"The second change of heart is a little blurry, but I can feel that it starts from my understanding of the four seasons from midwinter to spring, from death to life, and ends with the blood realization of autumn in the Eastern Wilderness Tower. ”

"Now the third change of heart is...... Family. "The stars and the moon in the sky have been dimmed at this moment, but the sun is hot and bright in the sky, and a new day has come, blowing away the darkness, lifting the self-deception, so that the people of this fire red star can once again feel the cruelty and reality around them.

"There are three ways to survive the change of heart, one is to fight, the second is to slash, and the third is to ...... Forget. ”

"But I have no love, no pain, I don't want to miss homesickness, and I don't want to forget it...... Even if it's a war, what's the use. Su Ming closed his eyes and covered the sun and moon in his eyes.

After a long time, when Su Ming opened his eyes again, he slowly stood up from this cross-legged year, and as he stood up, Yue Hongbang in the distance immediately galloped over.

Su Ming looked at Yue Hongbang, looking at the many blue stones that had been enshrined in the distance in the past year, and he took a deep breath of the scorching breath of this place.

"I'm going to go on a trip, and you're in charge of the northern region. Su Ming looked into the distance, and when he opened his mouth lightly, his body shook, and suddenly the body of the red python phoenix that had been sleeping for a year moved, and the roar swirled, and when it flew out, it landed at Su Ming's feet, and took Su Ming into a long rainbow galloping, and there was a black shadow flapping its wings behind, quickly catching up, it was the bald crane.

Yue Hongbang clenched his fists and watched Su Ming go away, until he disappeared from the sky, he faintly noticed that Su Ming seemed to be a little different from a year ago. But what is different? He couldn't tell, just felt.

Su Ming flew on this fiery red star, and his expression was calm. Walking through the peaks, walking through the desert, on the peaks everywhere. He found a red grass that grew in the volcano and contained a fiery feeling.

Until he found a mountain, a dead volcano, it looked very much like the ninth peak, on that mountain, Su Ming watched silently, and after a long time, when his right hand was raised, the killing sword appeared. His figure was like a wisp of wind, surrounding the mountain.

The rocks are shattered and dusty. Until a full day's rest. Under Su Ming's change, this mountain gradually became more and more similar to the ninth peak. Even on the top of that mountain, Su Ming opened up a cave, and in that mountain, there was a courtyard of the second senior brother, in that mountain, there was Su Ming's platform and the place where the tiger lived, and at the bottom of the mountain, there was a retreat place for the senior brother.

Such a mountain peak, when it appeared in front of Su Ming, Su Ming looked there for a long, long time.

Until it was already dark, when the bright moon hung high, the earth was hazy, Su Ming looked at the ninth peak, he smiled, that smile was very cold, very ruthless, like wearing a mask, but this was not Su Ming's intention, he smiled and smiled, and the heart under the cold face stinged again.

It's just that this time the stinging pain was not only in his heart, but also a great will seemed to descend on Su Ming's indifferent face, causing his face to twitch in the coldness, and gradually a black mask seemed to emerge.

Su Ming understands that his actions, in a sense, are already a kind of love, this kind of homesickness, homesickness, is not allowed in his body, it is cut off, but what he is doing now is the opposite of his indifference, which makes the mask that disappeared on his face appear, and the will that exists on the mask suppresses Su Ming.

Blood overflowed from the corner of Su Ming's mouth, but he still raised his steps, silently came to the top of the mountain, and sat there alone, the red python phoenix was lying at the bottom of the mountain, it seemed to notice the fluctuation of Su Ming's mind, it was a thought that did not want people to disturb.

The bald crane looked at everything Su Ming had done throughout the day in a daze, and it suddenly became silent, it looked at the ninth peak in front of it, and gradually came to Su Ming's side, it looked at Su Ming's indifferent face, the blood on the corner of his mouth, and watched Su Ming's action of holding his heart, and the bald crane's expression showed sadness.

"I will not cut the thoughts of home, nor will I forget them...... I choose pain, let my heart tingle to remember that feeling, let me feel this tingling all the time, only then will I always remember, always ...... Don't forget. Su Ming muttered, he was afraid that one day he would forget his home, afraid that he would gradually get lost in this divine source wasteland in this indifference and ruthlessness.

So, he had to remember this stinging of his heart.

In silence, he took out the red grass he had picked all the way in the storage bag, and weaved one grass knot after another in his hands, until when the morning came, in front of Su Ming, he made a straw puppet.

The straw puppet has no head.

But in its body, there is blood dripping from the tip of Su Ming's tongue, and the blood gives the grass puppet traces of life, making the grass puppet look lifelike.

It doesn't look like a senior brother, but in Su Ming's eyes, it's not him, he's a senior brother!

Su Ming looked at the red grass puppet representing the senior brother, his expression was indifferent, and he couldn't see his heart, but his focused expression seemed to represent everything.

It was only at this moment that the mask that disappeared in the night on his face resurfaced again, and this time the will emanating from it was even larger, and when Su Ming's body was shaken, there were signs of corrosion on his face, and there were bursts of green smoke emitting out, there was no pain, but the will emanating from the mask was forcibly to make Su Ming stop his movements.

Su Ming's body trembled, and he felt that he couldn't control his hands, as if the will on the mask controlled his body at this moment, making him suddenly spurt out a large mouthful of blood.

Su Ming's gaze became more and more cold, but after this mouthful of blood spurted out, he gritted his teeth, slowly raised his right hand in the struggle, and took out some red grass again, tying the grass knot little by little in this trembling, this simple action is very difficult for him to do now, but he still insisted.

In three days, he compiled a second red doll, which contained Su Ming's blood, and the doll's expression was like a smile, as if there would be that gentle smile no matter when, no matter where.

When this second doll was compiled, the sunlight was very strong, shining on the side face of this doll, making that smile exude a memory that made Su Ming trance.

In this memory, the mask on Su Ming's face corroded his flesh and skin even more seriously, and the will that came from it exploded in Su Ming's mind. The corners of Su Ming's mouth overflowed with blood. The whole person fell to the side under this, although it was painless, but it overcame all pain.

Seven days later. Su Ming opened his eyes, his eyes were full of bloodshots, and his body was very weak. The feeling of weakness hurt his heart, but when he opened his eyes, he took out the red grass again, and trembled and weaved it.

This time, Su Ming was stunned three times by the roar of will, until a month later, there was no luster on his body, but in front of him, a third doll appeared.

That's a guy with a silly expression. A doll with an honest appearance, looking at this doll, Su Ming smiled. The smile was cold. There is not the slightest emotion, but it can be heard in the ears of the bald crane on the side. Everything in the past month, and the indifferent laughter now, is more real than everything in the world.

"You can cut off my future love, but you can't cut off the ...... in my memory" When Su Ming picked up the red grass and went to weave the fourth doll, blood dripped from his face, and the will from that mask was so powerful that Su Ming's soul could be shaken at this moment.

Su Ming raised his head and let out such a roar as he looked up to the sky.

His hands trembled, and he tried to weave the knot again and again, until another month passed, and in front of Su Ming, the fourth doll appeared.

It was a woman, a woman looking back and smiling, it was Bai Su.

After this doll appeared, Su Ming's hands had been split, and his weakness had reached the extreme, almost running out of oil, but in his indifferent eyes, the bright sun in his left eye and the bright moon in his right eye became clearer and clearer, occupying all the positions of his pupils.

He took out some red grass again and went to weave the fifth doll, Yuxuan.

But this time, Su Ming couldn't make the first grass knot at all, every time this grass knot was about to be beaten by him, his heart would appear with his eyes closed, but he couldn't grasp it and go away, that figure.

kept trying, but couldn't hit it constantly, the mask on Su Ming's face emitted a ghostly light, and while covering his face, the exposed eyes became more and more indifferent and ruthless.

"Your Excellency has been here for many days, and you plan to see when Su will arrive. Su Ming looked at the red grass that couldn't tie the first knot in his hand, didn't look up, his voice revealed the cold that penetrated into his bones, and slowly spoke.

A sigh came from the sky, Tian Lin's figure appeared in mid-air, he looked at the black mask on Su Ming's face in a complicated way, looked at the dolls in front of Su Ming and the red grass in his hand that was already full of wrinkles.

"Your Excellency, why do you bother, I see that there is clearly a sealing force on your face, but why do you want to fight against it?" Tian Lin just said this, Su Ming raised his head, his left eye Haoyang, right eye Mingyue, the moment he looked at Tian Lin, Tian Lin's words stopped abruptly, his eyes looked at Su Ming, and his heart immediately roared.

When this roar echoed, Su Ming and the mountain peak in front of him disappeared, and a withered grassland appeared, there were so many families on the grassland, and at this moment there was a terrible sound, it was a slaughter of a true guard in red clothes, and finally this burly real guard, who exuded a bloody breath all over his body, constantly fought against a young man with a trembling body and a face full of fear, but every time he was swept back by this true guard's sleeve and blood spray, he opened his mouth with contempt in indifference.

"Knowing that you are invincible, you dare to make a move with Benwei, just leave you a cub who is a descendant of Tian Kui for five generations, and it can be regarded as Benwei's mercy. ”

At the end of the killing, after the true guard had left, the young man raised his head to the sky and let out a terrible roar, and fell to his knees, shedding bloody tears.

Although all this disappeared in an instant, Tian Lin's body trembled, and his eyes turned red in mid-air, this was the deepest pain hidden in his heart, it was a scene in his hometown in the Shenyuan Wasteland that happened thousands of years ago!

His breathing was even more rapid, and he looked at Su Ming fiercely.

"What kind of spell is this!!"

"The bright sun represents reality, the bright moon represents hope, and the stars ...... It's his hometown, this is what Su realized, the stars, the sun and the moon. As for the answer you just asked Su why he wanted to fight, it is the same as why you fought against Na Zhenwei. Su Ming picked up the four dolls in front of him, and with his blood in them, he gradually integrated these four dolls into Su Ming's body, just like him and them...... Together.

Su Ming knew that his third heart change was just the beginning, there was no end, and the real end was that after he compiled everyone's dolls, he integrated them into his body, and in this way, he went through this third heart change-

These two chapters were written with great difficulty, and I was always dissatisfied with them, and I revised them several times