Chapter 078: Tracing the Origin
How... Will this happen?
Facing the corpse of her only sister who has loved her for so many years since she was a child, and the headless corpse next to her who died because her character was too despicable, the ant girl couldn't help but feel infinite sadness and sorrow from the bottom of her heart, and she wanted to cry without tears!
Why?
Why is that?
A person who is so important and precious to him has been hating and disgusting himself for many years?
In order to escape from the current Yiqiē, she did not hesitate to fornicate with the enemy!
was deceived and used, and in the end, he was even ruthlessly killed by the other party......
Oh, my God!
How so?
How so!!
"I don't want ......"
Finally, the ant girl couldn't hold back any longer, casually threw aside the blood-stained sword in her hand, sat down on her knees with a 'poof', stretched out her hands to cover her face in grief, buried her body deep in the overgrown ground in front of her, and cried loudly with a heart-rending sound!
"Woo......"
"Woo......"
"I don't want this ......"
"I don't want it at all... Didn't want ...... at all."
"Woo......"
"Sister, why are you so stupid... Why are you so stupid!"
"You are important, important, important to me......"
"I can't live without you......"
"I love you so much, I like you so much, why do you still want to be cocooned, and you have to do such a thing?"
"Woo......"
"Woo......"
"I'm so sad. I'm so sad!"
"Did You Know ......"
The ant girl crawled on the dense and slightly moist black earth, trembling violently and involuntarily because she was too sad, crying loudly in pain, and at the same time desperately struggling to prop up her upper body, and crawling in front of her sister's corpse, even if her eyes were full of tears, even if her eyes were blurred with tears, she could no longer see anything clearly, she still tried very hard to stare them round, and looked at her sister's thin, delicate and lovely face like a little jasper。
That face. No matter how you look at it. It doesn't look like the appearance of Her Royal Highness the princess of a clan.
There is no elegance and nobility, no self-confidence and calmness, no charm and modesty, and no softness and gentleness......
Almost any good gesture has disappeared. The rest. There is only the word 'ordinary'.
Ordinary. It can even be said that... It's also a bit poisonous!
Why is this so?
When did this qiē begin?
The ant girl looked at her sister's familiar face, which could be clearly drawn in her mind with her eyes almost closed. While secretly surprised, I thought about it carefully, and delved into the reason, but I couldn't help but fall into a sad silence and deep remorse.
Perhaps, all of this started when I was still young, right?
In my memory, my sister has always been like this: quiet, silent, withdrawn, timid, cautious in everything, lest she make a mistake and take half a wrong step!
It is in stark contrast to his own innocence, free and casual, and can be bold and unscrupulous in doing anything - since I was a child, I have liked to play with her the most!
However, it is not so much 'playing together' as it is pretending to use her loneliness, gloom and gloom to bring out her own sunshine, liveliness and brightness!
Whenever two people are together, the one who is praised by others is always himself!
A said, 'Look, how lively and lovely the little princess is compared to the eldest princess!'
B said, 'Yes, yes~'
"The little princess is smart, smart, kind, and beautiful, and she is worthy of being a good child who will inherit the throne when she grows up in the future~'
C said, 'Yes~ I also like the little princess the most!'
Ding said, 'Me too!'
Then he chimed in, 'Me too!'
“......”
At that time, how it was so heartwarming to hear these pleasant and pleasant compliments from the outside world!
But now, at this time, when she listened to and looked at these gossips from her sister's point of view, she knew what a great harm these unintentional words were to a young girl!
After thinking about this, I can understand more deeply why she hates herself from the bottom of her heart......
There's no way not to be disgusted!
This is only one of them, there are many little-known details behind it, which invisibly form a huge spiritual oppression on her, so that her grief-stricken but unspoken heart slowly deteriorates and decays, and even the most basic moral qualities of Her Royal Highness as a princess of a clan are gradually lost, and finally sadly fall into the devil's path.
It's going to end up like this!
Maybe... In the process of pushing her onto this desperate road, he also pushed her hard invisibly, right?
It must be......
Definitely!
Otherwise, how could she hate me so much?
No one hates me, but I am alone!
It's because I inadvertently robbed her of what she should have, and I have used her as a 'compensation cushion' for many years......
That's why she left a bad image of 'pampered and arrogant' and 'self-righteous' in her impression, right?
Thinking of this, the ant girl is sad and regretful, and she only hates herself for indulging in red makeup and drunken gold, and she didn't discover the deep sorrow in her sister's heart earlier!
If you are not careful, you will have such a heinous evil result as you are now!
Alas, alas, alas!
The hatred in the ant girl's heart... But there was no choice but to put it aside for the time being, not to think about it, and to continue to watch her sister's blood disappear with deep affection. Gradually pale face.
There is still the infinite consternation, sorrow, and disbelief of her before she died, as well as the anger, hatred, and even madness of being betrayed, but more than that, it is still sad and hopeless.
This is a face that is magically condensed into a certain meaning in an instant by many complex and changeable feelings.
There are a lot of things that can be seen from her eyes that are still open in horror and are as wide as copper bells, which contain unwillingness, grievances, bitterness, loneliness, and a touch of sadness... And so on and so forth, and so on, and so on, and so on. But. All this qiē is irretrievable......
I don't want to die!!
"Sister!"
"Sister!"
"Sister, ......"
At this moment, even if there are a thousand words in the ant girl's heart, facing her sister's gradually cold corpse. I can't spit out a word anymore.
All she can do. It's just to hold back the endless grief in my heart. Reaching out his hand, he slowly closed her eyes for her, and gave her a sense of peace and relief from the dust.
Yes......
For her. Such an ending may really mean a kind of relief, right?
It's better than... Total than ......
It is better to continue to live in this world of heinous crimes, and to bear the name of 'collaborating with the enemy and treason' for the rest of your life!
The dream is very plump, but the reality is too skinny!
After doing this qiē, the ant girl had mixed feelings in her heart, and after thinking about it, she always felt that the reason why her sister was like this was mostly because she was not good... Thinking about it, my heart became more infinitely sad, and the crystal clear tears in my eyes were like bursting the embankment, one string after another... In the end, she couldn't hold back anymore and simply threw herself on her sister's body and howled and cried unscrupulously!
What a 'luxurious and beautiful white evening dress', what a 'grease-smeared, charming little face'... No, at this time, there is nothing!
There was only one girl left who was weak and helpless because she had lost her loved ones, crying in pain......
She looked like this, even Wen Bin and Xiao Jing, who were on the side, couldn't help but feel very sad and sad about it.
The pain of losing a loved one, they have also experienced it firsthand... Among them, they simply want to die and be buried with them, or replace them, and the pain is extreme, they also understand!
This is really a very, very much, tearful and heart-wrenching thing!
Perhaps, for them, the loss of life in front of them is just a strange and inconsequential butterfly and ant, but for that girl, it is a huge disaster separated from the yin and yang of the flesh and blood!
Even if the other party used to hate her so much......
Even if the other party has collaborated with the enemy and committed treason!
However, as the saying goes: people die and have grievances - now that she has died, and others are still chattering there to deliberately pursue the mistakes she made in front of her, is it too vicious and unkind?
After all, no matter what, she is still her sister after all!
It's her childhood sweetheart, who has played together since childhood, and broke her own sister who has broken her bones and tendons!
She will be sad and overwhelmed, and she will cry bitterly on the ground regardless of it, which is also caused by affection and natural!
Alas......
When people see such a scene, they can't help but sigh in their hearts and say secretly: Wronged!
But what else can be done at this point?
I had no choice but to let it go, let the girl cry, and vent all the grievances, depression, remorse, and sadness in my heart!
Only in this way can she get spiritual sacrifices and truly evolve in her soul: she will also know that from now on, when dealing with others, she should not only consider problems from her own point of view, but also think more from the perspective of the other party, and be more considerate and considerate of other people's situations and feelings.
We must not patronize our own happiness, joy, and comfort, and build our own happiness on the sorrow of others without regard for the life or death of others......
Especially, when that person is still a very important relative of his own flesh and blood.
Only in this way can we avoid the recurrence of such a regretful tragedy as possible!
This is a painful lesson that was bought at the cost of her sister's net worth and life.
It's unforgettable!
From now on, I believe she will never dare to forget it...... (To be continued......)