One thing, I'm sorry to tell you, this book may end like this, of course, for the time being, it's just a possibility, and it's still doing the most dying struggle.

From April last year to now, there is no income. I've always been weak and have asthma, so I can't write part-time.

In the last book of Horror Ruins, many friends who read it may know that after the end of each volume, I myself will collapse. But I've never said anything about it, because it's my own business, and if there is a way, there is really no need to say it and add unnecessary trouble to others.

When the second volume of the underground mystery city was written, because the whole book was suspenseful, the truth would not be revealed until the last time, but it turned out to be a month of anticipation, but the last thing turned into a disappointment, that kind of psychological gap, plus nervousness for several days, it was at that time that the asthma attacked.

I was the only one in the room at that time, and my friends who were familiar with asthma probably knew the symptoms of an asthma attack, I was sitting on the ground, out of breath, my whole body was trembling, and I couldn't move, I couldn't speak, and I couldn't ask for help.

At that time, I thought that I was going to die in the house, how did I adjust at that time? Friends who have read my books should know that I know a little bit about psychology, and I said to myself at that time: XX, you must relax, otherwise you must die.

I kept calling my name in my heart, giving myself psychological hints, and after a long time, I slowly relaxed, and finally I was able to move, but my hands and feet were cold.

It was also at that time that the second volume was suspended for many days, until the third volume was written, and I felt that the third volume was very good, both in terms of conception and story, and after it was written, there might be a turnaround, and the result would be the same as the second volume.

When I first started writing the ghost river in the fourth volume, I still had such fantasies.

But later, the clicks and recommendation votes were decreasing every day, and after the worst, there were only a dozen clicks left a day, and there were only a dozen recommendation votes left, and at this time, I finally couldn't support it anymore, so I had to put the book down.

After the book ended, I didn't plan to write a novel again, but a few friends insisted on voting for that book, and I was very moved at the time, and I felt that I couldn't go, so I went to the book and opened a single chapter in that book to ask that friend not to vote again.

That single chapter has now been deleted.,You may still be able to find it in pirated books.,As a result, after the single chapter was sent.,There are friends who are voting.,I thought about it all night.,There's no way.,I had to continue writing.,That's why there's this "Yuan Xian"

When I wrote this Yuan Xian, I had two plans, one was to write a fantasy, the kind that followed the trend, and the other was to write this Yuan Xian, I thought about it for a long time, and if I wrote that fantasy, because it was a popular text, it would be easier to write, and this Yuan Xian had not been completely thought out, and it was not a simple YY novel, and it would be more difficult to write

But I really didn't want to write a routine article, so I finally decided to write this Yuan Xian

I thought a lot about it when I first wrote it.,Because it's a realistic immortal novel.,The protagonists of the first and second volumes can't be bullish.,And I really didn't want to write the routine of YY novels.,I had to think about it.,The first two volumes were written as suspense.。

As for the real brilliance of this book, it started with the third volume, and I originally planned to write it with confidence, but who knew that this third volume had just begun, and this happened again.

My original plan was to use this time to submit a few articles to a few horror magazines, support myself to write it, and finish the book anyway, because both the sense of the third volume and the knowledge of the fourth volume are extremely exciting plots

As a result, there may be friends who know that the new policy does not know what the Tao is, and horror magazines can't write about ghosts, feudal superstitions, suicides, or murders, and many things can't be written anyway, and even many magazines have stopped for rectification

So I finally waited for people to go to work and sent out the manuscript I had written, but all of them were returned today

The new policy really didn't give me any confidence that I could get my draft passed

But I haven't given up for the time being, I still want to try, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, I am absolutely unwilling to give up this book, as long as there is a glimmer of life, I will write this book until it is finished

It's just that I'm really not sure at all now, so what I want to tell you is that in the last ten days of this month, and at the beginning of March, I don't know when the road will first arrive, in case it really doesn't work, I have to tell you again completely

A lot of it is a personal matter, and for me, a person who is embarrassed to ask for a recommendation ticket, I would rather die than say it

It's just that if I don't say anything and suddenly stop writing, I'm really sorry for the readers who have been reading these days, so after thinking about it for a while, I decided to make it clear first

As for the updates in the past few days, there may only be one chapter per day because of the need to reimagine other stories. Today is halfway through the writing of the second chapter of the money gourd, and this kind of thing I encountered turned out to be unable to write anything, so I had to write it again tomorrow, and I had to send it again tomorrow

After the most, although the update is insufficient, I still have the shame to ask for a click, recommend, the more the better, don't want to reward, absolutely not, I feel very sorry for the 'seeker Mr. Yao'

This is the most dying struggle, and hopefully there will be a turnaround