Lu Xiufu let go of Lu Ya, "Let Daddy take a good look at you." ”

Lu Ya stood calmly, although the father and son knew each other, Lu Ya originally had a thousand words, but at this moment, he felt that he had nothing to say, because he was confused, and he didn't know where to start.

But Lu Xiufu was still excited: "How did you find this? I have stopped missing your mother and son all these years." ”

When mentioning his mother, Lu Ya suddenly felt sad, "I have one thing that I must ask in person, otherwise I will be upset." ”

Lu Xiufu pushed open the window of the secret room, faced the capital city that was falling low at night, and said softly: "Do you want to ask me why I killed her?" The "she" in Lu Xiufu's mouth naturally refers to Lu Ya's mother.

Lu Ya said: "Yes, since you have already guessed what I want to ask, you might as well say it directly." ”

Lu Xiufu was silent for a long time, and said, "Ya'er, come here." ”

Lu Ya came to the window, Lu Xiufu pointed to the front and asked, "What do you see where it is?"

Lu Ya looked in the direction of Lu Hideo's finger, not far away the lights were bright, the pavilions and pavilions were in full view, and from time to time people walked back and forth, looking extremely solemn, but it was pitch black around there, like an abyss. Lu Ya said: "That's the imperial city?"

Lu Xiufu nodded, and asked again: "Then do you know what kind of place is dark around Lu Dao?"

Lu Ya thought for a while and said, "That's Dadu?"

Lu Xiufu nodded again, "What is the place outside the capital?"

Lu Ya was puzzled and said, "What does it have to do with my mother's death?"

Lu Xiufu sighed and continued: "Your answer just now is all right, but it is not right. ”

Lu Ya said: "Say whatever you want to say." ”

Lu Xiufu pointed to the imperial city and said: "There was no imperial city there, outside the imperial city was originally called Yanjing, and outside of Yanjing should have been the land of the Great Song Dynasty, but now this dark place is called Dadu, and outside the capital is the world of the Mongols, should we take it back?"

Lu Ya was silent, but he thought in his heart, talking to these elders at every turn is the Great Song Dynasty and fighting for the world, except for these things, why not talk about the feelings of each other?

"When I didn't save the emperor, I'm afraid I didn't even have the slightest hope of recovering the country, but now the emperor has grown up, and Zhongyi Island is growing stronger and stronger......"

Lu Ya was a little annoyed when he heard this, and interrupted Lu Xiufu, "Okay, everything is for the Great Song Dynasty, can't the Great Song Dynasty be restored without Zhao Yu, is my mother really dead in vain?

Lu Xiufu said with a straight face: "At that time, the matter was urgent, if your mother and her were entangled, I would not be able to save the emperor, the emperor could not save it, and our whole family was a slave to the country." I am indeed ashamed of your mother and son, especially you, you are my own flesh and blood, and I am reluctant to send you to death, but if I go back to ten years ago, I will still make the same choice. Ya'er ......"

Lu Xiufu held Lu Ya's hand and continued: "I also want to be a perfect person, a good husband, and a good father, but if I do this, I will not be a good courtier, and I can only sacrifice my relatives in the face of such a choice." ”

Lu Ya pulled out his hand and asked, "Which is closer to you, relatives or the emperor, and which is more important?"

Lu Xiufu said: "Relatives are naturally closer, but the emperor is the lord of all peoples, which is more important." ”

Lu Ya wiped his tears and said, "I know the truth, Dad." ”

Lu Xiufu hugged Lu Ya, "It's been ten years, and I finally heard you call me dad again." "Let's talk about old tears. No amount of words at this moment is redundant, since Lu Ya called his father, he naturally forgave himself.

But Lu Ya pushed Lu Xiufu away and said coldly: "I'm going back tonight, here is a letter from Uncle Zhang to you," he said and handed the letter to Lu Xiufu, "Uncle Zhang asked me to come to the capital to listen to your arrangements, and the letter has all the explanations." I have come here for the most part on official business, and if I have any send, please tell me that I will come back another day. ”

Lu Xiufu said curiously: "Ya'er, don't you stay here to talk to your father?"

Lu Ya said: "What do you want to say...... I'm done, farewell, Chen is in charge. After that, he turned around and left, leaving only Lu Xiufu with the letter in his hand, standing in front of the window, and when he left, he called himself Chen Dangjia, what did he mean?

After Lu Ya left, Lu Xiufu came back to his senses, unfolded Zhang Shijie's letter, and read it twice from beginning to end, and the night wind whistled behind him, and Lu Xiufu couldn't help but shiver.

It was already late at night when Lu Ya came to Chengnan Xiuyuan, and he originally wanted to chat with Marco Polo, but he didn't come because he went to the inn to pack up his things tonight. I wanted to find the two senior brothers to relieve their boredom, but the two of them were already snoring like thunder, and Lu Ya couldn't bear to disturb, so he had to find a spare room to lie down.

This Xiuyuan is really as Lu Xiufu said, it is very quiet, except for a few insect names accompanied by the snoring of the senior brother in the quiet night, there is no other sound. Lu Ya was lying on the bed, unable to sleep, recalling the scene of recognizing Lu Xiufu today, his heart fluctuated, what his father said was both reasonable and unreasonable, although Zhao Yu was rescued, but is he really the true son of heaven? With him, he can save the country of the Great Song Dynasty? Master said that this country is not Zhao Yu's, but the people of the world, in the past ten years, the Mongols have been deeply rooted in the Central Plains, and the people's hearts have gradually been convinced, I am afraid that Zhongyi Island will not have the power to return to heaven. And what will Lu Xiufu get in exchange for giving up his wife? If he is in exchange, can he make the same decision as his father at a critical moment? I'm afraid it will be difficult, if I choose between Jiangshan and Yin Lan, then which one will I choose? He tossed and turned, unable to find an answer. Sometimes I think of the Battle of Yashan, sometimes I think of my master, sometimes I think of Yin Lan, I think of Xiang Nan, and I think of reuniting with my father today, how will I face him in the future?

Thinking about it, he suddenly saw a young general driving a group of steppe wolves, showing off his might outside Xiuyuan, suddenly a wolf crossed the courtyard wall and went straight to Lu Ya, Lu Ya had not come back to his senses, the hungry wolf was at his throat, Lu Ya was so frightened that he immediately sat up, and found that he was still lying on the bed, his clothes were already soaked, and his mouth was thirsty.

He pushed open the window and looked out of the window, the sky was like ink, and the stars were hanging in the sky, and he didn't know what time it was.

Lu Ya thought to himself that he couldn't sleep at all, so it was better to go to the stables to see the rhubarb. I thought about it, put on my clothes, and walked out of the room. The wind was so strong at night in Dadu, Lu Ya was blown by the wind, and felt a lot more energetic, and when he came to the stable, Rhubarb seemed to be sleeping, and there was no sound.

Lu Ya walked over and touched Rhubarb's head, "Rhubarb, I saw my father today, do you know what to do?"

Rhubarb made a sudden sound through his nose, and the horse's head moved again and again, as if it understood what Lu Ya was saying.

Lu Ya continued: "But I don't know how to face him, although I don't want to call him father, but today I still called him, no matter what, he is my father, I resent him, but I can't change this fact." I've also had times when I've been in a dilemma, like Yin Lan, do you remember?"

Rhubarb nodded abruptly, and Lu Ya continued: "When Yin Lan was in trouble, I went to save Uncle Zhang and them, and I let him go of the evil monk again, sometimes it is really difficult for people to choose." ”

Rhubarb hissed and screamed, as if comforting him.

Lu Ya said again: "So this time I chose to forgive my father, but I always felt uncomfortable, what if I didn't forgive, he always ......"