Shinto of this world is strong, it has always been controlled by people, but it is still possible to please God for comfort, and there are still doubts in my heart.
It is the Tao: "There is something unclear about the poor road, and I hope that the Taoist friends will solve the doubts." ”
"What's the matter?"
Li Jingyang said: "Why can Daoyou still invite God? Before the month, the technique of inviting God had failed, why did Daoyou ......?"
An Yi's heart moved, and he was careless.
He didn't know about this matter originally, but he had seen Zhong Siyu invite God before, so he arranged it like this. But unexpectedly, when it was his turn to invite, no one else could be invited.
But fortunately, he heard what Li Jingyang said that day, because although he also had doubts in his heart, he was ready to be fooled, and said immediately: "I can't hide it, I can't know everything that Daoist friends say." This is a failure of the divine technique, and I just found out. It hasn't been done before. Perhaps, it was because the gods were nurtured by me that I was able to invite them!"
Li Jingyang nodded thoughtfully, he didn't doubt Anyi, but he just had doubts in his heart. After all, it doesn't work for my own family to invite God, but people come as soon as they are invited, and anyone wants to inquire why.
However, since he couldn't get an accurate answer, he didn't have the heart to get to the bottom of it, so he nodded at the moment: "Maybe that's the case, Daoyou's spell is strange, it's really my envy." ”
An Yi smiled, only to hear Li Jingyang continue: "What Daoyou said, the poor Dao should be done. Moreover, at this time, the fellow Daoists of all factions have not left, so Daoist friends will wait for a while, and I will go and gather them. Ask them if they are interested in making offerings, and they will definitely give a satisfactory answer to the Taoist friends. ”
"So it's going to trouble Li Daoyou!"
"It's not troublesome, what Daoist friends did the day before yesterday, it is not easy for us to save lives, such a trivial matter, how dare you say trouble. Li Jingyang said a few polite words, went out to gather colleagues, and Wang Xuanfu also went with him.
In the room, An Yi looked at the backs of the two of them leaving and smiled secretly. Suddenly caught a glimpse of Zheng Hongwen opening his mouth on the side, he was in a good mood, so he asked: "What's wrong Hongwen, just say something!"
Zheng Hongwen sat down next to the head of the bed, scratched his head and said, "It's not a big deal, it's just ...... See if you can pass me on both hands. As soon as the words came out, he hurriedly explained: "If you can't forget it, I'm just curious." I used to think that ghosts were all fake, but now I know that there are so many strange things in the world. I was stupefied for the first two days. ”
An Yi shook his head and smiled, but he didn't have any special thoughts. If he wanted to learn it, what if he copied another copy of the Maoshan secret technique?
As for the others, such as the Dao Tong Minglu and the Ruyi Book, he didn't have the heart to teach it.
He will not pass on the Dao Tong Minglu to anyone, as for the Ruyi Book, it does not conform to the rules of this world, even if he can practice, he is not willing to do anything that destroys the power system.
It's like throwing a book of cultivation in a martial arts world, this kind of thing has destroyed too much and doesn't meet his point of view.
What point of view? Look at the unpleasant point of view of the protagonist of YY's novel! Therefore, he does not want to create a "protagonist" with his own hands.
Without further ado, there is no opinion on Zheng Hongwen's desire to cultivate and be comfortable, so there is nothing to do. However, he still reminded him of the pros and cons of the five disadvantages and three shortcomings.
Zheng Hongwen couldn't help but hesitate after hearing this: "It's really fake, you can't study with both hands?
Seeing An Yi nodding, he couldn't help but ask again: "Then what are you?"
An Yi smiled "reluctantly": "Both parents are dead, and I will die alone for the rest of my life!"
Seeing this, Zheng Hongwen's heart darkened, and he hurriedly apologized: "I'm sorry, Anyi, I didn't mean to ......"
Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by An Yi shaking his head: "It's okay, I'm already adapted." Don't talk about it again. ”
"Hmm......" Zheng Hongwen opened his mouth, but finally didn't say anything.
The room fell silent again.
At this time, in Anyi's heart, he suddenly felt bored.
After performing for days, it seems that I have lost myself. It's just for a god, is it worth it?
After deceiving this and that, and finally getting used to it, can you still remain sincere to yourself? If not, wouldn't you even have to deceive yourself?
Lying to yourself is like finding a "proper" reason for everything you do. But is that reason really the real reason for doing that thing?
It's like fighting, it's nothing more than a bad mood and watching others unhappy. However, anyone who has ever been in a fight will find a reason, an excuse, to excuse himself. For example, the other party provoked himself first.
That's a good reason indeed. But this reason is just a reason for you to see him unhappy, not a reason to fight.
If he provokes you, you can kill him, you can ignore him, but why should you choose to fight? because you want to fight him!
So there is only one reason to fight, that is, to fight!
But after the fight, others called the police and claimed compensation, and they would start to find all kinds of reasons, and in the end, they even believed themselves: it wasn't that I wanted to beat him, it was he who forced me to beat him!
He forced you, why didn't you kill him!
So in the final analysis, there are only other factors, but there is no other reason, all the reasons, just want to fight.
At this time, An Yi looked back on the previous things, and now he seems to have been deceiving himself like this.
It is like the massacre of the Manchu royal family in the Shu Mountains. In the final analysis, it's just what he wants, but he has to deduct the title of national righteousness for himself. Say that you don't want the future generations to suffer the same national disaster as the previous life.
Admittedly, this factor cannot be said to be absent, but it is not strong. If it is really strong, then it should stay, support the master, and govern the country!
But he didn't, because he knew that that world was just a small world among the many worlds he had experienced, so it was not very important in his heart.
I don't care, that's why I ...... Run riot!
Thinking of this, An Yi murmured in his heart: "...... Do you care? I ...... What did you care about?"
He suddenly noticed that since he was born again, he seemed to have cared about nothing at all, and had resigned himself to many things, living like a hollow man.
There isn't too much emotion, not too much philosophy, not too much action. He didn't care about everything, that's why he forgave Zheng Hongwen so lightly. Because he didn't care about his previous life.
But to say that you don't care about a qiē is also a lie. At least, for himself, he still cares after all.
"Selfish, but why should I care about myself? What is the meaning of life?"
Just as An Yi was asking himself, the door of the room squeaked open, Li Jingyang took the lead, and twenty or thirty old people entered the room. They all went to his window to ask with concern. So I had to press the thoughts in my heart first and deal with everyone randomly.
Perhaps seeing that he was absent-minded, Wang Xuanfu interrupted everyone with a smile and joked: "What are you still thinking in your heart?
Before An Yi could answer, someone quipped: "It's not that things are unfavorable, tell you the truth, if you only rely on the two of you and don't look at An Daoyou's face, we won't agree!"
"Haha-, yes, if it weren't for An Daoyou's face, it would be wishful thinking for you two old guys to let us all agree. The heroic laughter did not seem to come from the mouth of an old man at all. But he is an old man, an old man who has a good relationship with Li Jingyang. Otherwise, how could such a joke be made.
An Yi also smiled at this time, and said: "In this way, I have to thank you all the heads for giving me thin noodles, as for Li Daoyou and Wang Daoyou, alas, at such an age, how can they still be greedy for merit." ”
"Of course, it's because we're not ashamed!" Li Jingyang smiled and didn't care, and also made his own joke.
After laughing for a while, the relationship was much closer, and Li Jingyang cleared his throat and suppressed everyone's voices.
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