In the dark jade-like eyes, the dark color flows like flowing clouds, floating on the translucent waves, revealing an indescribable dull taste.

"When I was two hundred years old, I knew that I had a mother who went out of the Nine Shadows alone without telling my father and found her in the mortal world. ”

Bai Chu's eyes were full of surprise, "Two hundred years old, at that time, you were only the size of a child." ”

"Well, it's still a child. Van Gogh looked at Bai Chu and his heart was touched. In the recollection, the past gradually became clear, "Although she was reincarnated as a mortal, she carried all the memories of her previous life, and she recognized me when she saw me." ”

"In her reincarnation, she was a widow who lived alone. When I found her, she was cooking at home. When she saw me, she was not the least surprised, nor the slightest sadness. I called her mother, and she left me to eat. During the meal, I asked her to go back with me, but she didn't answer.

After dinner, I took an afternoon nap on the grape trellis in her yard. When he woke up, the entire courtyard was devoid of mortal breath. I went from room to room looking for her, and at last I found her in a remote room, hung from a long cloth torn from a bed sheet under the beams, and she was cold and had been hanged for a long time. ”

Bai Chu was stunned, "What...... How so?"

"I was terrified, thinking that she had been murdered, and I quickly returned to the Demon Realm and went to Hades. Hades told me that she had entered reincarnation again, and in her last life, she committed suicide. ”

His eyes darkened, and he continued: "I am not reconciled to find her again. When I found her in another life after reincarnation, she was the daughter of the Prime Minister who was going to leave the cabinet tomorrow. When I found her, she was trying on her dress in her room. At the age of fifteen or sixteen, beautiful and charming. I asked her when she would be able to come back with me, and she still didn't answer me. But she asked me if I was hungry and if I wanted to eat the bread she made herself.

I was born a god, how could I be hungry? But I fell into her gentle smile, and the ghost made the god say that she wanted to eat. As a result, she went to the kitchen and never returned. ”

"Is she ...... again" Bai Chu stared at him, and suddenly felt speechless.

"That's right, dead again, still suicide. Van Gogh smiled a little sarcastically, not knowing whether he was laughing at herself or laughing at her, "The servants of her house fished her out of the well by the kitchen, and there was a stack of hot cakes next to the well. ”

The candles in the room burned out and quietly went out. The room darkened instantly, and at this time, Bai Chu's golden eyes were very obvious in the dark, crystal bright, like a gem blooming with golden brilliance at night.

Van Gogh looked into her eyes for a moment, "Don't you think it's ridiculous?

Bai Chu pursed his lips, not knowing how to answer.

"After that, I looked for her a few more times, and each time she would find a time to die where I couldn't see. No matter how much I pleaded and cried, the result was the same. ”

Bai Chu pondered his words and spoke: "Hidden world, don't you want to be found?"

"That's what I started thinking. But Bai Chu is not like this at all. He looked at her, "Once, I followed my father to the mortal world, and watched him enter her room from afar, and watched him talk to her, and watched her live well after my father was gone. ”

I was ecstatic and went back to find her alone the day after my father left. Before that, the Father knew that I was following him, and he broke a branch from the tree and whipped me. The blow was not heavy, I deliberately did not let those red and purple scars heal on their own, and went to her. ”

"She looked at my injuries and gave me medicine carefully. Even though she knew it was redundant, she didn't debunk my little trick. I didn't have time to tell her that I wanted her to go back or something like that, and when she turned around and put the medicine bottle, she swallowed gold and committed suicide. ”

If she just didn't want people to find her before, now it seems that she is targeting Van Gogh......

Bai Chu looked at him, "What happened later?"

Later, when Da Yi found out that I always went to my mother, she coaxed me to tell me that my mother doesn't like children, and when I grow up, she won't be like this again. He said lightly, "It was obviously a child's words, but I believed it at the time." Didn't go to her for a long time. ”

The room was dark, but it didn't affect the vision of the two of them at all.

Bai Chu looked at him quietly, in the dark, his face was like a peak, and every inch of the outline seemed to be delicately carved like a carving knife, which was beautiful.

"Later, when I was more than 10,000 years old, of course I knew that Dayi's words were lying to me. I went to the mortal world again, and found her again, her life, a harmonious family, a husband, and a pair of children.

I didn't have the same thoughts I had for my mother when I was a child. I just wanted to go over and see her.

I was far away and didn't disturb the family at all.

I watched her play in the yard with her two children. The two children are a little bigger, as tall as her waist.

The girl is kicking the shuttlecock and the boy is playing with the spinning top. She played with them next to her, smiling all over her face.

I had been looking for her for so many lifetimes, and in those times, she had not smiled at me, but not once had she smiled so truly and warmly.

I thought she was indifferent and wanted to hide from the world, so I stayed in the world for a while, went to see her every day, and didn't appear in front of her every day.

Until one day, one of her children sneaked out of the house to play by the river, and her daughter fell into the river. The river was fierce and fast, and she was swept away by the river at once.

The little boy panicked, ran after the little girl on the shore, did not pay attention to his feet, stepped on the stone and slipped into the river, was swept by the wave, and was washed away with the little girl.

Two children are so young, and when they are washed away by this river, they have absolutely no chance of survival. The two children were destined to die today, and the ghost who hooked the soul was already waiting on the side.

I happened to be passing by at the time, and I knew that I shouldn't have intervened, but out of selfishness, I didn't want to see her sad appearance, so I reached out to save the two children.

The two children were wet, the boy was fine, the girl was washed away by the river and lost her strength, I held the girl and led the boy to send the two of them back.

On the way, I met her who found that the child was missing and came out to look for someone.

I thought she should at least smile when she saw me back with her child, but she didn't.

When she saw me, as if she had seen a ghost, she came up madly and snatched her two children from my hands, and when she saw that the two children were wet, she did not ask me a word, but turned around and walked away with the children.

Walking fast, while walking, I told the two children not to be with strangers, and when they saw me in the future, they would stay away.

She walked so fast that the child couldn't keep up, and the boy was about to fall soon.

Although I felt that her attitude was strange, I didn't think much about it, and stepped forward to help the child.

Then, as if she had seen an enemy, she quickly knocked my hand down, escorted the child to the side, and said to me, 'Get out.' ”

The last word, lonely, very little, heard Bai Chu's heart slightly tightened.

If he just wanted to hide in the world and didn't want to see him, now it is obviously not like that. In this world, how can a mother be so indiscriminate and tell her children to get out?

The golden eyes showed a look of confusion and surprise, Bai Chu looked at him, and his heart was full of horror.

His eyelashes drooped, his dark color hidden under his eyes, and his expression could not be seen from her perspective. Eyes moved down, down his arm, and saw his hand on the bed, five fingers into a fist, clenched very tightly.

"Even the stupid ones could have figured out something was wrong.

I asked her why, she didn't answer, and she was about to leave with the child......"

Van Gogh was willing to let people go like this at that time, and immediately blocked the way of the three of them, and Qingyao didn't explain, so he didn't let them go.

"She seemed to be disgusted with me, and she clung to her two children and threatened me that if I didn't leave immediately, she would die in front of me. Speaking of this, Van Gogh sneered, "Heh, as if as long as I leave, she will not seek death." ”

There is a cycle of life and death for mortals, even if they die, there is a next life, and this threat is not a threat at all.

Bai Chu lay on his side beside him and raised his eyes to look at her, "Did you let her threaten?"

"Threat? Van Gogh's smile floated at the corner of his mouth, looking at Bai Chu's eyes, slightly astringent, "She wants me to leave, so I want to stay." She protects her mortal children, and I will snatch them up. She threatened me with death, and I wrung off her daughter's hand and kicked her son's leg. ”

His words were light, his tone was always very calm, as if it was not his own business, and the joys and sorrows in the story dispersed with his words one by one, scattered in the air, and scattered in Bai Chu's heart, "And then?"

In a fit of rage, she picked up a rock from the ground and rushed up and threw it at me. ”

Bai Chuchu chuckled and widened his eyes.

"The stone hit me, shattered, and it didn't hurt me at all. The stone shattered, and she found another stone to smash, and each time it hit harder than the other. She said to me like crazy, 'Why are you the one who survived?' He paused, "At this time, I realized that it was not the world that she was hiding, but me." ”

Bai Chu looked at him quietly and put his hand on his clenched hand.

"It was my own mother, and she wanted me to die. His voice was hoarse, "I don't know why she hates me so much." The stones were smashed one by one, and they were scolded. When the two children saw her smashing me with a stone, they didn't care to cry, but they also picked up the stone and threw it at me. They don't care who saved their lives before. ”

Bai Chu held him tighter, she knew his temper the most, and looked at him fixedly, "You must have been angry at that time." ”

"Well, I'm angry. His gaze fell on her hand, and he watched her hand hold his hand tightly, smiled slightly, and let her hold it, "I was so angry that I directly broke the necks of the two children." ”

Bai Chu's heart was slightly sour when he heard this, "They deserve to die in their lives, you saved their lives, and then ask for their lives back, it's not wrong." ”

"I don't think I'm at fault either. He said lightly, a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, "Do you know what she did next?"

"What did you do?"

She plucked the hairpin from her head and stabbed it neatly into her throat. ”