053 Death of incense

I don't know how many hours have passed, anyway, I know that in order to protect Xue'er, my eyes are already red, and my eye sockets are deep, so Xue'er woke up quietly. "Why are you so ruthless?" asked Cher weakly.

"I ...... I ...... "Although Jiang Shan was very happy to see that Xue'er had woken up, he didn't know how to answer Xue'er's question.

"Am I so lowly, do I have to seduce my own disciple?" Cher cried faintly.

"Why does Shi Niang say that, you are the purest person in the world!" Jiang Shan hurriedly comforted Xue'er when he saw Xue'er crying.

"You're just going to liar! Can I believe these nonsense words?" Xue'er didn't pay attention to Jiang Shan's comfort, and still blamed angrily.

"I didn't lie to you! Besides, how can I bear to lie to you? You must know Lu Dao, now you are my dearest person! The closest person, do you know Lu Dao?" Jiang Shan said emotionally, eager to immediately open his heart to Xue'er to see.

"Since I am so important to you, why don't you want me? Do you know how much I like you! I want to dedicate myself to you every time I see you!" Xue'er looked at Jiang Shan with tears in her eyes, obviously very excited.

"This ...... This seems a little unpleasant?" After Jiang Shan heard this, although his heart was warm, reason told him that he couldn't accept this love easily, so he hesitated and excused himself.

"I know you don't love me! You don't care about me at all! Or you wouldn't care about me like this!" Cher cried sadly, and when Cher cried, a lot of blood flowed out of the wound due to the twitching of her body.

"Don't you cry anymore, okay?

"I just want the wound to burst! I just want the bleeding to stop! I don't want to live anymore! Do you want to take care of it?" Xue'er stubbornly expressed the dissatisfaction in her heart, ignoring Jiang Shan's request at all.

"Why did Shi Niang take her own life? You must know that although you have lost many relatives in this world, there are still Yan'er and I who care about you! Besides, we also need your care!" Jiang Shan of course understood Xue'er's painful feelings very well, so he did not give up comforting her because of Xue'er's stubbornness, so he still patiently enlightened.

"I can't get the happiness I want, what's the point of my life?" Cher still cried quietly.

When Jiang Shan heard that Xue'er was bent on seeking death, he became anxious, so he asked in a panic: "Master, how can you feel happy? I will definitely fulfill you!"

When Xue'er heard Jiang Shan say this, she immediately raised her eyebrows and immediately said happily: "Are you really willing to fulfill me?"

"Yes! really willing!" replied sincerely.

"Then you can marry me now! I know that you like me too, don't you?" Xue'er heard Jiang Shan's affirmative answer, and immediately asked excitedly.

When Jiang Shan heard Xue'er's ambiguous request, he immediately strongly objected: "No! This is absolutely not good!"

"Why can't you do it? Didn't you already promise to do it just now?" Xue'er didn't expect Jiang Shan to regret it again, so she asked sadly.

"Because you are my master! I am your disciple! We are ** and will be spurned by the world!" Jiang Shan said very seriously, as if there was no room for maneuver at all.

"I know that you dislike me for having an experience with Jing Ke, I'm just a piece of that no one wants! What face do I have to live in the world!" Xue'er said sadly, crying bitterly again.

"Master, don't be sad! You are very beautiful! No one in this world can compare to you! Didn't that king of Qin like you? I rejected you not because you had an experience with others, but because that person was my master. I can't mess up ethics!" Jiang Shan was also sad when he saw Xue'er crying sadly.

"In this way, you don't want to marry me because you're afraid that others will know about it?" Xue'er asked happily as if she had suddenly discovered something.

"Yes, I can't let anyone talk about me and my master! You think that if my master's wisdom were ruined because of us, he would not be at ease under the Jiuquan. Jiang Shan recalled that the master couldn't help but cry sadly.

"If it's not in the way, we won't have anyone else know the Tao here! If no one knows the Tao, no one will say us!"

"How can there be no one who knows the Dao? There are you and me here, that is to say, with you and I know, God knows, it is impossible for me to do this!" Jiang Shan said firmly.

"Then you can't bear to watch me die?" asked Cher sadly.

"I won't let you die! Besides, if you really die, I will accompany you out of this world, and I will never steal your life!" Jiang Shan also said emotionally at this time.

When Xue'er heard that Jiangshan was going to die with her, she was in a hurry. She just couldn't get the happiness she wanted, and she couldn't let her beloved leave this world with her, so she immediately retorted: "No! You must not accompany me to die, if you die, who will take care of our Yan'er?"

When Jiang Shan heard Xue'er mention Yan'er, he had concerns. What a lovely child Yan'er is! How painful it would be for her to lose her mother after she had no father! I have no relatives since I was a child, and the feeling is unimaginable. Now, if you let this tragedy happen again, then you will undoubtedly become a demonic person. Jiang Shan Zhilu said, although he loves the two most important people in his life, how can he turn his back on ethics and pleasure?

Xue'er saw that Jiangshan was silent, and she knew that Jiangshan had hesitated for Yan'er's future. At this time, Xue'er also understood Jiangshan's intentions, as long as he once loved himself, it was enough, why bother asking him to sacrifice his beliefs? After Xue'er understood Jiangshan's hardship, she no longer asked him to agree to her wishes, so she still said happily: "I won't persecute you anymore! I know that it is enough for you to love me, and it is enough to blame me for choosing the wrong path of life in this life, so why should I force it! It's just that I want to tell you, you are not allowed to commit suicide, you have to take care of Yan'er. When you have the opportunity, you have to find a good girl and spend a happy life with her. You don't know that love without sex is imperfect love, and only after you fall into complete water blending will you understand what a woman is and what a man is!"

Jiang Shan saw that Xue'er said so emotionally, and he was also very moved and assured: "Since Shi Niang cares about me so much, I will definitely accompany Shi Niang for the rest of my life, and it is impossible to love other women again!"

"If you really don't like other women, then when Yan'er grows up in the future, let her follow you!" said Xue'er with a smile.

Where did Jiang Shan think that Xue'er would say such a thing? Immediately turned away shyly and stopped talking.

"In the end, I want you to promise me, you must promise me!" Xue'er pulled the placket of Jiang Shan's clothes and asked.

Jiang Shan finally learned to be shrewd this time, he first asked Xue'er: "What is it? You tell me first, as long as I can do it, I will definitely agree to you!"

"Can you call my name?" asked Cher, expectantly.

Jiang Shan thought that this matter was easy, so he shouted happily: "Xue'er!"

When Xue'er heard Jiang Shan's gentle words, her snow-white face suddenly turned into a pink pear, and she immediately said shyly: "My body is dirty, and I ask you to take a bath for me!"

When Jiang Shan heard Xue'er's request, he felt very ridiculous at first, but he immediately understood something, so he quickly turned back to look at Xue'er. But Xue'er couldn't speak anymore, and then took Jiang Shan's hand and hung weakly on the soft grass.

"Why am I so confused? I know that your body is very weak, and you have let your emotions fluctuate so much, causing you to say so many things and hurt so many gods!" Jiang Shan cried hoarsely. "I killed you! Xue'er, I'm sorry for you! If I don't bring you out, you won't be hurt! If I wasn't careless, where would I need you to use your body to resist the bow and arrow for me? Later, when you were injured, I didn't take good care of you, I really couldn't escape the blame!" Jiang Shan cried and said, he wanted to say all the words that were suppressed in his heart, but unfortunately Xue'er couldn't hear it anymore at this time.

Although Xue'er can't hear it anymore, in Jiang Shan's opinion, even if Xue'er has left, she can still hear it, because it is impossible for her soul to go far, and she will definitely be by her side, so he still has to continue to speak. "I'm really sorry for you! I know what you want in your heart, but I can't give it to you! You say you love me, don't I love you? Do you know that I fell in love with you from the moment I met you, and you were already a master at that time. Naturally, I can't compete with my master for you, so I can only silently bless you! Later, when the master went, you said that you were in love with me, and that you wanted to get my love many times! In fact, do you know that although I didn't give you what you wanted, I had already given you my whole heart! You said that you wanted to be good with me for a hundred years, didn't I want to? Just because I didn't want to ruin your reputation with your master! I know that what you are pursuing is 'sexual' happiness, but what I cling to is etiquette! How can I ruin your reputation for the sake of my own happiness, and therefore I would rather you hate me than promise you!"

Although Xue'er's body has always been able to get an intimate embrace from Jiangshan, she lost her life, and her body temperature continued to drop, and finally returned to cold. Later, Xue'er's cold body finally cooled the volcano's fanatical mind, what should he do? Of course, he can't just hold Xue'er for the rest of his life! His top priority now is Xue'er's last wish.

In order to give Xue'er a comfortable hot bath, she went to the market to buy an iron pot and a beautiful bathtub. Then the water boiled, and in a short time the water boiled. After adjusting the water temperature, Jiang Shan carefully put Xue'er into the warm water.

With clear warm water and pale skin, Jiang Shan gently stroked Xue'er's crystal jade body with his thick palm. "Xue'er, do you know that although I didn't agree to your request, you don't know how many times I have been with you in my dreams! Do you remember the time I met Lu and saw you taking a bath? I started thinking about you from that night! But I have always been very guilty, I think that if I do something wrong with my beloved, it will be blasphemy and harm to her, but I didn't expect you to see it as happiness! I really don't understand! Am I wrong?"

I don't know if it's because of Cher's low body temperature, or because of the cold temperature in the cave, but the water in the bathtub will soon be cold. Jiang Shan hurriedly added a lot of hot water before he said again: "Your body is really beautiful, although I have not seen many women in my life, but I dare to conclude that your body is definitely the most beautiful one in this world! Okay, I won't praise you, I'd better hurry up and bathe you, or you will definitely be frozen! And I almost forgot what I just said, do you say I'm really wrong? Alas, even if I'm really wrong, it's too late, I can't give you anything in this life." If we had a chance in the next life, I wouldn't have missed any more opportunities! Now all I can do is wash you up so you can leave comfortably. ”

Jiang Shan carefully cleaned Xue'er's whole body, and then gently wiped her body clean with a towel, and then gently put her on the snow-white sheet that had been prepared earlier. Cher is lying on the sheets like a noble goddess, charming and beautiful. Jiang Shan stared at Xue'er's jade body for a long time, without any desire, only nostalgia for her. "Xue'er, do you know Lu Dao, I originally wanted to go with you, but you finally talked about Yan'er, our Yan'er! I have been a lonely person since I was a child, of course, I know the pain of no one to care about it, so I promised you to stay and take care of our Yan'er! I know that you will definitely be lonely here alone, then I will take you back to our Peach Blossom Valley. You like the hot springs there the most, and I'll bury you next to the hot springs when the time comes. Our people in Peach Blossom Valley are very enthusiastic, and they will definitely talk to you from time to time. They not only ruined your country, but also separated us from yin and yang, and I will definitely avenge you. But I don't want you to bless me if I encounter any danger, if I have any accidents, I will just look for you, and then you will not be allowed to be angry again, you must know that I am here to find you!"

Just watched and talked, until the sun had set, and then put on the new clothes that had been prepared for Xue'er. Jiang Shan originally planned to carry Xue'er all the way back to Peach Blossom Valley, but due to the long distance, in that case, Xue'er's body would definitely decompose. Jiangshan Zhilu Dao Xue'er is a person who loves cleanliness, and if she is allowed to rot into a pile of meat puree, she will definitely be unhappy. Jiang Shan thought about it for a long time, and only after that, did he decide to cremate Xue'er's body and bring it back to Peach Blossom Valley.