It may also be that when Xinxin was born, he contracted these evil diseases, and almost in the future, Xinxin's physical condition was extremely weak, and his resistance and immunity were almost zero.

Basically, it was blown by the cold wind, and Xinxin City couldn't afford to get sick directly.

From childhood to adulthood, Xinxin can be said to have suffered from illness.

Xinxin is ten years and seven months old this year, and it has been a full ten years and seven months since she lost her mother.

Whenever Xinxin celebrates her birthday, Wang Dexi doesn't dare to mention her mother Liu Jiajia in front of her.

Although Wang Dexi never mentioned Liu Jiajia, Xinxin always kept asking where his mother had gone with longing.

The longing in those eyes came from the curiosity about his mother and the feeling of longing.

When Xinxin asked, Wang Dexi looked at Xinxin's eyes that contained longing and expectation, and his whole heart was shattered.

Wang Dexi didn't dare to tell Xinxin the truth, because he was afraid that once he told the truth, Xinxin would definitely suffer an unprecedented blow.

He has already experienced the pain of losing his wife, and Wang Dexi's heart really doesn't want to let Xinxin also feel the same despair and sinking as him.

Because that kind of desperate sinking comes from the reluctance to give up when you lose your beloved and your own powerlessness.

I am afraid that the greatest pain in the world is life and death. Since then, between relatives, yin and yang are separated, and I regret it in this life.

Xinxin is still young, so let yourself continue to bear this pain silently.

......

Xinxin leukemia was diagnosed after the Chinese New Year this year.

Wang Dexi still remembers that it was just after the New Year, not long after the fourth grade of Xinxin Primary School started, Wang Dexi was still delivering food at that time, and halfway through, he suddenly received a call from Xinxin's homeroom teacher, saying that Xinxin had fainted at school.

Hearing the news that Xinxin fainted, Wang Dexi was anxious all of a sudden, and then gave the order in his hand to others, and he rushed to Xinxin's primary school in a hurry.

However, as soon as he came to the school on his front foot, he saw the scene of Xinxin being pulled away by an ambulance.

Seeing Xinxin being pulled away by an ambulance, Wang Dexi faintly felt an ominous premonition in his heart.

Without hesitation, he rode directly on his electric car and hurriedly followed.

When he came to the hospital, the people in those hospitals had already made a good diagnosis for Xinxin, and it was determined that it was acute leukemia!

When Wang Dexi learned that Xinxin was suffering from acute leukemia, he only felt that his sky had fallen and the world had fallen into darkness, and a deep sense of powerlessness and despair suddenly came to his heart.

In this day and age, if leukemia is diagnosed, it is almost equivalent to a death sentence.

There is no cure for this disease at all, and even if it can be cured, there is a risk of recurrence.

And this disease is extremely difficult to treat, and on the way to treatment, patients have to go through all kinds of torture.

Not to mention how difficult it is to treat leukemia, let's just say that Wang Dexi can't even afford the cost of treatment now.

Although in the past ten years, Wang Dexi has already changed his mind, completely quit the habit of gambling, and barely saved more than 100,000 yuan.

But this money, used to treat Xinxin leukemia, is simply a drop in the bucket, and it is not enough to see at all.

Especially in a large hospital like a city hospital, spending money is really like running water.

......

Later, Wang Dexi scraped together again, begged his grandfather to tell his grandmother, and borrowed money everywhere, and then borrowed tens of thousands of yuan.

At this time, he almost had about 200,000 yuan. OK

Although the 200,000 yuan sounds like a lot, in fact, after giving Xinxin two chemotherapy treatments, there is not much left.

Later, during the period when he gave Xinxin treatment, he was always reported for delivering takeaways, which led to the company of the takeaway platform to fire him.

Because of his expulsion, Wang Dexi has completely lost his source of economy.

Because he used to be a person who didn't learn and didn't know how to do anything, and his education level was not very high, except for the manual work of delivering food, Wang Dexi didn't think he could do anything.

He lost his job and cut off his financial resources, and the hospital kept urging him to pay the money, to be honest, in the early days, he almost forced Wang Dexi to be cornered and almost found a short-term sight, if he didn't still worry about Xinxin in his heart, I am afraid that Wang Dexi would have committed suicide directly by taking poison at that time.

......

After a few days of consideration, Wang Dexi could only be ruthless, bought a sharp dagger from a knife shop, and ambushed it in a remote corner to rob some passers-by, so as to obtain some economic resources.

Because most of the places where he ambushed were chosen, those places that the camera couldn't see, and he wouldn't always stay in one place, the first few robberies he made were quite smooth.

And the people he robbed didn't choose to call the police or anything.

Wang Dexi is also a very thoughtful person, when he robs, the general amount is not too much, and he often only chooses 500 yuan to 1,000 yuan.

Although the amount of robbery is not much, at the end of the day, more than a dozen robberies, there is almost a few thousand yuan in income.

The ill-gotten gains obtained by robbery are really faster than the money that comes from normal channels, and after Wang Dexi tasted the sweetness, the whole person also became bold.

Relying on robbery, Wang Dexi finally made up the cost of Xinxin's third chemotherapy after two months.

After the third chemotherapy, Xinxin was obviously more emaciated, his little face was pitted, and his weak body was also severely malnourished, and he was thin to skin and bones.

Seeing Xinxin become like this, Wang Dexi's heart was constantly dripping blood.

Why is God so unfair, to let an innocent and lovely little girl be tortured so much.

She should have had a healthy, happy childhood, but you have to deprive her of everything, of her right to live.

She is only ten years old this year, her life has just begun, and she should have had a colorful life.

But now, she has nothing. She was deprived of even the right to live.

Whenever he thought of Xinxin's painful scene, Wang Dexi had already burst into tears here, and even countless times, he would curse God's injustice frantically after getting drunk.

......

After the third chemotherapy was over, Wang Dexi paid the rest of the money in his hand, and after paying, he changed into the clothes he had robbed and came to the corner of the violent city with the murder weapon, and waited patiently for the lone passer-by to send him to the door.

originally thought that this robbery would go a lot smoother as before, but who would have thought that this time, he met two young men, and after meeting these two people, extremely strange things suddenly happened around him.

He just jumped out of his front foot and was about to rob, but he didn't know where a soldier came out of nowhere, and by coincidence, the soldier saw his murderous appearance, and then directly beat him up.

If it weren't for the last, he ran fast enough, I'm afraid he would have been in prison by now.

Because he was beaten by the soldiers, Wang Dexi also suffered some internal injuries, often for some time, he would always cough up blood inexplicably, and there was often a sharp stabbing sensation in his lungs.

Wang Dexi also knows that his situation is a bit unoptimistic.

Despite this, he still gritted his teeth and held on, and did not go to the hospital to diagnose anything.

Because he's scared.

He was afraid that he would be diagnosed with something bad suddenly, and now the new chemotherapy still needs a huge amount of money to pay, and at this time, he can't delay the new treatment because of his own small injuries.

After all, in Wang Dexi's eyes, a new life is more important than anything else!