Chapter 124: Ask for a result
"Perhaps, she's dead." The bear's voice suddenly became very sad, like a fallen leaf in late autumn, swaying in the wind, "Perhaps, she is still alive, hidden in a small corner of this world, waiting for me to find it." ”
"You don't even know whether she's alive or dead, are you willing to spend your whole life looking for her?"
Xiong smiled, smiled faintly, and shook his head, "I don't want to care so much, she is my favorite person, and the person who loves me the most, in this life, maybe except for her, my heart can no longer tolerate anyone else." ”
"Are you sure?" "Red Aya suddenly stood up, holding the bear's face with both hands, and looking the bear in the eyes, "Tell me, tell me that you have never liked any woman other than her, and you have never thought about any other woman!"
It can be seen that Red Aya does not believe in bears. However, in Xiong's heart, it really can't be regarded as only Lan. After all, Arashi is far away from the bear, and maybe, there will be no return.
"You don't dare to say it, do you?" Red Aya's sharp eyes caught the faintest details of the bear's heart in an instant. The details told Red Aya that what Xiong just said was not true. For Xiong, maybe for Xia Yun, he just has a good impression, not to mention liking, let alone love.
Moreover, by Xia Yun's side, there is the protection of the civet, and he can't intervene at all. However, every time Xiong thinks of Lan, that feeling is not comparable to the feeling that Xia Yun gave Xiong.
It is an indescribable, irreplaceable feeling, magical, wonderful, blissful, intoxicating and dreaming. Whenever the bear dreams of Lan, there will be another sense of happiness that cannot be extricated, this happiness can make the sleeping bear inadvertently show a smile on the corner of his mouth, and it can also make the bear cheer up in the most tired and difficult moment, and continue to struggle towards the great challenge.
"Why don't you promise me?" Hong Aya suddenly sobbed, "Why, if you promise me, I can only be your concubine, as long as I can be by your side and accompany you to the ends of the earth, I don't even want a name." I just want you to give me a promise, a humble promise, okay?"
In Hong Aya's opinion, this request is not too much. However, this is not a simple request, if this is just an ordinary thing, then Xiong will definitely not refuse, but it is Xiong's most troublesome children's affection.
Xiong's emotional intelligence is not high, all he has learned is to be good to those who are good to him, not to those who are not good to him, and that's it.
Arashi is good to the bear, that's not to say. Because the bear saved Lan's life, the moment Xiong rescued Lan, the bond between the two was forever tied together, and it was immortal in this life.
Gorgeous love is not an eternal rock, but the most beautiful moment. In the good times that He Lan came up with, Xiong gave a lot of things that others did not give, and also reaped a lot of happiness that others did not give.
At the very least, Xiong is very satisfied and yearning for this kind of life, plain and simple, but happy and happy.
At this time, food, clothing, housing and transportation are all valuable, no matter how gorgeous silk and satin, or how delicious and delicious delicacies from the mountains and seas, as long as you have money and silver, you can buy them.
But you can't buy happiness alone.
Even if you have a lot of money, even if you are in power, you are not necessarily happy. On the contrary, if you can live in seclusion in the mountains and forests with your most beloved person, live in a wooden house by the mountains and rivers, watch the ebb and flow of the tide, watch the clouds roll and Shu, the man ploughs and the woman weaves, and returns at sunrise and sunset, maybe you will be very happy.
What the bear longs for is the kind of peaceful life, the kind of life that lives in a remote place, but where no one disturbs it.
It's just that the environment Xiong is in now, and the mission on his shoulders tell Xiong that he can't do this. Once this is done, the bear loses its direction and purpose. Now on the bear's body, there is an obvious guide mark, which has been guiding the bear forward.
In this way, step by step, according to the sign, the bear moved forward, and then forward, and at the same time grew and became stronger little by little in this one. At this time, the bear has grown a lot compared to when he first stepped into the rivers and lakes.
I remember that when I first met Xiaoyaozi, Xiong was still a hard worker, with shackles on his hands and feet, and was locked in a cage that did not see the light of day all day long, living an inhuman life, and he didn't even know where his tomorrow was.
Bears are lucky, though. fate made him meet Xiaoyaozi, and at the same time made Xiaoyaozi his master. It was Xiaoyaozi who rescued the bear from the palace and at the same time led the bear on the path of the killer.
Although Xiong doesn't think of himself as a killer now, the outside world's assessment of Xiong is a killer. Perhaps, Xiong is the kindest killer in this Jianghu.
The word kindness is incompatible with killers. However, in the bear's body, the word kindness can be seen. Perhaps, bears are not suitable for killers at all.
"I'm not not going to say yes to you. Xiong sighed and scratched his head with his hand with a very embarrassed feeling, "My mind is very chaotic right now, there are still many things I want to do, and there are quite a few missions waiting for me to complete." ”
After saying this, Xiong suddenly thought of a little, and immediately added, "By the way, and I also have a very strange disease, and I don't know how long I will live." ”
"Very strange illness?" After hearing this, Hongya immediately frowned and looked at Xiong, "You didn't say this for the sake of perfunctory, did you?"
"I really had a very strange disease. For Hong Aya's suspicion, Xiong was a little speechless, "That's it, I swear by poison, if I don't have that strange disease, the sky will thunder, and I won't die!"
When Xiong just finished saying this, Hong Aya suddenly stretched out her hand and covered Xiong's mouth, "Don't, I don't want you to swear such a poisonous oath." I just hope you have me in your heart, and that's enough, for other things, other things, I haven't even thought about it. ”
"Do you have me in your heart?" asked Red Aya, looking at Xiong expectantly.
This makes Xiong a little helpless, should he say yes or no?
If there is, then Red Aya will definitely keep pestering herself and not letting go. But if you don't, then it will deeply hurt Red Aya's heart.
Xiong frowned, pondered the question deeply, and only began to say for a long time, "No." ”
When Xiong said these two words, the handkerchief in Hongya's hand fell to the ground at once. Hongaya's whole person, sitting there in despair, as if she was stiff.