Chapter 844: Human Affection
The god operator said that Ye Fan would be able to return to the other side of the starry sky in the near future, but he didn't know how far away this would be and what kind of period of time it was.
Is it months, years, or decades? Monks can live for hundreds of years, a few years are very short, and decades are not too long.
However, how could he wait so long, it has been more than twenty years since he came to this side inexplicably, how long can his parents with gray temples wait?
The saddest thing in life is the loss of a child in old age, in the hearts of the elderly, children are their only hope, and before they die, that is the biggest blow.
Ye Fan couldn't imagine what kind of sorrow his parents would have been when he disappeared from Mount Tai, thinking of the scene of his white-haired parents muttering in their old age, trembling and touching his photos, his heart was like a knife.
He always had a fear in his heart, for fear that when he went back, he would already be wrong, and he had been practicing desperately all these years, just to be able to go back.
Even if you only see each other, sit around and eat a reunion meal, so that the white-haired parents can bloom with the smiles of the past in the muddy tears.
When he left, his parents had a trace of old age, and now that more than 20 years have passed, I am afraid that they will be sad in their hearts, and their health will be even worse, and even ...... Whenever he thought of this, Ye Fan's heart ached, his eyes blurred, the greatest grace in this world was the nurturing grace of his parents, and when they missed him the most in the last few days of their lives, he couldn't go back in a foreign land, which made him uncomfortable.
Losing their only parent and son in their later years, how bleak is the state of mind of the two old people, the father's back is no longer straight, and the father's hair is whiter, how can he bear it?
Others practice for enlightenment, and Ye Fan's biggest goal from beginning to end is to go back and see his parents who gave birth to him again.
What immortality, what emperor, what immortality, for him is far less important than being able to see his parents again, this is human affection.
The stubborn stone is immortal, even if it lasts forever, it is still cold, and it knows what human affection is?
If you abandon your parents just to live longer in this world, what is the point, indifference is like a stone, and you abandon the true nature of human beings.
When he came to this world, he was just doing it silently, moving towards his goal, and never yelled and swore how he wanted to be.
Now I know that maybe I can really go back in the near future, no matter what, he will not give up, because he is not an indifferent stone, he has a pure filial piety.
In order not to let his elderly parents cry, in order not to make the old man with white hair sad, in order not to let the two old people wake up desolate in their sleep, he has to go back even if he is broken, just to make their old age no longer lonely and sad.
He is also reluctant to give up on this world, there are friends who share life and death, there are confidants who love the world, there is a way forward that can inspire people, and there are ancient secrets that people can explore, everything is so fascinating, but he also has to make a choice.
Just as he can't let go of his parents, Ji Ziyue can't leave her father, mother, and brother, and she can't let go of this world, and she has to follow his footsteps when the dust is over.
Even if the Black Emperor has no relatives and no reason, he is unwilling to leave his own world, misses the Beginningless Emperor, and is willing to stay in his homeland, even if he can only guard the tomb in the end. Everyone has their own persistence and sustenance, because this is the true feelings of people, and the biggest motivation for Ye Fan to practice in this world is to go home and persist silently, not for the sake of enlightenment.
There is not much in the world, his parents can't wait, and his friends in this world still have a long life, his departure will make the old people here sad, but he can still continue along the original trajectory of life, and if he doesn't go back, his parents will be sad and hopeless for the rest of their lives.
Although there are struggles, all helplessness, but must make a choice, filial piety first, he is just an ordinary person with flesh and blood, he can't forget the nurturing grace of his parents, and the love that blood is thicker than water can never be cut off.
He will not narcissistically think that the world will not turn without him, and he will still live without his friends.
He is just a person who has not yet been killed, not a supreme being who suppresses the nine heavens and ten earths, so people and red faces do not live under his protection.
Even, the background behind these is far stronger than him, fighting to defeat the Buddha, the Great Emperor family, the peerless white-clothed God King, Qi Luo, who will become a saint, and the first Dakou in the Northern Regions who has been successfully promoted to a saint, is far more intimidating than his existence.
Monkey, Ji Ziyue, Xiao Tingting, Li Heishui and others are far stronger than him, and he has never been the guardian of everyone.
As for Ji Ziyue, if she can't be together, I don't know if she can meet again, what can she promise her? It is better to bless and let go, let her go further, enlighten her heart, she should have her own truly brilliant starry sky.
Although Ye Fan was sad, it was impossible for him to cry, he could only do it silently, let these old people walk according to their original trajectory, and should not change the way forward because of him.
"Do you really want to go back?" asked Li Heishui, sitting on the cliff.
"Go back. Ye Fan nodded.
"You have to think about it, more than 20 years have passed, and it may have long been a matter of fact, not the result you want to see. "The monkey sat on a tree that stretched out of the cliff face.
"I will go back even if there is even a glimmer of hope, even if it may be the most cruel outcome. Ye Fan said in a deep voice.
"To be honest, I understand your feelings, if I were given a chance to go back to the primeval period, I would rather give up everything and return to the primeval years, but unfortunately I don't even have the slightest hope of trying. The monkey sighed.
"You have to be prepared. Yan Yixi said, he sat on a big rock on the edge of the cliff. Ye Fan didn't hide anything from them, he talked about his past, and they could speculate on some things that might happen over the years.
"This is my obsession, if I can't go back, maybe one day I will go crazy, or even go crazy. Ye Fan said.
"It's human. Li Heishui sighed.
"Some people sit for the sake of cultivation all their lives, some people are trapped for a lifetime, some people are paranoid until they are old, and some people are peaceful until the end, this is the nature and affection of human beings, they have their own pursuit and persistence, and they have their own kind of sustenance. Ye Fan said.
Several people sighed, there was no reason to stop him from leaving, the monkey grabbed a purple gold gourd, took a sip, handed it out, and several people took turns to take a sip, which contained a thousand-year-old divine wine, which was stolen from Qi Luo's hand.
"monkey, you stole my wine again, that's my last bottle of thousand-year-old wine, I'm going to kill you!" In the distance, Zilo's heart-rending screams were heard.
A few people on the cliff immediately jumped and the rabbit fell and fled into the distance.
The big black dog was the last to go, pouring the wine gourd on the ground into his mouth until there was no drop left, burping, making a formation, and passing through the void.
"Ahhh......h
"The old ancestor also wants to ......"
A little bit shook his pants with a pacifier in his mouth.
"True fragrance ......" Hitomi, Gu Fei, and Gu Lin also moved their upturned little noses, with a look of longing
"I tell you, this is poison, and you must not touch it in the future!" Qi Luo warned, he was really afraid that the big drunkards had not been suppressed, and a group of small drunkards had grown up again, so that there would really not be a bottle left of his treasure.
The future of Heavenly Court is infinitely good, this is something that anyone can see, as long as a few children grow up, as long as the Taiyin Body and the Fighting Saint Prince are all drawn in, it will be an invincible god dynasty in the future.
The big black dog was particularly valued by Qi Luo, so he almost enshrined it, just to let it carve the formation pattern of the Beginningless Emperor to protect the mountain gate.
However, the Black Emperor is currently lacking in interest, and he always feels that it is more accomplished to practice the two silver-blooded royal families, and threatens to produce the silver-blooded double emperor in the future and destroy the prince and the Yuangu.
"Don't look at me like this, as if I'm leaving, although the god operator says so, it is estimated that it may take a few years. Ye Fan said.
"Take a look at one less look, and hurry up and look at two more looks. The big black dog said.
"Dead dog, you can't speak, I'm going to die. Ye Fan kicked him.
The Black Emperor stepped forward cheekily and said, "Anyway, you're leaving, what kind of unicorn immortal elixir, give it to me." ”
"You really have no conscience, it's not that I'm going to leave, but you're thinking about what I'm doing, and I'm going to strangle you. Ye Fan strangled its neck.
"Wang, I'm afraid that you will hang up on the road and lose these immortals. ”
"Beat this dead dog. In front of a group of people, the Black Emperor was flattened together, and there were bursts of dog barking, and the somewhat sentimental atmosphere was diluted because of this.
"This time I'm leaving, the time is uncertain, I want to kill a group of people in the walk, who are your candidates?" Ye Fan asked.
"Wang Teng!"
"Yuangu!"
"Hua Yunfei and Li Xiaoman!"
"The mysterious people who attacked us, among them, there is only one crippled Nine Trick Stone Man, whose identity is unknown. ”
They casually said a few people they wanted to kill, and then they all shook their heads, saying that they didn't need him to do it, and they would clean it up themselves in the future.
The monkey, in particular, refused even more sternly, and he wanted to kill everyone himself. But he has such qualifications to say that as a holy prince, he has already cut the way, and looking at it, who will compete with the saint?
"Brother Monkey, let's compare, see who kills more, see who kills first!" Ye Fan said, there is a lot of blood in the world, and some people are destined to fall.
He reminded Li Heishui, Li Tian and the others not to make a move, this time they just need to watch quietly, and use this time to practice well.
The monkey's uncle is now confirmed to be alive, sitting on Mount Meru looking down on the whole land, and the Holy Emperor goes to take revenge, and no one dares to trouble him.
"My grandfather passed away, and Lao Immortal finally accepted me as a disciple. Li Heishui said: "I will go to practice after a while, but I will often come to Heaven to see." ”
This time, Ye Fan would be very relieved even if he left, except for Li Tian and Yan Yixi, almost everyone else had the shadow of a saint behind them.
Fighting over the Buddha, the Nanling Barbarian God of War, the Ji family, the peerless white-clothed God King, the first great Kou Lao Immortal, Qi Luo and other people were overwhelmed.
"I'll introduce you to a saint master. Ye Fan smiled at Li Tian. (To be continued.)