Black August, finally over (free)
Obediently, I've finally completed the task, this month is not only the black August of all the flower girls, but also my black August!
12,000 words a day for this month, a lot for 31 days!
Anyway, this month really almost killed me.,Four shifts a day.,It's good for a full-time writer.,But it's really not a human thing for a part-time office worker like me.,If it's not for me to have a little manuscript in my hand.,It's really hard to say if I can complete this task.。
This book has been uploaded from the preliminary preparation to the beginning, and then now, there has been a year, and I have basically not had a good rest for most of the next half a year, except for going to work every day, my spare time is limited, and I spend this half a year every day in this busy rhythm of life.
Especially this month, I have to write until one or two o'clock in the middle of the night every day, and I get up to work again in the morning.
Alas, my body was too wasted, the weather was hot, and the rest was not good, I fell ill three times this month, and it took a thousand or hundreds of dollars to go to the hospital for intravenous drips and conditioning my body, and now, I am still sitting in front of the computer and taking intravenous drips!
The first two times I got sick may be because I haven't rested well recently, I am groggy all day, the weather is hot, and then my body can't bear it, my body is weak, and then I start to have a fever, and then this time because of low blood pressure.
My current living situation is so bad, every night I finish writing late, but I can't sleep, my heart is anxious, sometimes I will not sleep when I am anxious, the two heads are clenched, and then I woke up suddenly, and sat up from the bed in the middle of the night, like a ghost.
This situation has lasted for more than a month, I am a young and gentle person, lying in bed at night inexplicably anxious, anxious hands clenched to death, the feeling is too abnormal, if you have to describe that feeling, it is like a person is about to die, out of breath.
Two days ago, I remembered that there was an incident of a writer "ten years of snow falling" in two years, and then I felt that this was not good, so I would go to the hospital to take a look.
When I arrived at the hospital, I explained the situation, and then the doctor measured my blood pressure, the low blood pressure was only 43 (about seventy or eighty normal), I called it a sweat, the doctor said that my situation is very dangerous, and it will cause myocardial ischemia at any time, and the family is very worried when they hear it.
A friend of mine who has studied some medical knowledge said that my condition can easily cause myocardial damage, and once the myocardium is damaged, the result will be irreversible!
Listening to the words of the doctor and my friend, and thinking of the ten years of snow that year, I was in a cold sweat, and my physique was not very good since I was a child, but I didn't expect that there was already a knife hanging on my head if I didn't pay attention to it.
I can't do this again next month, and the September update may be slowing down, with two updates a day!
Exploded for a month, although the results are as bad as ever, but I want to thank those book friends who have been supporting me, thank you all the way, to have your support!
Thanks!(To be continued......)