The lights are burning lonely, and the concubine's heart is still waiting?

There are so many delicate rivers and mountains, leading countless heroes to bend their waists.

But I love the country and the country, and I love the beauty even more!

The huge Nangong family, sad and sad, looks extremely empty.

At this time, Nangong Wan had already bathed and changed her clothes under the service of the maid in blue, and finished dressing up in front of the bronze mirror.

Her jet-black hair is tied up in a fan-shaped bun and she wears a gold-plated phoenix hairpin on her head, made of the finest materials. Around her neck she wears a sacred jadeite pearl necklace, made from the finest folk jadeite and pearls. There is a pure black crystal pendant on his ears and a white jade ring on his middle finger. The golden light is shining, and it looks graceful and noble.

I saw that she was wearing a pale pink dress, which was long and dragged to the ground, the neckline was decorated with rubies, and the thin waist was restrained by a cloud belt, which showed even more inadequacy. The red and yellow gold and silver silk Luan Bird Chaofeng embroidered pattern clothes, embroidered with large peonies next to the sleeves, are extremely bright. The skirt is embroidered with a silver phoenix pattern, which is gorgeous and unique. The pale green flowery palace dress was draped in a layer of golden tulle on the outside, and the wide hem of the robe was rusted with purple patterns.

The gorgeous face was filled with a faint sadness at this time.

She had a small red gem hanging from her forehead, and everything was just right. A seven-treasure coral hairpin in the hair, reflecting the face like a hibiscus. and the hollow flying phoenix golden step on his head, with the lotus step moving lightly, there was a dingdong sound. The lining has a unique and beautiful style. Cloud-like hair, curved willow eyebrows, and a pair of eyes full of aura.

The eyes of the lovely people are like water, but with a faint coldness, they seem to be able to see through everything.

Nangong Wan's ten fingers are slender, her skin is like clotted fat, she can be broken by blowing, and she is pink in the snow-white, and she seems to be able to wring out water.

A pair of red lips, smiling and smiling, every move seems to be dancing. Emei swept lightly, and there was no powder on the face, but it still couldn't hide the stunning appearance. The collarbone is clear, the white jade bracelet on the wrist is lined with snow-like skin, and a pair of gilt shoes on the feet are decorated with precious stones.

Like a pale butterfly that has lost its breath in the dark, its expression is indifferent. Like a fairy who does not eat fireworks in the world, the corners of his mouth hooked up a sad smile, like fireworks, ethereal and gorgeous.

"Miss, you are so beautiful, I have only one thing to say now, 'If I were a man, I would die under your pomegranate skirt now, and I would have no regrets.'" By the way, from today onwards, the slave should call you 'Princess Taiping'. You are the only one who has attained the Tao, and I, a slave, will also ascend to heaven with the chicken dog!" the maid in blue smiled.

"You're making fun of me again, it's not what I want. You can never get what you want, and you have to come if you don't need it, why is this?" Nangong Wan's face was sad, she stood in the most luxurious Guogong Mansion, but she felt that her fate was in the wilderness, waiting for an unexpected autumn frost.

"How dare a slave!"

"Do you think he'll come again?" Nangong Wan looked at her graceful face in the bronze mirror.

"You mean, Nan Jiantian?" The maid in blue heard and saw every day, and most of them had already learned about the affair between the young lady and Nan Jiantian. But seeing that there was no one around, he whispered: "Miss, you should always remember your identity, after tonight you will become the first lady." Every man is selfish, and the stronger the man, the more possessive he is. If Du Fei knows that you are still thinking about other men in your heart, even if he loves you no matter how much he loves you, he will not be able to tolerate this, but I am afraid that the rest of your life will be spent in a cold reception. Moreover, Miss's wedding was given by the Holy Emperor, so obviously there was no choice at all, otherwise, the entire Nangong family would suffer. ”

"It turns out that even you understand this truth. ”

"Miss, these are just my heartfelt words. If you really love him, you must forget him, otherwise he will be harmed by you! Besides, now you are the righteous daughter of the Holy Emperor, the princess of Taiping, and you can't help yourself with the marriage and the words of the matchmaker. Even if you don't care about yourself, you should think about the future of your people. ”

Feelings are a simple thing, if you like each other, you will be together, and if you don't like to be separated. But when interests are incorporated into the relationship, everything changes.

"It turns out that the relationship is not as simple as imagined, and two people don't want to stay together. If love is to forget, then why love? Suddenly I found that it really hurts to love someone, and I just want to be a person who doesn't have thoughts about life, but I can't do it when I ask myself. Maybe he shouldn't have broken into my life in the first place, completely disrupted my life and my heart, but could it really not be changed?"

"Miss, this is difficult for you to be strong, I think I was born to serve my master in the Guogong Mansion, and I rarely have contact with the opposite sex. I have never experienced emotional things, and it is a blind spot for how to deal with the relationship between men and women. But one thing you should know is that this is in the imperial capital, and the Guogong Mansion is even more heavily defended, even if the Daluo master has wings and cannot escape, in short, you have no escape, it is better to be at peace with the encounter. Thinking of him Du Fei, both civil and military, his dignified appearance, in the future, he is the best choice for the head of the Du family, since the young lady is being married by the Ming media, it is to establish the noble and unparalleled status in the Du family in the future, and it is not a good thing to become his woman. How many women in the world can't ask for it!" The maid in blue raised her head, thinking in her mind, what if I were Nangong Wan?

"You say this but you don't say anything, you go down first, I want to be alone and quiet. Nangong Wan said.

"Yes, Miss!" and then the maid in blue closed the door and retreated.

......

The moon, proud and cold, clings to the distant blue sky, and only the filamentous clouds weave melancholy wrinkles for it. Half a circle of bright moon silk, glowing like white gold, quietly, almost imperceptibly embedded in the dark blue sky!

It looks extraordinarily fresh and quiet, and the jade flowers that are as bright as platinum shine on the earth!

The night was quiet. The waning moon is like a bow, the crescent moon is like an eyebrow, and the full moon is like a mirror.

The moon is bent, the sky is drooping, what a beautiful artistic conception, how elegant the moonscape!

The scenery is still there, and the moon is cold. The light moon veil, graceful and tingting, reflects the sparse shadow of apricot blossoms.

"Is he watching the same moon with me now?"

Nangong Wan sat quietly in front of the bronze mirror, looking at the night sky outside the window through the peach window, her face seemed to be a sad night scene. The face is as delicate as a peach blossom, the eyebrows are like a crescent moon, the eyes are round, and the panic and fatigue make the bloodshot entanglement in the whites of the slightly blue eyes, adding a little haggard.

It is undeniable that she is very beautiful, with the grace of the nobility of the court, and the charm unique to a peasant woman. Just a happy accident, a small comfort, even if it was just a caring look from him, could have excited her for a while.

She wanted nothing more than all of him, and all of it. Although she knew that it was not possible, she knew that she couldn't, but she couldn't give up, and she couldn't be calm in the face of the first man who broke into her life. Maybe there will be no love in this life, but I will always keep him in my heart and spend my life to love and reminisce!

I really miss the days I spent with him, but time can't go back to the past.

I am very nostalgic for the adventure with him, crowded in that narrow tree hole, and leaning on each other with him, that intimate feeling is her greatest warmth! I still remember the first time he saw himself, that kind of dumb eyes, and the feeling of being confused under his own tricks was so cute......

Thinking of the past, Nangong Wan's cheeks flushed crimson, and her heart was suddenly sweet. It seems that he is the only one who can give himself the feeling of being a woman. Maybe in the near future, they will never belong to each other again, but they will silently treasure each other in their hearts!

The night also seems to fall asleep, listening to the whisper of the gentle wind.

In the boudoir, a gust of wind swept by, blowing a wisp of green silk on her face.

"You're here, right? I knew you'd come!" Nangong Wan seemed to notice something and said softly.

"You are beautiful today, but I don't like the way you are now, because the bridegroom is not me! Why didn't you tell me, why did you agree to this family business?" came an angry question from behind her, and she even felt murderous.

Nangong Wan didn't look back, she was afraid to see his sad face, and then her heart softened in the next moment, for the sake of the future of her clan, she couldn't be so selfish, and she couldn't even be with her beloved.

"Because I don't like you, I hate you going your own way, I can't accept an adventurous person, because you can't give me a peaceful life, and you can't give me a sense of security. ”

"Is that all, as long as you bring it up, I will promise you, I can never ask about the world, I can leave the imperial capital, and even never step into the Heavenly Bow Empire again, as long as you want, I can do it, I am willing to give up everything for you, because, I like you!"

"But it's too late!"

"It's not too late, we can get out of here, promise me, okay? stop forcing yourself to do things you don't like. Nan Jiantian gently hugged her on the back, sniffing the unique fragrance of her hair, with a warm face, he felt that the happiest time in his life was now, snuggling up to his beloved.

Nangong Wan's delicate body trembled, how she wished she could enjoy this kind of hug for one more moment, but she pushed Nan Jiantian away without looking back, leaving only the other party with a stunned face.

"How do you know I don't want to, I don't like you, I like other people. ”

"Is it Du Fei? You actually like him, how do I not know?"

"He's wiser than you, he's calm, he's calm, and he's got a great family, and there's so much you don't have!"

"You weren't like this before! You've changed, you're not the Wan'er I used to know. Nan Jiantian slowly stepped back, looking incredulous.

"Nothing in this world that won't change, haven't you changed? So please don't judge me with your cheap morality, because you are not qualified. Nangong Wan said ruthlessly.

She understood that if she wanted Nan Jiantian to leave her, she would only break his heart and hurt him to a thousand points, and she would rather be the executioner herself than see him die like a moth to a fire for himself. As long as you live well, it is the meaning and value of my existence!

"Yes, what qualifications do I have, I can't even save myself, and I still want to save others, I'm just a useless person, maybe your choice is right!"

"It's good that you understand! Please stop being sentimental, since you're here today, let's make a decision!" Nangong Wan finally said ruthlessly.

"Even so, let me kiss you one last time, it will be regarded as a farewell, and it should be taken pity on me!" Nan Jiantian jerked her into his arms.

"What are you going to do? Nangong Wan exclaimed.

The moment she turned around, tears were like spills, and there were clear tears in the corners of her eyes, she was suddenly exposed to Nan Jiantian's gaze, and she couldn't help but panic, deliberately hiding something.

When Nan Jiantian saw her now, her eyes were hazy with tears, but she smiled stupidly.

"I knew that, and you couldn't bear to leave me, did you? You're deceiving me, and that's not your intention!"

"I ......"

Nangong Wan wanted to say something more, but was blocked by Nan Jiantian's mouth, and he frantically captured her lips and vented his love.