Chapter 474: Sometimes there must be in dreams
When the news of Xuan Risheng reached Spring City, Shen Yi also heard about it.
When he heard the news, Shen Yi knew that this matter was ninety percent true.
Because Chu Rong said to Shen Yi that in the two days when Xuan Risheng first arrived in Spring City, he didn't like to sit when he spoke, but liked to stand.
If it is a normal person, it will definitely feel comfortable to sit.
And if you don't want to sit and talk, then there is only one possibility.
The butt hurts, the chrysanthemum hurts.
Later, Zhang Zijin went to the provincial capital to see his father on the weekend, and listened to the incident in detail.
After coming back, he told Shen Yi and the others that Shen Yi almost didn't fall down with laughter.
A dignified director was blown up with chrysanthemums, and I am afraid that only Xuan Risheng can do such a strange thing. But then again, Shen Yi hasn't gotten much better in the past two days. That day, he was discovered by He Xiaoyue and Chu Rong to double cultivate, and after He Lan came back in the evening, the three of them took turns to persuade for more than an hour, but He Xiaoyue still didn't understand what was going on. Seeing that there was not enough time, Shen Yi had no choice but to go and practice with Chu Rong first.
As a result, it can be regarded as offending He Xiaoyue completely.
In the past few days, He Xiaoyue has not looked at Shen Yi with a straight eye.
Shen Yi himself felt strange, is there something wrong with He Xiaoyue?
She and Chu Rong are double cultivating, He Lan doesn't say anything, what kind of anger is she?
In fact, Shen Yi didn't know what Lu Dao was, and He Xiaoyue didn't know why he was so angry about Lu Dao.
On the surface, she was angry with He Lan, but in her heart, she also knew that He Lan was not angry with Shen Yi. She's a fool around, and she's really a little too wide. But she was just angry, and she was also a little deliberately trying to make things difficult for Shen Yi.
It's a very strange psychology, and she doesn't even understand it herself.
All of this was seen by An Yang Jingxin, and she knew He Xiaoyue's psychology very well.
Because she looked at Shen Yi with such a mentality at the beginning, but she was much more ruthless than He Xiaoyue at the beginning, what she wanted to do was not to make things difficult for Shen Yi, but to kill Shen Yi. After seeing all this, An Yang Jingxin made a conclusion that He Xiaoyue's mentality was problematic.
An Yang Jingxin chose a time and called He Xiaoyue to her room.
She smiled faintly and said to He Xiaoyue, "Aunt He, have you been sleeping soundly lately?"
He Xiaoyue didn't take An Yang Jingxin's words seriously, and said bluntly: "It's okay, sometimes I have insomnia and dreams." ”
An Yang Jingxin nodded and said, "Then I'll give you a psychological test to find out if the problem is." ”
Hearing the psychological test, He Xiaoyue chuckled in her heart, and said with a sneer: "No need, Jingxin, I'm not used to doing this." ”
An Yang Jingxin said very easily: "It's not a psychological test that peeks into your privacy, but a way to help you relieve your mood, a bit like a spiritual placebo." ”
Hearing An Yang Jingxin say this, He Xiaoyue suddenly had some realization in her heart. In fact, not only has she been insomnia and dreaming lately, but she herself has been feeling a little stressed. Every time I saw Shen Yi, I would be angry. Now that Anyang Jingxin said this, she nodded and said, "Okay." ”
An Yang Jingxin handed her a pill and told her to take it. Then he said in her ear, "Close your eyes." ”
He Xiaoyue closed her eyes very obediently, and An Yang Jingxin began to guide He Xiaoyue to build a world realm in her mind. It's just a simple psychological suggestion, such as constructing a beautiful picture of mountains and rivers in your mind, and so on, and there are many kinds. However, An Yang Jingxin used to let He Xiaoyue imagine herself, and after a while, He Xiaoyue's head was full of sweat, and she exclaimed: "Oops." ”
An Yang Jingxin frowned and asked, "What do you see?"
"A fire, a fire. He Xiaoyue said anxiously.
An Yang Jingxin asked: "What about the fire." ”
"Man, man. He Xiaoyue said in a trembling voice.
"Who is it?" asked An Yangjing.
"Who?" He Xiaoyue's words were a little frightened.
An Yang Jingxin continued to ask: "Who is it, who is it, tell me." ”
He Xiaoyue's lips trembled, and her brows furrowed together, as if she had had some terrible nightmare. The entire world is distorted, He Xiaoyue screamed, and suddenly shouted: "Shen Yi." ”
Then, she opened her eyes.
looked at An Yang Jingxin in front of him, panting heavily. Her eyes were full of terror, and just these few words covered her body with delicate sweat.
An Yang Jingxin took the box on the side, took out a pill that He Xiaoyue had eaten just now, and then handed it to He Xiaoyue and said, "This is a jelly bean, it has no effect, now you understand what I'm doing." ”
He Xiaoyue lowered her head, panted, looked at the white jelly beans in her hand, and suddenly realized.
She raised her face and looked at An Yang Jingxin in front of her, her eyes were full of fear.
An Yang Jingxin smiled faintly and said, "Aunt He, don't worry. I'm not going to tell anyone about today's events, I've read some psychology books before, so I guess the psychology of people more thoroughly. Your behavior may be related to the emotional trauma you suffered when you were young, so it is a normal behavior, as long as you don't take any step, you will be fine. ”
An Yang Jingxin's words made He Xiaoyue stunned and embarrassed.
An Yang Jingxin said: "Don't think, don't read, you can slowly dissipate this mentality." You can calm your mind more, don't care about him, don't care who he is with, just live your own life, listen to operas, sing songs, and cultivate your mood. ”
He Xiaoyue nodded silently, and Anyang Jingxin talked to her for a long time before she left Anyang Jingxin's room.
He Xiaoyue has always been reluctant to admit it, but after such a test by Anyang Jingxin, she finally let herself be recognized. However, after Anyang Jingxin's guidance, she calmed down. She sleeps very peacefully at night, and she no longer watches those palace fights and soap operas, but studies music. She is not old-fashioned and likes to listen to dramas. She prefers traditional Chinese music and ancient songs.
For example, the famous neon dress and feather song is her favorite. After a few days like this, she also downplayed her discipline of Shen Yi. But the development of things is often unexpected, one day the little peach came to Shen Yi's house to play, holding a jar of jelly beans in her hand, the little peach kept eating, but she was too restless, and accidentally spilled it on the ground, just at this time He Xiaoyue came back, she saw the jelly beans on the ground, and suddenly showed a frightened expression in her eyes, and ran back to her room.
Xiao Taozi looked at He Xiaoyue's back, a little strange.
That night, He Xiaoyue had a nightmare.
In the dream, all of them are bizarre, all of them are demons, and there are fires that soar to the sky.
When she woke up, she sat on the bed, and her heart was full of fear.
She was afraid that someone would find out the "jelly bean" in her heart, and she didn't dare to go to Anyang Jingxin again, and she was restless all day long. It just so happened that An Yang Jingxin was also busy in the past two days, so she didn't notice her. When night fell again, He Xiaoyue was lying in the room. Pain, fear permeated her mind. She did not dare to sleep, and in the midst of such anxiety she fell asleep at dawn.
She had nightmares again, this time with her and another person, who she couldn't see clearly. When she woke up, she found that it was already afternoon. She sat on the bed, soulless.
He Lan came to see her, and she didn't dare to say it to He Lan. At dinner in the evening, she even brought the meal to her room to eat.
He Xiaoyue didn't know why it would become like this, but her conscience, her soul, was being scorched again and again. She put her conscience and soul on the coals, and the two things slowly became extremely hot. Then, her whole being melted. The third nightmare was when I woke up at dusk. She looked out the window at dusk, went to the bathroom, and found herself in the mirror with a pale face and disheveled hair, like a weird old devil.
She couldn't help but hide her face and cry and curled up in the bathroom. Once upon a time, she was also the most famous beauty in the capital, just like today's daughter. But she was unladylike when she met someone, and she was mistakenly touched by Xuan Shirong. His whole life was ruined by his hands, and now, when the years are gone, how can she not be happy to see her daughter meet such a good Langjun? However, the only body swap that time made her dance a neon dress and feather coat like Tang Xuanzong who got Yang Guifei.
At that time, she really wanted to just like that, dominating her daughter's body.
But it backfired, if she could get it, she could lose it, and she eventually lost her daughter's body. But the "jelly bean" in Anyang Jingxin's mouth that day made her completely understand that there are some things that cannot be changed by the body. To say that this is a feeling, I'm afraid it's a bit taboo.
After all, this is his daughter's boyfriend, and his daughter loves him like that. He Xiaoyue didn't know what this thing was, but she also wanted to get it all like her daughter. Suddenly, He Xiaoyue's pupils shrank, and she stood up and looked at herself in the mirror. Looking at himself like a ghost, he slowly straightened his hair and then washed his face and put on makeup.
A moment later, a delicate beauty appeared in the mirror.
Although he is not young, He Xiaoyue can pay great attention to maintenance.
When we ate together in the evening, she was usual, and after eating, she didn't say anything. Instead, she went to sleep with a smile, and in her sleep, she saw the sky-high fire again, and the flames were surging. The devil is vicious, and all this is going to devour her. However, this time, she was not alone in the fire, there was even one person standing by her side, and this person was Shen Yi.
A feeling that was scorched by the flames is undergoing the rebirth of the phoenix nirvana.
She felt the warmth of her body, warm like never before, very comfortable. It seems that the next moment, even if you die, it is worth it. She had lived half her life and had never felt anything like this. The relationship between her and Xuan Shirong was originally the process of God creating He Lan. And this time, she is like a young girl, and her love is just beginning. It's as if He Lan fell in love with Shen Yi at the beginning.
Shen Yi!
He Xiaoyue, who was in happiness, suddenly woke up, and all the beauty in her dream was gone.
The flames burned her, and everything was gone. She roared and shouted, but the fire took everything away mercilessly. She cried, this is a feeling that belongs to her daughter, not to her. She couldn't think about it, not at all. Because such feelings are a taboo of human nature and an ethical condemnation. She can't let her daughter bear all this, she can only be silent and lonely all her life.
Perhaps, when she gave birth to He Lan, it seemed like a sin.
Because He Lan was an accident.
He Xiaoyue curled up in the fire, crying silently. Slowly, He Xiaoyue found that the fire in her dream was gone, green grass grew around, and there was an extra stream beside her. She opened her eyes and saw the harsh sunlight. In front of her, two butterflies were fluttering, she climbed to the river, looked into the river, and found a reflection in the river. It is reflected when she was young, and that glance and smile is just like in the painting.
It's exactly the same as the current He Lan.
And in the distance, a man on a white horse, wearing a battle robe, and carrying a giant sword walked by.
The man galloped on his horse, and when the horse came to her, she saw the man's face.
It turned out to be ...... Shen Yi!
He Xiaoyue's heart was suddenly shocked, and she suddenly opened her eyes!
A familiar face appeared in front of him, exactly like in his dream.
Sometimes you have to have it in your dreams, and you can't force it in your dreams.
She didn't know what to do—
PS: In order to write this plot well, I really put a lot of effort into it. I'm sorry for being late. However, for students who get up early, it should be quite punctual.