Chapter 36: The World of Sorrow
"Let's go, let's go!" is something that happens every time two people come back together.
Mao Xinxin's height made Han Yifan a little uncomfortable, although she was not taller than Han Yifan, but because the girl herself would be taller, Han Yifan felt particularly pressured.
"Why did you come back at this time?" Han Yifan said knowingly, Mao Xinxin did not choose to take the postgraduate entrance examination, because she studied nursing, and at this time, she should intern in a certain hospital!
"I heard that something happened to your family, I want to come back and see if I can help you!" Mao Xinxin suddenly stopped and looked at Han Yifan and said.
"It's okay! You can't help!" Needless to say, Han Yifan already knew that she came back specifically for herself, "Hurry up and go back to work!
Mao Xinxin stared at Han Yifan for a long time before sighing and saying, You are always like this!
Then he lowered his head and continued to walk without speaking.
Han Yifan suddenly found that Mao Xinxin was different this time, because if this was before, she might have been indomitable.
Maybe she's grown up!
"Brother Yifan, some waiting will be physically and mentally exhausting!" Without looking back, Mao Xinxin said suddenly.
Han Yifan was speechless.
"Brother Yifan, I have a boyfriend!"
"Oh!" Han Yifan finally felt that he could speak, "Congratulations!"
Although he said this, and even emotionally felt happy for her, Han Yifan still felt a little bitter.
People are very cheap, if a person has always been good to you, has always been good to you, you will feel taken for granted, and even many times you will feel upset, but if one day, suddenly she starts to be good to other people, you will feel sad again.
"Yes, you should congratulate me! Is it that no one will bother you from now on!" Mao Xinxin's smile made Han Yifan very strange, and the strangeness made him not know what expression to use to face it.
Being speechless is not necessarily embarrassing, I don't know what expression Lu Dao uses to face it, that is the most embarrassing!
"Brother Yifan, you are not too young, it's time to find someone!" Fortunately, Mao Xinxin didn't worry too much about this issue, but cared about Han Yifan.
"How can anyone like me look at it!" Han Yifan wanted to relax the atmosphere, but he felt embarrassed as soon as he spoke. If you laugh at yourself like this, it is not a kind of harm to Mao Xinxin!
"Brother Yifan, I'm a little tired! I want to go home!" Mao Xinxin said suddenly.
"Then I'll send you back!" had been the case every time before.
"No need!" Mao Xinxin smiled very far-fetched, "Didn't you say that I was a female man? Who would have an intention against a female man!"
Han Yifan wanted to say something, but Mao Xinxin had already interrupted him.
"Brother Yifan, go back! I want to walk home slowly alone!"
"Oh!" Han Yifan didn't know what he should do, so he had to say, "Then be careful!" and turned to leave.
Mao Xinxin did walk forward quietly alone, but he didn't go far, he turned around and looked at the back of Han Yifan leaving.
"You can't cry! Mao Xinxin! You said you wouldn't cry! After you said it, you started again!" Mao Xinxin said while holding the iron tightly in his hand, so tight that his fingernails had pierced his palms and blood stains!
"Don't cry, don't cry! Don't ......" After all, he couldn't resist his emotions, and Mao Xinxin burst into tears!
couldn't control his emotions, Mao Xinxin covered his mouth and squatted on the ground for a long time before he cleaned up his mood and stood up again.
"Didn't you say that I was a woman?" I guess you must have thought that a woman would not cry!" Mao Xinxin began to walk back, "But I'm really uncomfortable!"
"So, you're wrong! You've always been wrong, I'm not worthy to be a woman, I'm not worthy ......."
But she didn't go far before she cried again, "Brother Yifan, I really didn't mean to, every scenery on this road has your imprint! I can always see our singing and laughing...... I'm always ...... I can't forget you!"
Crying all the way, when Mao Xinxin was about to get home, suddenly a figure walked out of the woods next to him.
"Xinxin, he made you cry again!"
Mao Xinxin looked at the man in front of him, threw himself into his arms, and cried bitterly.
"Brother Huayan, I'm so uncomfortable!"
The boy who was called Brother Huayan by Mao Xinxin gently hugged her, patted her back gently with one hand and comforted her, saying that Xinxin doesn't cry!
After a long time, Mao Xinxin finally came to his senses, wiped his eyes with his cuffs, and said a little embarrassed, I'm sorry Brother Huayan!
"Do you need to say this with me? You know, although I don't want to see you cry, but please also remember that my shoulder belongs to you for the rest of my life!"
Listening to Brother Huayan's tenderness and sweetness, Mao Xinxin was also moved, but it was more of a sense of guilt.
These friendships are a kind of pressure on themselves.
"That, Brother Huayan, I'm tired, I want to go home and sleep!" Mao Xinxin said with his head down.
"Are you still running away?" said Hua Yan suddenly. "Didn't you say that this was the last time you went to see Han Yifan? didn't you say that after this time, you would forget about him and start a new life?"
"Brother Huayan, I'm really tired, I don't want to talk about this, I'll go first!" Mao Xinxin felt that he had nothing to say, so he wanted to leave.
This time, Hua Yan did not stop her, but stared at her back, his eyes were grim.
"Mao Xinxin, you are my woman, in this life, no matter what means you use, I want to get you!"
After saying this, he suddenly turned around and punched the trunk next to him, gritted his teeth and said, "And you, Han Yifan, I want to make your life worse than death!"
Han Yifan didn't know that Lu Dao had offended people invisibly, of course, even if he knew Lu Dao, it is estimated that he would not care, in this life, he will always not be satisfied with everyone, since you want to deal with me, then you must be prepared to be retaliated by me.
Mao Xinxin ran all the way home and fell into the quilt.
"Brother Yifan, let me accompany you through this difficult time! After this time, I won't think about you anymore!"
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"Your human feelings are really complicated!" suddenly Mi Xiangxiang said a sentence in Han Yifan's body.
Han Yifan was also deeply touched by these words. The person you like may not like you, and the person who likes you, you have someone else in your heart, it's difficult!
Unless people can have three wives and four concubines, plus they can confuse women's minds, this society will be full of regrets.
Being able to find someone who you like and who likes you is a gift from God, I don't know how much Yin Virtue Lu Dao has cultivated in his previous life.
Someone asked the Buddha, "Why is this world called the world of the world?"
The Buddha said: It is a regret. This world is full of regrets!