Chapter 50: Foolishness Outside the Body
In the midst of the thunder and fire, Shen Xuan walked over slowly, with countless expressions condensed on his face, unable to see whether he was sad or happy, but there was no longer the slightest obscenity. His eyes looked straight at Lingxu, and he didn't hear Lu Zheng calling him.
Shen Xuan came to stand not far behind Lingxu, his lips trembled, and he seemed to have made a lot of determination, and called softly: "Senior sister!"
He screamed just now, but Lingxu didn't react, and at this time he screamed again, but Lingxu still ignored him. Shen Xuan finally realized that Lingxu simply regarded himself as a non-existent zĂ i, and immediately fell silent.
The scene suddenly seemed very strange, the sky was a storm of thunder and lightning, fierce fighting, from time to time to rain down countless thunder and wind blades, sword gang white gas, fan the flow of cold and heat, it was already noisy and terrifying. But the mountain ghost on the ground looked straight at the sky, and did not glance at Shen Xu, while Shen Xu stood behind Ling Xu, looking at this figure who had been haunted by dreams from the past to the present, and the two seemed to have completely forgotten that they were in an extremely dangerous place, and in this thunder and fire, it seemed so quiet.
Lu Zheng was in it, feeling the extreme movement in the sky on the one hand, and the extreme stillness of the two on the other, feeling how awkward it was. I couldn't help but want to open my mouth to remind Lingxu a few times, but the words came to my mouth and swallowed them raw, feeling that with my own identity, it was not suitable to say anything, so I had to carefully stare at the movement in the sky at the moment, so as to react in time, so as not to be affected by the battle.
Looking at the figure that she hadn't seen for more than ten years, her cautious gaze was so eager and confused, but her gaze swept to her empty left sleeve. His heart suddenly twitched, and countless thoughts flashed in his heart, "Spirit, you have finally come out! I know that you know that I am coming, and I also know that I am sorry for you. Now that you have come out, I should bring Sanxian to meet you, so that you mother and son can meet! Do you know why I didn't bring Sanxian with me? Sanxian knelt in the snow for so many days, frostbitten alive.
Hey, he's a filial child, and he shouldn't have told him that you were locked up in the Four Phases Realm. I thought he wouldn't be able to get in even if he knew. Unexpectedly, he was born with the ability to cross barriers. Because he's half-demon, the child of you and that monster......
Thinking of this, Shen Xuan couldn't help but glance at the leaping figure in the sky, and his eyes burned with incomparably hateful anger. The two hands are clenched into a tight fist. His teeth creaked, too.
Cautious gaze changed a few times. From guilt to anger, there is also sadness and pity from time to time. In the end, he sighed and said, "Lingxu." I know you won't recognize me as a senior brother anymore, but for the sake of me being so good to you in the past, will you turn around and let me look at you?"
Shen Xu's face was disappointed, his expression looked a little lost, and he said quietly: "Senior sister, I have a lot of things I want to say to you in my heart, but when I see you, I don't know what to say." There are some things that should have been told to you more than ten years ago, but they didn't come to pass, and now I finally have the opportunity to tell you. These words have been hidden in my heart for more than ten years, and I originally thought that I would never tell you again in this life. Hehe, I didn't expect God to give me this opportunity!
Hey, think about it, we are actually all poor people, we have been practicing the Heavenly Trick all our lives, ha, in fact, this God likes to play tricks on people the most, how can people control him?
Lu Zheng on the side was moved when he heard this, because Uncle Lingxu had also said something similar to himself, and he remembered that what Lingxu said was, 'Heaven and Heaven, in fact, how can heaven be controlled by people?'
I only heard Shenxu continue: "That day, we met this monster, and I could see at a glance that he was a master of knowing the fate realm, and the three of us couldn't beat him no matter what. So I tried my best to pretend to be a villain, flattering and pleasing him, and even you couldn't stand it. Hehe, if I sue you now, I was secretly looking for an opportunity to sneak up on him, do you believe it?
Hehe, whether you believe it or not, it doesn't matter anymore, anyway, this strategy didn't work at that time, but he slapped you and took you away. I received a slap from him, and I was sealed with supernatural powers, and I was knocked unconscious and fell from the sky. When I woke up, I had already returned to Tianzong, and later I learned that it was Senior Brother who brought me back.
At that time, the senior brother told me that the master and the uncle had already set out to save you. I thought to myself, Uncle Shi has the Heavenly Mirror in hand, and he will definitely be able to find you in the shortest possible time, and with their cultivation, that monster is naturally not an opponent, and he will definitely be able to save you back unharmed. So I also put my mind down to examine my injuries, only to find that all my qi veins were locked by a strange force, and my divine power cultivation had actually slipped to the realm of Blue Sky.
No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't break the seal of that strange power on my own, but I wasn't discouraged at the time, and I thought I had to wait for Master to come back and help me. But where could I have thought that a few days later, Master and Uncle would return to Tianzong one after another, but they didn't bring you back, and they didn't find you at all.
Although they immediately ordered the other sects of the Dao Sect to help, I know that even Shibo's Heavenly Mirror can't find a trace of you, and it's even more impossible for others to find you. What made me even more desperate was that my master and uncle couldn't help me unlock the seal, so I had to watch my cultivation decline little by little, and in less than half a month, my cultivation had been falling to Shenxiaotian.
Senior sister, do you know, I lived like a year in those days, except for worrying and missing you. Those people I looked down on in the past saw that my supernatural powers had fallen to the heavens, and they all came to laugh at me, ridicule me, and even beat me. I really had no choice but to use the same method as I did to deal with the monsters, to please them in a perfunctory way, and get them not to beat me.
At that time, I thought they were youkai, even more hateful than youkai. I've been secretly thinking in my heart that one day, when I have regained my supernatural powers, I must let them return them a thousand times over! But after a whole year, not only did you not come back, but my supernatural powers have not been restored. I became more and more desperate, and I was used to saying flattering things whenever I met people, and in the end, even I couldn't tell which was the one who was flattering and the one who wanted to restore his supernatural powers. Later, the head of the sect couldn't stand it, so I simply transferred it to the sky to take care of those named disciples.
I was willing to be able to avoid those people, so I stayed in Xishan Spirit Valley. It wasn't until that day that you came back with this monster that I was taken to the top of the Yuan Platform by the Master, and I saw you standing with that monster with a big belly, with an intimate expression and a smile on your face. I saw the way you looked at him, you had never looked at me like that, but you looked at that monster with that kind of look! Senior sister, do you know? At that moment, my heart went blank, and I suddenly felt how ridiculous I was!
And as soon as you and that monster open your mouth, you are asking Master to agree to your marriage. I felt like my whole body was blown up, and I couldn't hear what you said after that. I only vaguely heard that the master was mad and kept scolding you, but in the end he couldn't resist you, so he had to take the monster to this four-phase realm to see the master, and you went to the valley to see me alone.
That's when you saw me like that, and you had such a look of surprise on your face. I just knew that on top of the Yuantai, you didn't even look at me. But in fact, you said hello to me at the time. â
Speaking of this, Shen Xuan took a deep breath, glanced at the mountain ghost in the sky again, and said: "At that time, when I saw you with a big belly, my heart swelled with bursts of hatred, it was him, it was this damn monster! If it weren't for his palm back then, how could I have slipped from Danxiao Tian to Shenxiao Tian little by little! If it weren't for him forcing you to conceive a child, how could you ...... Lingxu, the thought in my mind at that time was why you didn't die at that time, why didn't you die, and let this monster defile your innocence.
But in the valley, you told me that you liked the monster and loved him with all your heart. After listening to these words, I will never forget the feeling of frustration, bitterness, and anger in my heart at that time.
Do you know the hatred in my heart at that time? If it weren't for you, how could I have met this monster? If it hadn't happened that day, what level would my current cultivation reach? I must have already become the highest disciple of the Void Character Generation, and maybe I would surpass the master, and I would be the next head of the Heavenly Sect at that time...... How could I have ended up in such a situation today, turning into a dog wagging its tail and begging for mercy! Even a person like Po Xuan can step on my head, raise his toes at me, and not look at me squarely. Hmph, this villain is just a dog beside Master, he never dared to look at me and talk when my cultivation far surpassed his!
And I can't figure it out, I was so good to you, but you ended up following this monster! In vain, I thought you had been killed by a monster, and I cried for you, hating myself for not having the ability to protect you...... That's why I kept echoing a voice in my heart, you slut, you actually have an evil seed with this beast and monster! You are the cheapest slut in the entire cultivation world! At that moment, I had only one thought in my heart, and that was to kill you, and only by killing you would that be fair to me!
At that time, you were still saying pitiful things to me, saying that you would let that monster come and help me recover my powers, and you didn't think at all, I was thinking that I was going to kill you! But I still relented after all, so you dodged the sword, and only broke one of your arms! I still remember, looking at the sword in my hand, your face was panicked and disbelieving. Because you don't know how angry I was at that time, I don't understand, how can the spirit void that I love in my heart like a monster make me like this?"
Shen Xuan said this last sentence, and asked this question, not only with doubt, but also with a kind of unwillingness and blame, waiting for Lingxu to answer, but Lingxu was still unheard.
Shen Xuan couldn't wait for a response for a long time, so he couldn't help but hang his head and said, "Senior sister, don't you still want to look back at me......?