Chapter 190: A Broken Heart

[Actor's name: Zhu Xuanlong, read: Zhu Yilong.] 燡: for "fire"]

Shangguan Ying suffered burns all over her body, and her facial disfigurement was second-degree burns, and locally third-degree burns, which made her severely unconscious.

A week later, Shangguan Ying finally woke up, but her whole body couldn't move, even if she stretched out her hand, there was the pain of ten thousand blades, and her face was extremely itchy except for the pain, in short, she felt that life was worse than death.

In mid-November, Shangguan Ying was gradually able to move, and her body was full of scabs, scaling, scars, and pigmentation, especially on her face, in addition to thick scars, there were several cortical hyperplasia and flesh pimples. Shangguan Ying thought to herself that only by waiting for two months of skin grafting could these problems be solved. At this time, Shangguan Ying was very worried that her appearance would have a serious impact on the future, but due to the pain all over her body, she had no time to take care of this problem for the time being.

Two weeks later, Wujini Ahmo of Wudang Mountain learned of this, and Gao Dao Jinghong Heavenly Master specially sent Zilian Daogu to accompany Wu Himeni Ahmo to visit Shangguan Ying in Australia. Mengzidie, Songyue Yuhong, and Mai Jiu went to Sydney International Airport to receive them both.

As soon as Wu Jini-Ahmo Yan came out of the welcome hall, as soon as she saw Sister Mengzi Die, the two of them hugged their heads and cried! Mengzidie felt very sad as she watched her sister Uzeni-Ahmo lose weight and her skin tanned.

After a few people returned to the hospital, Wu Jini-Ahmo wanted to see Shangguan Ying's sister immediately. Meng Zidie said worriedly: "Sister Shangguan Ying's mood is unstable, and if you want to see her, you have to inform her first, so I have to go and find out her tone first." I'll call you in again. ”

Uzeni-Ahmer was helpless. I had to nod and wait outside the door of the ward.

said Shangguan Ying. She privately asked a nurse with whom she got along well to design and make a white flannel mask to cover her shame. For this indescribable face, Shangguan Ying has been crying all day long, especially on the day when the gauze bandage was removed, she did not allow any relatives and friends to be by her side, this is because Shangguan Ying is the most face-saving person in front of all her friends, and she is very pretty, which everyone knows. Her greatest strength is that she does everything without regard to consequences and personal interests. When she encounters something dangerous, she must be the first to rush to the front, and everyone admires her and admires her for this.

Now, there is no face, and the marriage should be considered a complete ruin. Although Zhu Xuanlong repeatedly stressed that he would get married as soon as the facial skin graft was completed, Shangguan Ying thought very objectively, who would want to marry a woman with a face like the devil as his wife? Except for his face, there was no place in his breasts, including his belly, which was as smooth as it was.

This is an unspeakable fact. Think about it, how can you induce a man's love? After thinking about it, Shangguan Ying bitterly rejected Zhu Xuanlong's marriage proposal. Since then, he has been silent. Every night, I think about the next step, and I have to plan my future.

Shangguan Ying would always lament in the moonlight: "I'm so sad! I finally fell on the road of life." Now, I am completely negative about life and reality! I, my spirit and emotions are hindered everywhere, and even my ideology is mutated and distorted.

Shangguan Ying only now knows that people live to have the same kind of appearance, a standard and standardized human appearance, if you deviate, then you are destroying the surrounding environment, and people will deprive you of the right to be free and comfortable.

Shangguan Ying finally extinguished the lamp of hope in her life, and she felt that her heart was ruthlessly torn apart by reality.

Only by putting yourself in their shoes can you truly understand that what is external to people can also make people's hearts plummet. Now, lest these friends see their ugliness, they swear that if they see their ugliness, they will kill themselves.

In fact, everyone also knows the mentality of Shangguan Ying in the Dao, so they approached her cautiously and accompanied her.

Now, when Uzeni-Ahmer came to see her, she had to inform her first, and see if she was happy.

Mengzidie knocked on the door cautiously, Xuelian opened the door and signaled to speak quietly, Xuelian approached Shangguan Ying's hospital bed and said, "Sister Shangguan, Sister Mengzidie is here, do you want to see me?"

Shangguan Ying nodded and said, "Let her in." ”

Snow Lotus motioned for Mengzi Butterfly to come in, and then Snow Lotus closed the door and waited outside. Mengzidie said softly: "Sister Shangguan Ying, Wu Ji Ni Ahmo has just come to visit you from Wudang Mountain, you see, do you want to see her now? This time, Jing Hong Heavenly Master knew that you were burned, so he sent Zilian Dao Gu to accompany Wu Ji Ni Ahmo to Australia to visit you and greet you on your behalf. Sister Shangguan will see her now, or tomorrow?"

Shangguan Ying really had an indescribable feeling in her heart at the moment, and she complained that her confidants and friends should not tell everyone about it. After pondering for a moment, Shangguan Ying nodded and said, "Let her in, I have something to say to her." Mengzi Butterfly, you go out first, I want to talk to Uzeni-Ahmo alone. ”

Mengzi Butterfly nodded and went out.

Uzeni-Ahmer came in with tears in her eyes, thinking about her former charming sister, who was now unrecognizable. Although Shangguan Ying's sister wore a mask, she didn't have a few pieces of good skin on her ears, neck, and hands. Seeing her sister in front of her, Uzeni-Ahmer wept with great grief, and her voice trembled: "Sister!

After saying that, Wu Jinni-Ahmo Yan cried loudly......... Shangguan Ying also cried miserably.

After crying for a long time, Uzeni-Ahmer still sobbed. Shangguan Ying took a serious look at Wu Jinni-Ahime, she was really the best among girls, so she enlightened: "My sister can be said to be finished in marriage in this life, but I have a heart that I want you to complete?"

Uzene Ahmer was stunned when she heard this.

Shangguan Ying continued: "The dragon often calls your name in his dreams, and he has always had you in his heart. Actually, everyone knows it, because you love him, and he loves you, right? I think according to my sister's idea, my sister will never be by his side in the future. This responsibility falls on you. If. You can be with him for the rest of your life. That was the greatest comfort to my heart. Okay, okay with my sister?"

Uhimani-Ahmo hurriedly shook her head and said, "No, no! You must know that I have become a monk and a Taoist aunt. Besides, Brother Xuanlong is the lifeblood of my sister, how can I say that I will divide it? In addition to practicing in Wudang Mountain, my sister often prays for my brother and sister to be happy for a lifetime. Later. Don't talk about it again, take care of your injuries and get married as soon as possible. How about listening to my sister?"

Shangguan Ying bowed her head and was silent, she burst into tears, thinking, forget it, don't worry about it, God has his own arrangements.

Zhu Xianlong knocked on the door, and Shangguan Ying motioned for Wu Himeni-Ahmo to open the door. When Uzeni-Ahmer opened the door, everyone poured in. I want to see Shangguan Ying's condition. Shangguan Ying became angry when she saw it, and thought to herself. Zhu Xianlong came just in time, and he wanted to rub Zhu Xianlong and Wu Jinni-Ahmo back to their previous good state. Now that so many people have come at once, things have messed up again, so his face sank and no one wanted to pay attention to it, he looked at the floor and said coldly: "You all go out and get busy, I want to stay alone for a while." ”

Songyue Yuhong said cautiously: "Okay, I'll get rid of them right away." Sister, don't think too much, I'll just sit at the door, and my sister will call me at any time if she has something. ”

Everyone came to Wilfred, a psychotherapist, to consult Shangguan Ying if there was some hidden danger in her psyche.

Wilfred said: "This rescue is very timely, her burn area is too large, and her psychology will be somewhat cranky, and she is prone to mental disorders." You must know that she is a person who struggled out of life, and basically thought of committing suicide, but she has not yet implemented it. If it weren't for your brothers, she would have killed herself. ”

After thinking for a while, Wilfred added: "She often loses her temper with you, but in fact, this is an expression of her special feelings for you as friends." Everyone remembers, this stage is the time when her psychological contradictions are the most complicated, and everyone should be especially cautious. It's best to distract her and not talk about her condition. Just talk about where it's fun or something far away, and try to distract her. ”

After contemplating for a moment, Wilfred said seriously: "In two days, I will talk to her about the beauty of the skin graft, so that she can regain hope in her heart." You must know that in the past cases of the patient's mentality, among the girls who were burned and disfigured, their hearts were particularly fragile. In short, everyone remember, everyone's concern for her can't be too enthusiastic, and can't be too cold, do you understand?"

Everyone said, "Yes, understood!"

Zhu Xianlong has not thought about tea and dinner since Shangguan Ying's accident to now, and he feels very painful, and in just over this month, he has lost several pounds, and his hair has also appeared a lot of silver and white hair.

More than two months passed, and Shangguan Ying began to graft skin, and the slightly better skin on her thighs and buttocks was transplanted to her face. It was not until the end of February of the following year that the gauze was removed. Although Shangguan Ying's appearance is much better than when she was burned, and her skin is shiny, she is like two people from before, except for being unfamiliar with herself in the mirror, she has no expression, and she tried to smile several times, but her expression is mechanical, like a puppet. To put it bluntly, the smile is a very unnatural skin trembling, and only the tears are natural and vivid.

Since I looked in the mirror a few times, I don't dare to look at it anymore.

Now, somehow, as soon as I see Zhu Xianlong, I will be nervous, I will be restless, and even lose my temper, so that Zhu Xuanlong will get out of the way.

This time Shangguan Ying's temper was particularly irritable, and Zhu Xianlong was kicked out again, and he came to Mengzidie sullenly, wanting to tell her what was in his heart. After meeting, Zhu Xuanlong said sadly: "Mengzi Butterfly, I can't stand it anymore! Shangguan Ying ignored me." It seems that I had to call the two daughters of my adoptive mother in Zhufu, Xi'an South Hospital, to come over to take care of her. ”

Zhu Xuanlong explained again with a heavy heart: "My purpose is to go to Papua New Guinea first to find the Millennium Phoenix Sword. I was helpless, lest the thousand-year-old phoenix sword fall into the hands of others again. I thought about it, and in a month, we would come back to pick up Guan Ying and discharge from the hospital. At that point, she probably won't lose her temper anymore. Perhaps, then I could marry her. ”

Mengzidie's face was full of sadness, she lowered her head and said, "That's okay, right? Sister Shangguan Ying has ignored us for a month or two." I think this is normal, after the girl is disfigured, she must be very anxious, and when she calms down, she will naturally not lose her temper again. In short, it is our wish that you can be married to her successfully. ”

Mengzidie seemed to think of something again, so she hurriedly said: "Besides, can you call your eldest sister Yue'e to do it? She is too fat, can she take care of Shangguan Ying? Qing'er is a suitable candidate, but Sister Shangguan Ying seems to have a lot of opinions about her, which makes people feel a little blocked." ”

Zhu Xianlong showed a confident tone, and he said affirmatively: "Both of them will do." Yue'e doesn't look at her fat, she is a first-class worker, much better than her sister Qing'er. There is naturally a division of labor for Qing'er, she is not good at doing chores, but she still has a good way to take care of patients. These two younger sisters of mine complement each other perfectly. Let Qing'er come, mainly to enlighten Shangguan Ying's thoughts and talk to her. I'll tell you she's smarter than Snow Lotus, and Snow Lotus is too pure. ”

Mengzidie nodded and said, "I hope Qing'er can change Shangguan Ying's status quo at that time." ”

That night, Zhu Xuanlong coaxed Shangguan Ying to sleep, but within an hour, Shangguan Ying woke up, and when she saw Zhu Xuanlong, she just shook him out of the door as if she had seen an enemy, and said angrily: "What do you look at on my face, if you look down on me, you will say it clearly? What kind of pretending to be benevolent? Get out! I will never want to see your face again." ”

Zhu Xianlong ran out of the door of the ward, so he had to go back to the hotel to find Mengzidie, wanting to confide in his heart. Coincidentally, Mengzi Butterfly was already asleep, so she came directly to Gongzicheng. As soon as he entered the door and found Huang Heng, Mai Jiu and others sitting in the guest room, he sat down. Gongzi Cheng saw that Zhu Xuanlong's face was ugly, so he tried his best to enlighten him.

Zhu Xianlong squeaked and said, "Alas, Shangguan Ying drove me out again." She also said that she would never see me again, and I couldn't hold it anymore. I'm here to discuss going to a cave in Papua New Guinea. ”

At this moment, Songyue Yuhong led a woman like a flower and jade into the house, saying that someone was looking for Zhu Xuanlong.

When Zhu Xianlong looked up, he exclaimed, "Cousin Huanying, why are you here?"

Huanying was also followed by a man and a woman, the man's name was Sun Youren, and the girl's name was Liu Qingyu, both of whom were distant relatives of Huanying, and they were both practicing martial arts. (To be continued......)

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