251: Private feelings
Feng Yu raised his eyes, looked over Feng Yiting's shoulder, and looked out the window behind him, looking very dazed.
Feng Yiting looked at her quietly, and suddenly had a trace of curiosity about this woman. Because he understands that this seemingly simple woman may have many stories that he does not know, what could this be?
Feng Yu hesitated for a long time, and then said slowly and stubbornly: "When I saw him for the first time, he became a very handsome young man, and at that time I clearly felt that my heart seemed to be knocked hard...... I remember I was a girls' school student. My classmates later said that at that time, my eyes were very bright and bright. ”
A wisp of confusion appeared in Feng Yu's eyes, and she was stunned for a moment.
Feng Yiting suddenly remembered the appearance that she briefly appeared when she first put on the "Ruyi Shape Sticker".
"I'm sure he saw me too. Feng Yu paused for a moment before saying: "I remember that it was still the Republic of China period, which was the era of alternating between tradition and conservatism, and we represented new women, so it was very eye-catching." ”
And then. Feng Yu smiled, looking very happy, and she continued: "He began to approach me, and I was quickly fascinated by him, including my classmates, a group of girls. ”
Feng Yiting had to calm down and began to listen to Feng Yao tell a story of love.
In her eloquent conversation, he understood Feng Yu's eventual acquaintance with Shi Jiuhan, as well as many of the concepts that this sect leader had changed because of her. Love is a mysterious and magical thing, and it is said that Shi Jiuhan was against women at the beginning.
But because of the wind, he began to accept this new phenomenon and gave up a slaughter.
Feng Yiting quickly understood why Feng Yu wanted to tell this story to himself. For after she had finished describing her beautiful encounter, she had been silent for a long time, until her silence was replaced by a kind of weariness.
She became a little helpless, and then sighed softly and said: "Later, after we got closer, I realized that he actually changes his face every day, and I realized that our acquaintance is the beginning of a nightmare, and I can't accept it at all." When I woke up every morning, I found a strange man lying next to me...... Because he changes every day. ”
Feng Yu said this, her face was full of haggardness, and she could see that she was very tired, and it was what she said that made her tired. It is estimated that no woman can allow her lover to change every day. And. This is an anomaly that she can't control at all.
"He loves me so much. Feng Yu smiled bitterly and said, "Actually." When you start to get bored, love is simply a bondage that is hard to get rid of. In particular, he is still a powerful character, and this love slowly becomes so terrifying. ”
Feng Yiting realized that Feng Yu was really not as great as he originally thought, and this girl did such an earth-shattering thing. A lot of it was just because she wanted to get rid of each other.
This was the first time he had a sympathy for Shi Jiuhan, because he had always believed that Shi Jiuhan could control everything.
"My previous life ......," Feng Yu whispered, "In fact, he committed suicide, I can't stand this situation, and I can't get rid of this bondage." I don't have anything to do but die. But I didn't expect that death would not end this nightmare. ”
Feng Yu became expressionless again, and she said coldly: "A sect leader like him with disciples all over the world, it is too easy to find out my past life and this life, he quickly grasped everything after my rebirth, and then ......"
Feng Yu smiled bitterly, looked at Feng Yiting without anything to do, and said, "Do you understand, can I remember the events of my previous life? My suicide is actually just the beginning, when I am reborn to be sensible, I can only die again." ”
Feng Yiting stared at Feng Yan in amazement, only then did she understand that this woman, why would she do everything to kill Shi Jiuhan, for her, her world world was simply too terrifying, she couldn't get rid of this demon king at all, even if she died!
He interjected in disbelief: "So, you have gone through several lifetimes of reincarnation in search of the grudge?"
Feng Yu nodded, and said helplessly: "Well, what else can I do?"
Compared with his sympathy for Shi Jiuhan, Feng Yiting suddenly felt that Feng Yu was so pitiful, this woman could never get rid of a terrifying love, and death actually symbolized the beginning of another nightmare.
He had nothing to say, so he silently looked at Feng Yu and sighed softly.
"I remember. After being silent for a long time, Feng Yu suddenly asked, "You said you would kill this demon king, right?"
Feng Yiting nodded, he said disapprerovitically: "A demon king like this, it is estimated that not only I want to kill him, but anyone with a sense of justice will have such thoughts, he is a time bomb that can make the world chaotic at any time." ”
Feng Yu still looked at him quietly, and then asked, "Can you help me?"
Feng Yiting nodded and said, "Of course I can help you, and you just need to let me understand where Shi Jiuhan is hiding." ”
Feng Yan shook her head, she flashed her eyes, and said gloomily: "Shi Jiuhan has always said that you are his savior, if I let you meet, it is estimated that I will never have a chance, I dare not ask you to kill him, so I dare not let you meet." ”
Feng Yiting shook his head, and then said helplessly: "Then how can you let me help you?"
Feng Yu said expressionlessly: "Use poison." ”
"Use poison?" Feng Yiting was stunned for a moment, then looked at Feng Yu vigilantly, and said instinctively: "Didn't you tell me that you had destroyed the formula of the poison?"
Feng Yu nodded, and she said again: "What I destroyed was only a poison formula that was powerful enough to kill indiscriminately, but I improved the power of the poison myself, didn't you find that the poison I used was different from the original 'Piercing Resentment' power?"
This Feng Yiting has seen it, and the power used by the legendary poison and Feng Yu has been somewhat reduced.
He was groaning, only to hear the wind say again, "I've been trying, until now I can finally control this poison." I want to try again, so you have to help me, I need some formulas, and in my current situation, I simply can't get them. Because many of them are highly toxic and regulated. ”
Feng Yiting shook his head and smiled: "I can't help you, you'd better tell me where Shi Jiuhan is hiding." I am more than happy to put Shi Jiuhan on trial after he is caught, so as to fundamentally solve this scourge. ”
Feng Yu was speechless, she stared at Feng Yiting closely, and only stood up after a long time and said, "Think about it, if you are willing to help me, call me, if not, I will slowly disappear......"
Feng Yiting knew that she was sending off guests. So he stood up and said to her solemnly: "You can't take risks anymore, I can give you some more time to think about it." You should trust me more than poison. ”
After finishing speaking, Feng Yiting left Feng Yu's room. Left Xi'an.
After Feng Yu closed the door, a trace of frustration appeared on his face. She slowly returned to the bedroom. Collapsed on the bed and did not move.
Just then, a voice sounded in her head again, and this person said, "The wanderer is gone?"
Feng Yu responded softly, and then quietly responded in his heart: "I miss you ......"
"I miss you too. The voice said softly to her, "I want to take you into my arms now, baby, but we still don't have any chances." You know, that day in the mountains. It's a miracle that you won't die under the thunder of the earth-destroying god, and it's the wanderers who saved you. ”
After a long silence, the voice continued, "You also know the Dao, all the punishments. They are beginning to suspect the reason for your betrayal, they don't believe it at all, you simply betrayed for the sake of the victims, and they began to doubt your true purpose. ”
Feng Yu was silent, she had already understood this, and Lei Xingzhi had already openly said this reason on the day of Lei Xingzhi.
"Perhaps. The voice sighed softly, "You shouldn't let Lei Xingzhi understand that he is a wanderer......"
Frightened, she responded, "If I don't say it, he'll kill us." ”
The voice sighed, "Thunder Punishment can't kill the wanderer at all, you were too nervous at that time, baby." ”
"But......" Feng choked up and said, "I was afraid, I was afraid that I would never see you again, I was very scared ......"
Feng Yu cried, she silently shed tears, sad and desperate in her heart: "We are reincarnated like this, and we still never have time to get together?" I'm tired, I don't want the thunder to kill me, I'm afraid to wait from the beginning, and go over to such a long time without you...... It's true. ”
"Don't be ...... like this" The voice was also so sad, but still said so gently: "I love you Fengyu, I imagine your beautiful smile all the time, your gentle body, and your passion and desire, I love you Fengyu ......"
Feng Yu sobbed violently, she choked up, and then cried out in despair, "For what......! I've done something wrong, and I can't escape his clutches even if I die! I've found the 'Grudge', why can't I kill him?"
"You're using the wrong name. The voice sighed softly, "You should try a few more times, you shouldn't stop trying." ”
Feng Yu wiped away his tears, and then choked up and said, "The poison is used up, and the medicinal materials are very precious and difficult to match. The authorities are already paying attention to me, and I don't have a chance to refill all the herbs...... A lot of it is highly poisonous, and I can't get it. ”
"You'll have to keep convincing the wanderers, only let me help you. After a long time, the voice sighed and told her, "He is very capable of finding all the medicinal materials you need, and it is precisely because of him that you did not fall into the hands of the authorities, let him help you with the wind...... You can think of a way, as long as you can kill this demon king, we will be together, I love you Fengyu. ”
Feng Yu said disappointedly: "The wanderer refused to help me, he refused ......"
"You'll have a way. The voice was still so gentle, and he induced: "Remember not to let him know the location of the Dao Altar, and then let him think of a way for you, no matter what way you use, you will definitely be able to do it, I will wait for you." ”
The voice was gone. Feng Yu lay limply on the bed, and she looked at the ceiling quietly, looking desperate and sad. (To be continued......)