Chapter 61: The Dragon Girl's Voice Zhi Ping thought about it
Looking at the back of the little dragon girl standing under the plum trees, Yin Zhiping suddenly had some overlapping memories, as if he saw the shadow of the little dragon girl playing the piano under the tree again.
The little dragon girl stared at the plum trees, silent, and after a while, she suddenly sighed softly, turned around, and threw something towards Yin Zhiping.
Yin Zhiping subconsciously reached out to catch it, looked into his hand, and found that it was the jade pendant he gave to Xiaolongnu here back then. At that time, he forcibly took the platinum glove of the little dragon girl as a pledge to guarantee her oath, and the little dragon girl was afraid that he would not return it at that time, so he took the initiative to give his jade pendant to the little dragon girl as a pledge.
But when he walked down the mountain for the first time and "captured" Li Mochou back to the mountain, he returned the pair of platinum gloves to Xiaolongnu a year in advance. But at that time, Xiaolongnu did not return his jade pendant, and Xiaolongnu said at the time that he did not bring it with him. Yin Zhiping didn't ask at the time, and he didn't ask for it again afterwards.
This jade pendant is actually the original Yin Zhiping's thing, and it doesn't matter to him at all, even if he loses it, it doesn't matter, so he didn't ask afterwards. After a long time, I almost forgot about it. Now that the little dragon girl returned him, he remembered it again.
"Your jade pendant, I have always forgotten to return you. After seeing that he had caught the jade pendant, the little dragon girl spoke.
After Yin Zhiping glanced at it, he didn't carefully identify whether it was the original one, he put it in his arms casually, and said with a smile: "I thought that after you were reborn, you would have thrown away this jade pendant a long time ago, but I didn't expect you to keep it all the time." ”
Xiaolongnu said: "I just forgot, and I didn't mean anything else." ”
Yin Zhiping said: "I know that this jade pendant doesn't matter. If you don't pay it back today. I've forgotten about it a long time ago. He secretly said in his heart: "I don't know if this means that she has the most trouble with me." It's already cleared?"
"Do you remember this place?" asked the little dragon girl.
Yin Zhiping nodded and said, "Of course I remember." ”
The little dragon girl sighed and said, "I often think about it sometimes. If I hadn't come here that day and stayed in the tomb, I wouldn't have met you, and everything that happened would have happened again. I am still the same little dragon girl I used to be, not sad or happy, not disturbed by external objects. There is not much joy, but there is no sadness. Continue to practice his internal skills of restraining his mind, and practice until he does not have all emotions such as seven emotions and six desires. That might be a lifeless lonely old age in the tomb, but that's life. But it's not necessarily bad. I like my life more than I do now. Every day is simple, and I don't think about many things like I do now, and I don't have so many worries as I do now. ”
Speaking of this, she paused, sighed again, looked into Yin Zhiping's eyes and said, "Do you know the Tao? I really don't like the life I have now, I don't want to go through all this, and I don't want to have the memories of another life." For more than a year, I've been trying to get back to my old life. But in the end, I found out. I still can't do it after all. All this happened after all, and I was powerless to change it, but it was all this that changed me, so that I could never go back to the past. Yin Zhiping. You tell me, what the hell am I going to do to get back to the way I was before?"
Yin Zhiping listened to Xiaolongnu's words, and couldn't help but be more and more surprised. Until I heard it with a bitter face. He never imagined that he would bring such a big influence and change to Xiaolongnu. It's a sea change. But this is a bad change for the little dragon girl, and it makes a mess of the little dragon girl's original life.
The little dragon girl originally lived the same life. It's not good enough, mechanical, boring, monotonous, boring, repetitive, and deep in the tomb without seeing the light of day, but who can say that's not right. Although for ordinary normal people, no one would like that kind of life, but Xiaolongnu is not an ordinary ordinary person. People just like this kind of life, they just like to be the same, but what reason does he have to disrupt everything?
Yin Zhiping opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but after thinking about it for a long time, he was speechless after all, only his face was full of guilt. Only now did he realize that none of the things he had done to the little dragon girl were right. Even saved the life of the little dragon girl twice, but it was not complete, or just let the little dragon girl die, but it was a relief for the little dragon girl. It's just that how could he watch the little dragon girl die in front of his eyes?
He found that he had been thinking about his own affairs all along, thinking about himself, thinking about himself and Li Mochou, and had never seriously taken into account the feelings of the little dragon girl, nor had he seriously thought about the harm he had caused to the little dragon girl.
"I'm such a selfish bastard, and yet I've always felt good about myself!" he cursed to himself.
Xiaolongnu looked at the guilt and remorse on his face, and couldn't help but let out a long sigh again, and said softly: "You don't know what to do, right?"
"Yes. Yin Zhiping replied with pain and said, "I, everything is my fault, it's all my fault." I shouldn't be so self-righteous, I shouldn't be so selfish, I've never really gotten to know you, everything I've done to you has only hurt you. ”
"You're right, no matter what life I have, I'm hurting you and destroying your original happiness. The original Yin Zhiping in the previous life only hurt your body, but he loved you from beginning to end, and he remained unswerving until death. The harm to you is only because of the impulse of love. But I hurt you even more, even though I didn't really hurt a finger of you, but I pierced your heart all over the body, and I was more of a bastard than him. You should have killed me, and you had a reason to kill me. ”
With a "choking" sound, he pulled out the silver dragon sword at his waist, threw it on the snow in front of the little dragon girl, and said, "You can kill me now, I will never complain, and I will never dodge." ”
The little dragon girl looked down at the hilt of the silver dragon sword that was still shaking on the snow, but she never reached out to hold it, and watched the hilt slowly stop swinging, Fang Zi raised her head and said to Yin Zhiping: "What's the use of killing you now?
Yin Zhiping looked at the little dragon girl's clear gaze, still speechless.
The little dragon girl suddenly reached out and grabbed the hilt of the sword, pulled out the silver dragon sword inserted in the snow, and then walked straight to Yin Zhiping with the sword. She raised her hand and raised her sword, stabbed it towards Yin Zhiping's waist, and with a "choking" sound, she inserted the silver dragon sword back into the scabbard on his waist.
"Where's the invitation?" asked the little dragon girl, "and I suddenly want to accept it again." ”
Yin Zhiping hurriedly took out the invitation card from his arms.
Xiaolongnu stretched out her hand to take it and said, "Farewell, I'm leaving." With that, he walked around him, and then floated away with a light skill. (To be continued......)
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