Chapter 315: Healing
Xu Mo sighed, Miss Shen asked about his marriage, and of course he could guess why. I couldn't help but look at Miss Shen's face, this Miss Shen had been lying in bed for several months, although she was haggard, she was as beautiful as ever.
He remembered that back then, when he first saw this Miss Shen on the North Mountain, he had some unrealistic fantasies in his heart.
Miss Shen couldn't wait for his answer, and asked, "Why don't you speak?"
Xu Mo thought for a moment and said, "I don't know how to answer you." ”
"Why?" Miss Shen said curiously: "If you are married, you are married, and if you are not married, you are not married, why do you say that you don't know how to answer me?"
Xu Mo asked rhetorically: "If this person is a person in the virtual world, does it count as marriage?"
"Of course not. Miss Shen laughed when she heard this, and seemed to be very relieved, "How can a marriage on the Internet be considered a marriage? You haven't got a license, ...... Do you play online games?" Obviously, she regarded the marriage in the virtual world that Xu Mo said as marrying someone in an online game.
Xu Mo knew that she had misunderstood as soon as she heard it, and she didn't explain, "If you don't get a license, you won't be married?"
"Of course not. Miss Shen laughed happily from the bottom of her heart, and explained with a smile, "A marriage without legal effect is not a formal marriage." ”
After a while, she was bold again and asked Xu Mo, "You...... What do you think of me?"
"You...... That's good. Xu Mo hesitated.
"That'...... Do you like me?" Miss Shen plucked up her courage and asked again.
Xu Mo was noncommittal. "When I first met you on the North Mountain, I had some delusions. ”
When Miss Shen heard this, she became more and more happy, but when she heard Xu Mo say 'delusional', she was anxious again, lest he have other thoughts that would affect her feelings about herself, so she hurriedly said, "How can it be delusional? You're actually ...... You can actually really think about it. ”
This implication is already very clear, Xu Mo said. I couldn't help but fall silent again.
Previous experience. For him, it was like a nightmare, and the experience of suffering left the deepest impression on his heart. Let him live his life. There's no way to forget. And the beauty of this Miss Shen. It was the only thing in his nightmare that he would like to recall.
But Miss Shen said again: "I'm so old, I haven't dated other men yet." ”
"Oh!" Xu Mo glanced at her. Subconsciously asked, "Why?"
Miss Shen couldn't help but feel a burst of joy when she saw that he was concerned about her past affairs, and replied: "When I was in China, the reason why I didn't have it was because I felt that I was not old enough and I didn't want to, and second, even if I wanted to, others would not dare to associate with me if they knew about my family situation." ”
When Xu Mo heard this, he couldn't help but nodded, her father was a big man on Huaishi Road, and ordinary people naturally didn't dare to have any crooked thoughts about her.
"What about abroad?" asked Xu Mo.
"Abroad?" Ms. Shen explained, "I haven't been abroad for a long time, but I used to have this kind of thought, and before I had the opportunity, that kind of thing happened and I came back to China." That's when you saved me, you know. ”
"Hmm!" Xu Mo let out a soft 'hmm'.
Ms. Shen continued, "After that incident, I went back to school, but I soon changed schools, even to another country. But with that experience, even if I changed schools, I still have to worry about it every day, so how can I think about these things?"
"That's just as well. Xu Mo nodded.
But hearing this, Miss Shen smiled lightly, and this smile seemed to have a heartfelt happiness in Xu Mo's feelings, "It's also fortunate that this is the case, so that I met you." ”
When he said this, his voice was extremely low. The two communicated with their hearts, and in Xu Mo's feelings, he only felt a moment of shyness.
He thought for a moment and said, "You don't know what I look like." ”
The hidden meaning is to say to Miss Shen, you don't even know what I look like, this relationship is unreliable.
Miss Shen obviously understood what he meant, and sighed: "These days, you haven't come, I think about you every day and look forward to your coming." Growing up, I had never missed someone like this, and I felt like I was going crazy. But my body couldn't move, I couldn't speak, I couldn't feel anything, I couldn't do anything. When I lie in bed, I can only think of you. If you don't come again, I don't even ...... I don't even know if I still have the courage to live. ”
There was some complaining in the tone, but it was full of affection. When Xu Mo heard this, his body couldn't help but tremble.
But Miss Shen said happily: "I haven't seen you, so what's the matter? Didn't you just say that you have found a cure for me, so won't I be able to see you soon?"
Xu Mo sighed and did not speak.
Miss Shen was also silent, and after a while, she seemed to break through her inner struggle, and mustered up the courage to ask, "Will you have a relationship with me?" finally asked, her heart was indescribably nervous, and she looked expectant, waiting for Xu Mo's answer.
Xu Mo clearly felt the other party's nervousness, and thought for a while, "If it was before, when we met for the first time, you asked me so, I would definitely answer you 'yes'." ”
"And now?" Miss Shen was nervous.
Xu Mo thought for a while, and said euphemistically: "Now...... Probably not. ”
"Oh!" Miss Shen couldn't help but be disappointed when she heard this.
This kind of disappointment can be clearly felt by Xu Mo from the other party's heart. The other party's emotional fluctuations caused by the strong psychological gap made him secretly frightened.
With full expectations, Miss Shen finally mustered all the courage to ask such a sentence, but when she received the current result, she couldn't help but feel hopeless, and at this moment, she even had a feeling of despair.
She couldn't help but ask aloud, "Why?"
Xu Mo didn't know how to answer, so he didn't speak.
Miss Shen couldn't get an answer from him. In despair, tears involuntarily flowed down the corners of his eyes, down his cheeks, and on the pillow. Xu Mo could clearly feel the sad emotion in her heart, she was crying.
"You ......" Xu Mo only said one word and stopped again.
"What do you want to say?" Miss Shen hurriedly asked.
Xu Mo was silent again.
Miss Shen seemed to think of something again, and a glimmer of hope suddenly appeared in her heart, "You just said 'maybe', did you? You said 'maybe'?"
Xu Mo sighed: "It's the same." ”
"How can it be the same?" Miss Shen refused to give up. "You say, 'Maybe.'" So there's still a chance?"
"This ......" Xu Mo couldn't say anything more hurtful.
Since Miss Shen had hope in her heart, her emotions slowly recovered, and she said, "I can't wait to see you, when will you cure me?"
Xu Mo said: "Soon." ”
Miss Shen continued to ask, "How fast is soon?"
Xu Mo said: "How fast do you want." Just as fast. ”
Miss Shen thought he was joking. smiled and said, "I want you to cure me immediately." Can you do that?"
Xu Mo said: "It's okay to take the medicine, you wait." As he spoke, he took his spiritual consciousness back from Miss Shen's body, this time. He had already sensed something was wrong with Miss Shen's body, and he had also found a way to heal him. Just dispense the medicine according to the prescription, prepare the medicine, feed her to eat, and in a moment or three, the medicine will be prescribed, and she will be cured.
The effect of the nightmare potion, after he was able to sense the physical consciousness of others, there was no longer any difficulty in healing.
Xu Mo picked out a few of the medicines he was carrying, crushed them and blended them into powder, helped Miss Shen up, and fed her with water.
"Is that okay?" asked Miss Shen.
"A little while, and that's it. Xu Mo extended his spiritual consciousness to her body, sensing the operation of the drug in her body. Soon after, the medicine ran all over the body, and Xu Mo said, "You try to move it." ”
The effects of the nightmare potion were negated, and Miss Shen's body had regained her freedom. But she didn't dare to believe it all, and first tried to open her eyes, her eyelids twitched, and they opened immediately. The first thing she did when she opened her eyes was to look at Xu Mo.
But she lay down for several months, her eyes were really photophobic, and as soon as she opened her eyes, she felt bright and dazzling, and she was busy closing them again. The time was too short, and she only saw a hazy glowing shadow standing in front of her bed.
"I can move. Miss Shen cried out in surprise, this time she was talking, but her voice was faint.
Xu Mo smiled: "You're already fine." "The nightmare potion is ineffective, and Miss Shen's ears can hear it. Xu Mo no longer used his mind to communicate with her, but instead spoke with his mouth.
Miss Shen was pleasantly surprised: "This is your voice, I heard your voice." ”
Xu Modao: "How do you feel?"
Miss Shen said: "It's the same sound as I imagined. ”
Xu Mo couldn't help but be stunned, he asked Miss Shen how she felt, and asked about her physical feelings. Miss Shen replied with the feeling of his voice. And the reason why she said that Xu Mo's voice was the same as what she imagined was because in her imagination, there was no specific voice, and hearing Xu Mo's voice automatically filled in the blank she imagined.
Xu Mo then explained: "I asked you how your body feels. ”
Miss Shen was excited in her heart, and she didn't seem to hear his words at all, and said to herself, "Your voice is very good." I want to see you, are you at my bedside?"
Xu Mo smiled bitterly: "You opened your eyes just now and didn't see me?"
Miss Shen said: "The light is too strong, I only see a shadow. As he spoke, his eyelids moved, and he was about to open them again. But the strong light made her eyes immediately have a burning sensation, as soon as she opened them, she involuntarily closed them again, and tears even flowed from the corners of her eyes.
"The light was too strong for me to open it. Miss Shen said while crying.
There was no sunlight in the room, but the daytime light was still too strong for her at this time, and anything she looked at felt like it would emit a strong light.
"I'll close the curtains for you. Xu Modao.
"I'm sorry for you. Miss Shen hurriedly thanked her.
Xu Mo walked over, closed all the curtains, and the room went dark. Miss Shen tried to open her eyes again. Such a dark environment is still a bit dazzling to her. She opened her eyes several times in a row, shedding a lot of tears, and then she barely opened her eyes, but she still couldn't open them too much.
She squinted her eyes and looked sideways at Xu Mo beside the bed, and she could see that it was vague, but she could already distinguish some outlines. She stared at Xu Mo for a while, trying to make herself see more clearly, and after a while. Cai said: "It turns out that you look like this." ”
Xu Mo asked, "Can you remember me?" he was referring to Kitayama's first meeting.
Miss Shen chuckled, "It's almost the same as I imagined." No. I should say it's better than I expected. ”
"Really?" Xu Mo asked casually.
Miss Shen smiled, nodded slightly, tried to sit up, and just moved. I realized that my body was too weak. The waist can't be straightened at all. She had been lying down for four months, and her body had gone limp. This is also a normal phenomenon, and it will come over after a period of recuperation.
Xu Mo saw her struggling to get up. Hurriedly walked over and pressed her on the shoulder, "You've just recovered, don't rush to get up." ”
Miss Shen stared at him sideways, listened to Xu Mo's words, and nodded softly.
She blinked, trying to open her eyes wider in order to see more clearly, but immediately felt the soreness of her eyes, and hurriedly said, "My eyes are too astringent to open, can you please get some water and help me clean them?"
"Yes. "This request is not excessive, Xu Mo agreed. I walked to the water dispenser next to it, washed my hands first, took another cup, and came back with a glass of water.
"I'm sorry for you. Miss Shen said.
Xu Mo dipped some water on his hands, helped her sprinkle it in the corners of her eyes, and gently rubbed the corners of her eyes. Miss Shen didn't close her eyes, she kept staring at Xu Mo, but there was a little shame in her eyes.
Xu Mo looked at her and smiled, "You'd better divert your attention from me." ”
Miss Shen's face turned red when she heard this, and she hurriedly closed her eyes.
Xu Mo dipped water on his hands and sprinkled it on the corners of her eyes, slowly moistening her eyelids, and gently rubbing them along the eyeliner. Miss Shen's eyes were moistened with water, and the sour feeling gradually disappeared, and she opened her eyes again.
Seeing it completely clearly this time, she became shy, glanced at Xu Mo, then turned her face away, and said softly: "It turns out ...... So you look like this. ”
Xu Mo then asked, "Can you still remember me?"
Miss Shen shook her head slightly, looking apologetic. That time on Beishan, the gap between the identities of the two was too big, and she really didn't leave any impression on Xu Mo.
Xu Mo was slightly disappointed, but this disappointment only passed in an instant, and he recovered in a blink of an eye, and continued: "You have been lying down for too long, at least you have to recuperate for a while." Now that she has recovered, it is time to inform your family, the babysitter is outside, and I will call her. ”
"Wait. Miss Shen hurriedly stopped him.
"What?" Xu Mo turned around and glanced at her suspiciously.
Miss Shen said: "No, it's not too late to tell them later, you can talk to me first." Speaking of this, he added a few more words, and smiled lightly: "I haven't spoken for a long time, and I feel like I'm about to stop talking, listen, am I a little stuttering when I speak?"
Her purpose is actually to let Xu Mo talk to her, and the addition later is just to cover up her own thoughts.
"Not really. Xu Mo didn't think much about it, turned around, "What are you going to say?"
Miss Shen said: "It's okay to say anything, don't leave me alone." You know, for the past few months, I've been alone, nobody has spoken to me, and I'm almost going crazy. ”
"Oh well. Xu Mo walked back.
Miss Shen was overjoyed and glanced at her bedside, "You sit." Then he motioned to Xu Mo with his eyes and asked him to sit down on the edge of his bed.
Xu Mo sat down on the edge of her bed and began to talk to Miss Shen. In fact, most of the time, it was Miss Shen who was talking and he was listening. This Miss Shen hasn't spoken to anyone for too long, she has been holding back for too long, and she suddenly recovers from her illness, and she really has countless things to say, and she can talk about any small thing for a long time. First of all, since I said that I was hit by the nightmare potion, I have been lying in bed for the past few months, how I feel every day. After finishing speaking, he couldn't help but ask Xu Mo about his family situation.
Xu Mo's parents disappeared, and after returning from the Yunduan Mountain Range, he used various methods to find his parents, but he never received any news. His family, really speaking, is now the only one. Hearing Miss Shen's inquiry, she suddenly remembered her parents and couldn't help but sigh. Then I thought of Xiao Man, although Xiao Man was not his biological daughter, in his heart, he was no different from his biological daughter.
It's just that the last time I went to Huai City, Xiao Man and her mother Yang Yin didn't know where they went, and they didn't see them. He also asked someone to inquire, but there is no news for the time being.
Of course, this also has to do with the fact that he didn't go out of his way to find it. After all, Xiao Man is not his biological daughter, and he is with her biological mother Yang Yin, even if he finds her, what can he do? Children are easy to forget, two or three years have passed, Xiao Man may have forgotten himself.
Thinking of this, his expression couldn't help but be a little gloomy.
Miss Shen noticed that his expression was different, so she stretched out her hand from the quilt, pressed it on Xu Mo's hand, and asked softly, "What's wrong with you?"
Xu Mo shook his head, "Nothing." ”
"Oh!" Miss Shen glanced at him in disbelief, but seeing that he didn't want to answer, she didn't ask more.
Xu Mo stayed in the house for a long time, and the nanny Sister Liu saw that he hadn't gone out, and later saw him close the curtains, and was a little worried. Just as he was done with the work in hand, he decided to come over and have a look, and asked as he walked, "Mr. Xu, how is our young lady's health?"
Miss Shen heard her voice and asked Xu Mo, "Who is this person?"
During the time when she was hit by the nightmare potion, she couldn't move, see, or hear, so although this Sister Liu was one of her nannies, serving her to eat, dress, and bathe, she had no impression of others. (To be continued......)